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Author has written 2 stories for Star Trek: 2009.

Hello! I've always been intrigued by the idea of fanfiction and the independent continuation of existing art (or commerce, whatever).

I started reading fics in 2008 and signed up in 2010 to leave reviews.

I don't have a lot of fandoms, it's not in my nature, I tend to study a few things and learn them well. This applies for fiction to me, too. The shows I do like are very character centric, and even when they're not...they are in my mind!

In fiction, I have an interest in studying the universes created and how the differences in the universe (in comparison to ours) effect the behavior of the characters. With this, my three favorite universes are Ghost in the Shell, Avatar: The Legend of Aang, and Star Trek as they all lend well to both of those things. Part sci-fi, part psychology, particularly in the case of the Star Trek and GITS. I love sci-fi, but I only like positive-predicted future sci-fi with human characters. I want to read things that see the future of humanity in a positive way. So, nothing dystopian and no Star Wars.

There appears to be some unspoken rule to my life requiring me to always hold some deeply founded opinion virtually everyone disagrees with...including in my fandom activities. In Avatar (The Legend of Aang) I always liked the idea of the energy benders from the end of the series, and I refuse to believe to believe there could be no more airbenders, so I came to FF to try to find some fics that featured it...with little luck. So I wrote some.

I had never written fiction, and hoping I would be a decent fic writer as I have a lot background with essays, reports, content, and general nonfiction creation...turned out that skill doesn't transfer to dialogue and plot! After deciding that my writing was so terrible it was embarrassing, I deleted it all in 2012 and virtually wiped this account. Years later, I've checked's still terrible. Not re-posting. It would have to be totally re-written.

My unpopular belief in GITS is that Kuze isn't dead. There's. No. Way. They just had this in-depth conversation about going up to the net...there's no way he didn't! But what a fabulous series. I like all the movies, with my least favorite being the original movie. Stand Alone Complex was fabulous in both seasons. Very awesome sci-fi.

And last but not least...Star Trek. Great universe design, very believable and solid. I grew up on TNG and always thought Data was the best, then I saw First Contact and thought the Vulcans looked I checked out TOS. I enjoy TOS, especially the Amanda/Sarek pairing (though they're hardly main characters), but it's a bit too action oriented for I tried DS9. Awesome series. Really well done. All of my favorite elements: character-centric, sci-fi and sociology, ethics, a cool future, an epic plot...Jadzia and Odo were my favorite characters. And Ezri. And Bashir. And...all of them.

I've seen the new movies, and enjoyed them, though they, as Honest Trailers put it, "destroyed 50 years of canon with time travel gobbledygook". (Referring to destroying Vulcan. And waking up Kahn.) It did provide the Spock/Uhura pairing which is a plus!

But then...I saw another series through the recommendation of someone on : Enterprise. I liked every character on that show. Especially T'Pol. All the Vulcans...what a treat. it's a shame it ended so poorly, but I just pretend the entire thing was a holodeck simulation (which it was) - including the history! So, my canon doesn't include the finale. ;-)

Come to think of it, I'm not sure what my great divergence from accepted Trek is...probably liking ENT and DS9 over TOS and TNG!

After looking at my Trek interests, I noticed it's Vulcans that are always my favorite. And my favorite episodes are largely Vulcan-centric. Perhaps it's because my first exposure to Trek was being called "Spock" by a classmate (as an insult) because I have a somewhat stoic natural delivery method and tend to rely on logical reasoning.

In terms of fics...

I like:

Character building fics Plots that reverse poor writing decisions in canon (time travel is always a great Trek tool, folks!) Fics that hold to canon strongly when using it Realistic inter-species romance Anything involving Vulcans

But my favorite is this: stories that don't portray all human women as girly, gossiping flakes whose only power lies in misplaced feminism. As a female engineer, these people drive me crazy in the real world. I have a soft spot in my heart for unpopular theories or pairings.

I don't read slash and I read over explicit sex scenes until it gets back to the story.

I have a respect for canon as the entire practice of fanfiction is building on another's work. I appreciate authors who take the time to hold to it. However, sometimes the original writers jump the shark and leave no choice but to overwrite it. I have even greater appreciation for authors who clean up those messes. If you know of a ST:2009 fic that properly reverses Vulcan's demise...please tell me about it.

The reason I've come because I still love well-built universes, and I want to try my hand at fiction again (The last 150,000 words were atrocious. Perhaps the next 150,000 will only be mildly bad.) I'm working on some Trek stuff. I'm going to keep leaving my reviews. I don't have favorites at the moment from when I wiped the account, I use the review system. But I plan on rebuilding my favs at some point.

I have such great respect for all of you: creating is hard, and canon can both be oppressive and limitless, but you always know how to pull a plot from between the lines the original writer's left, and that's a skill all on its own.

Keep up the great work!

And if you all do is review, (like me, though I can't imagine many would land on this profile) there's an important place for feedback and encouragement as well.

My fabled first new story is out: Sevek from the commercials! Now if only I could remember how to format dialogue...

Canon justifications for Sevek:

  1. In terms of Sevek, he’s got a lot of qualities that lend towards hybrid status: his red eyebrows, his general behavior, living on Earth, the dog (the dog is a mix, he mentions labradoodle are his favorite, which are mixed too!), wearing a wedding ring, the sense of humor, his comfort saying “I am happy” even in a shocked way. He even says he “throws back” Vulcan brandy and Romulan ale! He’s got to be a hybrid.
  2. There is no canonical justification that Spock is the first hybrid, and some canonical justification he’s not. (Elizabeth, ENT. She died, but it was possible even then.)
  3. Counselors aren’t on ships yet in canon, but this is being spun as a trail run for the program. So, it mostly works! Unless there’s a set date for ship counselor I’m not aware of.
  4. There is no reason to believe Spock is the first and only Vulcan in Starfleet, and canonical reason (ENT) to believe he’s not. Also in the reboots there’s lots of aliens in Starfleet, far more than in TOS.
  5. The Eagle is canon, but nothing is really known about it. Perfect!
  6. Vulcan couples live together for a year after marriage and then often live apart. This is canon, though they can choose to live together.

I’m going to go with the 100 years of marriage being years measured in half the time on Earth, so 50 Earth years. Vulcan and Earth not having the same clock is canon, but there is no precedent for what that clock is. Also, he doesn't clarify "102 Earth years" as he does other things. I can see him as 57 but not 107.

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Haunted by sweetestcondition reviews
*Post-TROS Reylo* The kriffing idiot had vanished. Not even a body to mourn. And while Han Solo's entire stash of Corellian whiskey couldn't drown out the memories of that night on Exegol, perhaps it was the reason for the strange voices Rey was beginning to hear. Whispers of a promise she'd heard in a dream – or a nightmare – a long time ago. "I'll come back for you, sweetheart"
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 33 - Words: 115,252 - Reviews: 501 - Favs: 482 - Follows: 660 - Updated: 8/3/2021 - Published: 12/20/2019 - Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo
Be With Me by zerodarksamus2187 reviews
A Fix-it, Reylo-based fic after the events of 'The Rise of Skywalker'. My take on how it should have ended and the story that follows. Rey & Ben both survived the Battle of Exegol. Now, they are faced with new challenges as they work to rebuild the galaxy, solidify their intertwined destinies, and maintain balance in the force - especially within themselves.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 44 - Words: 83,687 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 190 - Follows: 255 - Updated: 3/6/2021 - Published: 1/14/2020 - Finn, Poe D., Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo
Through Space and Time by Warstang reviews
Using the powers of their Dyad, Ben travels back in time fifteen years before the events on Exegol. His first priority is to travel to Jakku to find a young Rey and bring her to Luke's Jedi Academy. Ben then struggles with the demons of his past as he tries to right the wrongs before they occur again. This time, at least, he will have the scavenger to grow alongside.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 60,131 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 296 - Follows: 201 - Updated: 10/12/2020 - Published: 2/8/2020 - [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo] Luke S., Leia O. - Complete
Altered by Rissatregar reviews
My take on a different ending to TROS. Spoilers ahead...dont even read if you haven't seen the movie. What if it didn't end the way it did? Rey and Ben struggle with the aftermath of Exegol.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 176,353 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 366 - Follows: 428 - Updated: 9/30/2020 - Published: 12/25/2019 - Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo - Complete
Ravagers by caughtinthecrosshairs reviews
It was supposed to be easy. Rey wanted her friends back and Kylo Ren was out for blood. They would work together until they accomplished their goals, and then they would go their separate ways. She never expected to travel the galaxy. She never expected to become an Empress, and she certainly never expected to fall in love.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 56,076 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 235 - Updated: 2/5/2020 - Published: 8/26/2019 - [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
Spark by freyahsan reviews
-Updates regularly- The force works in mysterious ways and a Dyad is not so easily torn apart. Ben finds himself between life and death, his soul inextricably linked with Rey's, not allowed to pass on and no longer in possession of his own physical form, his soul now resides within Rey. She must find a way to resurrect him because sharing a body just won't do.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 32 - Words: 69,292 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 196 - Updated: 1/31/2020 - Published: 12/27/2019 - Finn, Poe D., Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo
The Trial of Ben Solo by Flamepaw reviews
Ben Solo survives after giving Rey his life force because Leia gives up her own life to save her only son, becoming a Force Ghost. Injured, but determined to face his past, Ben convinces Rey to return with him to the Resistance camp where they immediately place him in captivity to await trial.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 28,871 - Reviews: 168 - Favs: 235 - Follows: 223 - Updated: 1/24/2020 - Published: 1/2/2020 - [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo] Finn, Poe D. - Complete
Bonded by Chridder reviews
After Crait, the Resistance is in tatters. It will take time before they regain the strength to be anything more than an annoyance to the First Order. Meanwhile, the bond between Rey and Kylo Ren not only continues but grows. As the bond grows, so does their relationship. Distrust becomes begrudging acceptance. Then a strange sort of friendship. And then... well... ;)
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 50 - Words: 360,314 - Reviews: 404 - Favs: 472 - Follows: 333 - Updated: 12/13/2019 - Published: 3/23/2018 - Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo - Complete
Unbidden by Perry Downing reviews
"I'll destroy her," rings in his ears and he's shocked by how shamed he is he ever said those words. He'd meant them, oh how he'd meant them. He'd been lost to his rage and he'd thought he could … he knows now that he could never hurt her. Kylo struggles with Rey's rejection and a new threat pushes them together again.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 62 - Words: 197,772 - Reviews: 1660 - Favs: 1,558 - Follows: 2,071 - Updated: 12/11/2019 - Published: 12/15/2017 - [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
No Winter Lasts Forever by TomFoolery reviews
Voris never intended to take a human mate any more than Dagny Skjeggestad was looking for a Vulcan husband. Thrown together in the wake of tragedy, they discover fate has a funny way of redeeming fractured souls. Begins with the Battle of Vulcan. Human/Vulcan OC romance. NOW COMPLETE.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 43 - Words: 312,640 - Reviews: 960 - Favs: 347 - Follows: 296 - Updated: 1/12/2019 - Published: 12/12/2016 - Spock Prime, Sarek, OC - Complete
Nurse Lanel Tries to Save the Day by RemusJ reviews
When Riker is injured during an undercover mission on Malcor III, his true identity is discovered and some of the planet's inhabitants wish to keep him prisoner. Lanel, a nurse at the Sikla Medical Facility, offers to help him escape - provided Riker gives her something in return. Here is a peek into the life of the alien-loving Nurse Lanel.
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,147 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/16/2016 - W. Riker - Complete
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Two Years in San Francisco reviews
He was a brilliant Vulcan medical researcher with a bad attitude and deep hatred of this wet, loud planet. She was a proud loner in Starfleet's bio warehousing logistics department. It's a rocky road to balance their new work life together, and sparks of annoyance and attraction fly in their first meeting. Where will their relationship go? Vulcan/Human - NEWLY EDITED, TYPOS FIXED!
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 95,426 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 196 - Updated: 1/28/2020 - Published: 10/9/2016
Sevek's Journey to a New Dwelling reviews
Have you seen the commercials with Sevek, the Vulcan mortgage customer who says he prefers labradoodles? Well, I'm going to stuff him into canon. Follow the journey of Sevek to his career in life coaching on Earth, plus a new domicile. Sevek x His Wife, who I named T'Zel for this work. Semi-canon Vulcan, Spock may appear later!
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,125 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/29/2016 - Published: 8/30/2016
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