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I started reading Fanfiction exactly ten years ago. The pairing that intrigued me the most was Hermione and Snape.

Why?

During these past ten years I have asked myself this question over and over. To my understanding, this pairing is one of the most popular in the HP Fanfiction world. Again:

why?

Everyone who enjoys these Fanfictions have their own reasons. But, after ten years, I finally have the courage to be honest with myself and say it: the reason I like the idea of Snamione is because I identify with Hermione and I want to be validated by an older man.

An older man who is smart and experienced and can therefore appreciate me in the ways I feel boys/men my age don't or haven't.

But it's completely unrealistic.

Rather than put effort into a relationship with people my own age, I have spent my time fantasising about unobtainable and inappropriate older men, whether they have been my teachers, colleagues, or friends' fathers.

This escapist behaviour has prevented me from forming any kind of actual relationship. I have not had one boyfriend in my adult life.

I want this to end. With my Fanfiction story, Sectumsempra and Self-esteem, I want to show people one possible reason for attraction to an older man.

I had posted this story previously under the name "Skidmarks of Sin". At the time, my story gained a lot of views, reviews and follows. This time around, the story hasn't. I think this may be because the first couple of chapters did not include Snape (*crying with laughter emoji*) or perhaps the story just doesn't strike a chord with people now.

In any case, I hope that by reading this particular story people are a) generally entertained and b) find some clarity about their own situation if applicable.

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The Last Place You Look by slightlysickpsycho reviews
Hermione is falling apart, and Snape realizes he's the only one who notices. Warning: cutting and eating disorder triggers. Rated for content in later chapters.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 49 - Words: 76,025 - Reviews: 642 - Favs: 340 - Follows: 383 - Updated: 2/1/2011 - Published: 8/3/2009 - Hermione G., Severus S.
Through and Through by HPluvah reviews
And with that, she began to read, so entangled within dark text she never felt the shadowed eyes that were upon her, or saw the slow, scheming smile that had formed on her husband’s face." SSHG, a rather dark fic. Not your usual MLC, check it out!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 23,659 - Reviews: 195 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 204 - Updated: 7/30/2008 - Published: 5/15/2008 - Hermione G., Severus S.
Marriage in the Dark by Soline reviews
Marriage Law Fic. HGSS. Snape has no choice but to marry the young witch, WITHOUT her knowledge. How will she react? Warning: Explicit content. Don't like it, don't read it.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 37,028 - Reviews: 650 - Favs: 1,088 - Follows: 335 - Updated: 10/19/2007 - Published: 8/26/2007 - Hermione G., Severus S. - Complete
Sectumsempra and Self-Esteem reviews
Can a girl with a broken heart really be fixed by a broken man? Snape realizes Hermione is spiralling down a dark path. Will he help her, or will his actions push her further into the darkness? Warning: self-harm and abuse triggers. Not for the faint-hearted. Set in seventh year.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 25 - Words: 49,424 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 154 - Updated: 11/30/2017 - Published: 7/20/2017 - [Hermione G., Severus S.] Harry P., Ron W. - Complete