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Joined 09-27-10, id: 2556099, Profile Updated: 07-22-13
Author has written 18 stories for Death Note.
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Guns and Games - A place for all MM fans to gather and share the love that is Matt and Mello (found on manga bullet)

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Death Note Anonymous Kink Meme! (#2)

Divine Misery My blog. Warning there is adult content on it. Please only click the link if you are legal age to view such material.

While it still not complete; we are currently doing quality control to ensure that no requests or fills were missed, it is ready for the public.


Update: September 24th 2011

Some bad news on the writing front.

Sins of the Flesh- At this time I decided to discontinue this piece. While I do not foresee me changing my mind in the near future anything is possible in the long term.

Dirty- On hiatus until further notice

Flesh is the Law - Discontinued at this time

Shame- Discontinued

Saucy Girl -On hiatus

On reviews:

I strongly encourage feedback and constructive criticism from my dear readers. Do not feel shy about pointing out areas that you feel need improvement. The best way for a writer to grow is to not receive praise but to be shown their flaws so that they may take appropriate action to correct them.

When I can (so long as not a massive spoiler) I place the appropriate warnings on each of my stories. This includes (but is not limited to) notice of pairings, genderswap, original characters , and if content within is either heterosexual or homosexual in nature. All I ask is that if you see a warning for something that is not your cup of tea do not read. Negative reviews left because of content or pairings that you do not like and were clearly warned for shows a level of immaturity in my opinion.

That said, should you feel that I failed to list a warning in either the summery or the ones that appear at the start of each story please feel free to contact me so that I may correct that.


The hardest thing that I had to do was pull my stories from this site. Much of my decision to do so was influenced by situations that were occurring, the rest was from the desire to start fresh.

If you were led to this profile by suspicions that the work posted under this pen name looks familiar, you are quite right. I thought it best that I should hold two separate accounts, one for the archiving of my “normal” work, and this one for works that are more age sensitive.

During the period that I was silent I took the time to take another glance at some of my prior work. Quite understandably, I was not happy with the quality of work that I had produced. I am far from a perfectionist but even I flinched at the blatant errors in spelling, wording usage and grammar. I place no blame upon the wonderful people who volunteered their time and talents to look over my work, instead the blame is fully mine.

So dear reader, to make a long story short some of my former stories have recently been undergoing rewrites. The most notably of these is Sins of the Flesh. When I began writing it, I did so without direction and with the rusty talent that often results from a writer block. I also explored within ideas and kinks that I was unfamiliar with writing. See, I come from the horror genre, and although I do have experience in the writing of erotica in the past it was homo erotica. With the vast majority of my original work firmly rooted in the horror subgenre known as Splatter Punk, I thought that perhaps the dark, gritty, perverse, and violent nature of that would lend itself to Sins quite nicely.


Sins Of the Flesh

A multi part fiction that explores a much darker sexual side of Mello and Matt. This one is not for the weak, it is brutal.

Here is a link to the piece by Spoiled Kitten that was the inspiration for SofF chapter 12: Stray Not really safe, but not really porn!

Flesh is the Law

A multi part fiction that explores fem dom. Warning includes Genderswap (Fem! Matt) and a submissive Mello.

Erase the Name

Some assignments are just difficult, and others cause you to pause. When you are asked to track down and eliminate an acquaintance your priorities have to be straight. Massive AU, with canon being twisted in multiple ways.

Currently untitled project

A collection of short stories that are related to Erase the Name. Some of these are actual deleted scenes and chapters, while others were written to get the characters down for the actual story. This will start being posted once a certain point in Erase the Name is posted, as it has massive spoilers to the actual main plot. Will include the very much demanded early relationship between Mello and Skye.

Contest

Reviewer number 50 for Sins of the Flesh will recieve a one shot of thier choice (within reason!). If the reviewer is not comfortable putting thier request in the review it may be PMed to me.

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Hot Knives by ALaCarte reviews
NOW A MULTI-CHAP STORY, detailing Mello's interaction with an OC female 'escort'. Includes a lot of mature references, surface descriptions of sex, ect. Inspired by the song "Hot knives" by Bright Eyes.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 34,702 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 2/21/2013 - Published: 4/14/2011 - Mello
GW by MelMat reviews
Halle lies to Matt, and now Mello is VERY unhappy.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,997 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/1/2012 - Mello, Matt, Halle L. - Complete
Happy Birthday to Mel by Zachary Finnius O'Leary reviews
Matt decided he wanted to surprise Mel for his birthday. There was one little problem tho...teehee...inspired from a picture given to me by NessaYume. Yaoi...Lemon...and violence! MxM DLDR
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,239 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/12/2011 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Breakfast Dear? by MelMat reviews
Mello fixes Matt breakfast, but who ever said Wheaties was the breakfast of champions, obviously didn't know what they were talking about? FOR MY MATT
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,922 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Published: 10/27/2011 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Sexy Redhead Equals Devil by MelMat reviews
Matt thinks Mello needs help with a certain problem. What drastic action will Matt take in order to get Mello under control.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,150 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/26/2011 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Pretty Little Angel by MelMat reviews
Matt gets a job as a camera man. Although he has no clue for what he would be filming. He soon finds himself thrown into the desire that is - MELLO.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,280 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 11 - Published: 10/20/2011 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Glory, Glory by phollie reviews
The teenage dream, the loaded gun. They're a product of wasted youth, but above all else, they're a product of each other. Mello and Sayu, a series of disconnected somethings, maybes, and nothings. M.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,647 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 10/10/2011 - Published: 9/1/2010 - Mello, Sayu Y.
Lunch Break by monochrome1994 reviews
"I'm sure we can make your lunch break very... worthwhile..." Mello was a slut, and he wouldn't have changed that for the world. MXM LEMON. Quite a lot of swearing. R&R.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,116 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 6/25/2011 - Published: 3/4/2011 - Mello, Matt
Mafia Melodies by McGinnis INC reviews
Because we all know that Mello would have shaken the baby. A collection of MelloxOC One-shots.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 14,986 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/20/2011 - Published: 5/22/2011 - Mello
Milk Thistle by ALaCarte reviews
Mello was 14 when he left Whammys, 15 when he discovered the mafia, and 16 when he first killed a man. A music!drabble about Mello's hurdles with the trigger. Song "Milk Thistle" by Conor Oberst
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,319 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2011 - Mello - Complete
Pieces of the Soul by 0-Kelly-0 reviews
He's standing in front of me, but I'm not really looking at him. I already know the expression on his face, the tension in his body, the chip on his shoulder. I know it all. Matt/Mello Violent Kink/Smut
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,332 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/7/2011 - Matt, Mello - Complete
My Beloved Teacher by Vee Foxx reviews
Mello was at heart, a teacher, a master at the art of pleasure. Mello/OC *Lemon* *Formerly under the title of Reflection*
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,166 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 3/17/2011 - Published: 2/12/2011 - Mello
Missing You by Vee Foxx reviews
Mello returns home from a week long trip in Russia. Mello/OC *lemon*
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,535 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/8/2011 - Mello - Complete
Bingo Daubers and I Love You's by ShinigamiMailJeevas reviews
A strange redhead kisses him at work and Mello just cant stop thinking about him & cant seem to stop talking to him. What started out as a whim from a curious redhead might just have what it takes to be the best thing in either of their lives. AU. MM
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,784 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 3/6/2011 - Published: 10/10/2010 - Matt, Mello
Heat by Iridescent Twilight reviews
Mello/Girl!Near, excessive smut, AU, very little plot. A heatwave makes Near's hormones perk up and take notice of a very interested Mello. One-shot.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,614 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 17 - Published: 5/5/2010 - Mello, Near - Complete
Through The Fire And The Flames by Voice of the Shadow Realm reviews
Halle narrowed her eyes and slid her hands from clutching at his shoulders to pressing her palms against his chest, holding him at bay. His heart was racing just as quickly as hers; she could feel it tripping beneath her fingertips. “You’re suicidal."
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,206 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 3/3/2010 - Published: 10/31/2009 - Mello, Halle L.
Research Doesn't Always Pay by xXSweetSurrenderXx reviews
For the kink meme over at LJ, prompt: "Extremely awkward, uncomfortable sex." Matt and Mello's first time at Wammy's. Mello isn't too sure what to do, so he takes some very literal advice from eHow. Genderswap. Oneshot, or I could do Matt's perspective.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,886 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/4/2009 - Matt, Mello
Shiver by toujourspret reviews
Genderswap porn for the Death Note anonymous kink meme--Even when he's winning, Mello loses to Near.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,346 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/16/2009 - Mello, Near - Complete
Pistolwhipped by toujourspret reviews
Originally written for the Death Note anonymous kink meme--Mello's interrogation technique: a warm gun
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,144 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/16/2009 - Mello, Sayu Y. - Complete
Cheap by toujourspret reviews
Unabashed genderswitch smut written for the Death Note anon kink meme--Mello uses girl!Matt's body to curry favor with the mob.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,676 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/16/2009 - Mello, Matt - Complete
Live Like You're Dying by SlvrSoleAlchmst1 reviews
Somewhere in her haze of yearning, Hal had allowed Mello to become the one who dealt the cards. He’d handed her the Joker. The wild card. The card that sent her stumbling into a battle she couldn’t win, and yet something in Hal relished it.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,774 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/24/2008 - Halle L., Mello - Complete
Counting Sunnydale by Lucinda reviews
Buffy sees the most inexplicable vampire in a cemetery. S4.
Crossover - Buffy: The Vampire Slayer & Sesame Street - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,108 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/20/2003 - Buffy S. - Complete
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Junkies reviews
There is more than one thing that a person can be addicted to. Genderswap! Mello/FemNear.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,411 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/22/2013 - Near, Mello - Complete
Much Too Deep reviews
Matt stumbles upon a drunk Mello and learns something that will blow his mind. Matt/Mello!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,121 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/12/2012 - Mello, Matt
Trio reviews
In Mello's world three is a beautiful number, at least in the bedroom. Mello/Sayu/Misa
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,740 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/22/2012 - Mello, Misa A. - Complete
Lewd and Lascivious reviews
He was a fugitive, she a decorated Agent. When their paths violently collided neither could have foreseen the consequences.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,354 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/8/2012 - Published: 11/27/2011 - Mello, Halle L.
Extreme Ways reviews
Sometimes to get the prize extreme measures are called for. Massive AU. Companion piece to Erase the Name.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 15,338 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/11/2011 - Published: 7/14/2011 - Mello
Birthday Surprises reviews
It's girl!Mello's birthday and her friend Matt gives her a gift that both will enjoy. Warning, Genderswap Mello!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,129 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Published: 11/21/2011 - Matt, Mello - Complete
Twelve Months reviews
Mello gets a language lesson and Layla gets a lesson in how immature her man can be. Written for I.M. Elizabeth, includes her original character Layla.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,032 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/18/2011 - Mello - Complete
Fragmented Reality reviews
A collection of short one shots and drabbles. Pairings may vary as may the ratings.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,217 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/23/2011 - Published: 3/1/2011
Decay reviews
Theft, murder, rape all once crimes in the more civilized times of the past have now became common place. And navigating this barren land is made that much more difficult by the fact that flesh is currency. Post apocalyptic AU.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Horror/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,362 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/18/2011 - Mello, Matt
The Agony of the Flesh reviews
Everyone knows how much Near likes solving puzzles, but some puzzles should never be solved. Death Note/Hellraiser crossover. Please read warning before story!
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,000 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/16/2011 - Complete
Erase the Name reviews
Some assignments are just difficult, and others cause you to pause. When you are asked to track down and eliminate an acquaintance your priorities have to be straight. Massive AU, read warning in first chapter.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 15,383 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/6/2011 - Published: 6/16/2011 - Mello, Matt
Shame reviews
Sometimes being second best sucks, which Near is just finding out. Please read warnings inside before reading.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,044 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 6/9/2011 - Published: 5/19/2011 - Mello, Near
Dirty reviews
Sometimes there is a fine line between love and hate. Friendship and a relationship of convenience.Warning for genderswap. Fem!Matt
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,635 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 6/4/2011 - Published: 3/24/2011 - Matt, Mello
A Little Criminal reviews
A different take on the whole Mello staying with Halle. Warnings inside.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,340 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Published: 5/12/2011 - Mello, Halle L. - Complete
Truth or Dare reviews
Some games should never be played by drunken friends
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,078 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/18/2011 - Mello, Matt
Hell on Earth
Christians define Hell as a place of eternal damnation where the souls of unrepentant sinners are tortured. Mello's hell is quite different.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 672 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/16/2011 - Mello, Matt
Dirty Talk reviews
The importance of learning languages is something that Mello's girl should really consider. Written for I.M. Elizabeth includes her original character Layla
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,719 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/24/2011 - Mello - Complete
Flesh is the Law reviews
A kinky genderswap fiction.Warning Fem Dom Matt and submissive Mello! Re-edited and reposted.
Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,846 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/21/2011 - Published: 2/18/2011 - Matt, Mello