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Author has written 2 stories for StarTrek: The Original Series.

I've been a Trekkie since the mid-70s. I have vague memories of the show the first time 'round when my dad watched it, but I was just a preschooler then. Yes, I am probably old enough to be your mom, but too young to be your grandma.

No matter my age, I have been, and ever shall be, a Teenage Mutant Spock Fangirl in my heart. Pointy Ear Power!

So...I dressed up like Mr. Spock once when I was in college - cut my hair, colored it black, made the shirt, logo and got pointy ears & did the eyebrow thing. Even rigged up a tricorder with sound and everything. What's that? Yes, I'm a girl...your point would be...what, exactly? That Spock can't have breasts? How illogical.

While I most definitely ship Kirk & Spock, you will not find Porn in my stories, with or without a Plot. If that's what you must have to enjoy a fic, you'll be disappointed -- or, perhaps, you'll find that explicit content is not absolutely necessary to the sexiness of a storyline. Try me, you might like me. Others do.

The lovely Lily Specter (aka Batfeathers or StrictlySpirk on tumblr) who is a professional artist, has honored me by doing an illustration for my story Permission.

and here's the URL to the illustration, which you will have to copy and paste and delete spaces from because of REASONS:

http : //strictlyspirk. tumblr. com/post/13133330536/alright-guise-look-its-done-first-go-read (remove spaces)

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The Commentary of TOS for KS by Brittany Diamond reviews
While going through every episode top to bottom, I'll be looking for evidence that supports K/S and also discussing the arguments against it. Serious about the argument, ridiculous about everything else. M for language. Yay 60s.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 47 - Words: 279,693 - Reviews: 2976 - Favs: 1,168 - Follows: 905 - Updated: 5/14/2015 - Published: 6/1/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock
A Star to Steer Her By by KCS reviews
Drabbles, ficlets, and miscellaneous meme fills, both missing scenes and original fic, that aren't long or polished enough to be stand-alones. Gen. Various characters, mainly Kirk-Spock-McCoy. New: Even sick as a dog, Jim Kirk is a very lucky man.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 64 - Words: 74,213 - Reviews: 941 - Favs: 359 - Follows: 216 - Updated: 7/18/2013 - Published: 10/5/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock, L. McCoy
The Peach Tree by mattmetzger reviews
He's the last man standing. Out of all of them, he's last - and he's the one that didn't even want to go to space in the first place. Angsty, depressing oneshot for arcadii. Background S/M.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,227 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/26/2012 - L. McCoy/Bones, Spock - Complete
Occam's Razor by mattmetzger reviews
Jim is annoyed, McCoy's advice sucks, and Spock's been shut out. Sometimes the simplest solution is the right one. K/S, cliche fic.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,221 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 132 - Follows: 9 - Published: 1/28/2012 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Hero Complex by SpiritBearr reviews
James Kirk, met James Kirk.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 26,177 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 7/20/2011 - Published: 10/24/2009 - Complete
Life is Like a Malt Shop by Mallus reviews
Jim's a dork, Spock puts up with him, bonding happens, then Deus Crackadrama Machina descends upon them both. Starts out funny, devolves into supernatural unhappiness, and I wish I could be more specific but that would spoil you. Slash as of chapter 6.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,336 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 7/13/2011 - Published: 5/1/2011 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Molly Bloody Hooper by tepid sponge bath reviews
A zombie apocalypse in the Sherlock universe. Caused accidentally on purpose by one Molly Hooper. She's trying to make up for it.
Sherlock - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,096 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/23/2011 - Molly Hooper, Sherlock H.
Take One Breath by Mallus reviews
Suddenly, he grabs you, fingers branding your bicep. The two of you stand frozen, twisted together against the wall in some strange, frantic triangle. / Kirk/Spock romance based heavily on canon, Spock's POV.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 10 - Words: 32,171 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 5/20/2011 - Published: 1/17/2011 - Spock, J. Kirk
Second Chances by Kerchan reviews
Spock/Kirk. In Progress. Elder Spock commits the ultimate Vulcan crime to preserve Jim Kirk's sanity.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 44,551 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 104 - Updated: 5/5/2011 - Published: 12/9/2010 - Spock, J. Kirk
Quietus by Tech Duinn reviews
Draw your breath deeply, my love, for soon the currents will be upon you. Drabble. K/S. Compatible with ST:TOS. Warning for major character death.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 471 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/2/2011 - Spock, J. Kirk - Complete
A Mercenary's Tale by vandevere reviews
Jayne ain't quite what he seems. X-over with The X-files and Chuck. Rated T for mild profanity Sequel to Chuck VS the Alien Colonists
Firefly - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 19 - Words: 66,649 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 3/13/2011 - Published: 7/7/2010 - Jayne
These NotSoSimple Feelings by KCS reviews
My exchange fic for LiveJournal's happy trekmas, for xlcatloveress. Five times Spock did something illogically dangerous for the sake of his captain, and one time his captain returned the favor. Last chapter is crossover with Generations and ST:XI.
Crossover - StarTrek: The Original Series & Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 29,852 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 196 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 12/19/2010 - Published: 12/14/2010 - J. Kirk, Spock Prime - Complete
Enterprise Epicurean by Aldora89 reviews
A series of K/S ficlets about flirtation involving food. May cause diabetic shock due to insane levels of saccharine fluff.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,146 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 12/15/2010 - Published: 6/30/2010 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Cold Winter by Aldora89 reviews
The Christmas Eve party on the Enterprise is full of music, but only a certain someone can coax a song out of a downhearted captain. Written for K/S Advent 2010.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,747 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/15/2010 - Spock, J. Kirk - Complete
Convergence by Mijan reviews
Pike wasn't supposed to be in Iowa, but there he was, weighing his future against scales that would never balance. Kirk had given up on his future long ago. McCoy's past had been pulled out from underneath him. Paths converge in the least likely places.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 21,481 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 395 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 11/15/2010 - Published: 11/12/2010 - J. Kirk, C. Pike - Complete
Every Hug by TheProblematique reviews
The first time was involuntary, I am certain. He did not walk toward me so much as fall against me, body crumpling in a graceful arch. I remained still, unsure of how to proceed. "You're alive" he breathed, so softly that only I could have heard him.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 22 - Words: 50,295 - Reviews: 2069 - Favs: 1,976 - Follows: 599 - Updated: 7/18/2010 - Published: 2/3/2010 - Spock, J. Kirk - Complete
What Will Be, Will Be by Kerchan reviews
Spock x Kirk A strange anomaly has somehow transported the older versions of Jim, Spock, and McCoy to the new time line where the young, new crew must now observe what could be their future.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 75,777 - Reviews: 466 - Favs: 726 - Follows: 402 - Updated: 7/8/2010 - Published: 9/30/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
The Upside of Exhaustion by Aldora89 reviews
Threeshot. In which the captain suffers from sleep deprivation, and discovers an interesting fact about his first officer. Shameless fluffy K/S.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,661 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 204 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 6/25/2010 - Published: 6/23/2010 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Chuck VS the Alien Colonists by vandevere reviews
Casey's harboring a dangerous secret. Warning, character death at the end. T for minor coarse language.
Crossover - X-Files & Chuck - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 26,942 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 6/20/2010 - Published: 12/29/2009 - D. Scully, Casey/Alex C.
Chuck versus the Saint by KuryakinGirl reviews
The requirement for sainthood is performing three miracles. And death. Sequel to Chuck versus the Paranoia and Chuck versus the False Alarm.
Chuck - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 14 - Words: 44,480 - Reviews: 202 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/24/2010 - Published: 4/12/2010 - Casey/Alex C., Ellie B. - Complete
Chuck versus the False Alarm by KuryakinGirl reviews
Every time a GPS tracker is activated--whether intentional or not--Casey has to manually turn it off. Sequel to Chuck versus the Paranoia.
Chuck - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 22,317 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 3/27/2010 - Published: 3/11/2010 - Casey/Alex C., Ellie B.
Chuck versus the Paranoia by KuryakinGirl reviews
Casey takes on his most daunting cover yet when he has to protect Ellie from a potential threat because of her relation to the Intersect. Canon pairings.
Chuck - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 9 - Words: 33,730 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 3/1/2010 - Published: 2/1/2010 - Casey/Alex C., Ellie B. - Complete
For you I will wake by TheProblematique reviews
Jim and Spock are tired and in denial of hearing rumours about their alleged secret burning passionate love for each other. So they decide to take action. Because the rumours are Wrong. Really.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,200 - Reviews: 308 - Favs: 720 - Follows: 165 - Updated: 1/11/2010 - Published: 12/30/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Pon Farr and You by Lanaea reviews
A guide.
Star Trek: 2009 - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Reviews: 235 - Favs: 427 - Follows: 33 - Published: 6/7/2009 - Spock, Sarek - Complete
The Force of Habit by AAmuse reviews
What do you do with a persistent and definitely destructive pattern?
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,974 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/14/2009 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Chuck vs Hereditary Traits by Kensington reviews
The organizations interested in the unique capabilities of Chuck's brain are not limited to those of man. A BtVS/Chuck xover.
Crossover - Buffy: The Vampire Slayer & Chuck - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 18,706 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 1/13/2009 - Published: 11/17/2008 - [Xander H., Dawn S.] [Sarah W., Chuck B.]
From Here to Serenity by Bastard Snow reviews
Buffy’s fall through Glory’s portal took her somewhere nobody had ever imagined. Now, it’s up to Willow and Xander to get her back.
Crossover - Buffy: The Vampire Slayer & Firefly - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 20 - Words: 57,559 - Reviews: 256 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 272 - Updated: 9/4/2007 - Published: 12/14/2005
A Thousand Languages by MadLori reviews
Rose thought she knew how it would be when it happened, but things are rarely as we imagine them. TenRose.
Doctor Who - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,307 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 473 - Follows: 37 - Published: 5/2/2006 - Complete
Destiny's Choice by Bastard Snow reviews
The sequel to Knight's Chosen. New threats and new faces come to Sunnydale. How will the Scoobies deal? R&R please. COMPLETE
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 113,952 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 3/28/2004 - Published: 10/24/2003 - Xander H., Buffy S. - Complete
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Permission reviews
Kirk, Spock, McCoy and Uhura on shore leave. Spock isn't acting like himself. Pairing: Kirk/Spock. Fully-clothed first-time Spirk. SLASH Rated T just to be on the safe side. For livejournal trek crackbingo prompt "alien intoxicants" but not too cracky.
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,318 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 8 - Published: 9/15/2011 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete
Inclination reviews
Between TMP and TWOK, second 5-year mission. Bones is concerned about Jim's weight. Fluffy, plotless, fully-clothed Spirk. If same-sex kissing or implied sex bothers you, don't look. Just kisses & talking, but not explicit. Language, but no F-bombs
StarTrek: The Original Series - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,986 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/3/2011 - J. Kirk, Spock - Complete