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Joined 02-26-10, id: 2271002, Profile Updated: 09-30-10
Author has written 5 stories for Death Note, Men In Black, and Maximum Ride.

Hola (that's Spanish for "hello", if you didn't know). And "bonjour" is French (that's all the French I know. Wait, no, I don't think that's true. Baguette is French, right?).

Enough of that. I really see no point in the above sentences, but they're already there, and I don't feel like using the backspace key.

"Should old aquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind?" - "Auld Lang Syne"
I dedicate my stories to Alex, the only human being I could find in Hell. Thank you, Alex.

Stories and Their Updates
Both "Lacrimae Rerum" and "Can Never Forget" have ended. ^^

Quote Time!
"All they gave me was this ticket to Heaven, but that ticket to Heaven said to lie in the bed that you make. Now I'm restless and I'm running from everything, I'm running from everything. I'm afraid it's a little too late." - 3 Doors Down, Ticket to Heaven
"This is the way the world ends, this is the way the world ends, this is the way the world ends, not with a bang but a whimper." - T.S. Elliot, Hollow Men Keep that in mind.
"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart you can't utter." - James Earl Jones
"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone -- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone." - Anonymous
"If A equals success in life, then A equals x, plus y, plus z. X equals work, y is play, and z is keeping your mouth shut." - Albert Einstein I knew I was doing something right.
"Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you've got till it's gone?" - Counting Crows, Big Yellow Taxi But I thought it's not too late, it's never too late?
"Hate leaves ugly scars, love leaves beautiful ones." - Mignon McLaughlin
"Se non e vero, e ben trovato" - Italian saying, "Even if it's not true, it's a wonderful invention." A summary of the world, and most of its good things, such as awesome stories X)
"Si vis pacem, para bellum." - Latin saying, "If you want peace, prepare for war."
"Tout bien ou rien." - French saying,equivalent of "All or nothing." And MDR is their equivalent of LOL
"'We all know Tsubaki is the only one that can handle my bigness.' He gave a sly wink, making Tsubaki blush." - Her Star ("Soul Eater" fanfic), chapter 2, Anaisishere Hahaha, I love this one.

Jacob (my lil brother): Yeah, he'll say there's a new catcher. This new guy's just younger, stronger...
Me: The pitcher likes him more.
(We were talking about my mom's boyfriend, who's the catcher on a softball team. It's only funny because my brother doesn't understand...)

Hikaru: The script's fine. But I don't understand why they made Kaoru the pitcher.
Haruhi: Pitcher...? What are you talking about?
Hikaru/Kaoru: If you don't know, then nevermind.
(From Ouran High School Host Club, episode... I want to say 3...)

If you believe in Jesus Christ, put this on your profile, and don't just ignore it, because in the Bible it says, "If you deny me, I will deny you in front of my Father in the Gates of Heaven."
Not that failing to copy and paste something will result in eternal damnation or anything, but whatever...

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Repost this on your profile if you think homophobia is wrong

If you love someone who doesn't exist to pieces put this on your profile.
If you have ever bawled over your favorite character dying in a movie, video game, or book, copy and paste this into your profile!
If you're one of those people that are reading my profile right now and you're not just aimlessly scanning over it, post this in your profile.
If you have ever read past two in the morning, copy and paste this on your profile
If you'v been on the computer for hours on end reading multiple fanfictions copy and paste this on your profile
If you have your own little world, copy and paste this on your profile

My name is sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy, Murdered me.
Child abuse, MAKE IT STOP! Copy this if you believe it needs to end
Copy this with the above paragraph if you cried when you read it.

01. Who is your favorite Death Note character(s)?
Mister Mihael Keehl (that's Mello, if you haven't read past the the eighth book, seen that episode of the anime -- whichever one it is-- or have a really bad memory) And Mister L Lawliet (You should know who this is anyway...)

02. What is your favorite pairing(s)?
MattxMello :D MisaxL MisaxMatt frankly Misax anyone who'll treat her kindly

03. Are you a Death Note yaoi or hentai fan?
Yaoi. I'm not really into the whole hentai thing...

04. Ever cosplayed a Death Note character? If so, who, where and how many times?
I don't cosplay, dearie.

05. List your collection of Death Note junk and merchandise, if any:
Volumes 1-13, Death Note: Another Note, L Change the WorLd, a Death Note (funny story... I didn't even know what it was. It was in a box with Japanese writing on it, but there was a picture of Light and Ryuk and it said Death Note on it, so I bought it. And it had a feather pen attached to it... Stupid pen hardly works, though.) I want to get all the manga in Japanese, as well

06. Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Death Note character?
Mello! But not romantically. I dunno, I just really liked him ever since his debut in book 7. Got good vibes from that hombre.

07. Near x Matt or Mello x Near?
Egads! They're both too horrible to comprehend!

08. Light x Misa or L x Misa?
This has been previously established. LxMisa

09. Did you think Matt's death was fair?
No, but I think that was a real idiot move. C'mon, seriously? Drive right into their trap, pull out a weapon-like thing, and get out of the car. Man, you should've known that wouldn't work out well. Plus, those bodyguards were for Takada, aka Kira's spokesperson. KIRA'S spokesperson. Damn fool, he was.

10. Why did you think Mello helped Near in the end?
It was the right thing to do. Although I wish he would've thought a little bit more about a plan, then maybe he could've come up with one that wouldn't kill him.

11. Do you support Kira's theory in making the world better by using the Death Note and killing off the bad people?
No, Light's delusional. *sigh* I remember when he wasn't evil.

12. Your favorite Wammy kid?
Mello!

13. Are you Pro-Kira or Anti-Kira?
Oh, I'd say I'm on the anti-Kira

14. Have you seen all Death Note episodes so far?
Hell yeah

15. Have you read all the chapters so far?
No, I can't read.
Think about it.

16. Do you believe Misa has ADD?
What? No, why would I?...

17. Sub or dub?
Sub. I read the manga first, so the dub voices... just don't sound right.

18. Pro-Misa or Anti-Misa?
Pro-Misa! She ain't that bad! I feel sorry for her, actually... Poor Misa, she's being played by the love of her life

19. Lidner = Near's side or Mello's?
Psh, she's on Team Lidner. She's using THEM. Sort of. Okay, she has selfish intentions. She wants to work for Near because of the job security, life security, etc, but she totally wants Mello (back off, ya witch!)

20. Do you even know who BB is?
Indubitably. He's the L wannabe who tried to beat up Naomi with a bag of sand.

21. L = sexy beast or ugly nerd?
Sexy beast, my friend, one sexy beast

22. Which character would be the best cross-dresser?
Near. Because you would never be able to see his humiliation. :D

23. Mikami = weird or awesome?
He's weird, but if he weren't obsessed with Kira, he'd be awesome.

24. Which character would be the best OOC?
Takada, because I hate her personality.

25. Do you like Death Note fanfics?
Yes. Why, yes, I do. Glad you asked.

26. Do you write Death Note fanfics?
Shall I use more sarcasm? It is evident that I do.

27. Do you like lemons?
Lemonade, clap, clap, clap, crunchy ice, clap, clap, clap, beat it once, clap, clap, clap, beat it twice, lemonade, crunchy ice, beat it once, beat it twice, FREEZE!
They're okay. I'll read 'em at times.

28. Do your parents know about the Death Note characters?
Eh, not really. My mom knows I like something called Death Note, but she doesn't know much about it.

29. Have you watched the Death Note Abridged Series?
I've tried, but none of them are finished.

30. Have you seen the Death Note fanflashes?
XD Yes. Yes, I have.

31. Have you ever gotten someone else hooked on Death Note?
I've introduced it to people, but I'm the only obsessed one.

32. Have you ever been drawing Death Note in school and has someone recognized it?
No...

33. Have you ever been in class drawing Death Note and the teacher came up to you and said 'WTF is this?'
Ha, ha, nope!

34. Has Death Note affected your school life and grades?
Yeah... but in a positive way!

35. Are you broke thanks to Death Note?
Ha, ha, I've run out of things to buy that are Death Note-related in my area. Next time I go to the city, that's when I'll go broke again.

36. Do you want to own a Death Note?
Weeellll...
Yeah, a real one would be cool. Not to use, just to see the Shinigami.

37. Do you wish the series had ended differently?
Yeah. Mello shouldn't have died. And L... I would rather if he hadn't died, but I must say it makes the series better!

38. Do you draw Death Note fanart? If so, count how many there are in your gallery?
I do draw Death Note fanart, but my scanner is busted, so I can't upload it T.T

39. Is Mello still sexy even though half of his face is scarred by burns?
Hell yeah! Mello's sexiness is not something that can be diminished by anything.

40. Do you have a Death Note OC?
Eh, not yet... But I have an idea... It's my next story :3

41. Looking back at some of your answers, do you think Death Note has taken over your life?
Well, I already knew that. ^_^

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Beyond the Grave by WhiteLotusBlossom547 reviews
After a failed attempt at telling Naru how she feels, Mai is murdered. Still grieving, the team gets a case against the worst spirit they've yet to face. And they really don't want to fight her. Is Mai really haunting them from beyond the grave? Naru/Mai
Ghost Hunt - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 8 - Words: 22,918 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 169 - Updated: 9/17/2011 - Published: 9/26/2010 - Mai T., Kazuya S./Naru
Maka's Dark Soul Problem by DemonClowSorceress reviews
MakaxSoul. Maka never knew how much she treasured Soul...until she thought she would lose him to someone else. But is she really losing him? NOW COMPLETE WITH EPILOGUE!
Soul Eater - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 22,789 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 109 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 11/27/2010 - Published: 9/14/2010 - Maka A., Soul Eater - Complete
Yearning by goldenfiligree reviews
Chrona is being held responsible for the disappearance of Soul and Maka. Kid leaves his beloved in order to find out what exactly happened to his fellow meister and her weapon. *Note: Chrona is a girl.
Soul Eater - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 2,384 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/20/2010 - Published: 8/24/2010 - Crona, Death The Kid
Her Star by AdamAddictsAnonymous reviews
Hiatus.
Soul Eater - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,122 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 8/25/2010 - Published: 8/5/2010 - Black Star, Tsubaki N.
Final Nocturne by Atreyl reviews
Matt had never been much of a poet, yet he found himself picking up a pencil and scribbling down some lines of his own poem, just a few minutes before the clock chimed twelve of his and Mello's last night together.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/4/2010 - Matt, Mello - Complete
A trip to Whammy's by Royal Puppet Master reviews
So this was it. Misa had flown first class, as always because models don't fly anything less, to accompany L and Light, since they were still suspect and Ligh was still chained to L, to visit L's successors to Whammy's house. Misa OOC and likes Linda.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,040 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/29/2010 - Misa A., Linda - Complete
Incorrespondidamente infeliz by Brezbriznost reviews
Porque a veces es mejorar mirar hacia otro lado, aunque la persona que ames ya no te desee a ti.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - Spanish - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,211 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/15/2010 - Mello, Matt - Complete
All Your Fault by EasternSunflower reviews
"Just remember, My dear Mello, That it's all your fault." Matt's POV. Our Matty's Dead. And he blames Mello. Or does he?
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/2/2010 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Perfectly Insane by Daydreaming-Chocoholic reviews
Beyond was out of his mind. Beyond was perfectly sane. He was so utterly mad that there wasn't a single thing wrong with him. Safty Rating
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/24/2010 - BB - Complete
Disproving the Theory by sonofon reviews
They've unwittingly set out to prove that not all newlywed couples are living in eternal bliss. A series of KyouyaHaruhi one-shots. Ch 23: In which baby names suggested by Tamaki or Hikaru are forever banned from the Fujioka-Ohtori household.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 9,165 - Reviews: 390 - Favs: 204 - Follows: 211 - Updated: 12/4/2009 - Published: 9/12/2008 - Kyōya O., Haruhi F.
A Vampire Reads Twilight by the real jinxauthor reviews
In this short story, a vampire decides to read the bestseller and ends up on a date with a human.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,320 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Published: 8/31/2009 - Complete
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Lacrimae Rerum reviews
"Lacrimae rerum" - Virgil; "Tears for things" Near's life was overshadowed by those tears, the ones that were forbidden from flowing.
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,645 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/30/2010 - Published: 9/18/2010 - Near - Complete
Can Never Forget reviews
Linda has a crush on Near, Matt has a crush on Linda, and Near is just playing with his toys. Can anyone have what they want?I'm not so good with summaries, sorry. You can read and summarize it yourself, 'kay Some swearing.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 20,535 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/30/2010 - Published: 7/2/2010 - Matt, Linda - Complete
Bishouen reviews
Fang has a confession to make. He's over Max.
Maximum Ride - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 997 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/16/2010 - Fang, Max - Complete
Agent Q and His Handy Dandy Nueralizer reviews
Turns out Watari is also Agent Q, a freelance Men in Black agent. Read it and you can summarize it; I'm not too good at that. Rated T because K is just too little. Language, alien guts naturally , and mentions of terrorism and a hundred people exploding
Crossover - Men In Black & Death Note - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,747 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/11/2010 - Watari - Complete
Good Enough reviews
Hal receives a letter from Mello written before he dies. This is my first attempt. Please give constructive criticism. Thank you.
Death Note - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,173 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Mello, Halle L. - Complete