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Joined 04-25-10, id: 2340425, Profile Updated: 09-09-11

Hi, I'm Laura *everyone in circle says, 'Hi Laura'* and I have addictions to both writing and Twilight, though I have no plans to change it really. Okay, most people don't even read these things and just skip straight to the links so if you ARE reading this then... I thank you for your dedication.

All of my stories are on Hiatus for the moment while I try and get my original manuscript published, if you want any info on that just message me.

I'm begging for a Beta reader for Perseverant though, that's the only story I'm keeping going for now and updates will be scarce, but my grammar is appalling so I REALLY need a Beta reader. Message me if you're interested.

If you're still reading I give you a virtual cookie and gold star for loving me and if you're getting bored of my prattle links are below, enjoy.

I AM NOW WRITING A BLOG FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DEMANDED IT, http://randomrantsthanksandscribbles.blogspot.com/


Links for What Am I?

Luka: http://www.flickr.com/photos/lpilewski/2918809450/

Bella's Car: http://www.flickr.com/photos/michaeljhunter/3680311757/

Bella's new dress: http://store.valentino.com/navigation.asp?tskay=B60ACEA7#/item/cod10/34158669PC/gender/D/season/main

The song bella's playing on the piano: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gAN9EED831A

I Giorni by Ludovico Einaudi: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMoVW-paT3w (so beautiful)


Ouffits and pictures that i've put together for all my stories. They are labled so not too confusing http://insanitycat.deviantart.com/


Links for Against Our Families

Bella's converse: http://www.converse.com/#/products/Shoes/ChuckTaylor/117406F

Bella's blue dress: http://www.net-a-porter.com/product/93729


Stereo typs. if u hate them then copy and paste this onto ur profile. highlight the ones that belong to you.

I'm a BRUNETTE so I MUST be unpopular.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'M RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil (So I’ve been told)
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too. (just one, not all of my friends)
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE.. So I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse
I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I must be homosexual.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT so I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, them burst into tears at one mistake
I DON"T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems.
I’m A GOOD LIAR, so I MUST be an actor/actress
I LIKE TO BE MYSELF, so I MUST be cocky and arrogant
I’m FRENCH, so I MUST be homosexual
I LOVE ANIMALS, so I MUST be a vegetarian
I’m a TREEHUGGER, so I MUST be a drug addicted hippie
I’m INTO JIMI HENDRIX, so I MUST be on drugs
I’m a MUSICIAN, so I MUST not be doing anything with my life
I'm PUNK, so I MUST cut my wrists
I'm IRISH, so I MUST be a alcoholic
I'm a GIRL, so I MUST be obsessed with boys and gossip
I like CLASSIC BOOKS, so I MUST be a freak

you know you live in 2010 when...

1.) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You haven't played solitaire with real cards for years.

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they don’t have a screen name or myspace.

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV.

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) And you were too busy to notice there was no number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did!

Girls
are like
apples on trees.
The best ones are
at the top of the tree. The
boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree


I wrote this song when me and my ex decide to just go back to being friends again.

Whispers

Just wanted to let you know
Never wanted to let you go
But you will fly
High in the sky
And I will fly
The other way

Two different paths
Too big a gap
The grass in between
Keeps us free

Do you hear the whispers
Do you hear the spells
Do you see the pictures
Sitting on the shelves
Gathering dust
Till the faces are blurred
Do you remember
The voice you once heard

Looking at the stars
Won't get you very far
You're a dreamer
A dreamer of hearts
I dream of smiles
And of tears of laughter
You dream of dance
And happy ever after
Chase your dreams
And I'll fly after mine
We say farewell
But never good-bye.


Here are some poems i wrote myself, constructive critisism aprictiated!

Smoke

The fire dances
Amongst the dark
But it does not hold my attention
As it scorches it's violent mark
Im snared by the smoke swirling above
Beautiful, but more deady than the fire
Where one burns, the other chokes
It twists and truns in it's hypnotic dance
Shapes that form out of the corner of your eye
Dissapear with anything more than a glance
Namless creatures that laugh
Silent, Beautiful, transparent as glass
They hold and they trap
They lure and they never let go
Even if they did
You would not stray out of their grasp
Smokey, shadowed grey
creatures, faces, beautifully fey
Drift out the window
And into the night
They've spilled their stain upon your heart
Forever
Even when
They dance
Out of sight.


The Enemy

They say they're the enemy
Then they train you to kill
The boogeyman, impossible to see
Aim, pull the trigger, you know the drill
Men and women, girls and boys
In this grown up game of war
Are used, like toys
You're face to face and eye to eye
Can the face of evil cry?
His gun to your head
And yours to his
You must pull the trigger
Less you die instead
Take a deep breath
Silently count to three
Swallow the fear
You hope he can't see
The shot rings
Out across the plains
A silent breeze sings
Death's come, to stake it's claim
Protocal, remember your duty
As you search the enemy
You detach from the violation
You find his wallet, you see his name
And tears fall, at their own intuition
A photograph, of family
Laughing eyes and smile
Look adoringly at a woman with a baby in her arms
The baby whos father you just killed
Are you on trial?
Yes. Now ask yourself this
Is that baby
The enemy?


Charity
When you pass a tramp on the street
Do you throw a coin his way
Or do you carry on through the sleet
And ignore the look of dismay

Have you ever donated
Into that little tin at the end of the line
Have you ever contemplated
That tin could be somebody's life

Has a stranger ever passed you
Tipped his hat and said good-day
You think it's just his que
In a pretend but well rehearsed play

Have you ever seen a child crying
Lost and on it's own
Did you ever even mind
If it's not your sin to atone

And then one day you're on your way
Did you notice not a single good-day
But they glare and they frown
And this time it's your own eyes you cast down
In shame


Solitary Confinement
Sat in a corner covered in pitch black
For your eyes are useless in this darkness
You're helpless, blind, like the cat in the sack
Peer all you want but the winner, thankless
The longer you're there you think that it lifts
It's your imagination nothing more
Unforgiving darkness is relentless
In this blindness you don't know which way's sure
You sit and you sit, you sit and you sit
You're blind, You're deaf and you have no warning
Suddenly, astonishingly, it lifts
It has not gone, so why is wanning
You feel a rise within your excitment
You've gone mad, in solitary confinement


Strays
We only see whatwe want to see
Throw everything else away
And when someone says what we should say
We always say no way
Why are we so reluctant
To join in with the rest of the world
Why must must we persist
And never say a word
Sometimes all we think
Are opinions not the facts
Why must we all walk alone
Lile a group of stray alley cats
We all stay away
And no one ever comes near
We all must keep our distance
From each othe and from the fear
Alone at night we wander
The world blurred by heavy mist
Eyes reflecting light
Belong to the stray the whole world missed


Music
You listen to lyrics
Beautiful and flowing
You listen to music
Soulful and rolling
Listen to its voice
Words and meaning formed from air
It doesn't matter your choice
For wether you listen or not, the music doesn't care
It sings for itself
It plays its own tune
For whether you listen or not, the music will still be there
Every composition
Under its own volition
Plays and plays
Day after day
Speaking in ways
Words can't say
Learn all the words there are
You'll only get so far
For whether you listen or not, the music doesn't care
The cominations are endless
Beautiful and infinet
But whether you listen or not, it will forever be there
Dancing in the air
Like a wild, angel mare
Sweet like the smell of rain
Powerful like a storm or hurricane
Twirling to its own precious sound
It knows no ropes can exist that can bound
The music that just doesn't care
However will be forever there.