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Author has written 3 stories for Big Time Rush.

Well there isn't really much to say about me. Ummm here's some basic stuff haha:

My birthday is on May 1st. I was born in Las Vegas, Nevada. I was raised and I still live to this day in Los Angeles, California. Before you make any assumptions, let me say that I don't live in the famous area. I live in the Northeast of LA. My dream is to someday become famous and finally get out of this town and head to Beverly Hills and Hollywood! I live here in Los Angeles, but I'm several miles away from where I need to be. It's depressing isn't it? So close, yet so far. I'm not stupid either. I know the odds of becoming famous is super super slim. But I'm a straight A student. I got plenty of careers to fall back on :).

I'm also a runner. I just recently ran the LA Marathon. Sooo...yeah that's something XD.

Okay, I LOVE KOGAN. Nuff said. I mean And I can't say that Jarlos is my second favorite, because Kogan and Jarlos are just a package. Though, my Kogans won't ALWAYS have Jarlos. XD

Second Favorite: Kames...or Jagan...I can't decide. If it's smut...nope, still can't decide. I mean, with Kames there's sometimes the aspect of Kendall being the submissive one in the relationship. And that is just so romantic and sweet considering he's the leader. Whereas with Jagan...I really don't care who's top and bottom XD. They're just easily the two most attractive members in my opinion. (Sorry Kendall...You're super smoking hot, too...but I like you more because of what's on the inside XD)

(And as you may have noticed... "XD" is currently my favorite smiley. XD)

I like Cargan...It's insanely cute. But I don't think I'd read Cargan smut...I mean, I read A LOT of smut...but I feel like Cargan is too innocent to read smut. Unless they're a bit OOC and are really rough...or if it's RPS.

And Kenlos...Quite honestly, I'll only read t if it's smut and Carlos is top haha. XD

I love KOGAN! Look at that Picture there in the corner! So unbelievably amazing! I've been told that this picture was done by someone by the name "fuckyeahkogan" so thank you for this wonderful pic! It sounds really familiar now that I think of it...

Logan is absolutely my favorite. He's the hottest. He's got the SWAG. He's smart. His voice hits those notes that are oh so hard to get. What's not to love?

Kendall...he's my dream guy. I love Logan...but Kendall is my ideal match. The guy that protects me, that holds me, that comforts me...yet has a dorky side and a sensitive side. XD

James...I really used to think he was the hottest...but my tastes have changed...haha. But he's really great. In real life, he's really sweet...or at least so he seems in interviews. He's also got a great voice. Really knows how to whoo someone with his voice.

Carlos. I have a newfound love for this boy. Those videos of him singing show tunes...just...mmm! XD. He is absolutely adorable. He doesn't seem to different from his character. He especially looks hot with his hair spiked up a bit in Big Time Break XD.

Kogan is my OTP, but I love OT4 and SMUT XD.

Just FYI, on DeviantArt I'm "Optimisticly3Broken". The thing wouldn't let me put the whole thing and it also would let me put the less than sign...and I now realize that optimistically is spelled optimistcALly. Well here's a link to my profile.

Oh! And I just also have a Twitter. If you'd like to follow me it's "@Optimistically3" The picture isn't the one I have here on FF.net. It's a picture of the vampire smiley face from the Chronicles of Vladimir Tod Series. I didn't put the Kogan picture because well...didn't wanna creep out BTR. Then I'd NEVER get any replies or anything. So there ya have it. My twitter. I'll mostly tweet BTR and updates on the story and how it's going. That way you won't be COMPLETELY clueless a to when I'll update. Here's a link.

Hey! I'm now on Tumblr! My blog is "Writings of OptimisticallyHeartbroken"! Catchy, right? :) Link? Oh, of course! What was I thinking. I'm just so excited that I completely forgot! I tend to ramble on and on and on and on when I'm excited! XD What? Oh! A link...right, of course! Here you go!

Ummm...I gtg soooo bye! Enjoy my fics!

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Build Me Up by xChemicalxFallxPanicx reviews
AU story. Logan is tormented in his high school by bullies and no one is on his side, till one day when a new kid arrives. Slash. Rated M for language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 45,240 - Reviews: 243 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 273 - Updated: 5/21/2014 - Published: 3/23/2011 - Kendall, Logan
On Call by GhostOwl13997 reviews
Logan Mitchell is Minnesota's finest young doctor. 7 years after 'the incident' Logan is moving on but his past is catching up with him and this time there is more at risk! SLASH KOGAN! Please read it's better than it sounds x rated T.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 38,427 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 6/14/2013 - Published: 8/27/2010 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Games of Love by BTR-aholic reviews
Kendall is Duluth West High's biggest heartbreaker. Logan is a quiet nerd who doesn't get any attention. What happens when Kendall marks Logan as his next target. And will Logan give in to the Knight Charm? Kogan. COMPLETE.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 61,723 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 2/25/2012 - Published: 3/20/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
A Love Like No Other by Lovin' Big Time Rush reviews
Knights were supposed to be gallant, proud, and chivalrous. So then why has Kendall Knight, known for his courage and strength, become so weak and insecure about his relationship with his true love, Logan Mitchell?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,068 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 9/11/2011 - Published: 8/19/2011 - Logan, Kendall
Open Road by Ercassiel-x reviews
"Just me, a beautiful boy and the open road."
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 28,823 - Reviews: 149 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 8/17/2011 - Published: 3/15/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Eye of the Storm by Kitty Howell reviews
Logan wants nothing to do with the gang world, but when he hears of his step-brother James' plan to kill the rival leader, Kendall Knight, he feels he must warn him. Now he's caught in the middle of his step-brother and the man he can't help but fall for.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 20 - Words: 63,438 - Reviews: 262 - Favs: 312 - Follows: 142 - Updated: 7/14/2011 - Published: 1/22/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Vulnerable by PimpedOutGreenEars reviews
Logan Henderson doesn't like the way Kendall Schmidt makes him feel. Kendall just wants to fix things. LoganxKendall. Oneshot.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,657 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 11 - Published: 7/6/2011 - [Kendall, Logan] - Complete
Hi Mrs Mitchell by AndAllThatGoodStuff reviews
Kendall smiled sheepishly at the woman, who responded by crossing her arms over her chest. "Hi, Mrs. Mitchell."
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,353 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 9 - Published: 7/3/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Things We Don't Talk About by just jay reviews
AU. Kendall Knight is a solo artist, and he is arrogant, cocky, pigheaded and greedy and only cares about himself. Logan Mitchell is legally blind. What happens when they meet? A possible tour? A possible friendship? Maybe even...love? Kogan, Jarlos.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 58,349 - Reviews: 186 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 6/25/2011 - Published: 2/2/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Speak! by GhostOwl13997 reviews
Speach is something we take for granted. You don't realise how precious it is until it's taken away from you. But the same can be said for people. But what happens when the one thing you cant do is the only thing that will save their life? KOGAN!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,844 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 6/16/2011 - Published: 11/18/2010 - Logan, Kendall
Let Chaos Reign by Titled Heart reviews
"I am...was...the god of the underworld Hades and death. And I have given it all up for you, Kendall Knight." Kogan AU. With Greek Mythology. Rated for suggestive themes.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,352 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/19/2011 - Published: 5/16/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Fragged by Liliako reviews
They both want to play, just different ways. Kendall/Logan. M rated for theme and coarse language, not content.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,566 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/10/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
It All Started with an Airplane version 2 by xChemicalxFallxPanicx reviews
Basically scenes from 'It All Started with an Airplane' in Logan's POV. If you haven't read the other fic none of this will make sense to you.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 9,488 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 4/22/2011 - Published: 3/28/2011 - Kendall, Logan
Stranger by panicrocksxo reviews
Logan never imagined he would be at the mercy of his true love. Rated M for violence/language. Includes part two "Forever".
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,365 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/13/2011 - Published: 1/16/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
The Freshmen by SecretLifeOfAChemNerd reviews
Every story had two sides. Kogan angst.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,380 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/20/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Wanna Have a Wild Night? by rumbleroar846 reviews
A prompt fill for the kink meme: After shoulder bumps and such closeness throughout the day, Logan has this habit of going home to write Kogan fanfiction.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,124 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/20/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
My Best Friend Is a Vampire by Fish Stick Friday reviews
What started out as a prank turns into something real: horrifyingly real. After Logan recruits Stephanie to help trick Carlos into believing he's a vampire, a massive prank war ensues. All that is forgotten when an actual vampire shows up targeting Logan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 24 - Words: 58,061 - Reviews: 449 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 3/14/2011 - Published: 11/14/2010 - Logan, Carlos - Complete
Who Will Win? by Gabsikle reviews
Logan reveals to his friends that he likes guys. Suddenly, both Kendall and James ask him out. Carlos convinces him to go out with both for a month then pick who he wants to be with. Slash, obviously. Who will he choose?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 36,816 - Reviews: 147 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 1/24/2011 - Published: 12/5/2010 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
The Sound of Thunder by Manny101 reviews
Years have passed since both a marriage and a band ended. Time has marched on and Kogan find themselves in different worlds. Can they find their way back to each other or has the nightmare of being apart become real? Rated M for drugs and adult themes.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 33,210 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 1/20/2011 - Published: 11/29/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
The Best Laid Plans by Kathrynew30 reviews
"I am just living right here, right now and enjoying myself the only way I know how to." An AU Kogan story.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 44,119 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 12/24/2010 - Published: 11/30/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Frustration by Gabsikle reviews
While the boys are on tour, Kendall and Logan use each other to relieve some frustration. But what happens after they return home? Kogan, because it's awesome.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 13,063 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 11/30/2010 - Published: 10/27/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Here Be Dragons by The Brat Prince reviews
There's a difference between being in love and wanting to get your rocks off, and man, Kendall was hoping for the latter. Kendall/Logan, Kendall/James. Rated for language and boys being boys.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 31,269 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 7/8/2010 - Published: 3/9/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Inferno by TangiblyYours reviews
"Because if there was one person on this planet that I honestly, inexplicably, undeniably hated... it was Kendall Knight." What if the most insignificant alterations had the most severe effects upon the future? Kendall/Logan slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,399 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/3/2010 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Conversation Hearts by TangiblyYours reviews
Kendall and Logan spend Valentine's Day sitting on the couch with a bowl of candy hearts and seemingly unrequited love. Kendall/Logan slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,014 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/27/2010 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
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Numb reviews
"I've become so numb, I can't feel you there... Become so tired, so much more aware..."
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,434 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/24/2011 - Logan - Complete
Hopelessly Optimistically Heartbroken reviews
Things were going OK for Logan Mitchell. He was completely FINE. Sure he had SECRETS, but he was perfectly CONTENT with keeping them. When ONE new guy appears in his life, he ends up spilling ALL of his secrets. Who's there to pick up the pieces? KOGAN!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 56 - Words: 118,117 - Reviews: 429 - Favs: 145 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 9/26/2011 - Published: 10/18/2010 - Logan, Kendall - Complete