Deepest Apologies

I want to say I'm really sorry to all my readers/fans for taking so long to recover from my depression. I've suffered from low self esteem/mental issues/depression for all of my life, was even suicidal quite a few times as a teen and I fall back into these patterns really easily.

I'm so sorry.

I'm going to try and make writing my main priority again but I'm going to focus on original stories more so now than fanfiction -I have plans to adopt a couple stories into original ones but not all of them, and those that I don't adapt I'll continue as fanfiction. SOSM I'm currently adopting into a boys love chinese xianxia novel called The Price of Patience.

I'll be posting any new writings and old fanfictions onto three sites:

Wattpad as Sympathetic Wishes @SympatheticWishes

Webnovels as SympatheticWishes (can't do spaces)

ScribbleHub as SympatheticWishes (changed from SiQingMei)

Please check any of them out if you still want to read my writing!

Thank you everyone for your continued patience!!!

Lastly, I want to give a big thank you to [Michelle Leathers] for supporting me on [pat] [treon] and offer a deep apology for not realizing until literally the day before I'm writing this. When I first made [pat] [treon] and Ko-Fi I didn't think I would actually get any supporters and so after I posted the link on my profile, and I fell into my depression, I just forgot all about it.

I forgot to check , forgot I ever made it, I didn't even have it linked to the right email address.

So, only when I checked back yesterday, like a year after I last logged in, did I realize I actually had a patron. I'm so sorry [Michelle Leathers] for not noticing your kind donations until now!

Seeing the amounts literally made me break down crying because it's so hard for me to practice and maintain self love or confidence to any degree. I tend to have many self defeating thoughts revolving around my head and I never really thought my writing was of any consequence to anyone but to see someone actually willing to pay made me completely breakdown weeping. I can't thank you enough from the bottom of my heart!

Please consider joining my discord server to come chat and discuss story ideas!

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If you like my writing please consider supporting me on ko-fi ! /sympatheticwishes
run search for it on google, not clicking the link.

I have [p] [a] [t] [r] [e] [o] [n] which this site won't let me link to but my username is the same. :)

I've been dying to reread this story I found awhile ago but I just can't locate it anywhere. Not sure if it was deleted or not? But please if anyone can help I'd really appreciate it.

So the premise is kind of similar to Laying Claim by JanuaryEclipses where Sasuke can speak directly into Sakura's mind and control her body's function against her will but the story starts out with Sakura getting captured by Sound and Orochimaru like convincing Sasuke that he can become stronger if he lays claim over Sakura's mind and subjugates her will, using either some kind of ancient jutsu or curse Orochimaru invented/wants to test out.

Sakura tries to resist Sasuke's mind but eventually he succeeds and says something like "I'm in control now" inside her mind and then forth has complete control over her body; like she can't sleep without his permission and so on and Sakura feels the anger, humiliation in this arrangement but can do nothing against him as she desperately tries to think of way to break his power over her. I read this story a long time ago but can't find it anymore. Does anyone know what this story is called?

My name is Sandy.

Um.

I've loved reading and writing for most of my life and I believe I'm a lot better at formulating/communicating my thoughts through writing rather than speech.

My writing right now is quite amateurish, at best, honestly speaking and while I dream of someday being able to publish my own story for monetary purposes, I'm unsure if I am able to right now. Would anyone be willing to pay for my writing style? Feel free to send me messages in your opinion.

I came from an abusive family and abusive public school system throughout most of my life so I've had my share of depression/suicide/eating-disorders...I'm better now than I was before sometimes I still have suicidal thoughts, not gonna lie.

I'm kind of sensitive to my writing so please no nasty comments. I welcome constructive criticism always of course because that can help me become a better a writer but please don't be antagonistic or caustic?

I don't currently have a Tumblr, Archive of Our Own or any other social site like that. Do you guys want me to make one? Maybe become a bit more social and make it easier for my fans to communicate with me? Maybe twitter or instagram?

Don't be shy, if you ever want you can pm me anytime and I'll try to answer as soon as possible.