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Joined 02-01-10, id: 2239332, Profile Updated: 03-14-15
Author has written 2 stories for Twilight.

I never think of it as angst. I just know that it's a tough old world out there, and the loveliest people are still lovely in their suffering.

The Cullens will always be vampires to me.

I will always think that Jacob was dealt a cruel fate, but I don't think I'll ever manage to write him out of it. Maybe one day; we'll see.

I think Bella is more feminist than anyone gives her credit for. Just being who you are and feeling what you feel is practically a subversive act in today's world. I get her. I really do.

I'm your typical suburban woman with a bunch of kids and bills to pay and car that is overdue for an oil change. I work for a living and enjoy reality television with even more guilt than I feel enjoying Twilight. I wrote my first long fanfic, which was also my first story of length of any kind, five years ago to deal with my real life broken heart.

Fan fiction beats the pants off of psychotherapy any day of the week.

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An Introduction to Swirl and Daisy by m81170 reviews
A first kiss, a first dance, a first curse word shared between best friends. This is the tale of a boring, young geek and the social pariah who thought the world of him. A tale of growing up. A tale of a Non-Romantic Romance.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 39 - Words: 212,915 - Reviews: 15185 - Favs: 8,417 - Follows: 7,137 - Updated: 1/4/2015 - Published: 1/4/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Ties That Bind by NicoleTwilight reviews
Edward's POV of Bella's pregnancy, burning and awakening in Breaking Dawn. Covers all the missing moments with Edward, Bella and the Cullens, and what they went through. See what happened after Bella ran into Rosalie's arms at the airport...
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 201,126 - Reviews: 1183 - Favs: 1,382 - Follows: 685 - Updated: 10/29/2011 - Published: 5/7/2009 - Bella - Complete
The Lepidopterist by faithunbreakable reviews
Long before Forks, a different Jasper met a different Bella. And killed her. Or: On monsters. Very dark. Rated M!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,245 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 237 - Follows: 53 - Published: 7/9/2011 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Daniel Gale: Cumming to America by Annetteskitty reviews
Nerdalicious Daniel Gale is saying goodbye to England and hello to the United States. Looking to reinvent himself, he is all too gratified by the corn-fed derriers of Americans. Daniel Gale/Twilight cross over, slightly crackfic, AU, AH, Prepare for Perv
Crossover - Twilight & Bad Mother's Handbook - Rated: M - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 27 - Words: 103,406 - Reviews: 4540 - Favs: 995 - Follows: 1,035 - Updated: 6/14/2011 - Published: 1/8/2010 - Bella
Bare by stella luna sky reviews
Winner of two Summer 2009 Indies. A beautifully plain girl writes the colors used to unravel a young prodigy of the brushstroke. What color are the eyes that see through the heart? Forest green and their rooted brown. AH/M. COMPLETE.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 28 - Words: 95,675 - Reviews: 5772 - Favs: 6,953 - Follows: 3,854 - Updated: 8/4/2010 - Published: 6/5/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
I Wanna Eff You Like a Masochistic Lion by Feisty Y. Beden reviews
I Wanna Eff You Like a Masochistic Lion B/c of Your Pools of Brown Diarrhea Eyes: The Worst Story Ever Told. Collab btwn Philadelphic, Feisty Y. Beden, & NelsonsMandela. M for mmmwrong. Welcome to the Sequel, Chilly's Song.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 24,947 - Reviews: 524 - Favs: 543 - Follows: 183 - Updated: 7/6/2010 - Published: 12/30/2009
Tracking Redemption by shoefreak37 reviews
When Edward flees to Volterra after learning of Bella's death, he is coerced into remaining as a member of the Volturi Guard. Redemption can be found even when it is not being sought after. Slash/New Moon AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 99,053 - Reviews: 402 - Favs: 344 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 4/18/2010 - Published: 11/5/2009 - Edward, Demetri - Complete
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Something Beautiful Remains reviews
"When your child has died, your last task as their mother is to grieve them." Bella returns to Forks with empty arms and an aching heart. In her past is a lost child, a broken marriage, and a beloved parent gone. In her future is Edward Cullen and his strange family. What do they want from her? Can a heart thrice broken bear the risk of making a new start? Vampire AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 106,344 - Reviews: 2043 - Favs: 1,088 - Follows: 1,654 - Updated: 8/27/2020 - Published: 3/5/2015
How Do I Live? reviews
When Edward abandons Bella to discover a human life for herself, the resulting damage is something that neither of them could have imagined, and neither can heal alone.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 27 - Words: 98,233 - Reviews: 952 - Favs: 819 - Follows: 373 - Updated: 7/4/2010 - Published: 2/10/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete