Infinitely Blue
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Joined 09-14-10, id: 2538543, Profile Updated: 09-08-11
Author has written 3 stories for Law and Order: SVU.


Carter has passed away. She died on Sunday, September 4th, and she took her own life. Her fiancee told me that she did not leave a suicide note. I am so sorry to inform you readers/fans of what happened.

Many have asked what will happen to her stories. DO NOT BE ALARMED. I am leaving her stories and her Twitter up. I would never take those down. She'd probably kick my ass if I did... I am working on trying to finish 'The Undeniable' by myself, but 'Full Captivity' is on indefinite hiatus.

Carter loved all her fans. This I know for a fact. Please keep her and her family in your prayers. Her funeral was in Ireland where she was going to get married and I think we should all hope and pray that she is in a better place now... I have some words I would like to share...



I cannot even voice what I am feeling right now. I feel like we knew each other for YEARS. I could tell you anything and you always made me laugh. Sometimes, I can't even believe that you're gone. I can't believe I'm not gonna e-mail you another chapter. I can't believe I'm not gonna tell you another inappropraite joke or yell at you to check your texts and DMs... It's all surreal. I can't believe I lost my best friend. I wear blue everyday, just for you. I pray that you're resting easy and that you're in a better place. I text you everyday. I text you lyrics, pretending that we're still playing our 'Lyric Game'.

I love you, Carter. More than you will every know. And I hope you look down and see how much we all love and miss you.

Rest In Peace, my love.

"This bond inside us, can't be broken, I will be here don't you cry... 'Cause you'll be in my heart, yes you'll be in my heart, from this day on, now and forever more...You'll be in my heart, no matter what they say, you'll be here in my heart...always...just look over your shoulder... I'LL BE THERE ALWAYS"

-Phil Collins 'You'll Be In My Heart'

"...And where can love take us now, we've been so far down, we can still touch the sky if we crawl...Til we can walk again, then we'll run until we're strong enough to jump, and then we'll fly, until there is no let's crawl, crawl, crawl...back to love."

-Chris Brown 'Crawl'

~ T's Tribute (Dream Excalibur)

You'll never get this now, but I just wanted to say how much I'm thinking of you, Carter... and how much you'll be missed. I wish I got to

talk to you more recently. You always said I made you laugh. I wish I could do that for you again... especially when you needed it. Rest easy, bb

~ Emily's Tribute (andemilywrites)

She was an amazing friend with a heart of gold and a sense of humor that made me laugh when I was in tears. I am in shock. I miss her alot.

~ Tracie's Tribute (TStabler)

I hope you found the peace that you needed. You'll forever be in our hearts.


RIP Infinitely Blue. You were extremely creative and will be missed.

-SamInWonderLand (Samantha)

My sympathies to Carter's family & friends. I'm so sorry for your tragic loss. You'll be in my prayers


RIP, . We hope you feel better there


RIP you are greatly missed


Lighting a blue candle for . Not blowing it out until it dies out. Or I have to leave. Fucking safety.


It's funny how I never got along with teachers until came along.

-Viperraps (dontstop)

My prayers are with family and friends during this time... So sad :(





So... Hi.


I'm Carter. I am completey fuckin obsessed with Law & Order SVU. And Elliot Stabler. He is the love of my life. But he is sadly married. Go figure.


1. I have the same birthday as Elliot Stabler. Yes, I know Elliot's birthday. Don't judge me. (Its's October 20th. Yay for me!)

2. I am 80% irish.

3. My last name is 'Kullen'. You would not believe the remarks I have gotten on that in the past five years. (Especially from my students...)

4. I teach English to High School Freshman. They are the light of my life and I love them like my own kids.

5. I am 24 years old and I just completely fucking LOVE life.

6. I have eight sisters (I know, right.) Three of them are avid readers on FF.

7. Olivia Benson was my first girl crush.

8. I first started watching Law & Order SVU ten years ago.

9. I just recently found FanFiction browsing randomly on the net. I fell in love.

10. My favorite author on FanFiction is TStabler.

Feel free to PM me! I love talking. As you can see.



I feel kind of stupid writing to you, but I just pray that you can see it. That you can hear me. I listen to 'Butterfly Kisses' every night, since you passed. Everyone misses you. I miss you the most. Who is gonna walk me down the aisle when Richie finally proposes to me? Who is gonna be there when I have my first baby, your first grand child? I miss you sooo much Dad. It hurts.

I miss you. RIP.

Mario Cart

My e-mail is - (I know. Im so clever ;P )

Twitter =!/InfinitelyyBlue

Kay. Toodles.


'Frisson' banner;

Elliot's Tattoo; (dayuuummm)

Liv's Engagement Ring;

Liv's Ball Dress;

Liv's Wedding Dress; =

Elliot's Wedding Ring;

Liv's Wedding Ring;


'The Undeniable' banner;


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Devil of an Angel by Bellatrix wannabe 89 reviews
For her whole life Olivia battled whatever evil her father had passed down to her. She forced whatever violent and sadistic tendencies that had made him rape as far away from herself as she could. Too bad the same thing can't be said of her own son...
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 48,226 - Reviews: 139 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 7/6/2013 - Published: 7/13/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Wrong Again by Bellatrix wannabe 89 reviews
When Elliot breaks it off with Olivia she goes running into the comfort of Fin's arms. When Elliot see's how happy they are he realizes how much he misses her and vows to make it right. But how can she take him back after he broke her heart? EO FO
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 64,559 - Reviews: 232 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 4/19/2013 - Published: 2/9/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson, O. Tutuola
She Believes in Me by BensonStabler reviews
What happens when one of their own is accused of a most heinous crime? It divides the much angst and smut and all good stuff
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 29,128 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 9/8/2011 - Published: 7/16/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Unleashed by TStabler reviews
When feelings bubble to the surface, in an interesting way, the secrets spill over and unleash something wild, something that can not be tamed, and something that might be dangerous. Or it might be amazing. Or it might be both. E/O, AU bits, Future M
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 71,492 - Reviews: 350 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 6/26/2011 - Published: 1/17/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Unexpected Happiness by JoyfulHeartEO reviews
THE LAST CHAPTER IS OFFICIALLY UP. I hoe you like it : My spin on what and when I would have liked to see El and Liv get together.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 124,877 - Reviews: 250 - Favs: 132 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 6/2/2011 - Published: 4/21/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
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The Undeniable reviews
They were partners. They made a mistake and had a one nightstand. It wasn't supposed to mean anything. It left its mark on her. She left. But now, she's back 3 years later...with his son in her arms? *VERY* AU! E/O Some OOC
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,831 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 9/8/2011 - Published: 8/10/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Full Captivity reviews
They were kidnapped on a perfect day out of the blue. 5 men have come to rip them away from everything & everyone. Escape won't be easy, but Benson & Stabler seem to have a habit of taking the hard way out..OOC E/O SMUT RATED M...COLLAB W/ DREAM EXCALIBUR
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,976 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 9/8/2011 - Published: 9/4/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Frisson reviews
Benson & Stabler have just become partners. Its day one, and the lust has already threatened to overcome them. When Elliot finds out that his wife is a Child Trafficker, its Olivia that comes to his rescue. Will they stay just "partners"? Yeah. Right. E/O
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 45,810 - Reviews: 300 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 9/8/2011 - Published: 2/21/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete