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Author has written 5 stories for Twilight.

Hey Guys, soooo to allow you all to get to know me a bit better and hear about story updates, my ideas and other cool as stuff i now have twitter for all of you...so feel free to follow me at http://twitter.com/AlwaysLoved40!!! Much love xoxo

So, you want to know a bit about me...

The glass is always half full in my world...nevertheless half empty.

I'm a dreamer and and thinker...a writer and a wanderer.

I wish for many things, and will work hard until i get my wish.

I'm fiercely independent and don't trust to easily.

I suffer anxiety sometimes but will never be defeated by it

I am strong willed and strong minded.

People perceive me differently at times because i will treat you how you treat me.

Sometimes i struggle to find my way, i get confused which way is up and which is down

But i always find my way eventually.

People let me down and I'm fine with that because after all they are human and will make mistakes

Its the people that will pick me up, admit their mistakes and move on that i come to love.

Maybe you will let me down too?

Will you pick me back up...

I hope you do!


I dream of a better tomorrow,

Where there is no war and communism!

Where everyone is treated equally and fair!

Where no one is felt unloved and hard done by the world!

Where people are not judged by how they look,

But how they treat others and their inner beauty!

Where every illness has a cure and

nobody leaves this world before their time!

Where being different is not a bad thing,

but cherished because you are unique!

Where every person shined as individuals and

found love and happiness they deserve!

I dream the dream we all want, need, deserve and hopefully one day will get!


When I Close My Eye's:

-Edwards gun: http://www.pistolpermitsofny.com/

-Edwards car: http://audicarpics.com/audi-r8-black-pictures.html

-Jaspers car: http://www.ballerride.com/2009/03/16/white-angel-appears-as-inden-designed-mercedes-sl-65-amg/

-Emmett's car: http://www.levelthreestore.com/2008/11/10/ferrari-f430-scuderia-spider-16m/

-Bellas car (but dark blue): http://my350z.com/specs/

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Confessions of a Billionaire's W by RuthlesslyYours reviews
One time, no matter how hot or sexy was not enough. We both knew it. So he made me an offer I couldn't refuse. For the next year my body would belong to Edward R Cullen; the billionaire, the genius, the sex addict and the married man. How did I get here and why don't I want to leave?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 99,198 - Reviews: 2831 - Favs: 1,734 - Follows: 2,552 - Updated: 4/13 - Published: 9/20/2013 - Bella, Edward
Daddy I'd like to Fk by Your Baby Daddy reviews
He's older. He's a slut. And he's her dad's best friend. He's everything Bella can't have. But that doesn't stop her from wanting him. Will something special come from this infatuation or is she just a hit-and-quit for Edward? Lemons on lemons on lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 22 - Words: 111,896 - Reviews: 1237 - Favs: 1,328 - Follows: 2,209 - Updated: 4/2 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Bella, Edward
Pudding Cup by OhGeeFantasy reviews
How much mischief can innocent, high school senior, Bella Swan get into in just one evening? A lot, if she's on the arm of bad-boy Edward Cullen. Entry in The Bad Boys of Twilight Contest. Awards: First Place Public Vote & Two Judges Choice Awards. (Mizzez Pattinson & Jonesn) Thank you to all of you who voted for this fic. E/B A/H More chapters in the near future. Enjoy!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,331 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 169 - Published: 3/15 - Bella, Edward
Dank by nadiak reviews
She wants a thrill and she finds it in the bad boy from the dangerous side of the tracks. Watch them both intertwine themselves into worlds they never even belonged in. Learning the best lesson there is. We're all different but yet the same.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 116,026 - Reviews: 446 - Favs: 392 - Follows: 559 - Updated: 2/24 - Published: 12/23/2013 - Bella, Edward
Sexy Silk by jlho reviews
Bella is a smart mouthed, celebrity hating P.A. to a Hollywood Stylist. Edward is an arrogant Hollywood playboy. What happens when their paths cross on the night of the Globes? Rated M for swears and lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 179,340 - Reviews: 3299 - Favs: 4,051 - Follows: 3,590 - Updated: 1/12 - Published: 1/16/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Dark Velvet by cristinaN reviews
A world of sex, money and power and there all his. A different kind of love story. MOBWARD and a whole lot more read A/N inside.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 37 - Words: 155,265 - Reviews: 1417 - Favs: 1,157 - Follows: 1,395 - Updated: 12/21/2013 - Published: 3/18/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Going For It by Thebabydolll reviews
She was a perfectionist who had never done anything illegal in her whole life. He was ruthless, cocky and had done things that would put the Devil to shame. She had just moved to the city and he had that same city sitting in the palm of his hands. AH OOC. Major Mobward.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 19,942 - Reviews: 152 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 366 - Updated: 10/7/2013 - Published: 9/26/2013 - Bella, Edward
Slick as Ides by Chanse Lowell reviews
AH/AU BxE What happens when a thief crosses a germophobe, geeky, brilliant inventor, by stealing her car? Well, more than her car and her prototype worth more than millions are taken from her... Tons of hand sanitzer is required, along with a dirty mouth and handcuffs. Dubcon and BDSM themes warning; crude/offensive language. But lots of smiles and self-fanning.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 56,178 - Reviews: 288 - Favs: 384 - Follows: 373 - Updated: 8/30/2013 - Published: 3/6/2013 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Chop and Change by Krazyk85 reviews
Caught trying to steal his car, a runaway, Bella, meets Edward. A man with his own vices and long rap sheet. Taking her under his wing and teaching her the way to truly boost cars, they embark on a journey of crime fitting of Bonnie and Clyde. ExB, Lemons, Violence, Guns, and Fun. HEA. BPOV. Watch Trailer on youtube: www. youtube. com /watch? v S5mvlCUXDf8& feature youtube gdata
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 56 - Words: 187,787 - Reviews: 4075 - Favs: 2,358 - Follows: 2,229 - Updated: 6/10/2013 - Published: 7/6/2012 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Princess and the E by CLWN reviews
When Bella meets the mysterious 'E' he calls her his Princess and she's soon drawn into his dangerous world of organised crime. But this is no fairytale, so when Edward finds himself in trouble, it's up to his Princess to save him. OOC/AH. ExB AxJ RxEm.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 31 - Words: 214,813 - Reviews: 3451 - Favs: 3,446 - Follows: 2,786 - Updated: 5/31/2013 - Published: 4/19/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
The Mobster's Son by words.left.unsaid reviews
She was a blossoming musician with a tortured past and he was the knight in shining armor that didn't want to save her. What happens when their lives collide years later? Will sparks fly? Or will she end up getting burned? WARNING: MobWard and violence
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,052 - Reviews: 1168 - Favs: 904 - Follows: 1,054 - Updated: 3/21/2013 - Published: 1/20/2010 - Edward, Bella
Daughter of Anarchy by loveattheendoftheworld reviews
Biker Bella goes to a party to play, and finds herself biker prince but their love will come with a cost. How many people are they willing to kill for their chance at a new life?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,228 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 11/12/2012 - Published: 2/17/2012 - Bella, Edward
Music, Magic, and Instability by A Little Distracted reviews
Bella is a spirited young singer who gets her big break when rock star, Edward Cullen, invites her to go tour with him as his opening act. What follows is a whilwind romance that will change their lives. BxE AH/AU Rated M for future Lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 270,727 - Reviews: 2272 - Favs: 1,217 - Follows: 1,675 - Updated: 9/7/2012 - Published: 6/17/2011 - Bella, Edward
There Will Be Freedom by johnnyboy7 reviews
Sequel to the story There Will Be Blood. Two years have passed. Bella and Edward are safe on their island but will the dark underworld of crime pull them back in? Rated M for language, lemons, dark scenes, and violence.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 42 - Words: 319,532 - Reviews: 11773 - Favs: 5,560 - Follows: 4,126 - Updated: 7/21/2012 - Published: 3/1/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Something Worth Fighting For by foreveryoungfighter reviews
Edward Masen: Rising star, Number 3 leight weight boxer and ontop of the world...with a dark past. Bella Swan: Leading reporter at a dead end Newspaper who has always had to fight. How will Bella react to her first huge story: Edward Masen. ON TEMP HIATUS.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 94,319 - Reviews: 295 - Favs: 238 - Follows: 288 - Updated: 7/18/2012 - Published: 1/10/2011 - Bella, Edward
Never Back Down by cecivrn reviews
Bella's biggest dream is to be the number one, the best, the world champ. When she's banned from the only place that could take her there, she will need a lot more than just a place to practice, she'll need a new master. Will Sensei Edward train Bella to be ultimate champ? or will he teach her a lesson in life, love and karate?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,735 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/16/2012 - Published: 7/14/2012 - Bella, Edward
Distracted by WoahNow reviews
Bella's thoughts are elsewhere in her English lesson and the detention Mr. Cullen gives her doesn't turn out quite as intended. AH. I advise you only to read this if you are over 18. Warning: Scenes of violence: chapters 9, 10, 23 and 24
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 36 - Words: 181,379 - Reviews: 876 - Favs: 1,023 - Follows: 939 - Updated: 5/16/2012 - Published: 6/15/2010 - Bella, Edward
My Brother's Friends by TheSparksSoApparent reviews
Bella's brother Emmett has lots of friends, only one though that Bella sees as more than just a family friend. Bella/Edward OOC. M for lemons and language
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 17 - Words: 73,822 - Reviews: 237 - Favs: 468 - Follows: 312 - Updated: 1/25/2012 - Published: 7/11/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Guarding Isabella by lindsay520 reviews
Edward and Jacob are hired as professional bodyguards for the "2011 Isabella US Tour." What will happen when 'professional' suddenly turns 'personal' and feelings start to develop between the soft-spoken superstar and her new bodyguards?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 79,662 - Reviews: 1059 - Favs: 759 - Follows: 465 - Updated: 8/23/2011 - Published: 6/25/2011 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Ride by kris salvador reviews
Bella wanted to fulfill a fantasy - to be groped inside a crowded train. She gets her wish and more, when a sex-starved ex-convict decides she's fair game. ALLHUMAN. Mature but with plot.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 19 - Words: 67,524 - Reviews: 4315 - Favs: 6,529 - Follows: 3,939 - Updated: 8/6/2011 - Published: 8/19/2010 - Edward, Bella - Complete
Changing Heart by AngelycDevil reviews
"The first man a little girl falls in love with is her dad." -Anonymous. A take on Edward and Nessie's first meeting. One-shot. Fluff. Canon. Rated T for mild language.
Twilight - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,296 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 7 - Published: 8/5/2011 - Edward, Renesmee C./Nessie - Complete
The Devil's Path by savannavansmutsmut reviews
Prison Driver Bella's POV. The van she's driving is involved in a bad accident, so she releases the hardened criminals to save them before it blows up. She's alone and outnumbered, will she survive? Complete but I will be adding EPOV outtakes.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 32,341 - Reviews: 459 - Favs: 521 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 7/3/2011 - Published: 6/23/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
She Was Just 17 by SarahJean6 reviews
Bella misses her older brother Emmett who is away at collage. What might happen when she meets his older housemate? After all she is just 17. Lemony Goodness
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 147,414 - Reviews: 570 - Favs: 939 - Follows: 440 - Updated: 5/18/2011 - Published: 9/24/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Row 61 Seats A & B by Zosie reviews
Bella Swan, 18,virgin, learns about lust in a dark cinema with a beautiful stranger.What does she teach him? Varied lemons acted or reminisced about.Not suitable for the faint hearted. There is a plot!Warning Jasper and Alice very OOC. Not cookie cutter.M.Beta'd by Mandee,from Utah. I'd have no idea how far is not too far for American readers if not for her guidelines.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 71,577 - Reviews: 1144 - Favs: 1,022 - Follows: 489 - Updated: 2/28/2011 - Published: 2/28/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
There Will Be Blood by johnnyboy7 reviews
Edward Cullen,25,the son of a Chicago mob boss. He is second-in-command, cold and dangerous. Bella Swan,18,small town girl who has just enrolled as a freshman at Northwestern. A story about how love can survive in the cruelest of worlds.Very OCC.Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 48 - Words: 368,286 - Reviews: 12178 - Favs: 8,638 - Follows: 3,964 - Updated: 2/21/2011 - Published: 7/6/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Locked up with a Sex God by Angel-Magic-Symphony reviews
Edward and Bella secretly want each other on the inside, while they hate each other on the outside, what happens when they are forcibly locked inside the drama's costume room? R&R One-Shot
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,978 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 193 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 1/20/2011 - Published: 1/12/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Heels by SalamancaLaBlanca reviews
Entry for the Teach me the Nasty contest. Bella has been learning the piano from Edward for four years. What happens when they are left alone for a day full of banter, frustrations, and high heels? A whole new type of education, of course!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,264 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 10/15/2010 - Published: 10/2/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Corrupting Young Minds With Steamed Windows by Ms. Jessica Cullen reviews
OUTTAKE - He grinned evilly. "How could I forget." He rolled his eyes. "So, keeping that in mind, I paid extra for a room facing the front so that my exhibitionist girlfriend could get off." BAS OUTTAKE
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,026 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 19 - Published: 7/1/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Want No More by Savage7289 reviews
Bella's new job takes an unexpected turn when terrorists take over her office building. Bella is taken hostage, but the sexy head henchman seems to be exactly what Bella wants and needs. BPOV. Rated M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,296 - Reviews: 856 - Favs: 2,050 - Follows: 734 - Published: 4/29/2010 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Off Limits by lexiecullen17 reviews
Womanizing Edward has been told to stay away from his band's new lead singer, Bella. But with their instant attraction and obvious chemistry, how can he adhere to that? OOC. AU-H. Rated M for naughty humor, intensely bad behavior, language, and sexing.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 182,739 - Reviews: 2685 - Favs: 3,730 - Follows: 1,295 - Updated: 4/9/2010 - Published: 6/11/2009 - Bella, Edward - Complete
Nunquam Vultus Tergum by bemylullaby reviews
Fantasies in high school rarely get played out, will Bella have her deepest desires finally played out ten years later? An entry for the Tattward & Inkella One Shot Contest. A collaboration with Nostalgicmiss.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,201 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 9 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
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Modern Day Mule reviews
I never thought I would be this person. A drug runner, a liar and in love with a mobster. I just wish my life was different! Warning: Mobward and Drug Runella.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,310 - Reviews: 157 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 301 - Updated: 3/12 - Published: 1/29 - Bella, Edward
When I Close My Eyes reviews
The Cullen's are the biggest mafia family/organisation in the western U.S. Find out what happens when Bella gets lost one night and stumbles upon their world. Warning: violence, crime, lemons with a dirty talking Edward to come.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 26 - Words: 75,579 - Reviews: 1027 - Favs: 1,103 - Follows: 1,383 - Updated: 2/9 - Published: 7/3/2011 - Bella, Edward
Love at RockFest reviews
Bella decides to let loose and take the ultimate road trip with her two best friends, Alice and Rose, to attend the one and only RockFest. She went for a fun time and to rock out to some of the world's best bands, but will she find something she never expected? Like love? A little OOC and lemon warning!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,399 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 10 - Published: 9/27/2012 - Bella, Edward
The Game of Money, Sex and Love reviews
Edward and Bella work together in a sporting goods store. Bella is instantly attracted to Edward but Edwards actions throw Bella for a loop. Formally "Back Room Fun and Love" and the story behind "Staff Fun". Warning:lemons and bad language
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 12 - Words: 26,454 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 6/27/2011 - Published: 4/24/2011 - Bella, Edward
Staff Fun reviews
ONE-SHOT:Bella and Edward work together in a sporting goods store. Bella is sick off all the waiting around and being ignored so she decideds to tease edward until he crackes! LEMONS!Revamped!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,875 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 1/21/2011 - Published: 1/16/2011 - Bella, Edward - Complete