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Joined 06-28-10, id: 2424164, Profile Updated: 06-01-11
Author has written 3 stories for Kuroshitsuji.

Name: ComplicatedDisorder.

Things you should/could know about me: I'm extremely random and I vary like crazy. There's simply too much.

And for the sake of the curious. ~

Favorite Time of the Day: 4:00 AM.

Likes: Coffee, reading, writing, mornings, classical / electronic music, art, textbooks, girls, manga, philosophy, partying, my independence, working, learning, fashion, drawing, history, languages, astronomy, psychology, beauty & elegance, videogames, yaoi, manga, among many others. I do RP.

Dislikes: Hypocrisy, dependent thinkers, homophobia, boredom, and extreme conservatives. (I don't dislike the Church in general, but I do tease it too much -- with a bit too crude humor.)

Favorite Pairings: [Kuroshitsuji] Sebastian & Ciel. [Naruto] Sasori & Deidara. [Naruto] Sasuke & Suigetsu. [Hellsing] Integra & Alucard.

Good Recent Read: A Separate Peace [John Knowles] Because it spreads the gay love indirectly to an unknowing world.

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The Devil's Canvas by Akiru chan reviews
Ciel's skin was marred with ink and blood, telling tales twisted in darkness. What an evil path the devil walks, tainted hands staining the innocent canvas. For the most beautiful art is painted in blood. AU
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 57 - Words: 558,887 - Reviews: 1542 - Favs: 1,011 - Follows: 567 - Updated: 4/7 - Published: 10/26/2010 - Sebastian M., Ciel P. - Complete
Inertia Creeps by Cennis reviews
If everyone believes you mad but yourself, who is the one in the wrong? Ciel Phantomhive, patient D18, is not mad. Sebastian Michaelis, new orderly at St. Victoria's Asylum, agrees. Eventual Sebastian x Ciel, AU.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 28 - Words: 183,703 - Reviews: 966 - Favs: 749 - Follows: 779 - Updated: 3/22 - Published: 9/7/2010 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
Abducted by ElenaC reviews
A collection of hurt/comfort clichés. Holmes is abducted, rescued, and Watson has to deal with the fallout. Pre-slash eventually seguing into slash. Rated for implied violence and adult themes. Chapter IV up! Completed.
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 19,178 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 12/31/2013 - Published: 12/10/2008 - Complete
Come Home by rewrittengirl reviews
When John is sent back to the war, Sherlock can't cope, especially since his new feelings for John have overpowered him. Video chats aren't enough, but when the doorbell rings, Sherlock melts down in seconds. Can an unasked question make him whole again?
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 36,368 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 168 - Updated: 3/7/2013 - Published: 9/21/2011 - Sherlock H., John W.
Broken Pieces by chocolate-moosey reviews
Desperate to experience love, Ciel makes a rash decision that leads him down a path of intruige, murder, and the unnatural. Burdened with the repercussions, the earl plays into the hands of two of the cruelest beings that he and his butler have encountered. Sebastian/Ciel
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 58,626 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 390 - Follows: 407 - Updated: 12/23/2012 - Published: 4/21/2010 - [Ciel P., Sebastian M.] - Complete
For What is a Game Without Pawns? by x-Earl-Ciel-Phantomhive-x reviews
Ten long, tormenting years, for two entwined beings. An Earl, brooding over an unresolved mystery. A Butler, ever searching for a lost, abandoned Master. The Knight scours the board, searching for his lost King, who is hiding right under his nose.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 40,128 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 10/24/2012 - Published: 7/10/2011 - Ciel P., Sebastian M.
After Love by AfroGeekGoddess reviews
SERIES NOW COMPLETE. Sherlock and John's post-Reichenbach reunion, 3 years later. A chronicle of their reunion and their attempt to rebuild their life together. Angst, anger, forgiveness. Third story of a 3-part, post-Reichenbach arc. Sequel to "After Life" & "After Death."
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 12 - Words: 34,092 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 6/30/2012 - Published: 2/20/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
The Fall by Riddelly reviews
Post-Reichenbach. John struggles with his demons for six months before coming to terms with the only way he can ever recover from Sherlock's loss, leaving the detective himself alone and tortured. S/J. Lots of angst and multiple character death.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,892 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 4/4/2012 - Published: 2/14/2012 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
After Death by AfroGeekGoddess reviews
Fugitive!Sherlock, post-Reichenbach, pre-return. A chronicle of his life on the run with his grief and guilt. Second story of a 3-part, post-Reichenbach arc. Companion piece to "After Life." Angst, loneliness, dark, disturbing moments.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 12,943 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 2/16/2012 - Published: 9/27/2011 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Concerning Crossroads by Cennis reviews
"One year, Sherlock. Your John will be back with you, you can go back to playing Cops and Robbers, everything will be back to the way it was. And then in a year, exactly one year today, I'll be collecting payment." John/Sherlock/Moriarty, semi-AU.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,391 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 33 - Published: 1/25/2012 - Sherlock H., John W.
Symphony by Cennis reviews
Their hands moved together, trembling notes chasing away the silence of 221B. The warmth of Sherlock surrounded John – warm, breathing, alive – and the melancholy sounds changed into something else. POST-FALL.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,822 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 38 - Published: 1/21/2012 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
Quick and Gritty by gatalovesyou reviews
John discovers Sherlock's secret stash of cocaine. Enraged and hurt, he decides to see for himself why Sherlock can't get enough of the stuff. Established Sherlock/Watson relationship.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,529 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 90 - Updated: 1/15/2012 - Published: 10/3/2011 - John W., Sherlock H.
Hitches and Knots by Maiden of the Moon reviews
It's Sebastian and Ciel's wedding, and everyone is invited! ...everyone. -SebaCiel. Part of the "Bicentennial" universe.-
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 86,465 - Reviews: 98 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 12/9/2011 - Published: 5/26/2011 - Sebastian M., Ciel P. - Complete
Devilish Impulses by Kitty Gets Loose reviews
He impulsively broke the covenant, then remade it. But can the trust, once shattered, be recovered? Sebastian must work twice as hard to rebuild what he briefly discarded. Shotacon, yaoi. Divergence from anime plot.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 39 - Words: 215,559 - Reviews: 905 - Favs: 861 - Follows: 399 - Updated: 11/16/2011 - Published: 3/2/2011 - [Sebastian M., Ciel P.] - Complete
Galapogos by burninganchors reviews
Somewhere in the depths of the universe, and somewhere in the middle of Sherlock's chest, a star goes into supernova.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,920 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 195 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/20/2011 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
Pressing On by burninganchors reviews
"You see, you made a real hash of things for the people upstairs. You're not supposed to die today, but you've obviously gone out and seen to that. So, yeah, you did die, but now you're getting the opportunity to fix that."
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,299 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/23/2011 - John W. - Complete
Diligo Victum Nusquam by Maiden of the Moon reviews
"On Earth, this desire is often called 'love.' In Hell, I feign that they recognize it as hunger." — C.S. Lewis. SebaCiel.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 11 - Words: 45,512 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 7/18/2011 - Published: 5/11/2011 - Sebastian M., Ciel P. - Complete
Of Wings and Love by ultraviolet128 reviews
Cracky, AU, probably OOC, slashy insanity - basically, Sherlock has wings. Like, massive feathery wings, attached to his shoulders. And he might be in love with John. T for mentions of child abuse and depressing stuff. Better than it sounds, I promise! :D
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 9 - Words: 28,009 - Reviews: 175 - Favs: 241 - Follows: 263 - Updated: 5/14/2011 - Published: 3/18/2011 - Sherlock H., John W.
The Heart In The Whole by verityburns reviews
Events after 'The Great Game' leave Sherlock dependent on his best friend and colleague. But John has a secret of his own... Hurt/Comfort, Romance. Slash. Now with PODFIC!
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 105,095 - Reviews: 1853 - Favs: 3,227 - Follows: 806 - Updated: 5/14/2011 - Published: 10/29/2010 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Alone On the Water by MadLori reviews
Sherlock is diagnosed with a terminal illness. Warning: angst like whoa.
Sherlock - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,210 - Reviews: 4447 - Favs: 10,351 - Follows: 1,031 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Parlor Music by Hanna B. L'Ectre reviews
A dark day in London sends Holmes into despair, and Watson takes it upon himself to raise his spirits, one way or another. Holmes/Watson
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,959 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 25 - Published: 4/12/2011 - Dr. Watson, Sherlock Holmes - Complete
Timetable by Maiden of the Moon reviews
A not-so-typical day in the not-so-typical life of a not-so-typical demon. -SebaCiel, WillxGrell. Part of the "Bicentennial" universe.-
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,427 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 12 - Published: 4/10/2011 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Endgame by Black-Neko-Chan reviews
To fall in love with one's own death was easily the stupidest thing a human could do. Especially when you had full knowledge that the other person cared nothing for you at all.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 19,326 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 155 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 3/10/2011 - Published: 2/2/2011 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
This War is Ours by Sound Shadow reviews
Deidara never believed in fate. Not until he was forced to join the feared organization; The Akatsuki, who are responsible for death and misery in every country, yet is their ultimate goal really so sinister and evil?
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 32 - Words: 183,807 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 12/26/2010 - Published: 1/12/2009 - Deidara, Sasori
The Road Less Traveled by verityburns reviews
Sherlock realises that John's dating habits involve an unacceptable level of risk... what if he meets an unusually tolerant woman and ends up getting married? Slash / Romance / Angst / Humour ... Now with added Christmas!
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 22 - Words: 76,886 - Reviews: 1490 - Favs: 2,703 - Follows: 566 - Updated: 12/25/2010 - Published: 9/4/2010 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Kid in a Candy Store by Fialleril reviews
"I'm very disappointed in the adult world, John. Your brains are even more infantile than I'd thought." Asexual!Sherlock and mortified!John in a sex shop, by request.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,448 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 11 - Published: 8/28/2010 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
A Facade Faded by Jennistar1 reviews
Alternate Ending to last episode. You know that person who we thought for a split second might be Moriarty? Well, he is.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,298 - Reviews: 152 - Favs: 426 - Follows: 41 - Published: 8/11/2010 - Sherlock H., John W.
It's the Fault of the Kid in the Dress by Sanpizil reviews
In which Ciel and Sebastian share, or don't, an intimate moment- or a non-intimate one. Complete whimsy.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,648 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/4/2010 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Homecoming by Hanna B. L'Ectre reviews
A tragic death leads Watson back to Baker Street, with fears that nothing will be the same between him and his old friend...and he couldn't have been more correct. H/W
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,568 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/7/2010 - Dr. Watson, Sherlock Holmes - Complete
Snowbound by Hanna B. L'Ectre reviews
While trapped in a snowstorm, Dr. Watson learns more about Holmes-and himself-than he could have ever imagined. H/W
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,017 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/7/2010 - Dr. Watson, Sherlock Holmes - Complete
Broken Sunrises by whereSilencebegins reviews
In the cold dead of winter, three years after Elizabeth's death, Ciel finds warmth again. CielxSebastian
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25,581 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 346 - Follows: 29 - Published: 6/3/2010 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Eternity Ends With An Explosion by Caelice reviews
AU. Against his better judgment, Sasori cares for an injured Deidara, all the while convincing himself that it was only to satisfy his own curiosity as to why he was hurt in the first place. SasoDei, Kakuhida.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 31,908 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 4/7/2010 - Published: 3/13/2010 - Sasori, Deidara - Complete
Blessings by Maiden of the Moon reviews
...and if Satan has risen up against himself and is divided, he cannot stand, and his end has come. -Mark 3:26
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,233 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 9 - Published: 4/2/2010 - Sebastian M., Ciel P. - Complete
The Other Way of the World by Candle Beck reviews
Slash, Holmes/Watson. A long night in a wicked city..
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,006 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/11/2010 - J. Watson, S. Holmes - Complete
Sunlight by whereSilencebegins reviews
Sequel to Until We Meet Again. Nearly a year later and Itachi and Deidara have accepted a mission that is about to give them more than they ever expected...Two-shot
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 23,870 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/25/2009 - Published: 10/20/2009 - Itachi U., Deidara - Complete
The Prince of Parties by BrandNewOrange reviews
Ditched by their friends at a house party, they find company with each other. Deidara finds a young first year to be the prince of parties.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,190 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/28/2009 - Deidara, Suigetsu H. - Complete
Until we meet again by whereSilencebegins reviews
Deidara was still grieving the loss of his partner when he meets Itachi in the forest, who offers him healing.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,868 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/23/2009 - Itachi U., Deidara - Complete
When The Stars Bleed by Cat In My Fridge reviews
For we are joined, and always have been; and one day, we will be one. Sebastian x Ciel.
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,409 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 13 - Published: 5/23/2009 - Sebastian M., Ciel P. - Complete
Slices of Life at 221B by ElenaC reviews
Series of one-shot snippets in no particular order, some angsty and some not, most of them slash or pre-slash. Rated M because smut will creep in, so beware if you don't like it.
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 17 - Words: 15,460 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 5/20/2009 - Published: 6/5/2008
Unpleasant Truths by glindalupin reviews
SLASH. Holmes/Watson. Watson and Holmes are discovered and find their lives completely turned upside down.
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,528 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 18 - Published: 1/31/2009 - Complete
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Signifying Something reviews
A fanfiction for Maiden of the Moon's "Turn." Ciel reflects on what this 'turn' means. SebCiel
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,486 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/21/2011 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Memoirs of 1888 reviews
Why does Sebastian Michaelis grin?
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 990 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/14/2011 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete
Doctor, Doctor reviews
Because he wouldn't be a hell of a butler if he didn't check his master from time to time. Demon Ciel & Sebastian
Kuroshitsuji - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,908 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 17 - Published: 5/8/2011 - Ciel P., Sebastian M. - Complete