grissomesquehide bio
 Author has written 39 stories for CSI, M*A*S*H, Harry Potter, Battlestar Galactica: 2003, StarTrek: Voyager, Star Trek: Picard, and StarTrek: The Next Generation. one of my favorite moments in Star Trek is when Captain Kirk looks out over the vast cosmos and says, "the three most beautiful words in any language are-", and of course your heart sinks because you think it's going to be 'I love you' or something. and he says, "please help me." what a fantastic idea, that vulnerability and need is a beautiful thing. hugh laurie also grissomesque at ao3 & tumblr. |
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All the Action by Runawaymetaphor reviews
Five bets with Paris that Janeway doesn't win.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,252 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/12/2014 - K. Janeway, T. Paris - Complete
Plain Sight by Runawaymetaphor reviews
Five times Harry finds out about Tom and Janeway.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,947 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/14/2012 - H. Kim
Stumble Through the Darkness Looking for the Day by CaffeineChic reviews
Everything is different. They were all different. They must all try.
Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: K - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,822 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/28/2008 - Number Six, L. Roslin - Complete
13 Beers by Mingsmommy reviews
Brass and Sara discuss Grissoms sabbatical over 13 beers. BrassSara friendship, GSR angst. Slightly spoilerish for 7x14
CSI - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,811 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/14/2007 - Jim B., Sara S. - Complete
Walking Higher by soavezefiretto reviews
So this was what it felt like when someone came back from the dead. JC, some PT, PJ friendship. Please r&r.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,953 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/22/2006 - Chakotay, K. Janeway - Complete
Triptych by aaabbbey reviews
Janeway helps Tuvok through his Pon Farrs. Set in the Endgame universe.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,141 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Published: 8/18/2005 - Tuvok, K. Janeway
All Fall Down by Wintertime reviews
A conspiracy. An accusation. A dead body. A betrayal. Some won't make it out unscathed. Some won't make it out at all.
CSI - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 42 - Words: 100,559 - Reviews: 549 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/14/2004 - Published: 5/28/2004
Battlestations by aaabbbey reviews
During the war with Cardassia, Janeway attempts to understand Owen Paris.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,563 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/2/2004 - K. Janeway
Imperfect Communion by aaabbbey reviews
Janeway and Picard. Edited end conversation.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,047 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Published: 9/29/2003 - K. Janeway
Plow by aaabbbey reviews
Janeway and Phoebe, on a beach, through time
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,273 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/11/2003 - K. Janeway
Judgement Day 06: The Partisan by Alara Rogers reviews
The story of the Q war. Violence, disturbing imagery, character death.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 24,091 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/20/2003 - Q, Lady Q - Complete
Judgement Day:It's Always Fun Until Somebody Loses by Alara Rogers reviews
AU with some TNG characters. A war of the gods should not be treated as a joke.
Crossover - StarTrek: The Next Generation & StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,195 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/30/2003 - Q, K. Janeway - Complete
The Speed of Sound by Kyra Cullinan reviews
Picard/Crusher. "She wants something that genuine and unfamiliar ..."
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 654 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/24/2002 - B. Crusher, J. Picard
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In a Wounded Dawn reviews
He opens his mouth to speak and then stops, frowning a little. A pang of something trips through her chest. "Sorry," he says, shaking his head. "You just looked so familiar for a second there." This is not how their story starts. But it's how it starts on Quarra. [Inspired by Leonard Cohen's "By the Rivers Dark," for the Merry Month of Cohen]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 44,934 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/27 - Published: 5/12/2024 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris]
Astrotheory reviews
A loose collection of Janeway/Paris drabbles for the Wednesday 100 challenge.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 2,531 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/18 - Published: 2/8/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris]
And I Promise, Cross My Heart, They'll Never Catch Us reviews
She slides her hands into his hair, nails scraping at his scalp, drawing his mouth back to hers. The kiss is bruising, open-mouthed, full of all the things that feel profane to say in this moment because B'Elanna could have died, and was not allowed to die, and they are both going to have to carry this with them, now: the decision to save a life, undercut by the reason behind it.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,415 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/10 - [T. Paris, K. Janeway] [Chakotay, B. Torres] - Complete
The Jackpot Question
Four midnights; two idiots; a well-meant mistletoe offensive. What are you doing New Year's Eve?
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,467 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/30/2024 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris]
The Day-Blind Stars reviews
On the longest night, they drive away the dawn. You can't go home again.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,332 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/20/2024 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] [Seven of Nine, B. Torres] - Complete
Ghost Stories reviews
She's not sure how long she has been standing in this corner, bearing witness to her own decay. She can understand why Tom might come. Why is she still here? [Post-Season 5. For Whumptober 2024, no. 31: Asking for Help.]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,011 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/1/2024 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
How We Are Hungry
She doesn't know how to be among this crew that is becoming a family without her. She has never been that kind of captain. She's never wanted to be, before. / Seven vignettes; one bottle of whiskey; six years of things left unsaid over meals they don't share. For the 2024 Star Trek Potluck.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,343 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/3/2024 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
Daylight
Tom dies and is reborn and everything changes, and nothing does. [Threshold ficlet.]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 973 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/29/2024 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
Retrograde
"And yet, Captain Seven, here we are on your starship." For Curator's prompt, "I can't figure you out." [Drabble]
Star Trek: Picard - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 12/30/2023 - [Beverly C., Seven of Nine] - Complete
The Better Part of Valor reviews
Turbolifts, when they fail, make a uniquely identifiable sound. It is the sound, Kathryn thinks now, of inevitability. [For regionalpancake's prompt, "I like silent movies."]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,126 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/28/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] H. Kim - Complete
That High Place in the Darkness reviews
They are friends, she tells herself. [For the Tumblr prompt, "I can't be here." Precedes Play It Again, Sam, but can stand alone.]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,796 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/18/2023 - Published: 6/30/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris]
A Good Pilot reviews
"New rule," Tom says. "You don't get to take the Flyer out without me anymore." [For Trektober 2023, 'Shuttlecraft'.]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 780 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/25/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
Eight-Nine Cents reviews
Maybe we should be afraid, she says, but maybe what she means is, I'll ruin this. [For Trektober 2023, 21: Pining]
StarTrek: The Next Generation - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/21/2023 - [B. Crusher, J. Picard] - Complete
In Ruins Behind You reviews
She imagines, not for the first time, what it would feel like to kiss him, lightly, roughly. Imagines this so acutely, so bodily, it's like a haunting.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,366 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/8/2023 - [K. Janeway, Chakotay] - Complete
A Little More Memorable reviews
A collection of standalone B'Elanna/Seven drabbles.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/12/2023 - Published: 7/5/2023 - [B. Torres, Seven of Nine]
The Finer Points reviews
She says she's never been afraid of taking risks, but Mark, for example, was no risk at all. [Ficlet for the anonymous Tumblr prompt, "I can't do that for you."]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 928 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/28/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
Drift
When Beverly needs a ride from one backwater system to another, Seven's ship is closest. [Drabble]
Star Trek: Picard - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2023 - [Seven of Nine, Beverly C.] - Complete
In Memoriam reviews
Kathryn understands that the words spoken at her funeral were torn from her unconscious mind. ["Coda" Drabble]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/22/2023 - [K. Janeway, Chakotay] - Complete
Yearly, Down This Hill reviews
Janeway doesn't remember the year of hell, except for the parts she does. [A birthday ficlet]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 472 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/20/2023 - [Chakotay, K. Janeway] - Complete
You Who Wish To Conquer Pain reviews
The official term is 'emotionally compromised', and it's not a phrase to just throw around. [Or: Five times Tom Paris leaves Kathryn Janeway, and one time she leaves him. Inspired by Leonard Cohen's "Avalanche" for the Merry Month of Cohen.]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,535 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/8/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
And How Can Man Die Better reviews
The truth is that she'd hand her very soul over to the Borg and be damned for it, if it would get her people out of harm's way. [Scorpion AU. For the prompt, "There's one place in the world I call home, and that's because you're there."]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,298 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/8/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
Plop, Plop, Fizz, Fizz (Oh What a Relief It Is) reviews
Tom has never regretted anything as enormously as programming the television to include commercials. For the prompt, "We've been sleeping together for a year."
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,138 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/17/2023 - [T. Paris, K. Janeway] Chakotay - Complete
Of All the Gin Joints
Kathryn finds Tom at Le Coeur de Lion, when all is said and done.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,242 - Published: 3/2/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
Play It Again, Sam reviews
Paris and Janeway have a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day, and all of it has happened before. How do they stop it from happening again?
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 45,749 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/27/2023 - Published: 12/4/2022 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
There's a Starman Waiting in the Sky reviews
Astonishing, the things that never change.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,009 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/4/2023 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
And When You're Alone for a Moment reviews
"You're thinking the risk was too high after all," he begins, ticking points off on his fingers. "You're thinking you don't know how you would've lived with yourself if I hadn't made it back. You're blaming yourself because the mission was your decision. And you're afraid you won't want to send me back on the line now." Following the events of "Investigations."
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,900 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/2/2022 - [K. Janeway, T. Paris] - Complete
That It Break Open and Never Close Again reviews
She thinks that this is why the Admiral arrived today and not before. And all at once, the fight goes out of her. All at once, she is the revenant. Sequel to "Lead" J/C, C/7, angst with a hopeful ending.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,242 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/24/2022 - [K. Janeway, Chakotay] Seven of Nine - Complete
Lead reviews
She will be shifting their destinies so seismically anyway. Who would it hurt? Set during Endgame. J/C, C/7.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,245 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/22/2022 - [K. Janeway, Chakotay] Seven of Nine - Complete
One Last Look at This Sacred Heart reviews
He's forgotten how things were between them when they first met, how she spoke to him before he fell in line and into her chain of command. What she was willing to do to survive. [Based on Leonard Cohen's "Everybody Knows," for the Merry Month of Cohen. Janeway/Kashyk & Janeway/Chakotay. No happy endings.]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,275 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2022 - [K. Janeway, Chakotay] - Complete
In the Pines reviews
She hasn't spoken with her former Captain since she'd trucked out to the border planets, because she was reasonably certain Janeway would have come after her if she'd known where to look, but also because she didn't want to have to confront how she'd feel if Janeway did not.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,668 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/12/2022 - [K. Janeway, Seven of Nine] - Complete
Without Desiring the Ravaged Towns reviews
"We did it," she breathes, and Chakotay is not to her left. A stunned silence descends over the Bridge. She cannot tear her eyes away from the viewscreen but she feels herself acutely, peculiarly alone, center-stage. [Janeway and Chakotay try to reconcile the choices he's made. A J/C Endgame/Post-Endgame character study of sorts.]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 7,061 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 12/31/2021 - Published: 11/16/2021 - [Chakotay, K. Janeway] Seven of Nine, Tuvok - Complete
Opprobrium reviews
She is brutally aware that if she doesn't touch him, he won't touch her. The opportunity stretches taut between them. [Post-Equinox, after the initial shock of it, and before they make up (if it can even be said that they do). For Fictober 2021, "I need you."]
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/25/2021 - [Chakotay, K. Janeway] - Complete
Signs Preceding the End of the World reviews
Ginny Weasley fled the country. Hermione should have, too. GW/HG, AU after HBP, M
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,166 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/19/2017 - Hermione G., Ginny W. - Complete
Suffer the Little Children
He is crushed by the vacuum of his existence. Snapshots of psychological havoc on New Caprica. First up: Baltar. Obvious spoilers up to/inc'l New Caprica story arc.
Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Published: 2/17/2010 - G. Baltar
Into the Woods reviews
Draco steps back and observes the writhing girl before him. DM/HG, PWP. 100% smut. Bondage, hints at non-con. Very M.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 634 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 22 - Published: 3/15/2009 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
Afterglow reviews
Wake up, this isn't Pretty Woman. [Nicky angst]
CSI - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2004 - Nick S. - Complete
Faith reviews
He's seeing red. [Mulcahy drabble.]
M*A*S*H - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/18/2004 - F. Mulcahy - Complete
Wasted reviews
He's just so exhausted. [BJ drabble]
M*A*S*H - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2004 - BJ H. - Complete
No Place Like reviews
Grissom's favorite CSI isn't doing too well today. [GSR drabble]
CSI - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/8/2004 - Gil G., Sara S. - Complete