Tree Wyrm
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Joined 03-15-10, id: 2290689, Profile Updated: 06-09-16
Author has written 5 stories for Mass Effect.


So I think I've been to hell and back. Worst of it is that I know I'm not alone, and actually a lot of people do that to varying degrees - life can get a lot worse for people than it got for me, and that was almost more than I could bear. Anyway...

About me:

I have three primary laws that form the basis of my mental operating system day to day:

  1. Recognise power that you have.
  2. Share it responsibly.
  3. When sharing power is not responsible, use it on behalf and benefit of those in a lesser position.

Writing is a form of media, an engagement with an audience. That means the power to influence - make a person smile, make a person cry, make them look at a problem, think something is a problem, or see an existing problem in a new way. Any time someone becomes popular for something they create, they widen their potential audience, and the responsibility they retain for the content and impact of their creations deepens (their fans are of course responsible for their end of the equation, but it's a two-way input to the overall and person-by-person outcome).

I'm doing my best to write with these 3 laws in mind. I could just write what you want to read, but that wouldn't mean I wasn't influencing you, because endorsing the way the world is, what is normal, or how a person ordinarily thinks, is not necessarily the responsible thing to do. I hope, given the very responsible way I try to handle my stories, that their content although potentially not within the rules of, will be approved of and appreciated.

I hold 3 science A levels, a BSc in Environmental Science, a PhD in Electronic Engineering, and I pick up knowledge from other disciplines any time I'm fortunate enough to come across people with expertise in other areas. I'm what's known as a polymath, although I'm not exactly genius level! I write fanfic here, dabble in artsy stuff on Deviant by the name 'treewyrm', and admin a Facebook page called Mass Effect Female Shepard.

I'm also a survivor of Hyperemesis gravidarum - a rare condition that only affects women, and only during pregnancy (although there can be severe long-term complications arising from it). It's rarer still to have it as severe as I did. I have - responsibly - decided not to try again. For my sake, but also for my unborn daughters: I will not pass on a hereditary condition that nearly took my life and could have left me anything from midly diabetic to severely brain damaged.

Adoption is something we're looking into, if we reach a position where being told we're not suitable or eligible will be sad but not life-breaking, and when we can take on a child as a person and not a replacement or substitute for the daughter we had to give up. I list qualifications and then trauma, because I think surviving trauma should be worthy of a qualification.

About my stories:

Garrus was my first inspiration, and not the best story although I recommend reading the chapter "Two Moons" - I'm fairly proud of that one.

My Sam story is far more recent, and that one is 100% therapy for me. It more or less documents what I went through with HG and it is thanks to someone who read that, that I ultimately got a lot of support because they told me about an organisation that researches HG and tries to support sufferers past and present (the Hyperemesis gravidarum Education & Research - or HER - Foundation).

Zaeed's stories are my hardcore attempt at practising the writing of a story, in the context of a pre-existing universe.

My reasons for writing? Practice. That and I love the characters I've written about. I hope to use the skill I develop here, to write my own original story which will be a whole lot harder as I'll also have to create the universe in which the story is set and retain connectivity and plot integrity within its framework. Not easy!

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E Tenebrae Et Lux by MitisVenatrix reviews
CoAuthored by LunaMax1214. The more things change, the more they stay the same. The continuing story of Garrus and Teandra, as they struggle with the darkness within each other... and themselves. Sequel to "Omega" and "Partners, Comrades, Friends" ME2.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 164,453 - Reviews: 320 - Favs: 265 - Follows: 268 - Updated: 1/5 - Published: 9/24/2010 - Shepard (F), Garrus V.
Entrapment by janiejanine reviews
Zaeed has a secret crush on Shepard. Kasumi tries to hook them up.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 759 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/18/2012 - Shepard (F), Zaeed M. - Complete
For Better or For Worse by Comrade Buttons reviews
One crew member didn't survive the suicide mission. Commander Shepard has a difficult time dealing with the loss of her companion. When the Illusive man proposes to revive their comrade, she fears not everybody will be happy about it. *Fem. Shepard/Garrus
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 25,400 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 8/16/2011 - Published: 9/9/2010 - Garrus V., Shepard (F) - Complete
Confining Space by skybound2 reviews
Shepard and Zaeed spend a little forced time together while on a mission.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,887 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/29/2010 - Shepard (F), Zaeed M. - Complete
Hell of a Thing by Wutruffbeest reviews
A life saved and the favor returned make Zaeed and Shepard rethink their stance on each other.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,669 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 173 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 2/22/2010 - Published: 2/19/2010 - Shepard (F), Zaeed M. - Complete
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Finding The Heart - Book 2 reviews
Zaeed is ready to put the past behind him, but will his past allow him to leave his old life behind? There are secrets he keeps about his past, but what of the ones he doesn't even know he has..? Direct follow on from 'Finding The Heart - Book 1'. [Some MA content]
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 26 - Words: 126,851 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 4/5 - Published: 1/5/2016 - Shepard (F), Zaeed M. - Complete
Finding The Heart - Book 1 reviews
Zaeed is trouble; a time bomb waiting to go off at the worst time and [paragon] Shepard knows this. Revelations from his past sow the seeds for him to be unmade but through it she begins to see what made him, who otherwise he could have been, who he could yet be... And a spark ignites between them. [Some MA content]
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 77,955 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/12/2015 - Published: 6/8/2015 - Shepard (F), Zaeed M. - Complete
Finding The Heart - Old version reviews
Zaeed isn't the nicest person to have around. Cerberus were determined to have him as part of Shepard's crew so she put up with him. He was never too stable but something pushes him over the edge and Shepard has to find a way to pull him back. MA content!
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 17 - Words: 63,182 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 6/8/2015 - Published: 2/12/2011 - Zaeed M., Shepard (F) - Complete
Broken Dreams reviews
Short story. Their baby would have been beautiful. How can someone so special, so 'heroic' in every way, choose to value their own life over that of their child? But it wasn't a normal pregnancy. Shepard's implants robbed her of that, and the pregnancy was killing her. There's only one person who understands, who can bring her out of this, as she lies in tears on the shower floor.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,257 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/13/2015 - Shepard (F), Samantha T.
Vulnerability reviews
WARNING: Contains spoilers if you have not completed Mass Effect 2. This story is starts at the two hours just before Commander Shepherd and her crew on the Normandy hit the Omega Relay. Garrus and Shepherd have become romantically involved.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 39,210 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 4/9/2010 - Published: 3/18/2010 - Garrus V., Shepard (F)