Author has written 10 stories for Yu-Gi-Oh! 5D's, Naruto, Munto, and Free! - Iwatobi Swim Club.
Hi I'm Ruka Ai.
If you're here then that probably means you've found some of my old works and either liked them (not very likely) or hated them and wondered how a human could have come up with this kind of shit (most likely)
I started my account in 2011 when I was about thirteen, at the time I went by Shugoshugo113 (I was obsessed with Shugo Chara) Turns out being raised by the internet isn't all it's cracked out to be. 'I'm mature.' I would tell myself, while reading M rated fics involving other minors. Spoiler alert: I wasn't. Who knew that being exposed to mature content on the regular, being groomed by online predators over PMs, and actually writing fucked up content would not bode well on my mental health? Well, I sure didn't. Also idk if you guys were on FF when Shugo Chara was THE anime but I gotta say there were a lot of minors writing rapey Amuto fics.
Five years and lots of therapy sessions later, I'm back! But I won't be writing here regularly... except to rewrite my Castle in the Sky fic... What can I say? Ruka was my comfort character growing up, why? Idk she was cute, quiet, important, surrounded by hot guys, not to mention protected by said hot guys. I'm sure Freud would have a good reason for why I wrote so much smut involving a minor and adult.
Oh yeah, I have a funny story. So if you haven't read my story 'The King, The Evil King and the Captured Faerie', don't read it because it's trash but basically it's about Jack's split personality being a pedo (wtf was I even writing??) and trying to hurt Ruka, but Ruka is so sweet and she doesn't want Jack to go to jail because of something he can't control u.u... Anyways at one chapter I put in the notes that 'I might make it M instead of T but idk guys I'm like 14 lol .' and somehow... SOMEHOW my dad found out I was basically writing porn, idk how I think it's because at the time I used to use his phone to get on the internet so I probably checked the story and forgot to delete the history. Thankfully my dad believes kids should read/write anything they want, he was just upset because I put my age on there. I pretty much stopped writing it after that. When I confronted him recently about that he says he doesn't remember but I remember how scared I was and how I thought I would be grounded for writing that kind of stuff. Tbh I'm surprised he didn't put me in therapy right there and then.
Although the story 'Sessions' is one of those stories, I do consider it to be one of my best writings. I wish I could say I've gotten better at writing but that's not really the case. I figured I would rewrite Castle in the Sky because although the story I wrote on here is shit, I think younger me would have liked to finish it... so I'm gonna do that... and then head over to AO3 once I figure out how the hell it works. Oh yeah sorry to disappoint but I'm not a weeb anymore, instead I'm a kpop stan... trading one cringey hobby for another.
Well, that's all I have to say. If you wanna chat with me just send a PM and I'll get back to you. Thanks for the memories FF (and the trauma)
For The Worst (15)
Pixelated Optimism (12)
The Happy Emo (17)