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Author has written 25 stories for Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Doctor Who, Victorious, Big Time Rush, and Lab Rats, 2012.

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Jacaranda by The Brat Prince reviews
The way the game works is this: if James can seduce a target, he gets a kiss. If the target's a real challenge, he might get more. He's never gone after anyone as tough as Kendall. Not once. Not ever. Kendall/James, James/Stepmother
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 32,860 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 11/19/2015 - Published: 7/24/2011 - James, Kendall
Until The Devil Turns To Dust by The Brat Prince reviews
Love does not exist for boys like Kendall Knight. - Companion piece for A Song You'll Regret and And Our Time, And Our Blood. Kendall/Carlos end pairing , very prevalent Kendall/James, James/Logan, and Kendall/Jo. Oh, brief Carlos/Logan too.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 34,856 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 6/25/2014 - Published: 2/22/2012 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Pay For Things Unspoken by My Dear Juliet reviews
Logan and James like to make each other jealous. But when James pushes it too far, Logan decides to push back, breaking the one rule they have by bringing in another guy. Sexual tension abounds as Logan steps out of his shell to finally make James see.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 28,507 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 8/8/2012 - Published: 8/9/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Beautiful, Unusual — The Prettiest Thing by rensahannou reviews
Logan likes doctors and scientists and smart people, but what he really likes is girls—so that's what James is going to give him. Written for Harvestfest at the Palm Woods LJ comm.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 30,851 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/1/2012 - Published: 12/23/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Just Go With It by buttlos reviews
"I'm going to make you mine right here on the f-ing couch, Logan," the boy rasps, his breath coming out heavy and hot against the skin. His voice his low and throaty and the brunette can't help but swallow down a groan at the sound.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,499 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/22/2011 - Logan, Carlos - Complete
Too Far From the Start by rensahannou reviews
- a.k.a. 'James & Logan Are NOT Dating' - Logan and James make a secret pact that alters the course of their friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 90,926 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 12/14/2011 - Published: 10/21/2011 - Logan, James
This Thing Right Here by j0bberkind reviews
Logan is smart, but maybe not smart enough to see what's right in front of him. James/Logan, one-sided Logan/Kendall.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,898 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 12/6/2011 - Published: 12/2/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Et tu, Kendall? by Irrelevancy reviews
In which James hatches a scheme, Logan quotes Shakespeare, Kendall is a traitor, and Carlos just wants some ice cream. OT4: Kendall/Logan/James/Carlos. Part of the "It Just Makes Sense" verse, kind of. Rated T for suggestive scenes.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,794 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/27/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
It Just Makes Sense by Irrelevancy reviews
Because it all made sense– Kendall with his thumb wars, Logan with his documentaries, Carlos with his duct tape, and James with his girls. OT4. Kendall/Logan/Carlos/James. Together. T for suggestive scenes, nothing explicit.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,745 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/24/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Free Hugs by rensahannou reviews
"It's about a week before Carlos's 18th birthday when Kendall finally figures out what to do with all of those coupons."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,969 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/21/2011 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Struck By You by rensahannou reviews
"But now Kendall has been gone for…well, Carlos doesn't like to think about how long Kendall has been gone."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,504 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/21/2011 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
Wedding Bells by joyousbrokenthing reviews
James turns up, the night before Logan's wedding, seeking one last memory of what could have been. AU future!fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,460 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/19/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Kissies for Carlos by buttlos reviews
Carlos feels like he's going to be alone and kissless for the rest of his life, but Kendall is there to show him that, hey, kissing really isn't that big of a deal. kenlos one-shot
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,379 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/26/2011 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
And Our Time, And Our Blood by The Brat Prince reviews
She whispers, so soft that she probably thinks James can't hear it. "Maybe it's better not to love anyone at all." Those are the words James learns to live by. Companion piece to A Song You'll Regret. James/Logan, James/Kendall, minor Kendall/Jo.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24,993 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/7/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Your Perfection by The Brat Prince reviews
"Is there a reason you enjoy taking pictures of me so much?" James/Logan, prompt fill for veryjaneeyre
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,421 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 98 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/27/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
A Song You'll Regret by The Brat Prince reviews
What Logan blamed James for, what he could never forgive, was that- apparently- James had decided to go and let himself finally fall in love. With someone who wasn't Logan. James/Logan, Kendall/James. Rated for language. And sex.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,747 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/23/2011 - Published: 3/7/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Better Together by ShisouEimin reviews
"God, we want you so much, Logie. Please." When Logan wakes up surrounded on all sides by his best friends, he finds he can no longer deny them, or himself. established James/Carlos/Kendall, OT4. Warnings for somnophilia
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,410 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 9 - Published: 7/17/2011 - Logan - Complete
Under Stolen Lights by My Dear Juliet reviews
"Dude, you said you would help me with my promo shots," James says in a rather annoyed tone, "I need to send some more pictures to my modeling manager." Logan feels something in his stomach turn sour. Jagan. Please feel free to be awesome and review!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,723 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/3/2011 - Published: 6/22/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Lots Of People Say by The Brat Prince reviews
"Kendall Knight was indubitably, without a doubt, one hundred percent gay. But no one knew how to tell him that." Kendall/James
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,900 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/17/2011 - Kendall, James - Complete
But It's Better If You Do by iloveyou123 reviews
The Victorious gang texts. A lot. Things get weird. / Four: the one where Tori and Jade were in jail, but neither of them ever really end up explaining why.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,771 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 5/21/2011 - Published: 12/12/2010
twister on the floor by iloveyou123 reviews
come on, puppet boy, don't you want to play? / Jade/Robbie/Beck.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 801 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/14/2011 - Complete
Y O U by weirdprince reviews
Now is not the time to get a boner. ;Robbie/Beck;
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,102 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 12 - Published: 3/27/2011 - Robbie S., Beck O. - Complete
we're almost here again by seemslikeaporno reviews
Don't let time forget me. Or, the gang after high school. / Multiple pairings.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,534 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/6/2011 - Complete
Inside Our Skin by seemslikeaporno reviews
I never thought you'd be the strong one. / Beck&Robbie, oneshot.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,247 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/5/2011 - Beck O., Robbie S. - Complete
me and you by iloveyou123 reviews
In which I wrote a lot of pairings. Not all. But, you know, an amount. / "Though," Jade adds, "You do have great arm muscles." She stares at him seriously. "Utilize them."
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,192 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 22 - Published: 1/10/2011 - Complete
a kiss with a fist is better than none by seemslikeaporno reviews
In which Beck and Robbie practice phone sex for a perfectly reasonable cause. Of course. / Beck&Robbie, Beck&Jade.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,188 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/20/2010 - Beck O., Robbie S. - Complete
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Sheets reviews
Chase knows what a bed is, of course he does. He's seen beds with all their blankets and pillows and the mattress and everything. And he isn't afraid of them or anything. That would be absolutely ridiculous. Chase is far too logical for that. A bed is a normal thing that normal people sleep in and he isn't put-off at all by normal things. They're perfectly normal.
Lab Rats, 2012 - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,662 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/12/2015 - Adam, Chase - Complete
The Thing About Trust reviews
Sebastian's hands were back on Chase in a heartbeat, though, this time finding both of his and encasing them in his own as he bent forward to capture Chase's eyes again. "Did you like it?" he asked, and Chase realized he'd almost forgotten that Sebastian had just kissed him. Sebastian had just kissed him. Sebastian.
Lab Rats, 2012 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,287 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/11/2015 - Adam, Chase, Sebastian/S-3 - Complete
This Kid's Not Alright reviews
In a perfect world, Logan would have become a doctor. He wouldn't have made so many mistakes. He would have gotten to stay in medical school, his girlfriend would have never dumped him, and he'd have never learned the solace he could find in the kisses of other boys.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,972 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 14 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Logan, James - Complete
I'll Hold My Breath reviews
A series of drabbles/one shots ranging from fluff to angst to humor to smut and anything else that strikes a fancy. No single pairing or theme. Rating subject to change. - Ch. 17: Logan just wants to have alone time with James. Jagan PG.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 21,619 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 6/19/2012 - Published: 11/2/2011 - Logan
A Bene Placito reviews
"I don't know what I would have done if you hadn't come along, James..." James smirked a bit and held his hand down to Logan, helping to tug him up. "Well... You could find a way to thank me, you know." NC-17. Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,479 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/26/2012 - Logan, James - Complete
My Only Sunshine reviews
He paced the waiting room like an expectant parent. He felt like one, too. They all loved Logan and Camille more than anything, this baby was about to be just as much a part of their family as it was the happy couple's. Jagan. PG-13.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 29,421 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 5/24/2012 - Published: 3/6/2012 - James, Logan
I Want a Boy With Music in His Soul reviews
Kendall is perfect to Carlos. And though Carlos can see the need bubbling under his skin, hear it in his breath sometimes when they make out, Kendall never asks Carlos for anything more than his heart. NC-17. Kenlos.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,523 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
No Idea reviews
He couldn't stop watching, though. Not now. What would James do if Logan pushed the closet door open and saw him there fondling his sheets? Jagan. NC-17. Warning: non-con voyeurism and scent fetish.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,106 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/14/2012 - Logan, James - Complete
Once Upon A Dream reviews
Maybe it was that Logan was just ignorant. He didn't know no one was supposed to get on James' bed but James. He couldn't explain it, but he didn't want to tell Logan to move, despite the rules he'd established for everyone else. Jagan. PG.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,520 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/8/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
How Many Hits Can a Good Boy Take? reviews
It always starts the same. An ex sends a text message that says "What are you up to?" when everyone knows it means something else. Jagan. NC-17.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,448 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/30/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
One and One Is Two reviews
The very good reason for Logan not being at all in love with James was that James was stupid. And Logan's type? Was not stupid. Logan liked intelligence. And out of all the incredibly awesome things James was, intelligent was not one of them. Jagan. PG.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,703 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/22/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Just What I Needed reviews
It had started off years ago, back in Minnesota when Logan and James had first met in the third grade, as the only way James knew how to get attention. He was an annoyance to Logan and a constant pain in the neck. Slight Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,738 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/11/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
The Kissing Game reviews
Logan hadn't even gotten the chance to sort out why he stared at James the way he did or wanted to wrestle with James on a regular basis or why he had felt such a leap in his stomach when Carlos had said the words 'kiss James.' Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,812 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Own Me Just for the Night reviews
"This is the worst prom ever," James sighs. "Not only was I nearly killed, but I was thoroughly embarrassed in front of the whole Palmwoods. And now I look like this…" "James, you look fine," Logan says. "You look great. At least… I think so." Jagan NC-17
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,636 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/23/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Seemed Like a Good Idea at the Time reviews
What was the point of having two boyfriends if neither of them wanted to pay attention to him? Jagan/Jarlos.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,860 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/20/2011 - James, Carlos - Complete
Inside a Boy reviews
He just wanted to snap, he wanted to shout at him, Stop talking about Camille! But James cared too much about Logan to tell him to stop caring about someone else. One-sided Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,237 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/9/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
World's About to Break reviews
Logan wouldn't call himself a genius. He left that to other people. AU. Drabble. Jagan. PG.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,558 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/31/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Over and Out reviews
Logan couldn't make his own lips confess that a dark, grisly death was literally on their heels. That he could lose James any second. How could he accept that? He'd only just gotten James, he couldn't afford to lose him now. Jagan/apocalypse fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,632 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 13 - Published: 10/17/2011 - Logan, James
Friend Roulette reviews
I think a lot more than people think I do. I think about… how I really like my best friend. And by "like" I mean… really like. And by "best friend" I mean… all of them. Carlos/…
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,534 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/4/2011 - Carlos - Complete
Your Love Is Nothing I Can't Fight reviews
Logan could never quite suss out why the guys always seemed to think he needed protecting, what it was that apparently labeled him as delicate. NC-17. Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,626 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/17/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Ring A Bell reviews
Alternatively titled "Scientific Study of So-Called Psychical Processes in the Higher Animals." Logan's a sucker for a good experiment and no one presents themselves as a test subject quite as obviously as James. Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,083 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/6/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Helping Hand reviews
When Logan feels mildly responsible for James breaking his wrist, he becomes somewhat obsessed with helping James in his everyday tasks, including ones that may cross the boundaries of "best friends." NC-17 Jagan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,112 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/10/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
How to Win reviews
You're not a loser. You just haven't won yet. / Cabbie
Victorious - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,324 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/8/2011 - Cat V., Robbie S. - Complete
Whotorious reviews
The problem right now isn't that I don't have the Sonic. The problem is that someone else, someone down there in Los Angeles, California, city of glamour and horror, someone we don't nearly know nor should we trust does have the Sonic.
Crossover - Doctor Who & Victorious - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,248 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 27 - Published: 6/6/2011 - 11th Doctor, Robbie S.
Killers
Sometimes the person you'd least want to help is the person who needs it most. / Willow and Andrew sorta kinda friendship.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,065 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/6/2011 - Andrew, Willow R. - Complete