Author has written 41 stories for NCIS: Los Angeles, and Merlin.
Odd to be back. Been gone so long. Sorry about that.
Four and a half years is a long time to wait for a new post. I almost didn’t come back but decided this was important.
You see this is my “ * * * you PND” comeback. (Put in whatever emphatic word that you’d like where those stars are.)
I ended up with PND and writing got hard. Lots of things got hard, but with help I got through it and I’m slowly am taking my life back. It’s a long process. Between taking back small parts of my life that I lost and trying to live the life I had (and have now), it’s been a while.
Some things that PND stole from me I’ll never get back. Rather than leave this alone and just walk away completely and hide forever more, I decided that these chapters or stories that I hadn’t posted, and in some cases ideas that I hadn’t written yet, were something I could take back. Something that even though it was stolen from me for a time, I didn't have to leave it that way.
I could take them back.
I could give the stories the endings I’d dreamt of.
So here I am. Back and raring to go. I’ve been writing and working on what I want to post and finish. Now that I’ve got a decent amount going and am finding my way into my characters and stories again, I’m going to start to post.
It’s scary. I’m afraid I won’t succeed and I don’t want to leave you hanging again but I need to do this. And if I don’t start soon, the PND just might keep this to itself and I so don’t want that.
I want to do this.
Before I disappeared I had some pretty great and consistent reviewers who were such a great support, so this is also for them, even if they aren’t around anymore. I
hope some of them are and will get to enjoy this.
The main aim is to finish Moving On. Again, I’m so sorry - this one’s almost six years since an update. I have plans to follow most of season 2 and then one episode of season 3 (which I remember being questioned on whether I could possibly get anything out of it that was Callen/Kensi which I am determined to do.) Then it will wrap up with an ending story. It’s essentially a four part story - Dying, Letting Go, Moving On with the final part being Living (when I get to posting that part).
There may be some other stories that I post, some simple ones, others more complex. Dear Diary is a possibility as we are starting to watch NCIS LA from the beginning again but we’ll just play that one by ear, no promises. I even have one about Dom that I wrote that I’m considering posting even if it’s been a really long time since he was in the show. Admittedly it does require some work first. We’ll see.
I’d like to thank Dramamama5 for a review on Moving On mid-last year that started the little glow that has brought me back. It put the thought into my head that there just might still be readers interested and that maybe I could get this part of my life back.
So, please join me in saying “* * * you PND, I’m taking back what you stole from me.”