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Author has written 13 stories for Hunger Games, Gone, and Bleach.

"Soyez muette pour moi," -Allen Ginsberg

Hello. o/

Nice to meet you. I'm Amanda.
I live in beautiful British Columbia.
I'm fairly young. But tall. Very very tall.
I love poetry, astronomy, and the Killers.
I've got no motivation for long stories, so don't expect anything big out of me.
My current love is Ulquiorra from Bleach, but when the next book in the Gone series comes out, I'll be all over Drake Merwin and Caine Soren.
I'm also a lover of the TV show Heroes; Sylar and Claire are constantly shipped with me.

Ariistotle (Tumblr) — AmandaLovesAstronomy (Skype) — Trippp (Dailybooth)

Amanda out.


Atomic

The splitting apart
Of man from man
Dooms more than splitting
The atom can

In one blaze, will
All things be gone:
The Empire State
And the Parthenon?

And must the sudden
Atom's flash
Turn cities, statues,
And poems to ash?

Quick! The Foe
In us is curled,
More fearsome than any
Foe in the world!

-Louis Ginsberg


The Clod and the Pebble

“Love seeketh not itself to please,
Nor for itself hath any care,
But for another gives its ease,
And builds a heaven in hell’s despair."

So sung a little clod of clay,
Trodden with the cattle’s feet;
But a pebble of the brook
Warbled out these meters meet:

“Love seeketh only Self to please,
To bind another to its delight,
Joys in another’s loss of ease,
And builds a hell in heaven’s despite.”

-William Blake


Faith is a fine invention

"Faith" is a fine invention
When Gentlemen can see—
But Microscopes are prudent
In an Emergency.

-Emily Dickinson


Death

Why do you fear me?
I am your friend.
I but guide trav’lers
Rounding the bend—
Lead them to freedom
From time and age,
Help them start writing
On a new page...

Seek for me never,
Keep your course true—
When I am needed
I’ll come to you,
Then I will show you
Roads without end—
Why do you fear me?
I am your friend.

-Clarence E. Flynn


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Pain and Pleasure by BlumberBerry reviews
When a demon is cast from hell, his only hope is to meet a human girl. To do what? He doesn't know. What he does know is that his ever craving desire for her is growing. All of it can only bring Pain and Pleasure. Ulquiorra x Orihime
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 14 - Words: 64,086 - Reviews: 485 - Favs: 319 - Follows: 383 - Updated: 3/12/2022 - Published: 5/16/2010 - [Ulquiorra, Orihime I.] G. Ichimaru, Grimmjow J.
The Sharpest Lives by fihli reviews
Set after GONE. Caine, Drake, and Diana meet a girl who's fate quickly becomes intertwined with theirs. (Apologies for overdone theme of Drake-And-A-Girl. Updated after two year hiatus.)
Gone - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 62,807 - Reviews: 289 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 12/9/2015 - Published: 8/31/2009 - Drake M.
Drabbles of a Sadist by ARandomBlonde reviews
Hey, title says it all. Drabbles about our favorite sadist, Drake Merwin. WARNING: spoilers for Gone, Hunger, Lies, Plague, and Fear.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,118 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/2/2012 - Published: 4/30/2010 - Drake M.
Empty Eyes by MJLCoyoteStarrk reviews
They were predator and prey. A creature of blood and a creature of spring flowers. They were never meant to belong; yet they found that their hearts beat as one. Themes: "Last Dance" & "Empty Eyes" by Within Temptation & "Eyes on Fire" by Blue Foundation.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 64,640 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 12/11/2011 - Published: 6/22/2011 - Ulquiorra, Orihime I.
Once upon a Hungergame by stravvberry and Miss-Almond reviews
As my knees collapsed under the burning sensation at my neck I could only hope I would stay on my plate. Since being blown to bits isn't a great way to die. Not that it mattered much I didn't stand a chance anyway. No, this would be their story not mine
Hunger Games - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 77,733 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/23/2011 - Published: 6/4/2010
Poems! by Valkerie reviews
Just poems concerning Gone characters and life in the FAYZ. Rated T for possible future themes.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 13 - Words: 2,132 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/14/2011 - Published: 6/10/2010
Nightmares by Clocks Striking Thirteen reviews
"Eight months and everyone had changed so much they could never go back to their old lives. Eight months of loneliness, pain and hatred. Another day in Perdido beach." Sam and Caine have never got on, but storms are brewing and nightmares surfacing...
Gone - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,837 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 4/5/2011 - Published: 7/7/2010 - Sam T., Caine S.
Moments by Ceylon205 reviews
A series of one-shots depicting unwritten moments in The Hunger Games, Catching Fire and Mockingjay -CF and MJ spoilers-
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 33 - Words: 23,027 - Reviews: 282 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 74 - Updated: 3/20/2011 - Published: 1/2/2010 - Katniss E., Other tributes - Complete
Starvation 2: Reprise by Penelope Wendy Bing reviews
They'd thought it was an unimaginable tragedy. Then something even more incredible happened: it started again. This is the second Hunger Games.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Tragedy - Chapters: 32 - Words: 98,947 - Reviews: 217 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 2/22/2011 - Published: 6/9/2010 - Other tributes - Complete
Free by Panthiera reviews
She was so lonely, that she saw even her kidnapper as a potential friend. Oneshot UlquiHime. Babble. It's depressing.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,661 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/3/2011 - Orihime I., Ulquiorra - Complete
The 1003rd hunger games by ninja awesome monkey reviews
**Closed** NO!" I tried to scream, but my voice was drowned out. I was consumed by nothingness, everything shifting black as I slowly sank. I felt my lungs take one last shaky breath before I fell lifelessly to the ground.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 26 - Words: 50,649 - Reviews: 160 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 11/30/2010 - Published: 6/9/2010 - Complete
Moments by maybelling reviews
Moments in the characters' lives that have shaped them and helped them to become who they are. Pre-FAYZ.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,053 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/22/2010 - Published: 6/3/2010
WAR by Life Starts Now reviews
Drake's alive, and he has captured Diana. Caine will do anything to get her back. Even if it means starting a War with the Darkness, which has forced Lana to give it a body. Older teen for graphic torture scenes, violence, and language.
Gone - Rated: M - English - Horror/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,505 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 8/20/2010 - Published: 11/8/2009 - Diana L., The Darkness
Blackout by FandomApocalypse reviews
Everyone knows that drug abuse is a problem in the Fayz. This is a one-shot of a boy's unfortunate overdose. Rated T for drug abuse.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,015 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/14/2010 - Complete
The Declassified Adventures of Caine Soren by Hayley Who reviews
Just stories of Caine's Adventures rated T for language and some themes.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,072 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/10/2010 - Published: 1/20/2010 - Caine S.
Click, Click by Savage February reviews
Click, safe. Click, deadly. Drake has a plan. T for violence.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 542 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 11 - Published: 7/9/2010 - Drake M. - Complete
What Would've Been by luckycharms92 reviews
Ever wonder what life would've been like for Drake if the FAYZ never happened? Would he have had a wife and kids to celebrate holidays with? If he did, would it have been a perfect family, or would it only appear perfect?
Gone - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,516 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 7/7/2010 - Published: 6/21/2010 - Drake M.
Tales of Diana & Drake by Hayley Who reviews
Just tales of Diana & Drake. Rated T for minor coarse language. Final chapter up! x
Gone - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 17 - Words: 7,833 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 7/3/2010 - Published: 1/17/2010 - Diana L., Drake M.
Caine&Diana by Clary Morgestern reviews
What happens to Caine and Diana, plus Penny and Bug after the end of Lies.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,939 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/3/2010 - Published: 5/27/2010
Kyoshi Hold 'Em by cupid-painted-blind reviews
When a blizzard shuts down the fourth annual Peace Summit, the group has to find some way to pass the time. /Zutara, Taang, Jet/Mai, Jet/Everyone, Sukka/
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 35,495 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 314 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 6/22/2010 - Published: 5/2/2010 - Complete
My Dirty Little Secret by Clary Morgestern reviews
DrakexDiana Oneshot! :D
Gone - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 994 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/13/2010 - Diana L., Drake M. - Complete
The Masks We Wear by fihli reviews
Welcome to the world of the embodied," he said, a slight sneer playing around his lips. For Caris L. Clearwater! WARNING: Character death.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Supernatural - Chapters: 19 - Words: 17,188 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/9/2010 - Published: 4/5/2010 - The Darkness
Starvation 1 by Penelope Wendy Bing reviews
A year after the rebels were defeated, a horrifying punishment has been devised: twenty-four children will be sent into an arena to kill one another. This is the first Hunger Games.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Tragedy - Chapters: 26 - Words: 82,060 - Reviews: 171 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 6/5/2010 - Published: 3/9/2010 - Other tributes - Complete
Just Kids by Miss Rouge Apple reviews
Ever wonder what happens behind the veil of the main characters in the FAYZ? Wonder no more. Read on and I shall tell you the sad, horrifying, sick, romantic, tragic, and heart-breaking tales from the kids of the FAYZ. But remember, they're just kids.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,605 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/4/2010 - Published: 6/1/2010
I Loved Her by Miss Rouge Apple reviews
She was a saint. She watched over children, protective and almost fearless. I was a sinner; greed consuming my thoughts, slowly, but surely. And yet I loved her. AlbertXMary
Gone - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,399 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/31/2010 - Albert H., Mary T. - Complete
Stairway To Hell by It's Just a FAYZ reviews
Diana tries to lead Caine off of his downward slope. Written for Caine contest on Gaiaphage . com. Oneshot.
Gone - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 960 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Complete
The 42nd by Azariah Green reviews
Many tributes have faced the horrors of the Arena before Katniss, Peeta, and even Haymitch. This is the story of the 42nd Hunger Games, and the struggle for survival both within and outside the Arena. May the odds be ever in your favor.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 12,023 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 5/15/2010 - Published: 2/26/2010 - Other tributes
Monster by Miss Rouge Apple reviews
Orc was the school bully. Just a bully. But ever since the big POOF, he's been a lot of things; a captain, an officer, a murderer, just a kid... Can he finally straighten everything out? Is he really Charles Merriman or is he in fact a monster? OrcXOC
Gone - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 66,315 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 5/11/2010 - Published: 6/14/2009 - Orc
The Nightmare Begins by catchingcha reviews
The story of the very first Gladers and their adventures, struggles, and lives in the maze. Told from Alby's point of view. It is currently in progress. R&R please! Rated T for safety.-On Hiatus
Maze Runner Trilogy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,008 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 4/22/2010 - Published: 3/26/2010
FAYZbook by fihli reviews
What would happen if 'Gone' was told through the character's facebook now "FAYZbook" updates? Find out here!
Gone - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 4,819 - Reviews: 230 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 4/7/2010 - Published: 10/21/2009
Urban Jungle by AnnoyingJabberJay reviews
First day is over and 14 are dead. Now that the number is dwindling, some characters will have more chapters than some others. The Barefoot Mystery is revealed :D
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,071 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 3/28/2010 - Published: 2/22/2010
Nightlock by catchingcha reviews
This is "The Hunger Games" entirely from Foxface's point of view. Learn about the District 5 tributes and see the Games through Foxface AKA Holly's point of view. NOW COMPLETE! :D R&R please!
Hunger Games - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 19 - Words: 31,214 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/28/2010 - Published: 2/20/2010 - Foxface, Other tributes - Complete
Rue Is by Jou Veres reviews
The herb rue represents many things. So does the girl. Four words, four different views.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 794 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/14/2010 - Published: 3/13/2010 - Rue
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The Universe in his Eyes reviews
There's more to stars than simply hydrogen and helium. A one-shot Ulquihime poem.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/12/2011 - Ulquiorra, Orihime I. - Complete
This Night reviews
Let the 6th Hunger Games begin! District 4 didn't just start out with careers, they slowly came to be. The first career way of thought. Can Marina Redsea conquer her Games, as well as her fears? Rated T for violence and language.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 10 - Words: 22,358 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/4/2010 - Published: 3/11/2010
Surviving the Games reviews
Some poems summing up the main events in the Games, as well as the pain in them. Rhymes.
Hunger Games - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/1/2010 - Published: 6/7/2010
The 7 Deadly Sins of Perdido Beach reviews
Gluttony, lust, envy, wrath, greed, sloth, and pride. Which sin are you? One sin per chapter. 7-shot, obviously.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,430 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/30/2010 - Published: 6/27/2010
Earth and Wind reviews
Dekka was the Earth, a hard shell on the outside but soft in the inside. A Dekka/Brianna poem! One-shot. Rhymes.
Gone - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/27/2010 - Dekka, Brianna/The Breeze - Complete
Hooks reviews
The Darkness had hooks in Caine's head, and it wasn't letting go. A poem set in Hunger. Rhymes.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/17/2010 - Caine S., The Darkness - Complete
Of All The Girls reviews
Drake's romantic feelings for a certain girl. A certain Diana Ladris. Of all the girls, why her? Just a whole bunch of Diana/Drake one-shots.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,961 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/7/2010 - Drake M., Diana L.
Knives reviews
Andria was nothing before the FAYZ, and her life changes when she starts hanging with a different crowd—the wrong crowd. Death now follows her in the FAYZ, will it finally catch up to her? Possible romance in later chapters.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,244 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/6/2010 - Published: 5/28/2010
The Angel Jenny reviews
Perdido Beach meets their saviour, in the form of a Mary Sue! Will this Sue be able to save Perdido beach? Well of course she can! She's perfect in every way! Lies spoilers. One-Shot. Just a parody.
Gone - Rated: K - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 853 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/1/2010 - Complete
We Decide Our Own Fate reviews
Songwriting is a young boy's way to cope through the Perdido Beach anomaly. Includes a song I wrote for Gone. One-Shot.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,007 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2010 - Complete
Let Go reviews
Lana's thoughts after the cliff battle in Lies. Written for a contest on some fansite. One-shot.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 646 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/25/2010 - Lana L. - Complete
Hypocrisy reviews
One-Shot. Drake meets his match in the form of a masochist. Just something I dreamed up, then wrote about.
Gone - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,536 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Drake M. - Complete
Love Amongst Monsters reviews
A victor's thoughts on winning, and how they cope with it. One-shot.
Hunger Games - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/14/2010 - Complete