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Joined 02-01-10, id: 2239507, Profile Updated: 05-18-12
Author has written 4 stories for Twilight, and Merlin.

I've become so ridiculous that I take back everything I've ever said, whatever that amounted to.

Soooo, that leaves...

I didn't know about fanfiction...barely read contemporary fiction at all, was living in the Victorian era all comfy with my Dickens - until about two years ago. Life twisted and I somehow found myself with a copy of Twilight in my hands. And then I was pregnant and single and there was this INTERNET THING...and long story short, here I am!

I started out reading and writing E/B fics, but I'm a lesbian so it was only a matter of time before I got curious about slash. With a couple exceptions, I haven't looked back since I read my first m/m story. I'm still skittish about f/f slash merely because it's too close to reality for me and a desire to dwell on reality is clearly not why I'm here. Most of the (very little) het I read now involves men who are turned into women, idk, because it's subversive? That's the big question, isn't it?

I've also (mostly, not entirely) moved on from twilight fic. Merlin and Sherlock are my current obsessions, but I am easily enticed into almost any kind of smut and thanks to LJ have discovered a whole world of not-FFn-approved-HOLY-SHITE. My writing is sporadic and so I try not to post things in progress. That only leads to heartbreak. My E/B story is over the top romantic, so be warned. The rest are slash or...well, Needed Touch is pre-slash, but that probably isn't obvious and mostly irrelevant.

I've got some stuff over on LJ that I can't post here bc it's RPF or just rambling. Over there I'm mab-di dot livejournal dot com

What else can I tell you? I'm a single, working mother. I'm a policy lawyer who once upon a time wanted to be a writer. My work is incredibly important to me, but I miss writing creatively and this is so much FUN!

Oh, and I have a serious time-management problem since I discovered twitter. If you want to chat over there, send me a PM. I'm always happy to meet fanfic readers and writers. I've gotten nervous about advertising my userid on the slim chance that certain RL people find me here. You know how that is.

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The Plan - OUTTAKES by QuantumFizzx reviews
REMOVED. Thank you for your readership. Kept a few chapters up to explain why & share outtakes alter. Obsessed but unnoticed for over a year, she puts a plan in motion to catch the eye of the corner-office. That's her plan. Fate has another plan entirely
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,768 - Reviews: 19565 - Favs: 6,610 - Follows: 4,499 - Updated: 3/9 - Published: 12/12/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
An Introduction to Swirl and Daisy by m81170 reviews
A first kiss, a first dance, a first curse word shared between best friends. This is the tale of a boring, young geek and the social pariah who thought the world of him. A tale of growing up. A tale of a Non-Romantic Romance.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 41 - Words: 224,833 - Reviews: 14092 - Favs: 6,910 - Follows: 6,902 - Updated: 1/11 - Published: 1/4/2010 - Bella, Edward
Bella Voce by Morgan Locklear reviews
Paris 1891: Bella is a popular stage vocalist and theatre owner. She's also a very powerful vampire. Edward is a piano teacher who attends one of her performances and captures her attention. Together they explore the Bohemian Revolution and each other.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 32 - Words: 219,691 - Reviews: 2086 - Favs: 874 - Follows: 514 - Updated: 6/24/2012 - Published: 2/14/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Meant to Be by Fr333bird reviews
"The first time I see Riley, my eyes lock onto him and I can't look away." Seth and Riley's lives are shattered by events beyond their control. Can they overcome the challenges they face and still be together? Slash, AU, contains wolves and vamps.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 95,145 - Reviews: 1030 - Favs: 193 - Follows: 150 - Updated: 3/25/2012 - Published: 1/18/2012 - Seth, Riley - Complete
Of Cats and Cuddles by rhythm junkie reviews
A silly little thing written for a cuddlememe over on Dreamwidth. John is a bit exasperated and a lot bemused, whilst Sherlock is in a battle of wits with a cat.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,798 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/21/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Late Night Encounters by kyla713 reviews
Lonely ER doc Edward Cullen goes online one night in curiosity, never expecting to find what was awaiting him. AH/possibly some OOC.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 142,693 - Reviews: 9468 - Favs: 8,248 - Follows: 6,160 - Updated: 12/24/2011 - Published: 7/27/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
He Who Dares, Watches by Fr333bird reviews
It starts with a dare on the bus but Edward's reaction to Jasper shocks him and results in a journey of self-discovery. AH, high school fic. Explicit adult content - lots of it.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 26 - Words: 93,887 - Reviews: 2010 - Favs: 843 - Follows: 535 - Updated: 12/19/2011 - Published: 6/17/2011 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
Rinse and Repeat by Fr333bird reviews
For Twikinkfest. Jasper has low self esteem. He gets drunk and has sex with just about anyone. When he sobers up enough to go home he feels even worse about himself, but his roommate Peter is always there to pick up the pieces. Adult content. AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,405 - Reviews: 256 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 12/9/2011 - Published: 11/14/2011 - Jasper, Peter - Complete
And You Will Be My Life by Magnolia822 reviews
As he negotiates his way through Arthurian Camelot, Merlin yearns for a life lived a thousand years in the future-a life where he will finally have what he most deeply desires. A reincarnation fic with a twist. Spoilers through S 4. Arthur/Merlin.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,022 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 188 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/14/2011 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
The Damage We Do by rhythm junkie reviews
Canon ish . King!Arthur CourtSorceror!Merlin This is just a very short angsty little thing I wrote to deal with my Arthur/Gwen issues.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,118 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 10 - Published: 11/5/2011 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
Stop by rhythm junkie reviews
dominant!Arthur, submissiveish!Merlin, empty offices and make-up sex. AU/OOC. A wee PWP o/s. Warnings for perceived/mild dub/con.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,407 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 19 - Published: 10/15/2011 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
The Education of Professor Cullen by sheviking reviews
College professor Edward Cullen is thoroughly annoyed by his student Ms. Swan. Everything about her bothers him, and he longs for the semester to be over. But what happens when he meets her one night when they aren't in school?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 27 - Words: 172,427 - Reviews: 10307 - Favs: 9,147 - Follows: 6,930 - Updated: 9/22/2011 - Published: 4/20/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Guardian by ChampagneAnyone reviews
Orphaned at 8, Bella Swan is placed in the care of her God Mother Esme Cullen. Heiress to Cullen Swan Enterprises, Bella grows up hero worshipping 17 year old joint heir, pseudo step brother and self appointed guardian Edward. ROMANCE ANGST DRAMA
Twilight - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 101,776 - Reviews: 6818 - Favs: 5,497 - Follows: 6,226 - Updated: 9/19/2011 - Published: 2/14/2010 - Bella, Edward
Work of Art by abstract way reviews
Brilliant artist Edward is celebrated in the art world, but are trappings of fame also destroying him? In the lust filled world of art-whores & predators, feisty Bella knocks him off his pedestal. Will he realize that she alone has the power to heal him?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 63 - Words: 334,477 - Reviews: 6343 - Favs: 2,855 - Follows: 1,655 - Updated: 7/31/2011 - Published: 4/9/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Our Lives Unbound by theladyingrey42 reviews
My mind is trapped in circles, my loneliness pressing in. Unable to speak, I reach for her spark. In her eyes, I find my partner. In her command, I find my freedom. Together, we open our lives to something more. AU/AH, D/s, male sub.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 159,844 - Reviews: 6344 - Favs: 2,755 - Follows: 1,833 - Updated: 5/5/2011 - Published: 6/12/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
For a Season by giselle-lx reviews
They both think they've lost everything. But some things, it turns out, are never taken away. Edward/Carlisle Slash. Breaking Dawn AU.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,505 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 18 - Published: 3/24/2011 - Carlisle, Edward - Complete
High Anxiety by EdwardsBloodType reviews
Cute, trendy Bella returns home to escape the heartache of her past. She immediately befriends neighbors Jasper and Edward, bonding with them in the treehouse out back. Bella and Edward discover they have more in common than they ever dreamed of. AH A/U
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 45 - Words: 538,967 - Reviews: 21114 - Favs: 11,572 - Follows: 7,318 - Updated: 1/18/2011 - Published: 7/16/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Raw and Rosy by tuesdaymidnight reviews
Jasper Hale hates his high school rival Edward Cullen with a passion. What happens when Jasper discovers Edward's little secret? Spank!Fic. AH/AU/OOC. Rated M. Contains mature content.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 19 - Words: 91,100 - Reviews: 3534 - Favs: 2,207 - Follows: 1,370 - Updated: 10/23/2010 - Published: 6/6/2010 - Jasper, Edward - Complete
Always & Never by BOSTONGIRL1212 reviews
After the lines of friendship are blurred & crossed, can Bella & Edward's relationship recover? More importantly, will they find the courage to explore the burning desire between them that refuses to be extinguished? Rated M for language and lemons AH/OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 163,599 - Reviews: 1377 - Favs: 1,026 - Follows: 1,031 - Updated: 9/7/2010 - Published: 10/22/2009 - Bella, Edward
Hide and Drink by Savage7289 reviews
Bella's blood was just too tempting to be ignored. While Edward drags her around the world, barely keeping a step ahead of his frantic family, Bella battles the monster for possession of the gentler vampire inside her captor. Rated M-violence/Mature theme
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 35 - Words: 256,652 - Reviews: 6410 - Favs: 4,573 - Follows: 2,335 - Updated: 8/28/2010 - Published: 2/6/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Company Loves Misery by AngstGoddess003 reviews
AH-Edward, current recovering alcoholic, former bully of Bella Swan, must make amends to the one person who refuses to give them. Written for FGB Auction/WA Rehab. Adult Situations. Updated Wed/Sun.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 76,843 - Reviews: 6162 - Favs: 5,288 - Follows: 5,329 - Updated: 7/12/2010 - Published: 12/12/2009 - Edward, Bella
Cabin Fever by coldplaywhore reviews
Trying to hide from their separate lives in Seattle and Los Angeles, Edward and Bella accidently end up at a cabin together for two weeks leading up to Christmas. They can't stand each other, but will that mutual hate eventually lead to more? EXB Lemons
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 43 - Words: 187,413 - Reviews: 3320 - Favs: 3,267 - Follows: 1,105 - Updated: 7/23/2009 - Published: 4/27/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Things I Am Not Allowed To Do At Hogwarts by Roozette reviews
Title is self-explanitory. With a Harry/Draco twist. I am bored.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 50,167 - Reviews: 1082 - Favs: 1,293 - Follows: 941 - Updated: 11/14/2008 - Published: 5/2/2008 - Harry P., Draco M.
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Unwritten reviews
S4x9, deleted but essential scenes. Merlin goes to Arthur to find him in anguish after he's banished Gwen. Arthur has a confession on his lips, but learns they both have confessions to make. Not family viewing. Merlin/Arthur
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,714 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Needed Touch reviews
Contest entry for Spanking the Monkey!: AU/AH ?/Mike Sometimes we feel empty. Sometimes we masturbate. Sometimes it isn't enough.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,618 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/3/2011
Vision reviews
::VAMPSLASH CONTEST:: The boys are alone in New York City. Edward is having trouble reading Jasper's thoughts and Edward is fed up with the tension between the two of them.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,579 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 18 - Published: 6/1/2011 - Edward, Jasper - Complete
In The Clearing reviews
Our lovers, Bella and Edward, have been separated from one another and Edward writes desperately to Bella as he tries to find his way back to her. He has complete faith in her, in them, but does he really understand what's happened? AH, E&B, mature
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 22,817 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 4/5/2011 - Published: 1/19/2011 - Edward, Bella