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Author has written 18 stories for Law and Order: SVU, Criminal Minds, Good Son, IT, Terminator, Mentalist, and Hannibal.

Updated: April 30th, 2015

Charlotte's Web is delayed- my computer at home recently died and I won't have a new one for a few weeks. As soon as I do I will begin working on the next chapter. Sorry for the delay guys.


My sister made me this Charlotte's Web music video when I told her (a few years ago now) that I planned to write this fic. It doesn't completely fit with the fic, but you guys might like it. Here it is: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGJ6S95IzIE (I recommend listening to it with Santana and Everlast'sd "Put your lights on)


"Charlotte's Web" music play list (songs that inspired me for this fic) (if there was a "soundtrack for this fic, it would be this...)

General CW songs...

  1. Put your lights on by Santana and Everlast
  2. Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin
  3. The Funeral by Band of Horses
  4. Dream on by Aerosmith
  5. Have you ever seen the Rain by Creedence Clearwater Revival
  6. Love Never Dies by Traci Lords

Charlotte-centric songs...

  1. Soon this space will be too small by Lhasa de Sela
  2. Don't fear the reaper by The Blue Oyster Cult
  3. High Hopes by Pink Floyd
  4. How to Save a Life by The Fray
  5. Shock the Monkey by Peter Gabriel
  6. You Found Me by The Fray
  7. Fading Away by Jan King
  8. Crystal Voice by Tangerine Dream (from the Firestarter soundtrack)
  9. Charly the Kid by Tangerine Dream (from the Firestarter soundtrack)

Young RJ and Jane songs...

  1. I Grieve by Peter Gabriel (this song really hits the right feeling of this fic in places)
  2. Be Brave by the Strange Boys
  3. Where Evil Grows the Poppy Family
  4. Darkness, Darkness by The Young Bloods
  5. Careful with that axe, Eugene by Pink Floyd (perfect song for young Peter as he begins to sink into madness)
  6. Eye in the Sky by Alan Parsons Project
  7. The Devil Went Down to Georgia by Charlie Daniels

Grown RJ songs...

  1. Lucifer by Alan Parsons Project
  2. Goodnight, Travel Well by The Killers
  3. Sympathy for the Devil by The Rolling Stones
  4. Hungry like the Wolf by Duran Duran
  5. Burn by The Cure
  6. The Killing Moon by Echo and the Bunnymen
  7. Flash Final by Tangerine Dream (from the Firestarter soundtrack)

I am working on a music video (slide show) of my own for CW that fits with my vision of the fic. It will be up... within the month hopefully. I've spent a lot of time and energy on this fic. I hope you guys enjoy it, and the soundtrack list.


Still working on Charlotte's Web (Mentalist fic) but want to get back to The Blue Boy (it's an old Criminal Minds fic, but I don't like just leaving some fics dangling like that). Will try to get fics up in a more timely manner.


Please see below for a list of my Fan Fiction videos (trailers and music videos)...

"Coulrophobia" Criminal Minds and IT crossover Music video (set to "Crazy" by Seal). Url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-ZXaGJbmQ4

"Losing my Religion" Criminal Minds Fan Fiction Music Video (set to Pink Floyd's "High Hopes"). Apparently this video can't be viewed in the US for copyright reasons. I may or may not make another one someday, if I am really, really bored. Url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKT7Rxjjy8o

"This is My last Resort" Criminal Minds Fan Fiction Music Video (set to "Last Resort" by Papa Roach). Url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXCnxtYaeig


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Out of Dark Places by cherryflesh reviews
Hannibal has been having deliciously dark fantasies about his Will but before he acts on it his keen senses pick up a new and raw pain beneath the surface of the man... what has happened to Will? And with this new trauma, how likely is Will to give up control to Hannibal? Warnings: rape/non-con (not between Hannibal and Will), violence, hurt/comfort, slash, smut
Hannibal - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 15,375 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 315 - Updated: 10/27/2014 - Published: 4/21/2013
Fire and Ice by Beguile reviews
Will's caught between a rising tide and a raging fire. Hannibal sees him safely home. One-shot.
Hannibal - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,809 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/5/2013 - Will G., Hannibal L. - Complete
Lavinia by Nerwen Aldarion reviews
Co author Tinuviel Undomiel: When tragedy strikes Jane and Lisbon find their roles are reversed. Lisbon is now the one who is shattered and Jane has to attempt to pick up the pieces. Jisbon. Warning: Violence and Graphic Imagery
Mentalist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 251,933 - Reviews: 791 - Favs: 255 - Follows: 197 - Updated: 2/10/2013 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Patrick J., Teresa L. - Complete
Lost for Words by A Wandering Minstrel reviews
Sherlock is assaulted by an unknown assailant while John is away, leaving him with a severe brain injury. While his intellect and personality are intact, he's having trouble moving and speaking easily. John finds himself as the main source of support to a flatmate struggling to do the things he loves most. And Sherlock Holmes has never been the best of patients.
Sherlock - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 16 - Words: 60,729 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 1/25/2013 - Published: 1/21/2013 - John W., Sherlock H., DI Lestrade, Mycroft H. - Complete
Putting Out Fire (With Gasoline) by Amatara reviews
When you've pulled someone back from the brink, how do you put them back together again? A series of recordings and interviews, made at the Spokane Valley Hospital, where Dale Cooper was taken after being freed from BOB's control.
Twin Peaks - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,514 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/15/2013 - D. Cooper - Complete
Hunted by phoenixfire53 reviews
I was 11 when I first saw John Connor. I was 13 when I ran away with him from a terminator. Takes place during T2.
Terminator - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 59,203 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 8/9/2012 - Published: 8/10/2010 - John Connor
It Gets Better by KillingPatience reviews
Profilers or not, they were blind to each other, sometimes purposely, sometimes not. Based on the It Gets Better/Trevor Project. Hotch/Reid
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,198 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 15 - Published: 10/31/2010 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, S. Reid
Worst Case Scenario by Chloe Winchester reviews
Something horrible has happened to Hotch, he just has no idea what it is. With the team just as baffled and trying to find a missing Reid, it becomes a nightmare they all feared, an unsub targeting them. Hurt!Hotch Hurt!Reid NO SLASH! M for sexual abuse
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Mystery - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,601 - Reviews: 228 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 8/2/2010 - Published: 6/4/2010 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, S. Reid - Complete
Chaos Theory by Chloe Winchester reviews
Spencer has been missing for 2 years, and when the BAU finds him, they find a broken and scared young man. And the worst of it, the man that took him is still out there. Some chapters rated M. Reidcentric NO SLASH set in season 2 Major Reid whumpage!
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 48,662 - Reviews: 1250 - Favs: 744 - Follows: 371 - Updated: 7/16/2010 - Published: 12/28/2009 - S. Reid, D. Morgan - Complete
Liar by Oroburos69 reviews
Red John reminds Jane of why he can't have nice things. Red John/Jane non-con.
Mentalist - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,439 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 7/3/2010 - Published: 11/16/2009 - Patrick J., Red John
The Lash by seditionary reviews
Continuation of "Without Reid." Hotch has a B/D relationship with Reid. This is their night together after Reid returns from Vegas. Contains infliction of pain and m/m sex; slash. Oh, and Reid on a motorcycle.
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,771 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 14 - Published: 6/13/2010 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, S. Reid
The Eyes of a Monster by criminalxxxmindsxxxfreak reviews
My version of the episode "Memoriam" Assumes Gary Michaels never existed and Reid's father was the killer. How do things pan out for our favorite genius when he's forced to confront the darkness of his past? WARNING: mentions of child molestation!
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Crime/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,189 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 235 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 6/9/2010 - Published: 6/5/2010 - S. Reid - Complete
Exclave by sodakey reviews
Depiction of a possible missing scene from Elephant’s Memory. Set after Hotch sends Reid back to Owen’s house to work with Morgan. Hotch, Reid, Morgan. Gen.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 684 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/18/2009 - S. Reid, D. Morgan - Complete
Red Eye by Alipeeps reviews
Whumpy missing scene tag fic to episode 1x16 - Bloodshot.
Mentalist - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,995 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/5/2009 - Teresa L., Patrick J. - Complete
Blue Light by Kourion reviews
That's the thing about working in a military environment – people don't want to talk about the past very often. Which is fine by me. Warnings for child abuse and general angst. Daniel centric./ ORPHANED. If you would like to continue on, shoot me a message.
Stargate: SG-1 - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,417 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 26 - Published: 8/18/2007 - S. Carter, D. Jackson
Voices in the Night by livengoo reviews
Sam Winchester's ghosts catch up with him on the anniversary of Jess's death. He learns what it takes to get through the darkest part of the night.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,142 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/4/2006 - Sam W. - Complete
A Little Night Music by livengoo reviews
Lots of bad things lurk in the dark. Not all of them are supernatural.
Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,462 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/4/2006 - Complete
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Charlotte's Web reviews
"When two become as one, the fun will have begun." A decade after the murder of Jane's family, Red John decides to up the ante, pulling Jane and Lisbon into a deadly cat-and-mouse game with a disturbed young "apprentice" who has the power to change the dynamics of Jane's life in ways he never dreamed possible. My RJ is not the show's RJ. Strong horror elements. Adult readers only.
Mentalist - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 41 - Words: 313,703 - Reviews: 270 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 4/12 - Published: 3/3/2013 - Patrick J., Teresa L., Red John, OC
A Cold, Dark Rain reviews
"He feels so exhausted, suddenly, legs weak and wobbling like rubber, but he can't get out of the shower. He can't go back to his old life. He is on the verge of crisis. He sits on the bottom of the shower in a ball, and the water pelts at his back and his sopping hair and his closed, long-lashed eyes." Will is struggling after being released from the sanitarium.
Hannibal - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,123 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/14/2014 - Will G., Hannibal L. - Complete
The Blue Boy reviews
Spencer Reid is developing what looks like clinical depression... but is he really depressed, or is there something else going on?
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,560 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 191 - Updated: 8/22/2013 - Published: 10/18/2010 - S. Reid
This Is My Last Resort reviews
Reid is kidnapped by a pair of UNSUBs who want a perfect family of "children"... except Spencer Reid is not a child. Please read internal summary for more details... Rated M just to be safe...
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 18 - Words: 62,477 - Reviews: 165 - Favs: 152 - Follows: 199 - Updated: 3/3/2013 - Published: 10/18/2010 - S. Reid
Every Penrose triangle has its thorns reviews
Takes place one week after the events of "Zugzwang" and Maeve's murder, and Reid can barely see the light. Grief can be one of the hardest parts of life. Morgan visits the "kid" and tries his best to comfort his friend. A philosophical discussion (Reid being Reid!) ensues, Rated T because I am paranoid, K is more likely, but paranoia wins out. Review, please.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,800 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/27/2013 - S. Reid, D. Morgan - Complete
64 minutes reviews
While investigating a potential lead on a serial arson case, Reid is badly injured and Hotch must do what he can for him... a snapshot of one man, terribly injured, and another trying to deal with his friend's injuries and do what he can in a 64 minute span of time when both men know help will eventually come, but possibly too late. Rated M just to be on the safe side.
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,877 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 20 - Published: 2/27/2013 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, S. Reid - Complete
Losing My Religion reviews
Spencer Reid, 10, is removed from his father's "care" after being violently attacked and is fostered by his old mentor, Jason Gideon. This is a sequel to "That's me in the corner". Features child abuse, do not read if underage. Please review!
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 48 - Words: 211,321 - Reviews: 434 - Favs: 321 - Follows: 278 - Updated: 1/18/2013 - Published: 10/24/2010 - Complete
I Know Now Why You Cry reviews
10-year-old John Connor contemplates his future immediately after the T-800 is lowered into the molten steel at the steel mill. A one-shot. Complete. Please read and review and enjoy! . Rated T just because I am paranoid, more K really...
Terminator - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,061 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 11 - Published: 11/14/2010 - John Connor, Sarah Connor - Complete
Not Yet Broken reviews
After "The Uncanny Valley", Reid starts to withdraw from the team. Hotch searches for the cause. WARNING: This story deals with self injury and mentions sexual assault. RATED M. DO NOT READ IF UNDERAGE OR IF YOU MAY BE TRIGGERED!
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,545 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 270 - Follows: 48 - Published: 11/9/2010 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, S. Reid - Complete
Working The Case reviews
Hotch assumed that with Foyet's death the horror, at least, would be over. But Foyet still has one trick left up his sleeve, and it involves Jack.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,933 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/6/2010 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jack H. - Complete
Not a Blinker reviews
A few weeks after Hotch's attack by Foyet, Hotch experiences his first, and hopefully last, panic attack while on the jet. A one-shot. Please read and review! Rated T, just because I am paranoid...
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,047 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 7 - Published: 11/3/2010 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, D. Rossi - Complete
Coulrophobia reviews
A serial child-killer who dresses like a clown and calls himself "Pennywise" attracts the attention of the FBI's Behavioral Analysis Unit. Rated M for violence and the death of children/dark themes. Read internal summary for more info.
Crossover - IT & Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Horror/Crime - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,442 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 10/25/2010 - Published: 10/23/2010
We Don't Like Zombies reviews
After the Events of "The Uncanny Valley" 5x12 , Reid thinks over the case on the jet and describes psych research involving human-looking robots in the 1970s to the rest of the team. This fic explains why this episode was titled "The Uncanny Valley".
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,034 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 45 - Published: 10/25/2010 - S. Reid - Complete
Little Man Reid reviews
5-year-old Spencer Reid experiences his first day of Kindergarten and quickly learns that he is nothing like most children. A one-shot well, three-shot, I guess fic. Title inspired by the movie "Little Man Tate"...Please read and review!
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,392 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 43 - Published: 10/25/2010 - S. Reid, Diana R. - Complete
Some Grow To Catch Them reviews
A one shot. Hotch thinks about the talk he had with Perotta at the end of "Natural Born Killer" 1x8 and gets some much needed advice from Gideon.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,721 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/23/2010 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, J. Gideon - Complete
Do You Think You Could Fly reviews
After the events of "The Good Son", how does Mark Evans deal with his guilt and confusion regarding Henry's actions and Henry's death? Please read internal summary for more info
Good Son - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,856 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 11 - Published: 10/20/2010 - Complete
That's Me in the Corner reviews
A kid!fic about Reid being physically abused by his father as a young boy, and meeting Gideon for the first time. Nothing too graphic, and I don't consider it AU, but some of you might. Because it deals with child abuse I am rating it M.
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,628 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 278 - Follows: 56 - Published: 10/19/2010 - S. Reid, J. Gideon - Complete
The Garden of Eden reviews
After the end of "Cage", how does Eden deal with Danny's "abandonment"?
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,340 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/17/2010 - O. Benson - Complete
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