Author has written 35 stories for Demon Diary, Howl's Moving Castle, Jak and Daxter, Kingdom Hearts, Being Human, Fruits Basket, Treasure Planet, Hellboy, Princess Mononoke, and Heroes.
Hi welcome to my profile. I'm 19 years old, I live in the UK. I am currently doing Film Studies and English at university (I'm not telling you which one though...*Looking at anyone who would have an interest in tracking me down*). Although I am considering doing an MA after this which could be a Journalism, Creative Writing, Religious Studies or Gender/Women's Studies (I know very random but most MAs are...) Interests include reading, writing, music, running, flying through hurricanes (don't try it though, I have a license for flying, but it gives a mother of a headache afterwards, its all the spinning) and talking to senile elephants.
I've been writing since I was about 6- I think. Sorry my memory skills aren't exactly my strongest point, I remember faces but I find it difficult sometimes as to how I know them, which isn't exactly helpful in some situations. Anyway, I've wanted to be a writer ever since I was 10 years old and as cliched as this sounds, ever since I read this book, which is called Chinese Cinderella by Adelaide Yen Mah. Something inside just clicked and it made me realise my love for words and what I wanted to do with my life...I know very pink and fluffy but there you go.
I've been reading fan fiction for over a year now and really the only reason why it took me so long to join was because I was waiting to get my own computer. I know its a bad excuse but it just makes life easier if I have a computer with single access to it. So hopefully I'll be able to develop my writing skills further with the help and advice of my fellow writers here. What's most important to me is character and imagination, the genre has never affected my opinion on a story, novel, film, manga and never will. Variety is the spices of life in my opinion.
So please, review my stories, I need them like bread and water. I haven't invited masses of opportunities for a second opinion over the past few years so its about time to mend any wrongs that I haven't been aware of yet. XX
Okay I decided to do a little profile for people who wanted to know a little about me.
Birthday: 17th October
Currently in: Still not telling!!!
Send me comments on these stories like advice, suggestions and do's and don't's. I'm open for advice and R&R!
"There is no good or evil, but thinking makes it so." -William Shakespeare
"Life isn't about the number of breaths you take, it's about the moments that take your breath away." -Anonymous
"Make it a rule to never regret and never look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy; you can't build on it; it's only good for wallowing in." -Katherine Mansfeild
"Beer is living proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy." -Benjamin Franklin
"A friend would bail you out of jail, a best friend would be sitting in jail with you saying "Damn, we fucked up." -Unknown
"Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love." -Albert Einstein
"God is a comedian playing to an audience too afraid to laugh." -Voltaire
"It has been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
"Love all. Trust a few. Do wrong to none." - William Shakespeare
"A woman must not depend upon the protection of man, but must be taught to protect herself. " - Susan B. Anthony
"What though the radiance that was once so bright, be now forever taken from my sight. Though nothing can bring back the hour of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower; We will grieve not, rather find strength in what remains behind." - Wordsworth
"I think the truly natural things are dreams, which nature can't touch with decay." - Bob Dylan
"No mortal can keep a secret. If his lips are silent, he chatters with his fingertips; betrayal oozes out of him at every pore." - Sigmund Freud
"No matter how dark the moment, love and hope are always possible." - George Chakiris
"Without heroes we are all plain people and don't know how far we can go." - Bernard Malamud
"All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered, the point is to discover them." - Galileo Galilei
I had a hell of a lot of fun doing this. Try it!
Opening Credits: Girl by The Beatles (I suppose its somewhat appropriate for the opening credits of a movie or someone's life. It was the opening song of Across the Universe which a musical using Beatle songs so that must be saying something. I guess I would quite like to have it as a song for opening credits of a movie of my life.)
Birth: Spilt Needles by The Shins (I guess its appropriate since childbirth is quite painful, considering my childbirth. My mother was in labour with me for three days. Still, a weird song for fate to choose.)
First Day At School: I Never Loved You Anyway by The Corrs (Ok first, yes I have them on my ipod. Okay moving on. I never liked school, I've completed my last year ever at high school recently and just doing my exams for university now. So I guess so far its the most appropriate song.)
Falling In Love: Better by Sugababes (So this song sounds like a girl is in a relationship where the guy is trying to make her someone she's not...Hm...I guess my first high school fling felt kind of like that. But I don't tend to count that one relationship since it occurred on and off between the ages of 11 and 14, So...And to be honest it wasn't as bad as what tends to happen in more mature relationships when a guy is being abusive or possessive. But now I know myself better so hopefully I won't let a guy do that to me again.)
Fight Song: Better Than Me by Hinder (To be honest I don't know how this was a fight song but I suppose it sounds like someone is trying to get the other to not be with them any more because they feel they're not good enough for them. Despite missing them a hell of a lot. Still don't understand how its a fight song.)
Breaking Up: Joy Ride by The Killers (Well...you do have fun when you break up with someone who was no good for you. This could be playing when I finally get rid a piece of s*t boyfriend who wasn't good enough for me. I know I could say 'I would never go out with a guy like that to begin with' but you never know the future do you? Let alone what a person is like from first impressions...)
Prom: Golden Slumbers by The Beatles (Awww, now this is a lovely song to have for a prom. Its a proper slow dance song. However the one prom I went to had none of that going on. There was another one but I couldn't go since I was on a voluntary trip to Ghana.)
Life: Now or Never by Josh Groban (It sounds like life in its own way. Life is about taking chances and living in the present sometimes rather than dwelling on the past or trying to think too much about the future.)
Mental Breakdown: Boardmeeting by Timberland and Magoo (I'm saying nothing because I have no idea what this is telling me.)
Driving: I Will Not Bow by Breaking Benjamin (Okay, since this is a bit of a heavy metal song from a bit of a heavy metal band I'm probably going to have interpret this as a sign that I'm going to become a bit of an adrenaline junkie. Speeding down roads above the speed limit does tend to run in my family anyway.)
Flashback: November Has Come by Gorillaz (Okay...? Sounds more like a flashback which would happen when I was drunk or high on drugs. The latter which I'm intending to stay away from and if I mixed those up I meant drugs.)
Wedding: These Words by Natasha Bedingfield (Awww, I'd actually like this song playing at my actual wedding actually. Its not one many people would chose for a wedding. Its fun and it has the message where when I tell you I love you its coming from the heart with no preconceived notions of love coming from lines from corny movies.)
Birth Of Child: If You Don't Wanna Love Me by James Morrison (Right, is this predicting the rocky relationship I'll have with my child? Then again the lyrics do say that the person does say despite being pushed away so I guess it is quite an appropriate for that kind of thing.)
Final Battle: Stand Up by Cheryl Cole (Don't ask. I'm not going to.)
Death Scene: I Just Wanna Know by Taio Cruz (Has a sad kind of feeling to it. Still meh about it. Then again at least its not a cliché with some person in the background wailing rather than singing.)
Funeral: Sleep Away by Bob Acri (I think this is quite a nice song for the funeral actually. Its gentle and the song title is quite fitting away all things considering.)
Ending Credits: Above and Below by The Bravery (Really. Great. Song. To. End. It. All. Especially for closing credits.)
This is another quizzy thing I picked up from DarkAngelNeko666 profile I hope you enjoy as much as I did!
Do it one by one, don't look ahead!
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, and green, yellow?
3. Your first initial?
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).
Are you done?
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1. You are completely in love with this person. (And apparently I'm completely in love with someone called Gabriel...who I don't know but may be my eventual 'soul-mate' - and I abbreviated that because I don't really believe in soul mates. I believe in love and all that sort of the thing but I think it's evil to believe that there is only ONE person out there for you. I think there is something that you like in another person which can be found in a selection of people in general but since there can be theoretically a high number of people with this desired trait I think is reduced by having flaws you absolutely despise but aren't annoying to other people hence being available to them and continuing the human race. We wouldn't be here without this system and the common and right belief in 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder'. Someone I think is hot could be completely ugly to you guys...or equally hot...Depends on your preference...Moving on...)
2. If you choose:
Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. (I CHOSE BLUE! AND THIS IS SO TRUE!...I hope I'm not freaking you out yet...)
Yellow: You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.
3. If you’re initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. (This was me, so you guys can also take a guess at what my first name is. Whoever does wins a prize...)
L-R: You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
4. If you were born in:
Jan.-Mar.: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
Apr.-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sept.: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct.-Dec.: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your Soul mate. (This is the reference I was making in question 1. It gives me a great mix of optimism and pessimism for my future love life *trying to look happy...but fails*...Wonderful.)
5. If you choose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction; it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. (Also the one I chose I always seem to be picking the ones where I'll feel like I'm in a movie which parallels something of a modern day 'Jane Eyre' story in the sense I have a hard time in my earlier life but eventually meeting my Rochester and come into some money, earn independence and everything will be happy...Why am I complaining about this prediction? Surely its better that way round.)
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend. (But I chose Isabella...I don't know anyone called Isabella...Unless I'm going to...)
7. This is how many close friends you have in a lifetime. (7? Only 7? I suppose that's not bad. Why am I complaining about these things seriously?)
8. If you choose...
California: You like adventure. (This was my choice. Oh yeah...)
Florida: You are a laidback person.
9. If you choose...
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people. (I chose this one even though I technically like both the ocean and lakes so I'm going say that they both apply to moi.)
10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday! (You wanna know what my wish is?...WELL I'M NOT TELLING! But I'll let you know if it comes true.)
Anime Character Quiz
Pick any ten anime characters (male or female, doesn't matter)
3. Princess Ai
7. Rin (Fruits Basket)
8. Yuki Cross (Vampire Knight)
1 woke you up in the middle of the night? He was probably sleep walking (Er...Trunks sleep walks? That seems to be something other fangirls have left out. LOL. Just joking guys, I love you. And I love Trunks...Well he's my anime crush anyway *shrugs, obviously not afraid or ashamed to admit that*)
Number 2 asked you to go out with him? -freaks out but nods- okay (Awww Raenef playing the match-maker, that is so going in my next Demon Diaries fan fic.)
Number 3 walked into the bathroom while you're showering? (AI! Okay maybe she was looking for some toothpaste or something. At least its a girl this time.)
4 announced he's going to marry 9 tomorrow? (Okay...So that's Erutis marrying...Oz? Wow, talk about liking older and stronger women Oz. I wonder what Alice would have to say about that.)
5 cooked you dinner? (KYO? KYO? Well he can cook reasonably well it has to be said. Maybe Tohru helped him out.)
7 suddenly confessed to be part of your family? (Hmmm...I wonder what it would be like to be related to Rin Sohma. It would certainly be interesting to see what it was like to have a hot relative. I'm a woman just so you know this seems extra weird for me to be saying this as it is for you guys to be reading this.)
6 was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping? (Momiji? Not usual but I would expect him off to buy ice cream or trying to get me up to go in the sea with him.)
8 got into the hospital somehow? (Yuki Cross, no surprise with fighting all those vampires and vampire hunters and everything else which wants to hurt and/or kill her.)
9 made fun of your friends? (BAD OZ! BAD OZ!)
10 ignored you all the time? (Nausicaa...I really liked you in your movie. Being all independent woman-y and everything. Why? WHY?)
Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will 1 do?
(He'll help out. He's more concerned with his job and is a wee bit of a coward at times but he has a good heart at the end of the day and I think he likes the idea of being the knight to rescue the damsel in distress...Even though I would hate being a damsel in distress, its so sexist *rolling her eyes*)
You're on a vacation with number 2 and manage to break your leg. What does 2 do?
(He would run around in a panic searching for Eclipse because he didn't know what to do and forgetting that his demon powers would probably be of great use in this situation which I would eventually point out to him.)
It's your birthday. What will 3 give you?
(She would probably give me a dress she designed herself. In other words a dress she found, ripped up and looked disasterously revealing and then take me on a night out or to one of her gigs. Probably.)
You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does 4 do?
(Jumps to the rescue and acts like a sensible person. Put it out. Since she's such a badass.)
You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarrassed. What will 5 do?
(He would laugh in the background but also scold me for being an idiot for getting myself into this situation in the first place.)
You're about to marry number 10. What's 6's reaction?
(He would jump in the air and congratulate us and offer his services in organising the wedding and would also point out 'I didn't know you went both ways.' Since 10 is a girl)
You got dumped by someone. How will 7 cheer you up?
She wouldn't. She would go on how he's an asshole and I shouldn't think about it any more and get on with my life.
You're angry about it afterwards, how does 8 calm you down?
By restraining me from going out to kill him.
You compete in some tournament. How does 9 support you?
He would be there to cheer me on and give me encouraging advice.
You can't stop laughing. What will 10 do?
(She would just give me a look of concern but eventually join in.)
Number 1 is all you've ever dreamed of. Why?
(Good job. Good sense of humour. Always had a thing for him. He's strong, when he wants to use his strength, but since he's such a pushover I can't easily fix that.)
2 tells you about his deeply hidden love for number 9. Your reaction?
(Well I first point out to Raenef that Oz is underage and he'll have to wait a few years but if he's willing I'll congratulate him.)
You're dating number 3 and introduce him to your parents. Will they get along?
(Well, number 3 is a girl and in a relationship with someone else and since neither of us are into dating other people I guess...No...?)
Number 4 loves number 9 as well. What does that mean?
(It means that would cause a huge romance-plot-twist in Demon Diaries and also that the characters are evidently into younger people. But since previously Erutis and Oz were going to get married anyway I suppose Raenef would have to put his feelings aside and go back to Eclipse. As it should be.)
Will number 5 and 6 ever kiss?
(...Two words. HELL. NO.)
6 appears to be a player, he breaks many hearts. What do you do?
(Tell him off and bribe him with candy to not do it again.)
You had a haircut and 7 can't stop looking at you. What goes on in your mind?
(I'd blush and wonder if she was into women too. I mean she is hot...Er-I mean-um...Yeah she's attractive *tries to look innocent*)
Number 8 thinks she'll never get a boyfriend. What will you tell her?
(I'd remind her that she has no issues when it concerns her love life since she's got a fiance anyway since her birth therefore she has no need to worry. Except about the fact that he's her brother, other than that.)
Number 9 gives you a bagel. Do you eat it?
(YEAH! Oz would never put something like poison in it.)
1 offers you a CD. Considereing her tastes, do you listen to it?
(First, Trunks is a HE. I don't know what he's into but I'm always open to listen to new things.)
2 suddenly goes emo. How does 8 feel about this?
(She, considering she doesn't know what he was like beforehand, probably thinks nothing of it and considering she's a vampire it wouldn't bother her anyway but if she knew what he was like before then maybe she would be a little weirded out. Eclipse would be more concerned than anybody else.)
10 wants money and decides to get a job at Chuck E' Cheeses. How long does he stay?
(She...does even stay for a second. She walks back out after stepping in to put in her application because the fast food culture is totally against her beliefs.)
3 told 6 she started her period.
(He would blink at her and go 'Okay, do you want me to get you a hot water bottle or anything?' since he's such a sweetie.)
4 slaps 9 with a fish for going out with 7.
(*Repeats is to herself* Okay Erutis slaps...Oz for going out with Rin. Well that makes sense considering that they're getting married and that they're supposed to be in love. And evidently he has a thing for older women and needs to stop it.)
5 Comes up to you wearing a big pink dress. What's your reaction?
Laugh my bloody head off, get a picture and post it to Yuki Sohma who would love me forever.
6 cusses 2 out in german. 3 is secretly watching from behind a bush. What does she do?
(Momiji cussed Raenef out in German. Princess Ai is secretly watching and then what does she do?...She would probably tell him off.)
7 got high.
(Sounds about right.)
8 reads your fanfictions an complains. What is it about?
(That I haven't written one about her yet?)
9 can't stand 1, so how does he get his revenge when she spills Soda all over him?
(First 1 isn't a she but Oz would probably find some soda himself and pour it all over Trunks' head.)
10 starts working at a bar..
1 comes in and tells you she's pregnant from 2.
(I would first ask how it's scientifically possible for a man to become pregnant let alone become pregnant by another man.)
1 breaks up with you. For what reason did he break up with you?
(For being more of a man than he is.)
2 is in love with 4, she confesses. how does 4 respond?
(Wow, Demon Diaries is getting hotter by the second on the romance front. First Erutis marries Oz who is in love with her and cheats on her with another older woman. Raenef confesses that he's in love with Oz. Now he decides he's in love with Erutis. Okay. I think she would be like any woman really confused and all over the place. As I am now. This sounds like a good fan fic actually.)
3 is a drug addict. what do you do?
(Tell her to stop being such a cliche and get off the drugs. She's better than that. Look at what happened to her boyfriend.)
4 kiss 8. what's your reaction?
(...Okay. Let's re-evaluate this. Eruits marries Oz. They're in love with one another. Oz cheats on her with Rin which gets her mad. Raenef confesses he's in love with Oz first and then ge's in love with Erutis and now Erutis is kissing Yuki Cross? *shakes her head and throws her hands in the air* Alright. Whatever.)
5 wants to go to hansmall. what is he going to buy from there?
(Nothing. He doesn't like shopping, Tohru dragged him along with their friends.)
6 kisses your boyfriend. what do you do?
(I'd finally realise why my boyfriend had such gay tendencies.)
7 is missing .where do you go to look for her?
(God knows. She's probably run off and eventually will come back in the next few hours, days, weeks, who knows?)
8 needs a tutor. on what subject does he need tutoring?
(What does Yuki need tutoring in? Haven't a clue um...People who you shouldn't fall in love with and marry such as oh? Your brother?)
9 wants to be a cheerleader. what do you say?
(Give him a look and shrug my shoulders. I've had enough with the romance arch which he's mixed up in to be frank. This will only make it worse than it already is.)
What each kiss means:
Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
What the gesture means:
I am the girl that doesn't go to school dances, or games, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book. I am the girl that people look through when I say something. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal. I am the girl that people call weird and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn't spend all her time on MySpace,or talking to a girlfriend on a cellphone or regular phone. I am the girl that hasn't been asked out in a year. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain. BUT I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, doesn’t care if people call her weird (it's a compliment),who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who loves and is obsessed with alot of things, who can express herself better with words than actions, who doesn't need a guy to complete her, and knows the importance of the little things. Copy and paste this onto your account, and add your name to the list, if you are anything like me, so the girls who are different and unique can know in their weakest time that they are unique but not alone- Bearhug946, EdwardCullenEqualsLife, Stephanie Deux, Aintzane411, BillieMaysSaysKaboom,Nuns N' Bagels, Damon.x.Baird.x, ita-chan01, Razzika, Rainspiral, Persephone Cloud, ouran4eva, tiger126, FUUUUU-Kira-L-RULES,PixieGirl17
Okay I know it sounds a little sad but basically one way I visualize characters sometimes is by actors or actress (basically as if there was a movie adaptation of them, sad I know). Anyway here are a few 'official' ones under some of my stories.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it
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