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Author has written 4 stories for Fullmetal Alchemist, Ouran High School Host Club, and D.Gray-Man.

Hi I'm PandoraHeartsAngel, though you can call me Alice. I'm 22 and live in Canada.

EE's Vampires:

Because all vampire stories have slightly different vampires, these are mine,

EE's vampires are beautiful, and pale. They have fangs, and are immortal, plus every vampire has the ability to change/turn someone. When hungry, their eyes glow blood red with cat-like slits. And they do sleep but don't eat.

WEAKNESSES: Sunlight, sensitive to light, holy water burns, garlic, and are viewed as terrible monsters.

STRENGTHS: Heal fast, super strength & speed, heightened senses, when feeding they can paralyze their prey, and some have one extra ability.

What to expect in my stories:

- No OCs

A: I'll try to not have them, and other than a few cameos, I'll never make any.

- One major twist, either supernatural (like vampires) or something angsty (like a disease)

A: Other than that I'll mostly stick to the normal story line

- Maybe some OOCness

A: It's hard to control guys I'm no pro!

- Not Beta'd

A: Sorry I don't have one

- Cliffhangers

A: Every chapter has got to have at least a small one at the end

- Organized

A: It's one thing I can always promise

- BoyxBoy

A: I'm a girl, what can I say? Gotta love 'em men!

- Never a normal happy ending

A: May be confusing and It might not be clear but I want my endings to make you think!

In one of my stories I talk about a disease I have, so if don't know;


Friedreich's ataxia (FA for short) is a disease that causes progressive damage to the nervous system, resulting in symptoms ranging from loose of balance and coordination to speech problems. It does not affect people’s intellect & There is currently no cure. People of all ages and races are affected.

FA is the most common form of hereditary ataxia. It's a cruel disease in which your life expectancy is greatly affected. Please support those with any kind of Ataxia.

It's a similar disease to Aya Kito's illness in One Litre of Tears, both being Ataxia's- Through Aya had a far worse case than me, and my progression is much slower!

Thanks for reading.

Favorite Quotes & Motos:

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
― Dr. Seuss

"You can't be happy unless you're unhappy sometimes"."
― Lauren Oliver, Delirium

"It's amazing how words can do that, just shred your insides apart. Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me - such bullshit."
― Lauren Oliver, Delirium

"One of the strangest things about life is that it will chug on, blind and oblivious, even as your private world - your little carved-out sphere - is twisting and morphing, even breaking apart. One day you have parents; the next day you're an orphan. One day you have a place and a path. The next day you're lost in the wilderness.
And still the sun rises and clouds mass and drift and people shop for groceries and toilets flush and blinds go up and down. That's when you realize that most of it - life, the relentless mechanism of existing - isn't about you. It doesn't include you at all. It will thrust onward even after you've jumped the edge. Even after you're dead."
― Lauren Oliver, Delirium

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
― Marilyn Monroe

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
― Marilyn Monroe

"This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
― Marilyn Monroe

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
― Bernard M. Baruch

"Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much."
― Oscar Wilde

"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
― Friedrich Nietzsche

"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do."
― Apple Inc.

"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you."
― A.A. Milne, Winnie-the-Pooh

"The years we spend as surgical residents will be the best and worst of our lives. We will be pushed to our breaking point. This is the starting line. This is our arena. How well we play? That's up to us."
- Meredith, Grey's Anatomy

"Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you."
- Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill

"Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week walking tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead... but when you're young, one hour can change everything."
- Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill

"I really don't want to say things such as 'I want to go back as how things were before.' I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on."
― Aya Kito

"I want to be like the air. The good-hearted person whose kindness overflows and people realize how important she was to them, once she is gone. I want to be that kind of person."
― Aya Kito, 1 Litre of Tears

"In every life we have some trouble, but when you worry you make it double. Don't worry. Be happy."
― Bobby McFerrin, Don't Worry, Be Happy

"We're all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness—and call it love—true love."
― Robert Fulghum, True Love

"Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light."
- Albus Dumbledore

"You asked me how I, being immortal, survive so many deaths. There is no great secret. You endure what is unbearable, and you bear it. That is all."
― Cassandra Clare, Clockwork Princess

"They say you cannot love two people equally at once," she said. "And perhaps for others that is so. But you and Will—you are not like two ordinary people, two people who might have been jealous of each other, or who would have imagined my love for one of them diminished by my love of the other. You merged your souls when you were both children. I could not have loved Will so much if I had not loved you as well. And I could not love you as I do if I had not loved Will as I did."
― Cassandra Clare, Clockwork Princess

"I can offer you my life, but it is a short life; I can offer you my heart, though I have no idea how many more beats it shall sustain"
― Cassandra Clare, Clockwork Prince

"So, it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? Thirty years from now, forty years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him- go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again, if I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out."
― Nicholas Sparks

"I really don't want to say things such as "I want to go back as how things were before" . I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on."
- One Litre of Tears

" Even though I have been hurt before by those heartless glares this also helped me to understand that around me, there still exists some gentle glares. Therefore, I definitely won't run away. That's what I'll do. Definitely. Always."
- One Litre of Tears

"I won't be impatient, I won't be greedy, I won't give up. Because everyone takes things step by step."
—Aya Kito

"One of the best ways to make yourself happy is to make other people happy. One of the best ways to make other people happy is to be happy yourself."
― Gretchen Rubin, The Happiness Project: Or Why I Spent a Year Trying to Sing in the Morning, Clean My Closets, Fight Right, Read Aristotle, and Generally Have More Fun

"Never start a sentence with the words 'No offense."
― Gretchen Rubin, The Happiness Project: Or Why I Spent a Year Trying to Sing in the Morning, Clean My Closets, Fight Right, Read Aristotle, and Generally Have More Fun

"When people hurt you over and over, think of them as sandpaper. They scratch and hurt you. But later you'll be shining and polished, while they end up useless."
- Unknown

"It has been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone"
- Spencer Reid, Criminal Minds

"When I thought about why I was sometimes reluctant to push myself, I realized that it was because I was afraid of failure - but in order to have more success, I needed to be willing to accept more failure."
― Gretchen Rubin, The Happiness Project: Or Why I Spent a Year Trying to Sing in the Morning, Clean My Closets, Fight Right, Read Aristotle, and Generally Have More Fun

"You can't miss something you never had. So how can you miss the memory of something that never existed?"
- Unknown

"Stars can't Shine without Darkness."
- Unknown

"Live. Laugh. Love."
- Unknown

"That one smile can change everything :)"
- Unknown

"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. Don't complain."
- Unknown

"My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations."
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

"That's the thing about pain," Augustus said, and then glanced back at me. "It demands to be felt"
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

"There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There's .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I'm likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn't trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful."
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

"The world is not a wish-granting factory."
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

"Because you are beautiful. I enjoy looking at beautiful people, and I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simpler pleasures of existence"
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

“I'm not saying that everything is survivable. Just that everything except the last thing is.”
John Green, Paper Towns

“How do you not like the Internet? That's like saying, 'I don't like things that are convenient. And easy. I don't like having access to all of mankind's recorded discoveries at my fingertips. I don't like light. And knowledge.”
Rainbow Rowell, Fangirl

“Just... isn't giving up allowed sometimes? Isn't it okay to say, ‘This really hurts, so I’m going to stop trying’?”
“It sets a dangerous precedent.”
“For avoiding pain?”
“For avoiding life.”
Rainbow Rowell, Fangirl

“Be a little kinder than you have to.”
E. Lockhart, We Were Liars

“They know that tragedy is not glamorous. They know it doesn't play out in life as it does on a stage or between the pages of a book. It is neither a punishment meted out nor a lesson conferred. Its horrors are not attributable to one single person. Tragedy is ugly and tangled, stupid and confusing.”
E. Lockhart, We Were Liars

“You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life. Everything. . . affects everything.”
Jay Asher, Thirteen Reasons Why

“No one knows for certain how much impact they have on the lives of other people. Oftentimes, we have no clue. Yet we push it just the same.”
Jay Asher, Thirteen Reasons Why

“Hello, boys and girls. Hannah Baker here. Live and in stereo. No return engagements. No encore. And this time, absolutely no requests. I hope you’re ready, because i’m about to tell you the story of my life. More specifically, why my life ended. And if you’re listening to theses tapes, you’re one of the reasons why.

Now, why would a dead girl lie?”
Jay Asher, Thirteen Reasons Why

“The only way out of the labyrinth of suffering is to forgive.”
John Green, Looking for Alaska

“Do not go gentle into that good night, rage, rage against the dying of the light.”
Dylan Tomash

“Can’t take a chance that one day, in one spot, somewhere, an exit might appear. We can’t give up. Ever.”
James Dashner, The Maze Runner

“Shuck it,” Minho responded. “I’m tougher than nails. I could still kick your pony-lovin’ butt with twice this pain.”
Thomas shrugged. “I do love ponies. Wish I could eat one right now.”
James Dashner, The Scorch Trials

“He pulled the envelope out of his pocket and ripped it open, then took out the slip of paper. The soft lights that ringed the mirror lit up the message in a warm glow. It was two short sentences:

James Dashner, The Death Cure

Dear Mom Poem (Drunk Driving):

I went to a party, Mom,
I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.
I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.
As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.
I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.
As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.
I'm lying here dying, Mom...
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.
There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time. I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.
He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die. Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare. Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you,
You were always there.
I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die?

Things you can't buy in stores:

- Love

- Friends

- Dreams

- A wish come true

- Happiness

- Time

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Incubation by DewdropLotus reviews
God has a terrible sense of humor and Kanda isn't laughing. And probably won't be...for nine more months. AllenxKandaxAllen, Mpreg!Kanda. Written to prove that it can be done right.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 29 - Words: 90,522 - Reviews: 891 - Favs: 403 - Follows: 458 - Updated: 6/7/2013 - Published: 3/20/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Circus of Night by TheAngelIsrafel reviews
Allen is sent off on an asignment, however the place he's sent to isn't normal. It's the Circus of Night, a place that caters to everyones desires, whether they know what they are or not... This is not Pure Yullen, stop bitching about the lack of it, this is a STORY, with a PLOT, that contains other pairings WITH Allen in them.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 78,626 - Reviews: 799 - Favs: 516 - Follows: 639 - Updated: 5/30/2013 - Published: 6/29/2008 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Pierrot by dark1408 reviews
The exorcists are slowly losing their faith in the Black Order, seeing how Allen was forcefully appointed a General. Why is Kanda so concerned about Allen's deteriorating health? Yullen
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 46,167 - Reviews: 517 - Favs: 500 - Follows: 569 - Updated: 5/9/2013 - Published: 5/8/2008 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker
Finding Kaoru by Miss Light Bright reviews
The red plague kills off millions of people. And as a lock-down is taken into action, Kaoru and Hikaru are separated in the chaos. Now Hikaru has to wait out the lock-down while his brother struggles to defend himself. No slash, no lemon. Just brothers.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 29 - Words: 37,244 - Reviews: 322 - Favs: 162 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 7/14/2012 - Published: 3/6/2012 - Kaoru H., Hikaru H. - Complete
Some Mad Hope by LostGetFound reviews
Isabelle Lightwood has always been the trouble child of her family, but this was one thing no one saw coming: I threw the little stick on the ground and picked up another, but there was no denying it... I was pregnant. Companion fic to Begging for Mercy! (ON EXTENDED HIATUS, my sincerest apologies!)
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 11 - Words: 40,809 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 147 - Updated: 7/10/2012 - Published: 6/21/2011 - Isabelle L., Simon L.
Apostle of God by KIS'E'productions reviews
The Black Order's trust on Allen is quickly diminishing, and he's willing to do anything as long as they don't see him as a traitor. Even if it means allowing them to use his body to create new exorcists. Yullen. Mpreg. SemiAU. Manga Spoilers
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 161,845 - Reviews: 397 - Favs: 485 - Follows: 483 - Updated: 12/31/2010 - Published: 8/11/2008 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker
At The End Of Your Sight by aki.ari reviews
Komui's experiment has gone horribly wrong and now Allen is fading from existence. Yullen
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,402 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 17 - Published: 5/8/2009 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
The Cut of a Crimson Stained Ribbon by Just-Lynn-10310 reviews
Ed was sent in to investigate the missing people and met a few "people" who had a different plan for him. Now he's been changed into a vampire.EdxWin, parental!RoyEd. Twilight Vampire traits and slightly OOC. on temporary hiatus as of June, 13, 2010
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,594 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 4/14/2009 - Published: 8/12/2008 - Edward E.
Experiment A by Selim reviews
Completed! Captured by scientist with plans to develop an advanced alchemist society, Edward is forced to face trials that seem out of his world – and he doesn’t even know it! RoyEd, MPREG.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 42,657 - Reviews: 348 - Favs: 510 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 2/24/2008 - Published: 1/9/2007 - Roy M., Edward E. - Complete
Levitas Fragosus by BlackMercifulFaerie reviews
When Ed loses something precious to him, he would give anything to reclaim it . . . However, is what he gains worth the price of what he has to give up? Talk about equivalency . . . [RoyEd, Mpreg]
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 63,948 - Reviews: 698 - Favs: 487 - Follows: 587 - Updated: 12/4/2007 - Published: 1/17/2006 - Edward E., Roy M.
For Her For Him by nomdeplume1313 reviews
Riza Hawkeye has been shot and Ed takes on new responsibilities for her memory and for his commanding officer. Warnings: Yaoi, MPreg, and sexual situations. This is my best attempt at a plausible MPreg
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 112,050 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 778 - Follows: 153 - Updated: 7/26/2007 - Published: 7/8/2007 - Edward E., Roy M. - Complete
Blood Lust by ShaneXvga reviews
Ed has been attacked, and not by the usual strange things, but this time a vampire. What will happen to Ed? Pairings so far unknown.
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 958 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 27 - Published: 10/20/2005 - Edward E.
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Goodbye reviews
Allen Walker had disappeared. Vanished. Went missing. Joined the Noah. What happened? When things look mute Kanda becomes determined to find the Moyashi but nobody understands how fundamental his role in this mystery is. Is this search for nothing? Where is Allen? Yullen
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,797 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 10/27/2016 - Published: 10/14/2016 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu, Lavi, Lenalee Lee
Wish Come True reviews
After trying to retrieve an innocence with an unsuccessful result. Something happens to both Allen and Kanda. Allen is chosen by this innocence to become a surrogate for its accommodaters. Mpreg Yullen Lemon (ch1 only).
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 26,470 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 193 - Follows: 203 - Updated: 7/22/2016 - Published: 10/18/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Equivalent Exchange reviews
Has Ed become one of the night? The homunculus are vampires, what do they have planned for Central? And how will the military handle this? Beautiful and cruel monsters are not something anyone can agree with, but then what about Edward? Parental!RoyXEd Brotherly love (Also known as Vampire Ed)
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 21,213 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 1/30/2014 - Published: 11/17/2010 - Edward E., Roy M., Alphonse E.
How to Wobble like a Penguin reviews
Hikaru & Kaoru are 16 and part of the host club, everything is like the regular OHSHC expect for 5 years ago Kaoru was diagnosed with a cruel & fatal disease. As the illness begins to show Hikaru begins to suffer as well. With the help of everyone he battles the disease known as Friedreich's Ataxia as it slowly deteriorates his ability to move freely (Similar to 1 Litre of Tears).
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,754 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 11/1/2013 - Published: 4/11/2013 - Hikaru H., Kaoru H. - Complete