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Joined 07-11-10, id: 2443171, Profile Updated: 01-03-15
Author has written 23 stories for Bleach.

I think I fell off the face of the Earth... Ok, only sometimes I feel like that. I really haven't. Just been busy with work and family. I have not forgotten and will not abandon my stories in progress. I have another chapter of By Myself in work along with two other stories. Yes, I know - publish something already, yes?

Soon :)


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Work in Progress:

By Myself - adopted xXxMiserableLoveFairyxXx creation

On the Way to Alaska - HitsuRuki, they're on a cruise ship -why not?


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Auguries of Innocence by Masayume91 reviews
Others may want her for their own reasons, but Gin doesn't care. All he wants is her 'heart' and it's going to belong to him and him alone. GinRuki, UlquiRuki, hints of IchiRuki. COMPLETE!
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 31,563 - Reviews: 228 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 1/21/2018 - Published: 4/4/2009 - Rukia K., G. Ichimaru - Complete
Demons from My Past by evenstar lady reviews
Byakuya has lived everything there is to live for hundreds of years, being a powerful and skilled demon. Then his path crosses fatefully with a headstrong human girl, and he realizes he might not have lived... or loved long enough. AU ByaRuki fic, rated M.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 43 - Words: 331,974 - Reviews: 2669 - Favs: 867 - Follows: 810 - Updated: 12/22/2017 - Published: 2/26/2010 - [Rukia K., Byakuya K.] Renji A., R. Matsumoto
Breaking the Soul by Masayume91 reviews
Ichigo and co. have failed in their attempted rescue of Orihime. Forced to go back to Soul Society, they have left behind unwittingly one of their own. Never knowing that a darker, more sinister fate awaits her. UxR COMPLETE!
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 35,510 - Reviews: 205 - Favs: 119 - Follows: 146 - Updated: 12/18/2017 - Published: 1/15/2010 - Rukia K., Ulquiorra - Complete
Bleach: Rukia's Requiem by Zwinky reviews
Rukia returns the Human World after being gone for two years. The life that she knew completely gone. There are some things that cannot be told, and some things that don't want to be remembered. So what is it that Rukia doesn't want to remember? RukiaxIchigo, and an OC! Please review x
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 22 - Words: 63,247 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 8/22/2016 - Published: 12/14/2014 - [Ichigo K., Rukia K.] - Complete
Decoy by PetalsInTheWind reviews
Ichigo needed—his eyes brightened—a decoy, at least when Orihime was around. Someone he could divert his attention to, someone who his circle of friends didn't associate with, someone like the raven haired midget who stood before him. He needed, Rukia.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 39,534 - Reviews: 240 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 247 - Updated: 4/18/2016 - Published: 7/25/2010 - Ichigo K., Rukia K.
Between Me and Thee by KuroKuchiki reviews
Rukia and Ichigo knew that separation was part of the deal but they didn't understand was how hard it would be nor what life would be like when they met again. Two years can change a person. AU/OOC.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 40 - Words: 483,176 - Reviews: 1507 - Favs: 1,000 - Follows: 906 - Updated: 11/16/2014 - Published: 10/27/2010 - Rukia K., Ichigo K.
Infertile Love by MiserableLoveFairy reviews
With an arranged marriages, things always turn out just fine. Not. At least for Rukia and Ichigo Kurosaki. Ichigo wants Orihime Inoue as a concubine, but he never realized the woman he had married was perfect for him all along.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 58,606 - Reviews: 669 - Favs: 439 - Follows: 372 - Updated: 7/6/2013 - Published: 11/27/2009 - Ichigo K., Rukia K. - Complete
Desired Love by XxKaChaxX reviews
AU:Lord Ichigo Kurosaki has won his prize, Lady Rukia Kuchiki, fair an' square. However, appearances can be deceiving, expecially if you are physically attracked to each other. With Baron Aizen Sōsuke right around the corner, anything can happen.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,405 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 4/17/2013 - Published: 4/27/2010 - Ichigo K., Rukia K.
Dark Side of the Moon by MikoSwordmaiden01 reviews
*UPDATED*: "NO!" Ichigo snaps, finally raising his head. "Don't you DARE expect me to stand aside while I watch you walk towards your own death! How many times do I have to live that same hell over and over again!" Rukia's eyes widen as his words pierce her to the very core. Ichigo's eyes raise to meet Kisuke's. "FIND. ANOTHER. WAY!"
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 19 - Words: 69,905 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 226 - Updated: 6/30/2012 - Published: 8/28/2010 - Ichigo K., Rukia K.
The Betrayer's Vengeance by JettMann reviews
The wheels of fate turn. Night is falling on the final day, and soon Ichigo and those who stand beside him turn their swords on the great Seireitei and all within it. But, many tales are held in that final night; the deep breath before the killing plunge
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 29 - Words: 120,899 - Reviews: 265 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 172 - Updated: 1/30/2012 - Published: 10/24/2008 - Ichigo K., Rukia K.
Beautiful Tragedy by DeathsLittleBirdie reviews
Binded by a cruel man. Loved by a foolish man. Freedom so close, yet out of her reach. Ichigo/Rukia. One sided Byakuya/Rukia.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,491 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 10 - Published: 10/7/2011 - Rukia K., Ichigo K. - Complete
Origin of Symmetry by Masayume91 reviews
They said they were perfect, symmetrical in their raven black hair and exact turn of their noses. But beyond all that perfection, Rukia has a secret no one else knows. They're perfect together in more ways than one. UlquiRuki main, IchiRuki, ByaRuki AU
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,370 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 16 - Published: 9/15/2011 - Rukia K., Ulquiorra - Complete
Sex Pistols by trixipixie reviews
Rukia Kuchiki is new at Karakura High School. She spends all her time studying but the Kurosaki Twins have taken a liking to her. AU-OOC SMEXY EXPLICIT LEMONS- language,stalking, rough-reluctance lemons, a sick, twisted ssexy game of cat and mouse
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 10 - Words: 27,346 - Reviews: 205 - Favs: 248 - Follows: 232 - Updated: 9/15/2011 - Published: 9/6/2010 - Ichigo K., Rukia K.
The Truth Behind Illusion by gone-phishing reviews
She SHOULD have died that night. She SHOULD have been able to rest in peace, alas fate had something much crueler in store. When you become the very thing you have always fought against, how do you escape the darkness within yourself? Grim/Ruki Ichi/Ruki
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 12 - Words: 38,621 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 8/19/2011 - Published: 2/4/2011 - Rukia K., Grimmjow J.
If Only for a Little While by Fact Vs Fiction reviews
An unlikely pair skip the celebrations and find comfort in each other, if only for a little while. RukiaxUrahara AUish... disregards the canon results of the war. *Round one, Bleach Romances fanfiction contest*
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,718 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/8/2011 - Rukia K., K. Urahara - Complete
Frozen Heart by ryokablade reviews
Aizen stops the Winter War and returns Orihime in exchange for her powers, but with a purpose. Will Ichigo confuse love with pity? Has he left his relationship with Rukia? And is there something Orihime is hiding from the shinigami? Ichihime vs Ichiruki
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 19,367 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 1/9/2011 - Published: 4/22/2010 - Ichigo K., Rukia K.
But for the Spring by Mevenia reviews
Amidst death, betrayal, and leaving the fallen behind as the Winter War rages on, Renji finally gets the recognition he deserves. Scattered Ren/ruki. Spoiler through ch 388 then diverges. Character death, torture, noncon, pairings, definitely mature.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 60,049 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 1/6/2011 - Published: 1/19/2010 - Renji A., Rukia K.
Fragaria Vesca by EveDallasRoarke reviews
He changed her life one day. And she changed his world forever. Ichigo X Rukia
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 43,739 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 12/21/2010 - Published: 6/18/2010 - Ichigo K., Rukia K.
You are the jewel of my life by shiningpearl reviews
Kurosaki ichigo was a very professional doctor to whom,emotions meant nothing.His life was changed by a girl named Rukia who was a cancer patient herself but she brought colors in his life.read to know how she became the jewel of his life.a.u.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 9,640 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 12/6/2010 - Published: 11/13/2010 - Ichigo K., Rukia K. - Complete
Thank You, Tensa Zangetsu by KurosakiLove reviews
Strongly inspired, but weakly based on actual facts from Decide 19 and 20. One-shot/IchiRuki/Rated M- Lemon/Rukia's POV/OOC
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,075 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 174 - Follows: 25 - Published: 9/9/2010 - Rukia K., Ichigo K. - Complete
Four Times by sinemoras09 reviews
These are the things that happen in one night. Itachi x Konan. Spoilers for chapter 401.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,905 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 12 - Published: 1/20/2010 - Itachi U., Konan - Complete
Conversing the Dragon by BlackBelt reviews
Now the headcaptain of Seireitei, Hitsugaya is suffering from stress and many other problems. Seeing his distress a rather concerned Rukia hopes to comfort him by talking...not knowing the change in destiny she makes for them both. HitsuRuki COMPLETE: Under Revision!
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 23 - Words: 167,389 - Reviews: 929 - Favs: 785 - Follows: 266 - Updated: 9/25/2008 - Published: 12/1/2007 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
If I Had Never by milkmoth reviews
Can there be love without memories? IchiRuki, AU
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,382 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 15 - Published: 5/27/2008 - Rukia K., Ichigo K. - Complete
Never Been Kissed by Alaena Night reviews
[IchiRuki] She called out, hoping he would hear her, but afraid of what would happen if he came. Just once. She wanted to say it once before it was too late. On what it takes to break down and say, ”I love you.” [Oneshot]
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,138 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 9 - Published: 11/22/2006 - Ichigo K., Rukia K. - Complete
Innocence Lost by CidGregor reviews
RobStar. A terrible fate befalls Starfire, and she doesn't want anyone to find out about it...but three months later she finds she cannot hide it much longer...not when Slade has an interest in her secret...
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 25,429 - Reviews: 253 - Favs: 189 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 3/26/2005 - Published: 3/1/2005 - Starfire, Robin - Complete
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By Myself reviews
Adopted from xXxMiserableLoveFairyxXx... Toshiro loved Rukia but let her go. Now Rukia is forced to fight for her life and her sanity as she faces her biggest fear. CURRENTLY (2016) UNDER REVISE... MORE CHAPTERS SOON.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 64,820 - Reviews: 201 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 9/10/2014 - Published: 3/1/2012 - Rukia K., T. Hitsugaya
Second chances reviews
Rukia gets a letter in the mail that could end her marriage.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,571 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/30/2014 - Rukia K., T. Hitsugaya - Complete
Dreamscape reviews
Was Ichigo's defeat of Aizen real or was it all a well crafted dream? When presented undeniable evidence from both sides, who is he to believe? AU, OCC, Time line: After Aizen's defeat. Rating changed to M, sorry...small lemon...
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 16 - Words: 46,297 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 5/21/2012 - Published: 4/22/2011 - Ichigo K., Rukia K. - Complete
Regrets Take Two reviews
This is my story "Regrets" from Rukia and Toshiro's perspective. OOC / AU. One-shot..
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,609 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/14/2012 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
On The Way to Alaska reviews
Toshiro and Hinamori are on a cruise together trying to restore their relationship after a breach of trust. Rukia works for her brother's cruise line, but can't seem to do anything right in the eyes of her abusive ex-boyfriend and new manager Renji. CURRENTLY (2016) BEING REVISED - MORE CHAPTERS SOON...
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 37,298 - Reviews: 152 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 2/3/2012 - Published: 5/4/2011 - Rukia K., T. Hitsugaya
Survival reviews
Happy Holloween! Rukia wakes up alone and tied to a bed with no memory of how she got there. With no one to rely on but herself, she must use everything she's ever been taught to survive. AU, OOC, Rated M for mature content.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 11 - Words: 20,135 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 12/21/2011 - Published: 10/23/2011 - Rukia K. - Complete
Left in the Past reviews
Some things are better left unknown. How Rukia died in the human world. Rated M, mature content. Blood, insanity and very dark concepts. AU
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,439 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/11/2011 - Rukia K. - Complete
Hurt reviews
She was stood up and dumped out of the blue... OOC / AU College fic...
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,577 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/7/2011 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
The Cave reviews
Rukia is trapped in a cave and the tide is coming in - will she be rescued in time? AU / OOC
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,647 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/7/2011 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Regrets reviews
Ichigo lost her, it was up to Toshiro to find her. AU / OOC One shot.
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,314 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 8 - Published: 10/6/2011 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Vengeance reviews
He hurt her. There was no other thought in his mind. AU / OOC / Mature content - contains violence and rape.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Crime/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,679 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/12/2011 - Published: 9/8/2011 - Rukia K., T. Hitsugaya - Complete
Abandoned reviews
She never thought he of all people would kick her out of his life. AU / OOC
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,622 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 14 - Published: 9/4/2011 - Rukia K., T. Hitsugaya - Complete
Life Love Loss reviews
She lost everyone she loved in the war and was alone. On the verge of giving everything else up, one man showed her how to live and love again.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 55,125 - Reviews: 233 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 4/22/2011 - Published: 12/2/2010 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Dreams and Nightmares reviews
Toshiro wakes up to find Momo naked and on top of him yet he has no memory of how he got there... Rated M for use of the "p" word - no lemon.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,597 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 8 - Published: 3/14/2011 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Until the End reviews
He loves her but she keeps pushing him away. What is she hiding?
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,560 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/12/2011 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Torture is Saying I Love You reviews
A small Valentine's Day one shot. No summary - just read it, it won't kill ya!
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,676 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/12/2011 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
A Christmas Wish reviews
He never believed in wishing, until he made one.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,924 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/11/2010 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Rukia's Santa reviews
Simple one shot to get you in the Christmas spirit.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 696 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/10/2010 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Ghosts reviews
Moving on can be a hard thing to do when you're still tied to ghosts of the past. Not sure about the rating, so I put it at M to be safe.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,891 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/29/2010 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
A Moment of Weakness reviews
In the midst of war she asks one question. One question that could change everything.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,073 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/24/2010 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Lost and Found reviews
Toshiro and Rukia were to be married when tragedy struck. Now, both living on the other side, but in different districts, will they be able to find each other and keep the love they once had?
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,322 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 11/23/2010 - Published: 11/11/2010 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
Choices and Consequences reviews
Captured by Aizen, Ichigo is forced to make a choice - one that will save a life and ruin another. Rated M death, lemons.
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 60,551 - Reviews: 194 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 11/10/2010 - Published: 9/6/2010 - T. Hitsugaya, Rukia K. - Complete
It's Always Been You reviews
Renji is thinking about her and when he thinks about her he thinks about HIM. One conversation, one afternoon. One shot.
Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 666 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/6/2010 - Rukia K., Renji A. - Complete