Author has written 41 stories for Bakugan Battle Brawlers, Harry Potter, iCarly, Shugo Chara!, Super Smash Brothers, Shake It Up!, Tokyo Mew Mew, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, and My Candy Love.
Welcome to my page!
I honestly don't know what to do. I'm not going to lie; I love reviews and I feel saddened when I don't get any. However, considering the meltdowns I have had and the haters that have honestly been reality shaking, I am not going to make a big deal like I did when I was happy-go-lucky bunny (which is what I definitely was when I first joined here) but I won't pretend that not getting one makes me upset.
I'm done with all this, not writing, but pretending to be so happy and grateful when I really want to act upset and spoiled. So...in case you haven't noticed, I deleted some of my stories and everything on my super ass long profile. Consider it a fresh start...well, for me.
If you love me, which I doubt after everything, I'm glad you do because this website and all the fanfiction I read...it's my escape from the real world and I enjoy reading what other imagine. If you hate me and/or my work and you are bold enough to say so, then congratulations. You guys are the reason, and the fact that I'm older now, that I no longer care what you have to say. I'm doing what I love and if you don't like what I have to say, then just click the back button and pretend you never saw my work okay? No harm done.
Everyone, I hope you can give me a second chance but if you are truly done with me then it's okay. I understand, really. I'm done with that me too. See you on the web! :)
I honestly love to write and it is my anchor to sanity. If I had superpower, I would want it to be the power of words. If I wanted something to happen, I would just grab my "magic" pen and scribble down a situation that would come to life. Sort of like that Japanese artist guy from the Teen Titans movie.
I'm just an average person who can either not care about anything or fangirl about the smallest things. I discovered anime and manga somewhere last year, and I can honestly say that it was one of my best decisions ever to become an otaku.
Hm, I was around eleven when I first discovered fanfiction and the world of fangirlism...and I don't regret one second of it. It's because of all these fandoms and whatnot that helped me find my inner self. Who knows what I would be doing if I hadn't written my soul out on here, gotten a harsh reality check by a critical hater, and grew a backbone?
Anyways, I hope I can build my reputation to what it was before and gain some of my old reviewers back while also exploring more and finding new people. I'm happy now, even though I do have my moments, so if you have a problem with that...sorry, but that's your deal.
Names I used to go by:
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If the link does not work or show up, just search for panda-bookworm-from-hell.
Just because I have a serious profile up above, it does not mean I'm not random and quirky anymore. In fact, I'm an even bigger fangirl than I was before. So I have decided to express that just a little so I don't have an enormous profile filled with spam like I did before.
My Current OTPs (this changes frequently despite the fact that I may or may not change the list on here):
1. Amu & Ikuto
My Favorite Anime/Manga that I can remember on the spot:
Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood
Mirai Nikki (Future Diary)
Kyoukai no Kanata (Beyond the Boundary)
Tokyo Mew Mew
The Devil is a Part Timer!
Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun
Ouran High School Host Club
Free!/Free! Eternal Summer
My Favorite Books (again, that I can remember on the spot):
Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus
The Mortal Instruments series
The Fault In Our Stars
Throne of Glass
Angel series (Angel Burn, Angel Fire etc)
Looking Glass Wars
My Favorite Shows (don't look for Sherlock, Merlin, Supernatural, Doctor Who etc; I should but don't watch them)
Hart of Dixie
NCIS: Los Angeles
Whose Line is It Anyways?
Hannah Montana (don't give me that look; I still watch Disney and Nick)
The Suite Life of Zack and Cody/On Deck
Xiaolin Showdown (the first series, not the Xiaolin Chronicles crap)
Wizards of Waverly Place
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Teen Titans (again, the first series not the cutesy Teen Titans! Go nonsense)
Phineas and Ferb
Phil of the Future
Drake and Josh
The Amanda Show
The Nine Lives of Chloe King
h20: Just Add Water
That's So Raven
Lilo and Stitch
Austin and Ally
Tom and Jerry
Valentine's Day Questionaire About Moi:
1 Do you have a crush at the moment?
Yes, no; I don't know. I think so, like I'm attracted to people who I'd date in a heartbeat if they asked me out, but there's nobody specific I'm ogling at.
2 Have you ever been deeply in love?
Not with people, no.
3 Longest relationship you've ever been in?
I have never been in a relationship.
4 Have you ever changed for someone?
Of course not; I don't have the courage to do that.
5 How is your relationship with your ex?
Never been in a relationship but I hope that my ex will still be my friend…or at least a semi-awkward but pleasant acquaintance.
6 Have you ever been cheated on?
No, never been in a relationship so that's not possible.
7 Have you ever cheated?
On a math test, but come on; you would too if you sat next to the smartest kid in class and you're failing because well, it's math.
8 Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
If they showed genuine interest in me because if they cheated on me, I would punch their face in so yes.
9 What's the most important part of a relationship?
Trust and honesty.
10 Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Well, I think I'm more of a serious relationship person but I don't expect that to happen for my first few relationships…I mean, if I ever find a boyfriend.
11 When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
No; you're either together or you're not. There is no in-between.
12 How many people have you ever hooked up with?
13:What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
Never been in a relationship but I'd imagine it was something I said when I tried to be funny but ended up insulting them and we ended up arguing.
14:What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
For one, they shouldn't be referred to as kids; I want to say seventeen, because you're old enough to make your own decisions and face the consequences, but I believe in waiting until you're married or at least in a serious relationship.
15:Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
Ehhhhh….a few years ago, I would have said 'no' but most of my OTPs have some age differences…I'd have to say it depends. If you're fourteen and he's forty, god no. But if you're twenty something and he's in the forties, sure; do what you want. Really, as long as you're in the same range. Personally, I wouldn't date a guy more than five years older than me.
16:Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
In Disney movies; but in real life, I'd say it's more like "lust at first sight".
17:Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
Yes. As long as the person you fall in love with is actually the person they say they are.
18:What do you consider a deal breaker?
He judges me for my opinion or is completely sexist; or maybe he thinks reading and fangirling stupid. Because that is literally all I do.
19:How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
When you actually look forward to saying goodbye or considering dating other people.
20:Are you currently in a relationship?
21:Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
Sure, why not? It probably won't be the same as before, but I wouldn't want a long-lasting friendship to fall apart just because you're not dating anymore.
22:Do you think people should date their friends?
There's more risk involved, but I'd encourage it; this way you know the person better and already have an idea about what they're like.
23:How many relationships have you had?
24:Do you think love can last forever?
If the people involved are willing to make it last, then sure.
25:Do you believe love can conquer all things?
26:Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
No; I just wouldn't rub it in their faces and make sure they never stayed in the same room.
27:If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Grow a spine and ask him out before he friendzones you forever!
28:Do you think long distance relationships can work?
If the people involved want it to, yes, but I think that it'd be better to break up…unless your partner is in the army or something.
29:What do you notice first about another person?
As strange as it sounds, their cheekbones. Maybe their hair. Or was it the eyes?
30:Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
I want to say I'm straight but I haven't experienced any kind of relationship so I'm not sure. I definitely like guys, but I'm not insane and will tell you if a girl is smoking hot. I mean, I'm not blind.
31:Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
Only if they claimed I didn't get them and bitched at me all the time for trying to get involved with them. So no, not really.
32:Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
No, thank goodness.
33:Do you want to get married one day?
Yes! But I am perfectly content with being alone with my cats as well. More room to keep my books.
34:What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
Um…I don't think so. What if you broke up? How bad would it be to see your ex's name on your skin every single day? Even if you're married and don't plan on divorcing, I'd still say no.
35:Could you be in a relationship without sex?
I'm fifteen and just above average; yes, I could live without sex in a relationship. But when I'm older, only if I'm in a serious relationship.
36:Are you still a virgin?
Hell to the yes.
37:What's more important: Looks or personality?
Personality, because I don't want you to look like Tom Felton but be a total douchedick.
38:Do you enjoy love films?
39:Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
From my parents at my fifth grade violin concert, but I doubt that counts.
40 Have you ever had a valentine?
Not including the mandatory valentine cards from elementary school classmates and the cute chocolates from my friends, no.
41 What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
Ooh! Okay, first he would arrive at my house at six and greet my parents. He'd fist bump my little brother and embarrass me slightly in front of them. Then he would promise to have me home by ten before leading me outside where he parked his red Lamborghini deciding to save his motorcycle for another occasion. He'd take me to the Cheesecake Factory where I'd order chicken alfredo and we steal each other's food. Then we would have delicious cheesecake, of course. He'd offer to pay and I'd agree but promise to pay our next dinner because I don't want to argue.
Then we'd decide to walk around the town for a bit. He notices I'm cold and gives me his leather jacket, which is warm and smells of him. He is holding my hand and keeping me close to him. We talk about this and that, but it's kind of awkward because we don't want to mess it up. Suddenly, he shakes his head and makes a frustrated fandom reference.
I gasp and he looks utterly mortified. He tries to apologize and make excuses but he only gets more frustrated and makes more fandom references. I finally say something and tell him I love that fandom too. He is skeptical but I press him about this and that from the fandom.
His eyes light up and he opens up to me, and we spend forever just talking about our fandoms. Then we decide to go back to the car when he spots a gazebo and leads me over to it. He takes a violin from a random person and plays the violin for me before returning it and telling me that the night had been amazing. He leans in to kiss me but we get interrupted and since the both of us are so embarrassed, we hurry back to the car and drive to my house in silence.
He parks in front of my house and looks like he's trying to say something so I wait patiently for him. Finally, he apologizes for the night not being like I had expected but I shush him and insist that the night was great, though he doesn't listen. Finally, he just blurts out that he really likes me and wants to kiss me. Horrified, he looks away and tells me to forget it and that I should just go on a date with the coolest guy in school since he's more deserving.
Blushing, I smile and lean over to kiss his cheek before telling him that I'd see him at school. I climb out of the car and before I close the door, I tell him I can't wait for our next date. Then I go inside and squeal in my room, where I can see from my window that he sits in his car with a stunned expression before he grins and drives off.
And that is my idea of the perfect date.
42:Have you ever read "Romeo Juliet"?'
43:What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
Chicks before dicks!
44:Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
I'm a romantic at heart, so probably.
45:Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
46:Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
Probably. Yes. Definitely.
47:Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
Does it count if they're fictional? I could give you a book about my OTPs. No? Hm, I don't pay attention to that stuff.
48:What's your favorite love song?
Say Something by A Great Big World ft Christina Aguilera, A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton, The Only Exception by Paramore, A Thousand Years by Christina Perri, I Love You by Avril Lavigne, Marry You, Just the Way You Are, When I Was Your Man all by Bruno Mars, and Love Somebody by Maroon 5.
49:Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Probably not; not that I know of.
50:If you're single, why do you think you are?
I'm shy and awkward, and I don't know how to flirt. Also, I'm a Plain Jane compared to my classmates; I'm short and squat, I weigh a lot more than I should-even though I'm comfortable with my weight-and all the guys I like are out of my league.
51:Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?
Poor but nice!
52:Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?
Yes, ironically. I give good advice despite not ever having the experience.
53:Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
Sometimes, but only if they brag about it all the time.
54:How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
I don't think it's necessarily important; you don't need to shout it to the world, but definitely let other girls know that your man is off the market.
55:Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
Oh, I'm definitely jealous but I'd probably never tell you. I think I wouldn't be clingy or overly attached. If you want to spend time alone, whatever, okay. You're going away for a month to Hawaii? Don't bang anyone and get me a souvenir.
56:Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
God, I hope not! I'm sorry if I have!
57:Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Yes. Well, suicide isn't silly, but to do something that drastic over something that will eventually heal? I just don't think it's the right thing to do.
58:Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
I'd like to think we'd be equals, but damn; I'm going to try my hardest to make sure my boy is whipped for me.
59:Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
Never been in a relationship, so no.
60:What's your opinion on open relationships?
As long as it's a mutual agreement and you're both on board one hundred percent, do whatever you'd like. Just know what your boundaries are, and what you can and can't do.
61:Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
Family, but hopefully they'll be one in the same one day.
62:How do you define "cheating"?
First of all, getting dared to kiss your friend at a sleepover so doesn't count. My friend gave her first kiss to our friend, Rachel, at a sleepover once when we were playing truth-or-dare and Rachel's girlfriend got insanely jealous but she never said anything.
So cheating, I guess…well, having sex with someone who's not your partner is definitely cheating unless you're in an open relationship. Not including sleepover dares-which nobody ever talks about-kissing another person would definitely count as cheating in my book.
Basically, if your partner is doing things they do to you to another person? That's cheating.
63:Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
Psh, no; do you know how many teenage boys dream about screwing porn stars while their girlfriends fantasize about hot celebrities and fictional characters?
64:Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
65:Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?
No, I would give you a hug and hang on the couch on you, but I wouldn't want to touch you for an excessive amount of time. So no, I don't cuddle with anyone other than a pet or a stuffed animal.
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