Author has written 9 stories for Blood+, and Harry Potter.
I am here.
I am well and I am alive. At this point, nearly 5 years have come to pass and I am not even close to ending the story from where I left off. It is just...so much has happened and so much has changed. I gave up for reasons I cannot say, but you and many of my readers' call for an update have somehow moved me. I never stopped writing fanfiction; no, I took on a different name: Zha Chevalier. I have written a few snippets; I have never finished a story. That is how pathetic I am.
I want to go on and on about this but I will cut to the chase:
I will continue "Scarred Hatred, Tainted Blood" as I have promised countless times in the distant past.
I'm not sure if I can post this in the story as a chapter; I think it is not allowed. I have decided to post on my profile instead and hope my readers see it.
As for my other stories such as "Draco Says", I am terribly sorry but I cannot promise that I can finish it, let alone post an update.
For those who have been waiting for my return and hoping for updates, please bear with me a little longer. I promise you it will be worth it.
This is all I can say, for now.
UPDATE FOR "SCARRED HATRED, TAINTED BLOOD": I will begin proofreading my old chapters and correcting grammar, spelling and the like. I will also be ridding the updated chapters of the rambling, nonsensical Author's Notes. They are really off-putting; I sometimes wonder how my readers put up with them. Sigh.
Anyway, the changes will only be minimal and I will make sure not to alter the storyline.
I feel the need to express what I feel about the Saya-Diva relationship: a lot of people would see them as they are, that they are sisters, family. Others would see that it goes beyond that, that their relationship can border on the romantic, even the sexual. I think it's more complex than that, that all the lines, all the kinds of love are blurred and there is no single answer, no single kind of love, no single relationship. Given Diva's personality (i can't think of a single word to perfectly describe it) and behavior, I think she is likely to develop a sister complex towards Saya which leaves their relationship open to all sorts of possibilities--if only they had been given the chance for it to develop between them.
I, in fact, ship the pair, however I think it more fun to leave their relationship open, unbranded, unnamed. They are not sisters, or best best friends, or enemies, or lovers, or whatever the hell other people consider them to be together:they are all of them mixed up together. The love they have is a blend of every kind of love there is out there and I think that's what makes them so...engaging. So special. Both Saya and Diva have their quirks, are messed up in their own way and have such contrasting qualities that they just...belong to each other. I love exploring their relationship.I am glad I get to do so in my stories. You can pair Saya up with almost anyone in the series but I think I love her best with Diva.
This is something I see and feel personally. I do not claim any of what I have said to be canon. I am not forcing this upon anyone. I merely wish for people to know where I stand on this. It's a little disheartening to see that not enough people appreciate this lovely, lovely pair (Diva especially). God, I will never get tired of these two.
I am going to stop here before I ramble on and get carried away.
Feel free to PM me anytime. I may not be able to respond quickly, but rest assured that I will have read your messages. :)
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