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Decided to finally add a little about myself.

My name is Susanne Alexandra(myeah I know it’s the name of my Oc char in my sup fics, I like the name) Maathuis. I was born may 9th 1989, Taurus, Pisces acceding and some more signs is you draw a chart(I know them a little o-O) I'm Dutch. I've written fanfiction before years ago, but forgot the account long ago. I'm dyslexic, but not bothered by it much. I love to read, so anyone have some decent books, drop em a note and I'll look into them.

I love anything that'll go for realism and logic in strange ways. I adore Terry Pratchet’s outlook on the world(or his world, which parodies ours alot) I like Tad Williams view on Fearies(they're never quite nice.) I always like to be put on the wrong foot.

this is probably why I like supernatural. It's not your 13 in a dozen supernatural/ghost/vampire show. The main characters aren't Geeks, they're not religious, they're not even all that nice half the time. They’re human, which makes them lovable. Also I like things where everything goes from bad to worse. Rock-bottom with hidden bottoms. Besides, shooting at ghosts with shotguns? awesome~!

I'm nuts, I'm intense and I've got an overly active imagination. My mind scape would be one hell of an acid trip for most people, because I'm simultaneously the biggest emotional roller coaster you've ever been on and incredibly rational and logical. I'll just.. apply my ratio and logic is very strange ways. Also some parts are almost maniacally happy and cheery and nice and fluffy, and other parts are pretty damned dark. Especially the places where those parts meet, are scary. I've got quite a flexible grip on reality, so...

I'm also not religious. I love religions story-wise, but never seemed to be able to believe myself. Sure I believe there's things out there, especially ghosts, spirits, energies bla, but I dunno. Monotheism doesn’t make sense to me. Multiple gods is more my thing, besides the ancient Greek and roman gods were awesome: they were basically over powered petty humans. I love them! I just don't like it when religion is meant to be the answer to everything. Just think please? the core values are cool, but use your head.

So yeah: I'm obsessed with the human psyche. I love to figure out how minds worked, especially dysfunction after stress and ordeals ect. It fascinates em to see how far people can stretch in certain ways. I'm a bit manipulative in real life, but don’t worry about that on here. I'll play nice.

Also: I love mythology. I've always bene fascinated by paranormal stuff, lore folklore, the ancient civilizations ect, so don't be surprised to see those kind of reference in my future work. think harpies, sphinxes, Fauns, Gorgons, mummies? We'll see. Ideas are welcome. I also fact check. Wikipedia is my friend, and I'll attempt to link stuff as good as I can, because I like the whole idea of people thinking "shit.. This COULD really be out there... kinda.".

Also my music is a huge influence on me. I have lost of it, but always enjoy new stuff. Things I like are usually more alternative. some pretty awesome bands are: Queen of the stone age, MSI, Morningwood, Eagles of death metal, Elecctric six, the gutter twins, 16 horsepower, Bohren und der club of gore(especially recommend this is you're going to write dark things) Otep, Oomph, ect. If I go on here this will become one hell of a list.

Woah I do ramble on o-O Uhm yeah -;; bla?

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The ABC of Limp Sam by LittleLonnie reviews
The Alphabet of limp!Sam. Different stories every chapter. Brother bonding, bad times, good times, other characters... stories with heart. Hurt!Comfort. Limp!Sam Pro!Dean some limp!Dean. COMPLETE
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 28 - Words: 93,272 - Reviews: 237 - Favs: 268 - Follows: 130 - Updated: 10/19/2010 - Published: 1/21/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
ICED OVER by Vanessa Sgroi reviews
A long overdue auction story for bhoney. Their latest hunt was successful; the Winchesters ganked their latest supernatural baddies. But not before the baddies did some damage and now Sam and Dean slide headlong into danger. Hurt!Dean Protective!Sam
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,704 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 125 - Updated: 6/17/2010 - Published: 4/15/2010 - Sam W., Dean W.
The Dope that we Smoke by Disneymagic reviews
Sam and Dean are hunting a supernatural creature in the Smoky Mountains of Tennessee. Unfortunately for Sam there's more than just the supernatural danger to be concerned about. hurt/delirious!Sam heroic/hurt!Dean *NOW COMPLETE*
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 31,542 - Reviews: 103 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 5/19/2010 - Published: 1/14/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Honoring the Dead by Cheryl W reviews
Under judgment for Pamela, Jo and Ellen's deaths, Dean and Sam struggle with how to honor the dead when their blood is on their hands. Directly follows MBV. No Slash.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 55,523 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 5/12/2010 - Published: 3/21/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Shut the Door, Keep Out the Devil by paperbkryter reviews
Sam decides to go through with his plan to put Lucifer back in the box and starts preparing for that final stand. Contains major spoiler from The Devil You Know.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,668 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/2/2010 - Published: 5/1/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Prose Gabriel by Jedipati reviews
A retelling of the origin of Sleipnir. Gabriel is not happy that he has to do this, thank you very much. Spoilers for 5.19.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 887 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/28/2010 - Gabriel - Complete
Haircut by clair beaubien reviews
Sam's first haircut after losing Jess. Like everything else, he needs his big brother to get him through it.
Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,782 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/27/2010 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Farewell Tour by Catslynw reviews
Oneshot! Missing scene from Episode 100, Point of No Return: there were a lot of stops on Dean’s farewell tour and finding him wasn’t easy for Sam and Cas at all.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,724 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Sam W., Castiel - Complete
He Sits Alone by Celtic Spacey reviews
The glass is half full. Sam is bleeding. And Dean does not sulk. One Shot
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,414 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/19/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
The Return to Brotherhood by authoressnebula reviews
Post 5x18, Point of No Return: The return to being brothers in three moments in the episode, starting near the end. You know the moment.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,223 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 123 - Follows: 13 - Published: 4/18/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Better The Devil You Know by Nyx6 reviews
November is a bad month. It's the anniversary of Jess' death and Sam's depressed. A hunt seems like the perfect solution until an unwelcome face from Dean's past shows up, drawing them both into a deadly situation. November is a very bad month for Sam.
Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 20 - Words: 34,784 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 4/12/2010 - Published: 3/3/2010 - Complete
How to Survive and Die Trying by Tribble Master reviews
Dean and Sam, RIP. Sam and Dean walk down the crypt corridor searching for an exit. Every body they find on the marble slabs bears an errie resmblance. Set third season, dark.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,384 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/4/2010 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
An Idjit’s Guide to Hunting: The Car by Tribble Master reviews
Spontaneous Challenge!Hello to all you ametur hunters out. Y'all liable to do something stupid, so I ought to tell you a bit about hunting first. Especially about the car. wee!Chester.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 785 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 12 - Published: 2/4/2010 - Bobby S., John W. - Complete
Heaven's child reviews
Angels are not meant to have children. So they hid her. And now Heaven and hell are looking for her. Cas catches wind of it and instructs the boys to find this child, before she becomes a pawn in this endless war. AU Sam/OC Het. Rating might go to M. R R
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 37,135 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 6/17/2010 - Published: 4/1/2010 - Dean W., Sam W.