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Joined 04-14-10, id: 2328268, Profile Updated: 05-20-13
Author has written 7 stories for Big Time Rush.

Who are you?

Who, me?

Yeah, you.

I don't even know anymore.

I do love boy love, I'll give you that. Really shouldn't be getting myself into another fandom, but BTR has sucked me in somehow. How could I not when they are SO OBVIOUSLY IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER?

I'm a girl. I like music and books and James Dean. I'm in my twenties; surely, too old to just now be going through a boy band phase. Ah, but life can be a jokester. I was too busy listening to death metal and doing bad things in high school to enjoy pop music. Better late than never, eh?

I love Kogan. I think I ship them harder than anything I've ever shipped in my life. In fact, said life is being ruined by them. Stupid, cute, secretly gay boys.

I have a tumblr. It's mostly just to cry over pics and flail and feel conflicted.

Any other burning questions? Ask. I'm friendly and generally ridiculous and awesome.

The cover art for Happy Days of Youth made by the amazing dirtywerk

The cover art for When the Music Stops and A Fickle Heart made by the lovely Write Till I Bleed

Also, I'm kind of obsessed with Kogan fics so I made a spreadsheet of the best ones (in my opinion, anyway).

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The Present and the Future by xocovergirl reviews
There are 17,508 islands in Indonesia, about 6,000 of which are inhabited. On August 31, 2012, returning from a European tour in the middle of the year's most violent storm to date, a plane carrying Big Time Rush loses power, veers off course, and crashes into one of the remaining 11,508 islands. This is their story. Kogan, hints of all pairings, eventual GSF
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 21 - Words: 153,296 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 6/27/2013 - Published: 5/14/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
At the End of by Write Till I Bleed reviews
When the sun breaks up, and there's no one to save you. At the end of the world, will you find me? Will you find me, so that we can go together?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 85,367 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 4/27/2013 - Published: 7/14/2012 - Kendall, Logan
I Would by wintershine reviews
College AU. Five times Kendall Knight stumbled upon his roommate, Logan Mitchell, with other guys, and one time someone stumbled upon the two of them together. Done by request. M for mature situations. Kogan slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,914 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/19/2013 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
What They Never Knew by itrymybest reviews
The aftermath of Logan's death.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/14/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
The Fire Inside by rebeccaofsbfarm reviews
Dr. Logan Mitchell had no idea when the young burn victim came into his ER that the boy, and the firefighter that had saved him, would change his life in ways he never could have imagined. AU.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 26,173 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 9/30/2012 - Published: 7/7/2012 - Kendall, Logan
Angel Eyes by Titled Heart reviews
"Every time he walked by, the scent of him sent Logan's grace into a frenzy of want and need." Logan is an angel coming upon his heat. And with his "grace-mate" within reaching distance, he's not sure how he will survive this one. AU Kogan. SPN-ish. Kind of PWP. Suggested wing!kink. Rated M to keep the kiddies away, but nothing too explicit. Bonus scene now added as Part Two!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,379 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 9/26/2012 - Published: 8/13/2012 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
As Fate Would Have It by Silverflare07 reviews
"Sometimes even fate needs a helping hand. You might not be able to see it, but hopefully you can hear it." A trip to the new Chinese restaurant results in some interesting experiences for Kendall and Logan. You can't hide forever. Eventually everyone has to face the music. .Kogan. .multi-chapter.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 47,595 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 8/21/2012 - Published: 7/18/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Nightmare Revisited by Boston Anonymous reviews
Sequel of one shots from after "Nightmare Before Love." Takes place in each universe to see what our boys, monster and human, have been up to since we last left them. Kogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 51,549 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 6/6/2012 - Published: 11/26/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Big Time Romance by ThatGuy21 reviews
Logan and Kendall share a night of passion, but the aftermath causes a friction in their friendship. Logan is now confronted with the possibility of losing his best friend and true love. A two-part story arc. Obviously KOGAN; rated M.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,371 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/20/2012 - Published: 11/27/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Watch The Sun Come Up by Kathrynew30 reviews
There's no going back now. He can feel it. He's in this for life. Kendall/Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,280 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 3/2/2012 - Published: 5/12/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Too Far From the Start by rensahannou reviews
- a.k.a. 'James & Logan Are NOT Dating' - Logan and James make a secret pact that alters the course of their friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 90,926 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 12/14/2011 - Published: 10/21/2011 - Logan, James
The One That Got Away by ImprecantesStellam reviews
"In another life I would make you stay, so I don't have to say you were the one that got away." It's been nine years since BTR disbanded. When they meet again, how much has really changed? KOGAN, slight Jarlos. Warning: Drug Use, Swearing.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,875 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
The Nightmare Before Love by Boston Anonymous reviews
Logan gets sucked into a Halloween world where Kendall is a werewolf who needs a human Logan's help with a particular Zombie. Now, if only Logan's real world Kendall was as into him as this werewolf was. Kogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 5 - Words: 31,145 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 10/31/2011 - Published: 10/3/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Last Chance For One Last Dance by Aranelle reviews
And always, in every life, there is James. And always, Logan loves him.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,854 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/13/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Day They Saved Us by shotgunxenvy reviews
I remember the day they saved us, the way you kissed me, and the salt that filled my eyes. And we remember our California. Kogan slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,230 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/10/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Jealousy Looks Bad On You by SwirlySlidez reviews
Kendall notices Logan's spending an awful lot of time with Guitar Dude. It doesn't sit well with him. Slash. Rated M, as all my stories, for safety. And language, etc.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,170 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/7/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Love Hate Relationship by EpicInTheLibrary reviews
Kendall should really be more patient. Logan/Kendall
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,084 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/10/2010 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Poptart Filling by RyDeNiSlOvE reviews
Follow up to Sticky Situations. Kendall apologises for molesting Logan in the slide, and Kelly just thinks it was due to a baked good within a baked good.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,142 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/24/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
The Smallest Supply Closet in the World by EpicInTheLibrary reviews
He's coming! Kendall/Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,513 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Sticky Situations by RyDeNiSlOvE reviews
Well, what would you do if you couldn't get out of the slide in your living room? Kendall/Logan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,952 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 117 - Follows: 11 - Published: 5/13/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Practice by PimpedOutGreenEars reviews
Kendall thinks he and Jo are going to take their relationship to the next level soon and gets worried about messing up. Luckily Logan's there to help him practice. Oneshot. LoganxKendall.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,511 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 8 - Published: 4/23/2010 - [Kendall, Logan] - Complete
It's Better That Way by airekuh reviews
Kendall comes into Logan's room at three in the morning.Kendall doesn't say anything, just slips into his bed and before Logan can speak his hands are everywhere. Kogan, KendallXLogan, not for children!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,474 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 71 - Published: 3/7/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
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A Fickle Heart reviews
Logan Mitchell needs a new heart. When he gets one, he finds he's taken possession of more than he expected. Kogan/AU/Slash
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,644 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 4/9/2013 - Published: 3/18/2013 - Kendall, Logan
Built by Strings reviews
The only comfort Logan gets is from cold lines and numbers. Until he meets Kendall.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,168 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/19/2013 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
When the Music Stops reviews
An accident keeps Logan and his parents from moving to Minnesota. When Kendall and Logan meet years later, Kendall hears clear as a bell. Logan doesn't. "Sitting on a speaker instead of a drummer's throne, Logan turns up the bass, pounding out any bitterness he had let fester in his heart. He won't leave himself to rot, not anymore." Slash/AU/Eventual Kogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 60,034 - Reviews: 246 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 1/10/2013 - Published: 11/14/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Before You Know Where You Are reviews
As children grow to adulthood, their friendships change. Sometimes those friendships evolve, twist and shift into something foreign. What's left can be messy, unable to be salvaged. Logan has a secret he's kept to himself for as long as he can remember. Kendall finds out about it.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,529 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 10/29/2012 - Published: 10/17/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
The Happy Days of Youth reviews
Logan finally wins the prank war, big time. Show!verse, slash, Mpreg, Kogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 22,003 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/24/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
The Realm of You reviews
From friendship, to love, to something else entirely. When secrets are all they have, what is left when their lives become an open book? "I have no life but this." Kogan/AU
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 27,882 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 4/11/2012 - Published: 3/3/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Whatever, Whatever reviews
Logan wants Kendall to be more cautious. Kendall wants Logan to try something new. What happens when they make a deal and both guys get more than they bargained for? Rated for slash and recreational drug-use. Original prompt within.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,252 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/27/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete