Author has written 19 stories for Unnatural History, Mysterious Benedict Society series, Victorious, Harry Potter, Pair of Kings, Big Time Rush, and Troop.
I found a picture of emo looking James. I'm tearing up. :')
I have my own quote...so if I ever become famous this will be famous, too! --> "Nerd? I prefer Intellectual Badass." -Me!
I needed to change up my profile. So, still kind of the same. But a little different. :)
Hello everybody! As a warning, I love the "..." that indicate pauses and stuff. So, there is an excess of them on this page. Not too many in my stories, though. First off, thank you for taking the time to actually read my profile. Second...uh...info about me?
Well, I feel kind of insecure about my age on this website because I'm one of the younger ones in this fandom. But, I fell in love with BTR the second I saw them. ESPECIALLY James. He's my favorite. That is why I have FCMD. (Favorite character multilation disorder). I'm like addicted to that type of stuff.
And I'm also addicted to slash stories. I'm probably one of the biggest Kames fans that you will ever meet. I could talk about them forever. And ever. And ever. And ever. And a day. XD The weird thing about me is that I expect them to be all Kames-y on the show, and when they're not I get all sad and mad. And same thing with Cargan! AH! They belong together! Jagan is ok. I tolerate it, because I can see it happening. And Jagan with a dash of Kenlos is cute, too. But I don't see Kogan or Jarlos, because they're like paired with their brothers! I just don't like it! But I'm hardcore Kames and Cargan. Like, I wave my Kames flag high and proud. :D
I get really involved in stories and TV shows... So, if in a review I start using all CAPS, that means I'm yelling angrily or excitedly at the computer. It's normal for me.
Non-slashes are ok. I can tolerate them. I'm a Jamille fan, with hints of Joendall.
Um...What you'll mostly see in my stories is Kames angst with a dash of Cargan. Yes...I'm huge on angst. I love James angst... I have FCMD, as previously said. And I'm trying to write a Cargan angst. LOL it's not turning out well. XD
When it comes to smutt (I like to spell it with two t's!), I like LIVE off of dominant James. I just don't see dominant Kendall that well. And when it comes to Cargan, I think I prefer dominant Carlos, but it can go either way for that one.
I'm a pretty happy person...and it's ironic that I am considering what I write... But I do have some of that experience of my writings. This is going to be hard saying...but I'm an excutter? Well, that's what I am. I went through a stage where I was just angry and depressed and that's why I channel such strong emotions into my writing. My friend helped me though, and I can't thank him enough for that! I feel so much better now. Better and happier. :)
What I think about people who bag on other people because they're different? They're meanies!!! Why would you do that to someone??? Would you be happy if someone else did that to you? NO!! So why do it to other people?
I SUPPORT GAY RIGHTS!!! So, don't like that, then that's your problem.
I'm the type of person who is herself and will never change. I'm the teenager who enjoys dancing and singing horribly in the rain. I'm the teenager who plays on playgrounds and ends up whacking her head on a bar because she's too tall. I'm a shorty at my school who's the crazy weirdo smart-ass. I'm the type that if you tell me straight up you don't like me, I'll flip you off and tell you to bug off then. I'm the type whose insecure and isn't too whole on the inside, but hides it with a strong exterior. Most of the insecurities are from my mom, who pushes me really hard and really just expects me to be perfect. That's kind of what pushed me to cutting. Luckily I'm over that now. But now you know why I love James as a cutter who can't deal with being perfect. It's my own story channeled into a written one.
God loves us all, so why would you think that people who are different will go to hell? That's not right. At all.
I swear a lot. I admit it. Even in stories. But I only do it to add affect to the story. In real life, I don't really have an excuse. LOL. :D
I'm a germaphobe. And a spider-phobe. I don't know how to spell the real term for a spider-phobe, but oh well. And I'm a little bit claustriphobic. And, no. I'm NOT afriad of Santa Clause. :)
I dislike it when people label others because of their outter shell. Don't judge someone until you actually get to know them.
I'm a nerd...I'm a smart-ass, smart in general, I spew out nerdy things, I read the dictionary sometimes, and I'm a book worm. But, as my friends call me, I'm an intelectual badass. :D I have a list of like 50 books I need to read...and it's not working out too well. *GROAN*
A lot of people irk me...especially when they complain about their lives when others' are so much worse off. And when people ask for so many reivews before they post the next chapter? That bugs the crap out of me. Just post the damn chapter!
I'm the only one of my close friends who even remotely likes BTR. Everyone else like hates the show. So I'm stuck all alone with my guilty addiction of Slash. :(
Every time I hear harmonies between Kendall and James...I die. No joke. I sit there and go "aldkhaosihdalskdfh adsfln nnnnnngh"
Well, I have quite a few story ideas. And I need some feedback on those ideas. Wanna hear them?
The Final Four
Everything's Just So Screwed Up
Lost In Time
Don't You Cry No More
I could really use some cheesy, cliche Kames. Or other stuff. But I was thinking...I don't see too many of these. James and Kendall, on the show, aren't really that close. It seems like James and Carlos are super close and then Logan and Kendall and quite frankly it makes me so sad and mad. (lol rhymes...) And, maybe, I was hoping for maybe someone could take up the idea of making a story out of that.
I will take requests...if it involves romance. I can't write anything without romance... :( sorry. And, if it's not Kames or Cargan, then I will probably be unable to write it. I can't find inspiration for stories with people who I think shouldn't be paired together are paired together. Sorry. But you can come up with the idea!
And I got a request for Jagan. I'll try to write it soon, I do have a plot for it...it's just I need to actually write it and that's going to take a while. So...sorry.
Here is my disclaimer because I think doing one for every story is a waste. I don't own anything except for plots and OC's if there happens to be any.
Well, I recently created an Angst Playlist. Mostly for James, but it can be used for any other thing. Here it is:
James Angst Playlist
Scarecrow - Between the Trees
Only One - Alex Band
All You Wanted - Sounds Under Radio
Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down
Hold On - Abandon
I Don't Want To Be In Love - Good Charlette
All Around Me - Flyleaf
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid - The Offspring
Bloodstream - Stateless
Turn To Stone - Ingrid Michaelson
Perfect World - Simple Plan
(Angel Of) Mercy - OneRepublic
Lifeline - Papa Roach
Broke But Not Broken - Artist vs. Poet
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Blow Me Away - Breaking Benjamin
Anywhere But Here - Mayday Parade
Sorry - Nick Black
Forever My Father - Go Radio
I'm Not Alright - Sanctus Real
Fake It - Seether
Hotel Aquarium - Falling Up
Breathe Into Me - Red
Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
Alive Again - Matt Maher
City Lights - Motionless in White
Dancing With Tears In My Eyes - Ke$ha
Enjoy The Silence - Anberlin
Hello - Evanescence
How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty
I Need You - Relient K
Over And Over - Three Days Grace
Shattered - Trading Yesterday
We All Need Saving - Jon McLaughlin
You're Going Down - Sick Puppies
Wonderwall - Oasis
Heavy In Your Arms - Florence and the Machine
I Was Wrong - Sleeperstar
In My Veins - Andrew Belle
Breakeven - The Script
Warmness On The Soul - Avenged Seven Fold
I hope it's ok! Enjoy!
Stuff about My Stories...
I just deleted a few. I didn't like them, and my stories...there's a lot. I don't want to have like A TON in the future, (Though I probably will), but I just went through them a little. So, sorry if I deleted a story you liked.
You know that Locket of Sherwood? I'll probably never write that because Unnatural History isn't on anymore. Which means I've lost inspiration. If it is on...TELL ME!!!!! Thank you.
Also, Get Out will probably not be continued. If you would like to write a sequel to it, though, you have my full permission.
Uh...it's going to be a while until I update any story that's not Anywhere But Here. So, sorry about that. I'm just looking for Inspiration. It seems to be hiding somewhere. I mean, I'm LOOKING for it. It should have the decency of giving me a few whistles as to where it is! Stupid Inspiration...
Well, ok. You've actually know kinda what I'm like now. Right now, I'm into angsty romances with sad or happy endings. But angst is kinda my thing. I adooooooore Kames and Cargan fics! I'll be looking out for new ones! Wow...I have no life...
My Tumblr is evilgeniusbookworm13. Just letting you know...
Thanks for reading my stories/profile! I hope i made you laugh...call me weird...well, i am weird...so...call me weird if you want...but...yah. Wow...that's kinda awkward... Hahaha anyway! Thank you for taking your time reading about my strangeness!
And...some special Shout-Outs!!!
Man-Suz-She... Thank you for giving me so many brilliant ideas for "What's Wrong With Me?"! I greatly appreciate your ideas because you keep brutally killing my writers block...in a good way! So, my friend, thank you!
Sum1cooler...All your reviews make me smile. And you never fail to leave less than two lines. I love that about you! Thank you for you're amazing reviews! And, your stories are preeeeeeeeeeeetty amazing, if you ask me! Go read them!!! You're so fun to talk to over PM. :D
XxxAnimaniacxxX...I cannot thank you enough for fulfilling my request! I love you for that! And your reviews make me all warm and fuzzy inside! :D And, your stories are amazing! I love them sooo much! Go read them if you haven't already!!! And, I'm on your favorite authors list??? Aww!
MerielTLA...Your reviews are so encouraging! I thank you so much for that! And your stories! *Cue faint* I love them soooooo much! If you haven't read them, I command you to read them now!
Gotta Live It Big Time...Your reviews are so sweet. I'm glad you like my stories. And OMG! I'm on your favorite authors list? I think I love you!! Hahaha. And your stories are as awesome as you are! And you are really awesome!
SamUleys-Wolf-Gurl...Love your stories and your reviews! You make me smile each time you put in a review! :D
Vickytunes...OMG! Your stories, number one, are so entertaining and awesome! So the fact you review Save Me makes me scream with joy! And I'm on your favorites list! eeeeep! =D
BaronofDenmark...I would just like to say thank you for reviewing! And your stories are so good to read! They're all angsty and romancy with plots and twists and I just love them! Thank you for favoriting me, too! XD
nic98ole...OH MY GOD YOU MADE ME A FIC!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!!!!!!! XD And you favorited me! OMFG I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!
kaitlynluvskames...You're so fun to talk to and get to know! And you're a Kames supporter much like myself! XD AND, the amazing person you are, you review my stories! LOVE YOU!!