ITILY
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Joined 01-24-10, id: 2228930, Profile Updated: 11-05-10
Author has written 36 stories for Death Note.

Hi, this is ITILY, I'm retired now, but I still wanna write, I'm not really sure how to rewrite my profile, so I'm just going to leave it as it is, except for this section you're currently reading. I'm so sorry, I'm a mess sometimes, but I just can't let go, I wanna write, but I'm in wheels now, old and aging, don't think there's much left in this rusty head of mine (Note, I'm not really old, just figure of speech, I'm 18, k?) Anyways, I don't know what the future will hold, I hope I'll write again soon and finish all my stories, I love you guys

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~L~L~L~

-I'm currently on a College Hiatus-

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~L~L~L~

Stories I wanna write for FF

Chatroom pals

My cyber story that I plan to finish before heading off to college if possible...I'll try to write it in between writing my other story.

The Scientist

A MelloXNear oneshot songfic based on the 'The Scientist' by Coldplay. This is so perfect, I have to write it XP

Heartbreak Warfare

Another MelloXNear oneshot songfic based on 'Heartbreak Warefare' by John Mayer. Mello and Near meet at a war zone, under such fragile moments, will they finally see through each other's mask and find love beneath it all?

Playing In The Backyard

This story might be quite long, since I'm going to write Mello and Near, from beginning to the end, until their deaths, most likely. Probably will have a Sequal and a Third part too.

Hit by

Near accidentally drops the encyclopedia on Mello's head and the blonde undergoes temporary amnesia. Near finds that he enjoys the new six-year-old-minded Mello, and sweet pedophilliac love blossoms. Expected to have Humour in this.

The unforgiving

The sequal to The Jailer.

Bandaged Retribution

The oneshot 'Mistakes' that I want to continue.

I Promise to Love and Protect You

The continuation to Happily Ever After?, Right and Wrong, Please Don't!...I know these were one of my earlier works, and the language, style and storyline aren't developed yet...if I can, I want to rewrite them...or at least give the story a perfect conclusion...happiness, love and a family...

~L~L~L~

To my readers, thank you all for your support, reviews, favs, and alerts,

I'll come back to write whenever I can,

and if you have followed me since the beginning,

you'll know I have a certain tendency to keep coming back to FF,

I remember telling my first fic would be last, but look where I am now, I've got like a dozen FF.

So keep your fingers crossed.

You'll definitely see me again.

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Sex Ed by animallvr682 reviews
Mello is shocked when near asks him some unexpected questions. Instead of answering them all, Mello decides the easiest thing to do would be to show him. Mello X Near Please Review after reading. LEMON WARNING! Some pain, blood, injury, angst, romance.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 54,002 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 190 - Updated: 10/24/2013 - Published: 1/26/2008 - Mello, Near
cLassification by zanganito reviews
Roger thinks of L, in insect metaphors.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 882 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/20/2013 - L, Watari, Roger - Complete
Want by shounenai4life reviews
Mello thought love was pointless. So when someone comes that can possibly steal his heart, he shuns them, making sure there's no way to get in. The problem is, what happens when that someone is too irresistible to let go? MelloxNear, AU high school setting.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,153 - Reviews: 110 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 1/29/2013 - Published: 10/12/2008 - Near, Mello - Complete
Broken Pride by Forbiddensoul562 reviews
After shutting himself away from everyone around him, how can he be expected to call out to someone for help after a traumatic experience? Especially when the only person left is his rival? Rape, eventual MelloxNear plz r&r!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 65,608 - Reviews: 515 - Favs: 245 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 1/17/2013 - Published: 9/7/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
Kiss Away The Pain by Forbiddensoul562 reviews
He hated him... absolutely despised Near. But, when Near comes asking for help... how can he say no? Re-write of Broken Pride. Eventual MxN.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 79,453 - Reviews: 460 - Favs: 257 - Follows: 145 - Updated: 1/17/2013 - Published: 1/7/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
Mihael Keehl's Incredibly No Good, Very Bad Year by xElementFivex reviews
Mello's diary. His thoughts on everything from Near's undying hatred to Matt's potential case of rabies. Life isn't any easier just because you're a hot, leather wearing genius.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 4,489 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 4/4/2012 - Published: 11/16/2009 - Mello
Sweet Sickness by Red-tiki reviews
Mello is sick in bed and Near has to play the nurse. MelloxNear
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,646 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 2/18/2012 - Published: 2/17/2012 - Near, Mello - Complete
My Autistic Brother by AoUsagi reviews
At a young age, Nate was misdiagnosed. Mihael wants nothing to do with the boy who screams and bangs his head on the wall. But slowly, through a poetry journal Roger forces him to keep, Mello begins to see that Near may need more help than he lets on...
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 41 - Words: 123,352 - Reviews: 582 - Favs: 201 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 2/7/2012 - Published: 9/29/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
M, My Name is Mello by Brat-Child3 reviews
Mello never made it a secret that he hated Near; so why did Near brand him with the nickname "Dear Mello?" MelloxNear, hints of LxLight. --New Title-
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 25,450 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 5/30/2011 - Published: 8/18/2009 - Mello, Near
Winter report by CorporatePuppet reviews
okay, this is a Lemon. A Mello x Near Lemon. It contains Yaoi. it's in Mello's POV, so expect bad language and a lot of emotional feels and junk... Note: I have to edit this a bit more, so just letting you's know this before you read -
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 10 - Words: 11,261 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 3/15/2011 - Published: 12/31/2010 - Near, Mello
Captive Angel by Poisonous Picasso reviews
MxN Mello has always wanted to beat Near. In order to succeed, he kidnaps him. But like a disease, Near begins to take him over, his mind, his heart, his body. Nothing will ever belong to him again. M for later chapters. :P
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,730 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 1/9/2011 - Published: 12/5/2010 - Mello, Near
My Secret Admirer by I-Am-Justice reviews
When a box of chocolates is left in front of Mello's door with a puzzle of a note hidden inside, it suddenly becomes a mystery to figure out just who this secret admirer of his is. MxN. Please r&r.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 14,968 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 1/4/2011 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Near, Mello
Pocky Game by Poisonous Picasso reviews
EXPLICIT LEMON! Oh, Pocky. Opening new doors for the not-so-innocent. MXN YAOI!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,437 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 12 - Published: 9/29/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Moonlight Sonata by cerulean-nightmare reviews
What Alois had to go through before he summoned Claude. Contains a lot of stuff, and it's kind of supposed to be a drabble. Just a little tribute to the kid since i've watched the last episode of 2nd season and felt sorry for him :
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 891 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/24/2010 - Alois T. - Complete
Childish Games by AffableKiwi reviews
Make-believe is his favorite game, after all.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,044 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 17 - Published: 9/23/2010 - Alois T. - Complete
Reset the Sadness by MelloxChocolate reviews
A fearsome encounter between Alois and Ciel. Rape, Dark, Violence.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,824 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 14 - Published: 9/21/2010 - Alois T., Ciel P. - Complete
Possessed by Raachuu reviews
"I didn't see him as a bestowment of evil, but a gift. Not just a demon, but an angel as well." Near is possessed, by the most beautiful demon in existence, Mello. But he cannot escape this certain feeling that it was somehow meant to be. Mello x Near!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,363 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/14/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Finding a Wish by HoshisamaValmor reviews
The night Alois, still called Jim and therefore still as a slave for Earl Trancy, made the contract with Claude. Rated for rape, non-graphic nor explicit but present.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,169 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/25/2010 - Alois T. - Complete
In Plain Sight by Kandakicksass reviews
Mello notices things about Near that Near didn't want him to notice. Shota. Porn. Enjoy.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,095 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 8 - Published: 7/23/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Birthday Kink by Lost In My Heaven reviews
"I'm going to kill Matt. I swear I am. He picked the lock on my apartment, saw me and Near making out, naked, and threw in a bag filled to the brim with every type of sex toy imaginable!" MN. YAOI. SMUT. PWP.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,422 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 8 - Published: 7/22/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Swap by Raachuu reviews
Mello and Hal somehow swap bodies. And fortunately for Mello, he's now got unlimited access to his beautiful obsession, Near. But how far will he go? And why doesn't Near enjoy "Hal's" new attention? Would he rather have someone else? A MelloxNear fic.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,440 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/19/2010 - Published: 6/20/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
The Reason by Poisonous Picasso reviews
Always in the same order, youngest first, father last. The father needs to see what he really had, instead of turning a blind eye to his family leaving him, dying out and withering away. M FOR GORE! AU
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 947 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/15/2010 - Mello, Near
Because You're Dead by xNear reviews
Why wasn't he answering me? I started to panic and shook him slightly. "Mello, it's not funny anymore, you can get up already." I was starting to raise my voice a bit now. I checked his pulse. No...It's not true. M - ForLemon/ComplicatedLove/Suicide.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 11,332 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/10/2010 - Published: 11/26/2009 - Mello, Near
Murder Me With Love by Poisonous Picasso reviews
Lemon -Sort of- Mello and I are obsessed with each other. We are the poison that snakes through each other's veins. Slowly, painfully, we'll kill each other.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,127 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/8/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
No Definition by Mandolin77 reviews
Near reflects on his relationship with Mello, trying to find a definition for this strange new feeling he's experiencing. One-shot, MelloXNear. Yaoi, fluff, artistic lemon. Spoiler warning!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,109 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/24/2010 - Near, Mello - Complete
Of Fangirling Waitresses and Fallen Angels by xxRoroxx reviews
'Just a video game nerd...living in a Halo wo-rld. I took the 61 bus goin' Wammy's House... doo doo doo.' I sang, fantastically in tune of course, spreading my joy throughout the orphana- 'Hey, Matt. Shut the hell up.'
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,759 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 5/31/2010 - Published: 3/18/2010 - Matt, Mello
Heat by Iridescent Twilight reviews
Mello/Girl!Near, excessive smut, AU, very little plot. A heatwave makes Near's hormones perk up and take notice of a very interested Mello. One-shot.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,614 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 17 - Published: 5/5/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Golden Idols and Silver Flows by DancerFromTheDance reviews
AU. The golden idol Mello has a fateful run in with the fan of silver flows, Near. Rated M for sexual themes that go just a bit over the T rating.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 689 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/1/2010 - Near, Mello - Complete
Scratch your Back by PrincessIxi reviews
When back massages turn into something a little bit more. Slash, NearxMello
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,034 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/23/2010 - Near, Mello - Complete
The Successors of L by Ninja Lalala reviews
NEAR FIC!Near is abducted by Kira. Kira avenges himself the adult way!WARNING FOR RAPE!Oh! and it's also MELLO/NEAR
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,883 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 4/19/2010 - Published: 4/15/2010 - Light Y., Near
Sometimes by Blissful Lissy reviews
That's when Mello would laugh at him. A dry and derisive sound, all bitterness and no joy. As bitter as the chocolate he fed him. One-shot drabble thing, slightly AU, rated M just to be safe.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 880 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Dear L by EasternSunflower reviews
I'm sorry if I mispelled Quillish Whammy. And don't ask, I have no clue why I like making them apologize to eachother... Anyway, a letter from Watari to L.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/17/2010 - L, Watari - Complete
Manipulation by Blissful Lissy reviews
A meeting between Mello and Near is arranged under false pretenses. Playing games with one another is nothing new, but in a secluded hotel room, mixing stubborn and manipulative natures makes for an interesting time. Near's POV. M for lemon.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,648 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 4/12/2010 - Published: 3/27/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Spoiled Sanity by FragilePuzzle reviews
AU. Mihael is the man with three faces--the blonde was locked in an asylum at age 10, diagnosed with three separate personalities. Will he be able to get a grip on his sanity with the help of a doctor named Near? Mello/Near, Near/Mello, Matt/Mello.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 29 - Words: 66,942 - Reviews: 452 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 3/4/2010 - Published: 11/14/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
Sinful Ballad by Yaoi Mobile reviews
Near has snapped, 'Someones' back. Can they save him? And if they do, will it only endanger them more? romance, blood, drama, sadness, and a bitter end that will leave you crying.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 11 - Words: 25,022 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/22/2009 - Published: 9/6/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
4 AM Forever by silentdeadlyfox reviews
Mello and Near were always rivals through and out but Near constantly loves Mello and eventually their relationship changes. Rated M for: Sex, Language, etc. Is a songfic. Song: "4 Am Forever" by Lost Prophets
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,481 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 10 - Published: 12/8/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
N is for Nya! by FragilePuzzle reviews
AU. Mello finds a small white kitten on his front porch one day, but when he takes it in, he may get more than he bargained for. DISCONTINUED.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,300 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 30 - Published: 10/5/2009 - Mello, Near
December 13 by Chocolate Flavoured Robots reviews
Near decides to give Mello a little gift for his birthday.. At least, that was how it started out. Now their relationship is bordering on something more than just random trysts. What exactly is Mello to Near? Hardcore lemon, Bondage, S&M. MelloxNear.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,908 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 8/25/2009 - Published: 7/21/2009 - Near, Mello
What Happens In The Common Room by Meloxxy reviews
Mello and Matt enjoy playing pranks on Near in their free time - but sometimes, they don't plan them particularly well... MattxMelloxNear.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,169 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 8/18/2009 - Published: 6/21/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
With Me Tonight by Chocolate Flavoured Robots reviews
Near decides to do something fun for his lover, Matt. But what happens when a leather-clad menace comes home a little too early? One-shot. Hard Lemon, kink, and mild-to-severe PWP ness because you shouldn't expect any less from me!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,308 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/18/2009 - Near, Matt - Complete
Keehlotania by FragilePuzzle reviews
AU. Prince Matt buys Prince Mello a gift for his birthday...a boy named Near. When the prince falls in love with him, will Near feel the same? MelloxNear, Crack-ish, M for language and lemons.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 31,653 - Reviews: 112 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/3/2009 - Published: 5/9/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
A Small Distraction by Threshie reviews
Mello finds himself with a very tiny chibi Near to take care of...or to torment. Also features Matt.
Death Note - Rated: K - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,489 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 13 - Published: 6/18/2009 - Mello, Near
Two Boys, One Island by Backyard Bottomslash reviews
The people of this website have voted, and the results are in! Mello and Near are to be stranded on a deserted Caribbean island to together! Rated M for lemon in chapter 4! Yaoi!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,497 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 5/3/2009 - Published: 4/6/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
Chocolate PLAYthings by Iron Dragon Varius reviews
Mello is heartbroken by the loss of his lover. now trying to cope with it, he's remembering the events before his lover's death. But who exactly is his lover? how did the lover die? And how, just how did mello get that ring on his hand?
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,405 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/8/2009 - Published: 9/17/2008 - Near, Mello
Sol of Luna: Near and Far by Gakusangi reviews
Mello is charged with the task of protecting the son of the Emperor, Near, while he is being hunted by a group of warlords calling themselves the Daimyo. But there is far more to Near than Mello had originally thought...
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 27 - Words: 135,928 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 3/6/2009 - Published: 11/13/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
Pure as Snow: A desire for his Emotions by Jun Hiroshi reviews
I completely lost it. My hands reached out and violently thrusted his small frail shoulders back and forth, nearly knocking his ligaments out of place. 'SPEAK DAMNIT' ... 'WHY THE HELL WON'T YOU SPEAK' " MxN-Pure as Snow Remake-Mello's POV-Later yaoi
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,318 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 3/5/2009 - Published: 2/28/2009 - Mello, Near
Lie Cold, Consent by Amarissia reviews
A moment of humanity from Near, that's all Mello wants. Warnings inside.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,550 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/9/2009 - Near, Mello - Complete
Dream of Mirror 2 Corners of Reality by TIBryant reviews
There are infinite realities and infinite versions of you in each one of them. I never thought we'd meet again. Yaoi MelloNear AU
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 35,735 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 12/24/2008 - Published: 7/19/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
My Wish Upon A Star by Obsessive Rainbow Stalker reviews
Near deciedes to throw all logic aside and wish upon a star one night. He wishes for his crush to finally love him. But what he didn't expect was waking up with cat ears and a fairy named L. And Mello is the only who can see them wonder why? AU / Yaoi fi
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,287 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 11/20/2008 - Published: 9/6/2008 - Near, Mello
Watching You Betray Me by Ppandarr reviews
Mello feels as though Near is avoiding him, what with all the rejections etc. Can this relationship really last much longer...what is he up to. He is definitely hiding something. MelloXNear //COMPLETED\\
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,697 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/14/2008 - Published: 9/1/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
Hell Girl by Obsessive Rainbow Stalker reviews
Mello has finally had enough of what Light has been doing to Near when he saw him curled up in the classroom. To get his revenge he calls upon the one the only Hell Girl. implied Melloxnear
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,543 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/5/2008 - Near, Mello - Complete
Playing with Fire by RayeWilliams reviews
Wammy's isn't as peaceful as it appears. Behind the indifference is fear. Behind the kindness is bloodlust. And what appears to be strength is insanity, a shattered, broken childhood memory. MxN. Rated for sex, violence, torture, rape, murder...ON HIATUS.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,710 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 8/30/2008 - Published: 8/10/2008 - Mello, Near
The Bet by Kozga Nitt reviews
Matt and Mello bet upon whether or not not Mello can stand a month being nice to Near. Well, easier said than done, I must say. A small story about revenge and kindness. MelloxNear in later chapters, where the M-rating kicks in, along with profanity.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 14,690 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 8/20/2008 - Published: 7/22/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
Missing Piece by blackhearteddestruction reviews
Near thinks about his past, of how Mello and him fell in love. He always knew he would find the missing piece to his puzzle, he just didn’t believe it would be taken away so soon. Ending is sad, although most of it is happy.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,562 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Published: 8/18/2008 - Near, Mello - Complete
The Cellar Door by LiKe a dRuG reviews
The last thing I remembered. Was his face nearing mine. The touch of his cold hands. and the whisper of his voice,"It's so wrong.." yaoi MelloxNear MelloxNearxMatt Attempt at suicide Graphic flashbacks abused!Near ooc smut post L death drugs violence
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 33,862 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 8/15/2008 - Published: 7/5/2008 - Mello, Near - Complete
Dream of Mirror by TIBryant reviews
AU Shounenai MelloNear SPOILERS When Near is dropped into the lap of a supposedly 'mirrored' reality, he's all to quick to believe that it's all just a dream... until he runs into a certain blonde, who is supposed to be dead. Complete!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 11 - Words: 61,145 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 7/15/2008 - Published: 12/18/2007 - Mello, Near - Complete
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Sexsomnia reviews
Sleep sex, or sexsomnia, is a condition in which a person will engage in sexual acts while still asleep. MXN. M for smut. Please R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 23,486 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 2/22 - Published: 5/27/2013 - Near, Mello
Train Ride reviews
MXN Train SMUT, psychologically inclined. Please R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,126 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/3/2014 - Near, Mello
The tiger and the sacrifice reviews
Mello is a lonely tiger spirit who longed for companionship. His wish finally came true when he met Near, one of the Sacrificial offering to their Divine Mother. Have they really been brought together by fate? Why is the village in danger? A century year old story unfolds. MXN, rated M, please R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,060 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/8/2014 - Published: 3/16/2014 - Near, Mello
Haverville reviews
Mello had a plan, he knew exactly what he wanted to do with his life, and that was to get the hell out of Haverville, the town which had treated him like a vermin all his life, but what happens when a new kid walks into town, and the troubles which he thought had finally subsided are back to haunt him again? MXN, rated M just in case, please R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,249 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/27/2014 - Published: 12/8/2013 - Near, Mello
Loving you reviews
Mello, dear Mello, always full of pride, always unpredictable, impulsive, insufferable and devilish-and yet I find myself falling for him despite his shortcomings, despite the painful memories he has given me, because I know he's the only one who can give me happiness. seme Mello XNear, seme NearXMello, M for smut and rape. Oneshot. Please R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,341 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Near, Mello - Complete
Prisoner reviews
Sentenced to prison for a crime that he didn't commit was only the beginning of his punishments, what more does little Near have to endure now that he has been sent to Whammy's? MelloXNear. AU. M for non-con. Please R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,326 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/29/2013 - Near, Mello
Demon Keeper reviews
Near has just lost his parents in a plane crash and soon inherits a demon that has been passed down in his family for generations, Mello. Will Near be able to feed Mello's needs? What exactly does it mean to be a his keeper? Please R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Family - Chapters: 12 - Words: 28,537 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 5/5/2013 - Published: 2/20/2013 - Near, Mello, Matt - Complete
Frost Fire reviews
There is poison in the air, Soot, smoke and despair, Dry as the silence before cold bloody war, Frost and fire, they come in a roar. MXN. Plz R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,327 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/10/2012 - Mello, Near
Somewhere in Purgatory reviews
A dull looking eye peeked at the blonde, his flaxen hair swishing fiercely in the background of chaotic fire and sulphur, his suntanned skin radiant and perfect, not a single mark of the previous scar it once wore, his blue eyes almost soft...pls R&R
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,618 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 2/11/2012 - Published: 7/11/2010 - Mello, Near
My Dear Mello reviews
"You're going to die without my help, do you want that? Do you want to die?" "And what about you Mello? Are you ready to face death?" Based on the anime, before Takada's kidnapping, T for Fluff, Pls R&R.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,719 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/8/2012 - Mello, Near - Complete
Something like nothing reviews
I was lost in that moment, the moment she had me, trapped in that one moment forever by her.This is a story about me, about her, and everything between us. Our supposed to be story. MelloXNear,genderswitch,ratings may change, plz R&R.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,424 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/7/2011 - Mello, Near
A Way Back reviews
Continution to "Please Don't", "Right and Wrong" & "Happily ever after". MelloXNear. M for non-con. Sometimes the best thing would be to forget and start all over again, if only I could turn back time, I want us to be happy. pls R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,785 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/2/2011 - Published: 8/30/2011 - Mello, Near
Sexual Intentions reviews
Mello comes across some pretty horny stories in the shower, what will he do when he finds out who is writing them? MXN, S&M, oneshot, slightly non-con, please R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,013 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/5/2011 - Mello, Near - Complete
In Mello's head reviews
MelloXNear oneshot. M for rape and abuse. Mello's POV. Sloppy, dirty and wet, matted with tears, sweat, saliva, this boy is going to be the end of me. Please R R..
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,824 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/28/2011 - Mello, Near - Complete
Background check reviews
A small history of Near's past in his own POV, and his first encounter with Mello...not exactly what you'd expect...Rated T for small fluff, yaoi, abuse and illegal gambling...intended MXN, oneshot, please R&R
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,866 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/16/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Chatroom pals reviews
Near decides to use the newfound internet services to go to a chatroom...what happens? Will he find a friend and get rid of that antisocial attitude?...Rated M just in case, may change with situation..eventual MXN...please R&R..
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,004 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 10/13/2010 - Published: 3/26/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Target reviews
The story of a hit man, a freelance journalist and a mysterious man with no name...GirlMelloxGuyNear..Variable ratings, please R&R
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 621 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 8 - Published: 9/12/2010 - Mello, Near
The Lit Room reviews
At the end of the hall, there used to be a room, where the lights never go off. MelloXNear, attempt at dub-con, short fic...Just a little something I thought of in college...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,737 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/22/2010 - Published: 6/19/2010 - Mello, Near
The Best Gift Ever reviews
A MelloXNearXMatt threesome oneshot...So what does his emotionless Near and impulsive Mello have up their sleeves for the redhead's birthday?...My interpretion on MNM...M for kink, lemon, you know the drill...Please R&R
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,776 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/1/2010 - Near, Mello - Complete
Call 911 or die reviews
A oneshot based on a true story...M for sex and freakiness...Mello uke X Near...AU...Why you shouldn't go clubbing...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Crime/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,763 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/28/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Playing in the backyard reviews
Near was about five years old while I was seven, we ventured out together into the wilderness the backyard , playing our little make-believe games..A NearXMello childhood fanfic...Rated T for now...please R & R...
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,927 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 4/27/2010 - Published: 4/1/2010 - Mello, Near
The scientist reviews
A oneshot for MelloXNear inspired by Coldplay's "The Scientist"...beautiful angst yeah, that's what I'm calling it ..M for sweet love...Be prepared for some tear shedding...please R & R..
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,892 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/25/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
The jailer reviews
Mello's been put in jail where he meets a certain kind-hearted jailer...Can this jailer give Mello the redemption he needs before he faces execution?..AU...Werewolf MelloX Near...a little angsty...Please R&R Complete!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,119 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/17/2010 - Published: 3/16/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Mistakes reviews
A MelloXNear oneshot...M for theme and rape...Please R&R...gentle flamings allowed...XP
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,546 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/12/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Yellow reviews
A oneshot drabble based on 'Yellow' by Coldplay...M for suicide...sad and angsty story...a small fluff of fluff...MelloXNear...Please R & R..
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 867 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/25/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
School is hell reviews
Mouse Near, Cat Mello and Dog Matt in one school..so what's gonna happen?...Yaoi Warning!.. AU..rated T for author's bad habit...Please R&R
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 14 - Words: 22,440 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/23/2010 - Published: 2/22/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
When the cards are turned reviews
Mello returns to Near, three years after the Kira investigation, their meeting turns to something else...painful and sad...mentions of C-Kira case..M for rape and angst...Mello uke....Please R & R
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,318 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 3/21/2010 - Published: 3/3/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Hammered reviews
A random oneshot involving Near, Mello and Matt while they were kindergarteners and some psychopath entered their class..M for violence, rape,and murder...Please R & R...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,818 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/17/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
I want you reviews
This is a Near seme lemon...OOC and AU...written on whim..Rated M for Lemon..oneshot..Please R&R..
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,673 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/28/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Happily ever after? reviews
The third part to the story PLEASE DON'T! and RIGHT AND WRONG...What happens to Near, Mello and Matt....Rated M for author's bad habit and possible rape...Please R & R!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 15,875 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/26/2010 - Published: 2/17/2010 - Near, Mello - Complete
Right and Wrong reviews
The sequel to PLEASE DON'T!...in Mello's POV....Rated M just in case...is this going to end badly again?...Please R & R...Flamin' allowed...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,406 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 2/17/2010 - Published: 2/11/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Please Don't! reviews
Mello barged in on Near in the shower, discovering something he shouldn't have and of course like the Mello he is, took advantage of Near. GirlNearxtwistedMello..*Near's POV..M for theme and rape..You have been warned...please R&R or flame...
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,578 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/11/2010 - Published: 2/8/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Circus reviews
Mello and Matt go to a circus and discovers a strange creature. They've decided that he shouldn't be locked up any longer and decide to bust him out. What will happen to the trio next? MelloxNear AU. Yaoi Warning. Rated T for author's habit XD
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,781 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/9/2010 - Published: 2/6/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Star gazing reviews
As the title reads, Mello and Near are star gazing..so what happens next? MelloxNear..YAOI Warning!Oneshot and fluffy..PLEASE R & R..
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Save the Brothel kid reviews
Mello saves a kid from a brothel house and some thugs. What kind of trouble will this kid get into next? Will Mello always look out for him? MelloxNear. Yaoi warning! Includes a little pedophilia..Please R and R
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,342 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/3/2010 - Published: 1/28/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Near's pain reviews
Near has always been quiet and distant from all the other kids, but for a reason no one would expect. MelloxNear. Involves rape.. Yaoi warning! Um and Lemon, I think.. I'm not really sure.. This is my first attempt so please R and R..One shot
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,807 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/27/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete