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I'm 43 years old, married, and have 2 kids (ages 19 & 23). When I'm not working or with family, I'm reading.

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Son Shine by fairytellerxo reviews
AU S6- When the Sons think they're out of the storm and heading towards days full of Son Shine, they're slapped in the face by headlines and news trucks, swamping the sleepy desert town. It's this news that brings back an old friend and an even more formidable force. Shaking the foundation and changing life as the club once knew it. Will the get through this or will the shine fade?
Sons of Anarchy - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 41,894 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 114 - Updated: 10/17/2019 - Published: 8/12/2017 - Happy, Jax, Tara, OC
Night Sky by ashlynnb14 reviews
Kat Epps is Kip aka Half Sack's twin sister. She gets a message from her brother that has her leaving Seattle and showing up in Charming as fast as possible. She sees a ghost from her past and tries to navigate how to deal with it. Will her secrets catch up with her or can she manage to fix what was broken?
Sons of Anarchy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 72,315 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 164 - Updated: 3/21/2019 - Published: 11/16/2018 - Complete
There is a Light by belladonnacullen reviews
This was 1987; before the Internet, before Twitter, before Facebook – this was back when it was still possible for people not to know about things: big things - like bands, and little things - like G-spots. AH, ExB, with some other parings along the way.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 142,142 - Reviews: 5409 - Favs: 4,351 - Follows: 2,653 - Updated: 12/19/2018 - Published: 5/23/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Breath Again by lilyann17 reviews
Kate is the new doctor in town and she is instantly attracted to Happy.
Sons of Anarchy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 78,567 - Reviews: 250 - Favs: 260 - Follows: 269 - Updated: 11/22/2018 - Published: 5/14/2018 - Complete
The Slowest Burn by TypoKween reviews
"I don't even realize that the air has gotten hazy. Or that it smells like skunk, or that amidst the clouds of smoke, leaning against the wall is Edward Cullen." - AH, E/B, Lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 351,459 - Reviews: 7635 - Favs: 7,200 - Follows: 7,891 - Updated: 11/30/2017 - Published: 6/12/2011 - Bella, Edward
Stay by soaimagines reviews
Eight years ago you left Charming and your best friends. For eight years you had avoided the small town, and all the painful memories that remained there. But its time to go home.
Sons of Anarchy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,438 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 21 - Published: 8/28/2017 - [Jax, OC] Opie, Gemma - Complete
Charming Little Lies by fairytellerxo reviews
High School AU - It's been a rough time for Jax Teller, between losing his father and the first girl he ever loved moving out of Charming, it's been hit after hit. Until an old friend moves back to town, stealing his attention and time. But when Tara comes back, he's torn between making his first love work again or seeing where his new relationship takes him.
Sons of Anarchy - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 20 - Words: 63,333 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 8/12/2017 - Published: 12/8/2016 - Jax, Opie, Tara, OC - Complete
Punch Me, Love Me, Save Me by ericastwilight reviews
Edward Cullen is an alcoholic who hits rock bottom. One day, his sister Alice is handed a card – Only Call If Desperate & ALL Else Has Failed. She makes the call that will change her brother's life. His savior? Bella Swan. Complete
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 50 - Words: 284,480 - Reviews: 5557 - Favs: 4,402 - Follows: 4,620 - Updated: 7/6/2017 - Published: 2/2/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Tangled Up In Blue by TxBirdie reviews
Edward Cullen is looking for inspiration to write THE American novel. Bella Swan is looking for inspiration, any inspiration, to pull her from her doldrums existence. But what they find in each other, neither of them could have expected.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 162,596 - Reviews: 3280 - Favs: 2,301 - Follows: 2,187 - Updated: 3/2/2017 - Published: 5/4/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Cullen Legacy by pattyrose reviews
Legacy - A gift; sometimes unknowingly bestowed. Bella met Edward in a London pub, never imagining where each would be 7 years later: he a Congressman fueled by ever-growing political ambition, she the woman with an explosive secret that can end all his dreams. But Bella might soon find that revenge isn't all it's cracked up to be, and that Edward may harbor his own dark secrets.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 45 - Words: 237,004 - Reviews: 16147 - Favs: 7,102 - Follows: 5,048 - Updated: 9/20/2016 - Published: 3/4/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
High Anxiety by EdwardsBloodType reviews
Cute, trendy Bella returns home to escape the heartache of her past. She immediately befriends neighbors Jasper and Edward, bonding with them in the treehouse out back. Bella and Edward discover they have more in common than they ever dreamed of. AH A/U
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 111,365 - Reviews: 21576 - Favs: 12,190 - Follows: 8,114 - Updated: 7/1/2016 - Published: 7/16/2009 - Bella, Edward
Changing My Course by twilover76 reviews
Sparks fly when two strangers collide in the dark. Will Edward star in Bella's future, or will the politics of her life be too much for him to handle? AH/M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 28 - Words: 131,892 - Reviews: 6469 - Favs: 3,250 - Follows: 4,585 - Updated: 11/17/2015 - Published: 11/3/2012 - Edward, Bella
More Ferarum by IReen Weiss reviews
I'm still technically married. I still technically wear my wedding ring. It's on a chain around my neck. With his. He still won't sign the divorce papers. I still don't want him to. 1st Place Winner: TLS Angst Contest
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,892 - Reviews: 370 - Favs: 857 - Follows: 1,068 - Updated: 6/25/2015 - Published: 8/21/2013 - Bella, Edward
The Man in the Long Black Coat by CrackedFic reviews
"Why'd you have to kill him?" she screamed. "What did he ever do to you?" The man scooped her into his arms and headed for the door. "I killed him," he said, "because I was hungry." AU/Vampward
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 72,597 - Reviews: 2185 - Favs: 987 - Follows: 1,146 - Updated: 3/24/2015 - Published: 12/10/2012 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Diva Diaries by KiyaRaven reviews
*TAKEN DOWN. MANY APOLOGIES.* Dear Diary, When he left, I became numb. Safe in a bubble of denial and bitterness. Now, he's back, and I've agreed to be his co-star in a new Broadway play. Obviously, if there were a Nation of Stupid People, I would be their Queen. A/H
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 26,477 - Reviews: 12864 - Favs: 5,871 - Follows: 5,233 - Updated: 2/19/2015 - Published: 2/28/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Stolen Dreams by shasta53 reviews
Bella and Edward were ready to become parents as seniors in high school, but tragedy ended their dreams and pulled them apart. Ten years later, they reunite, but all is not what it seems. ExB
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 39 - Words: 197,768 - Reviews: 3238 - Favs: 2,154 - Follows: 1,792 - Updated: 12/28/2014 - Published: 9/6/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Meeting Her Needs by WeeKittyAndTAT reviews
Some so called friends invite Bella out for her birthday, and send her to a BDSM club as a prank. What happens when the owner of the club sees her? Will he be able to set aside his Dom nature? Will she ever believe she deserves to have her needs met? Will he be able to set aside his wants and desires to meet those needs, or will she find her true desire is to submit to him? AH/M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 215,781 - Reviews: 4506 - Favs: 3,980 - Follows: 2,662 - Updated: 12/31/2013 - Published: 7/22/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Agreement by Gemgirl65 reviews
A virgin. An escort. A contract signed. But falling in love wasn't part of the agreement... AH, E&B
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 50 - Words: 248,245 - Reviews: 6760 - Favs: 3,621 - Follows: 4,378 - Updated: 12/15/2013 - Published: 3/21/2012 - Bella, Edward
California Dreamin' by chocaholic123 reviews
1967. Summer stalked in like a lion that year, fierce and angry; looking for someone to eat. Among the hippies, free love and Vietnam, we were forced to grow up, whether we wanted to or not.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 93,806 - Reviews: 2742 - Favs: 1,044 - Follows: 1,028 - Updated: 11/26/2013 - Published: 6/26/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Expectations and Other Moving Pieces by chrometurtle reviews
Everything I had done in my life seemed to lead up to this moment. The moment when I found myself bound inextricably to a man I didn’t love, trapped in a life I didn’t want. And if I left him, I would be entirely alone.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 46 - Words: 227,237 - Reviews: 15254 - Favs: 9,112 - Follows: 9,318 - Updated: 11/11/2013 - Published: 10/13/2009 - Bella, Edward
Bring On The Wonder by Bronzehyperion reviews
Bella works the streets of Seattle as a prostitute. Edward is waiting to be ordained as a Catholic priest. Is there anything they have to offer each other? Or are there just sacrifices they both have to make… All human. Rated M for a reason. COMPLETE!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 62 - Words: 494,166 - Reviews: 3323 - Favs: 1,753 - Follows: 1,236 - Updated: 7/20/2013 - Published: 8/17/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Overpass by purelyamuse reviews
"I think all the people I love will eventually leave me. Just disappear." "Maybe . . . I don't know . . . maybe we don't need lots of people. Maybe we just need one. And that's enough." BPOV.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 30,809 - Reviews: 1295 - Favs: 959 - Follows: 867 - Updated: 2/28/2013 - Published: 1/14/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Give Away Girl by MrsSpaceCowboy reviews
Honor student Bella Swan has mastered the arts...of manipulating her divorced parents, rolling the perfect joint, and faking an orgasm. Who wouldn't want to keep a girl like her? An unconventional coming of age tale for Gen Xer Bella. Rated M. *Complete*
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 243,579 - Reviews: 3058 - Favs: 3,206 - Follows: 2,084 - Updated: 12/13/2012 - Published: 7/22/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Purple Banana Hammock by TheFicChick reviews
Like most women, I always found Speedos to be equal parts hilarious and horrifying. That all changed the day I saw Edward Cullen wearing one.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 52,150 - Reviews: 1201 - Favs: 3,368 - Follows: 1,173 - Updated: 11/27/2012 - Published: 8/17/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
A Form of Escapism by flubbles reviews
Bella finds herself trapped in a loveless marriage, whilst going through the motions of everyday life. Her only form of escapism is the romance novels written by the recently retired, reclusive author E.A.M Cullen.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 35 - Words: 149,866 - Reviews: 4736 - Favs: 2,706 - Follows: 2,257 - Updated: 10/14/2012 - Published: 4/25/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
An Undefined Affair by jayhawkbb reviews
Bella, recovering from a broken heart, meets Edward, who isolates himself emotionally. Their attraction is immediate, but can they be friends and lovers - without the love? BxE, all the regs, some drama, some funny, lemony, language AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 235,742 - Reviews: 4522 - Favs: 4,710 - Follows: 3,244 - Updated: 9/3/2012 - Published: 5/30/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Cracks in the Pavement by VampiresHaveLaws reviews
Life is never perfect, the cracks always appear. "My Polaroid would show the face of a girl who has forgotten how to truly smile." Even the strongest of dreams can fail to become enough.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 148,857 - Reviews: 5139 - Favs: 3,192 - Follows: 2,459 - Updated: 8/30/2012 - Published: 2/21/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Best I Ever Had by WhatsMyNomDePlume reviews
Sex between friends complicates everything. Bella knows this. But she has no idea how much more Edward is going to complicate things.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 64,919 - Reviews: 7674 - Favs: 12,096 - Follows: 6,250 - Updated: 6/25/2012 - Published: 2/17/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Biology Project by solostintwilight reviews
Edward's an addict resisting treatment, Bella's a girl who just wants a boyfriend already. What happens when they get paired up for a Biology Project? Bio Lab could get interesting...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 70 - Words: 211,412 - Reviews: 12897 - Favs: 4,519 - Follows: 3,416 - Updated: 6/2/2012 - Published: 12/30/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Masen Days by purelyamuse reviews
Bella meets Masen at the local skate park. He's a quiet, mysterious loner. She wants to help him, love him even. Will he let her? Or will he skate away like he always does? AH. 3rd Place Winner in the Boys on Boards contest! Now an EXPANDED multi-chap!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 66,922 - Reviews: 2902 - Favs: 2,792 - Follows: 1,716 - Updated: 5/18/2012 - Published: 8/16/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Pocket Change by aWhiteBlankPage reviews
I know of three kinds of change: the kind that jangles around in your pocket, the kind that happens slowly, every moment of every day, and the kind that blows you away in an instant.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 113,557 - Reviews: 5264 - Favs: 4,283 - Follows: 2,669 - Updated: 2/23/2012 - Published: 6/26/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Firefly in Summer by primarycolors reviews
Edward finds himself back in the little beach town of his childhood when he inherits the local bar from his uncle. The elusive, pretty girl next door has killer legs, a sketchbook and secrets that are slowly eating her alive.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 47 - Words: 188,377 - Reviews: 10006 - Favs: 7,612 - Follows: 4,606 - Updated: 2/19/2012 - Published: 1/20/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Evading Edward by VampiresHaveLaws reviews
Bella's first encounter with Edward instantly leads to a mutual dislike. She is the new girl in town who has attracted more than one admirer and he's the boy who usually gets what he wants. So how will one evade when the other is set to conquer? AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 366,513 - Reviews: 7798 - Favs: 5,700 - Follows: 3,715 - Updated: 2/19/2012 - Published: 9/24/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Unaccompanied Soul by JMCullen09 reviews
An old, dilapidated hospital residing in the outskirts of Forks, WA sits untouched, yet it's the focus of many tales, including one of a young man who resides there. He's believed to be either ghost or murderer. But it's all just tales, right?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 152,637 - Reviews: 6113 - Favs: 4,543 - Follows: 4,438 - Updated: 2/5/2012 - Published: 2/14/2010 - Edward, Bella
Fuggiasco by Oldie22 reviews
Edward, homeless since age twelve is used to the gritty, hard life. Now twenty, his main goal is to make it in the world, and off the streets. What happens when a girl who seems to be broken beyond repair becomes his new shadow?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 36 - Words: 166,725 - Reviews: 5654 - Favs: 5,594 - Follows: 3,229 - Updated: 1/22/2012 - Published: 5/10/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Footprints in the Snow by cosmogirl7481 reviews
"An hour from now, when the snow falls again, it will be like we weren't even there. But we will remember." A story of unrequited love, and how the things we keep silent can hurt us and the ones we hold closest. E/B Rated M for themes of an adult nature.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 37,464 - Reviews: 3603 - Favs: 1,855 - Follows: 1,138 - Updated: 12/21/2011 - Published: 12/5/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Stay or Leave by meggee reviews
Bella Swan thought she had met the love of her life until he broke her heart. Four years later, he's back and she's beginning to question everything all over again.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 50,824 - Reviews: 349 - Favs: 187 - Follows: 310 - Updated: 11/30/2011 - Published: 7/14/2011 - Bella, Edward
Red by 22blue reviews
Winner in the Beyond the Pale Contest. BxE, OOC, Rated M for mature themes and explicit content. "As she walked by, he imagined traces of her lipstick left on his neck… then his stomach and..."
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 48,465 - Reviews: 689 - Favs: 703 - Follows: 464 - Updated: 8/1/2011 - Published: 8/10/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Love is but a Memory by Domysticated reviews
You were gorgeous, mysterious, haunted. I wanted to save you; I wanted to give you something you would take with you forever. I didn't know I was giving you my life. Written for the Pick a Pic challenge, now extended.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 26,370 - Reviews: 546 - Favs: 599 - Follows: 278 - Updated: 2/20/2011 - Published: 12/8/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Paper CutOuts by twistedcoincidence reviews
Bella prefers the virtual to the actual, but feels herself being tugged from the safety of her online realm into the world of a rough edged Edward. This time she'll write her own story. Collab with astilbe13 AH/AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 34 - Words: 136,587 - Reviews: 10395 - Favs: 6,883 - Follows: 3,857 - Updated: 2/15/2011 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Elemental by TallulahBelle reviews
AU/AH: When the Swans return to their birthplace, Bella learns she is no ordinary teenager, and Forks is no ordinary town. Can she fulfill her destiny with the powerful Edward Cullen, or will the dark forces that threaten their families destroy them all?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 30 - Words: 189,571 - Reviews: 9585 - Favs: 10,176 - Follows: 5,332 - Updated: 2/8/2011 - Published: 7/23/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Wicked Angel by DevilishPleasures reviews
I am Edward Cullen and I have a deadly secret: I am a hit man. My new target: Isabella Newton. With the help of my friends, we plan the crime of the century. What the hell am I going to do when she becomes more than my target and becomes my life...?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 131,618 - Reviews: 3391 - Favs: 2,373 - Follows: 1,456 - Updated: 12/21/2010 - Published: 1/1/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Wedding Party by spanglemaker9 reviews
The perfect person appears at the worst possible moment, and one unforgettable encounter changes everything. AH
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 192,619 - Reviews: 9624 - Favs: 7,534 - Follows: 3,961 - Updated: 11/3/2010 - Published: 4/1/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow reviews
By pretending she is falling for Edward, Bella is fulfilling Esme's dying wish. But sexy, possessive Edward can read her mind. Will she ever get into his? Can Bella forget the pain of her teenage years, and can she resist his relentless seduction? AH.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 140,448 - Reviews: 14574 - Favs: 17,335 - Follows: 8,868 - Updated: 9/10/2010 - Published: 5/31/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
A Betting Man by mybluesky reviews
Edward makes a bet with Bella's ex, James, that he can bed her. Bella learns of the bet through a friend and decides to string Edward along for a bit and subsequently land herself a hot date for her friend's wedding. Things soon get very interesting...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 34 - Words: 181,108 - Reviews: 6688 - Favs: 6,208 - Follows: 3,018 - Updated: 8/31/2010 - Published: 12/9/2009 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Silver Strand Nights by Jen733 reviews
Bella Swan is tired of her boring life and ready for a change. When former Navy SEAL Edward Cullen enters her life, everything will change, more than she ever expected. AH - B/E. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,464 - Reviews: 12209 - Favs: 5,789 - Follows: 3,747 - Updated: 8/16/2010 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
The Thing About Being Everything by PianoAddict246 reviews
Bella thought she was happy: nice friends, nice boyfriend, good grades. But when Edward Cullen moves back to Forks, she questions her "happiness". Is she doing this for herself, or everyone else? EXB, All Human, Lemons later. Story better than summary.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 31,677 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 193 - Updated: 7/19/2010 - Published: 3/2/2009 - Bella, Edward
Burn and Shine by pulsepoint reviews
At first glance felonious Edward seems like nothing but trouble, but as sheltered college student Bella digs deeper she realizes he is so much more. Possibly too much for her to handle. ExB, AH, rated M for dark/adult themes and profanity
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 115,176 - Reviews: 2162 - Favs: 2,762 - Follows: 2,934 - Updated: 1/25/2010 - Published: 8/31/2009 - Bella, Edward
The Red Line by WinndSinger reviews
Edward is an exotic male dancer. Bella is a college student studying psychology and needs a subject to do her thesis on. Bella pays Edward to belong to her for 2 weeks so she can study him. Things soon get very interesting between them.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 40 - Words: 351,671 - Reviews: 19677 - Favs: 12,949 - Follows: 5,872 - Updated: 5/1/2009 - Published: 1/26/2009 - Edward, Bella