MistressMacha
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Joined 11-04-10, id: 2602271, Profile Updated: 08-19-12
Author has written 14 stories for Law and Order: SVU.

I'm in my twenties and from Ireland, and I live with my housemate, six ungrateful cats and one overexcitable Rottweiler puppy (named Olivia - after the original fierce bitch, as one of my friends put it.)

Right now I'm at art school studying for my MFA, about to start my final year. I'm also starting a creative writing course this year too, so hopefully you'll all see an improvement in my writing... plus, as of recently I am writing my first actual book, which I plan to publish online in the next few months. As far as my writing on here goes... I think Judgement and Heritage are probably my current favourites, although I'm really enjoying finding out where Blame and Grievance are going as well. Paranoia is coming to an end now, which makes me sad, because I've enjoyed writing it so much and I hate saying goodbye to a story... but hey, I'm always coming up with new ideas! I'm a little annoyed that I've had to edit the shit out of some of them, which has really affected the impact of some chapters (Heritage in particular) but if you want to read the unedited versions, leave a review on the story and let me know, and I can get them sent to you.

If you're a regular reader who's waiting impatiently for me to update things, I am so, so, sorry for the delay. I know it's inexcusable to keep you all waiting for so long, but I'm suffering from a pretty serious depressive episode right now and it has, as one of my regulars put it, stolen my 'mojo' a little. I'll keep on posting as and when I can, and thank you so much for your support... and I promise I will make it up to you as soon as I'm feeling a little better.

I've also recently been diagnosed with ME/CFIDS, so that'll be slowing me down a bit too I'm afraid. However... if any of you have it, or know someone who does, I could really do with some advice on how to deal with it, because right now I feel as if it's kicking my life in the nuts over and over and over again, and I'd rather like to kick it back and show the sonofawhore who's boss.

I watch a lot of Law and Order SVU (obviously), the original Law and Order, Law and Order Criminal Intent, Rookie Blue, Psych, CSI, Twin Peaks, Bones... I'm just a great one for my police procedural dramas and detective shows. My housemate loathes them all and refuses to watch them, although I have started to get her interested in SVU (ish. She still loathes it but now she actually follows the plots and remembers the characters whenever I make her watch it.) I also like the Newsroom, Crossing Jordan, Oz, Raising Hope, Criminal Minds, Bored to Death... a pretty weird selection actually. Oz is a favourite, and if you're into bizarre yet awesome prison-based dramas (and, to be honest, over 18) then I thoroughly recommend it, at the very least for the regular views you get of Chris Meloni's ass. He's also incredible in this - especially if you remember that for the last three seasons he was filming at the same time as SVU, switching back and forth between the Catholic cop who hates rapists and the sociopathic bisexual prisoner who prides himself on never having killed anyone just for sport - only business. If I'm honest, Kathryn Erbe's character Shirley Bellinger is probably my favourite, though - there's something about her quietly deranged, perfectly-mannered-yet-crude Southern housewife that I just love.

At the moment I mostly (well, exclusively) write SVU E/O fic, but that will probably change. I just really enjoy writing it because they have such an interesting dynamic and they're both such interesting characters... plus it makes me feel a little better now that Chris Meloni has left the show for good.

I'm also a bit of a diehard romantic and so I'm a terrible one for shipping (aside from E/O, there are Claire Kincaid/Jack McCoy in original L&O (a particular favourite), Sam Swarek/Andy McNally in Rookie Blue, Grissom/Sara in CSI, Cooper/Audrey in Twin Peaks, Keller/Beecher in Oz, Booth/Brennan in Bones, Lassiter/Juliet in Psych (and oddly enough also Shawn/Lassiter and Shawn/Juliet to some extent, so maybe they could come up with some kind of arrangement or something. Lassiter/Juliet is the favourite one for me, though) as well as many more I cannot think of right now because I am tired.

Please RR, and any other Irish Law and Order fans, PM me NOW! We are a rare breed!


I've recently set up a blog on tumblr covering my own experiences of the issues dealt with on shows such as SVU, and on attempts to maybe change the attitudes of even a few people. Please follow it and comment, and please make suggestions as to what else you think it needs. The blog is titled 'One Irish Girl's Perspective', and it can be found at the usual tumblr site under the url oneirishgirlsperspective.

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Enchanted by gemfinder360 reviews
One-shot songfic. 'Enchanted' by Taylor Swift. Elliot comes to visit Olivia after no contact for a couple of months. When unexpevted words are said, will Olvia run like her head says too, or stay like her heart says too? E/O
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,401 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/5/2012 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Close Call by ladybugsmomma reviews
What happens if Gitano cut too deep? Will Olivia make it? Will Elliot? Spoilers for "Fault."
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 20,204 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 12/11/2011 - Published: 10/14/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Pageantry by TheTBone reviews
An undercover case leads to Olivia playing the part of someone way outside her comfort zone...a pageant mom. Can she, her 'daughter,' and the squad survive the world of hairspray, catfights, and deception to crack the case?
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 26 - Words: 68,936 - Reviews: 313 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 10/2/2011 - Published: 3/3/2011 - Complete
Lassiter: Holidays And Discussions by Loafer reviews
What happens to a partnership when a little too much spiked punch causes Juliet to ask Carlton for something unexpected? Lassiet.
Psych - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,744 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 23 - Published: 10/2/2011 - Carlton L., Juliet oH. - Complete
Stuck In A Moment by TStabler reviews
When a member of the squad dies, Olivia takes it hard. It makes her reevaluate her life and make a few drastic changes. When she acts on an impulse, living in the moment, she gets stuck. Someone else, though, is sticking right along with her. E/O later
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 45 - Words: 86,328 - Reviews: 341 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 9/2/2011 - Published: 9/16/2010 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Blink Your Lights by Ballanchinewriting2 reviews
Little scene that takes place after the undercover assignment in 'Bombshell.' "Slowly as we make our way to the locker bay, I'm Olivia and he's Elliot again. We are no longer acting a role we'll never see play out in real life."
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,482 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/16/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Salvation by hopelesslydevoted2svu reviews
What I think and wish in my humble opinion had happened after Rescue. This is a first attempt at writing anything smutty. Warning: Graphic language and sexual scenes.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 53,952 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 8/12/2011 - Published: 1/9/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Adventures in Diplomacy by peroxidepest17 reviews
In the beginning, there was DEAN. And some other stuff.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,527 - Reviews: 214 - Favs: 601 - Follows: 311 - Updated: 6/5/2011 - Published: 5/21/2010 - Castiel, Crowley
Endings Never Are by Bensler reviews
What could/would/should happen after Smoked. My version of the true Special Victims Unit Season 13 Series Finale. CAUTION: Beware, Mr. Wolf. Heavy EO ahead!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Parody/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,930 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/29/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
The Year Under by Bialy reviews
Juliet's convinced they're going to kill each other by Christmas. Juliet and Lassiter and a year spent alone together after a case goes sour. Lassiet, oneshot.
Psych - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,697 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Juliet oH., Carlton L. - Complete
Frozen by AmyJ10 reviews
He was freezing, still. Even after six days he just couldn't get warm. **ALTERNATE ENDING**
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 19,330 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/27/2010 - Published: 8/8/2010 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Demons by Stabson reviews
My take on the end/after episode "Demons". Definitely E/O.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,137 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 11/14/2010 - Published: 10/6/2010 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Never Have I Ever by Tunnel-Visionary reviews
Alex, Casey, Elliot, Olivia and Munch are trapped in the courthouse elevator. What to do with the time?
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 15 - Words: 23,917 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 10/23/2010 - Published: 8/15/2010 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
In My Enemy's Hands by maigonokaze reviews
Six girls have been kidnapped by someone who seems intent on taunting SVU. The situation only worsens when Olivia is abducted and finds herself trapped along with the missing girls. CAUTION: Will contain graphic rape and violence. You have been warned.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 28,254 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 7/25/2010 - Published: 7/18/2010 - O. Benson - Complete
Hemorrhage by obsessedwithstabler reviews
For eleven years she stood beside me, laughing, crying, trusting and protecting me. It was never an obligation to her. She did it because she cared about me, and too many times I took that for granted.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 11 - Published: 11/2/2009 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Consequences by AmyJ10 reviews
What would you do if you thought you only had hours left to live? How do you cope with the consequences? Olivia & Elliot make a mistake neither of them can ever forget. E/O *COMPLETE*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 85,212 - Reviews: 298 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 3/20/2009 - Published: 12/12/2008 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Too late by AmyJ10 reviews
When all is said and done and it's too late, how do you cope? How can you carry on? E/O **Epilogue**
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,284 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 2/9/2009 - Published: 10/28/2008 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Hurting by Ms. Catherine Willmon 2015 reviews
Olivia's in an abusive marriage with FBI agent Dean Porter. Tragedy strikes, painful secrets are revealed and chaos ensues. As she heads down towards a self destructive path, a certain blue eyed detective will not only help her get back on track, but will also heal her shattered heart with his unconditional love and support. Please R&R!
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 25 - Words: 62,448 - Reviews: 246 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 1/22/2008 - Published: 10/5/2007 - [E. Stabler, O. Benson] D. Porter, OC - Complete
Shadows' Waiting by runaway scrape reviews
Law and Order:SVU and Buffy the Vampire Slayer crossover. Detectives Benson and Stabler are on the trail of a serial killer, but the facts of the case simply will not add up unless, that is, you consider the possibility that there are deeper darknesses i
Crossover - Buffy: The Vampire Slayer & Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 10 - Words: 44,982 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 7/13/2006 - Published: 8/30/2005 - Buffy S., E. Stabler - Complete
Extremely Strange Parody Of Several Horror Stories by Bellini Girl reviews
Will and Elizabeth POTC host a Halloween party in the grounds of a haunted house...starring Freddy Kreuger, Edward Scissorhands, the Daleks, the Mothman, Samara and many, many more! Enjoy!
Movie X-overs - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 9 - Words: 6,444 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/4/2004 - Published: 11/2/2003
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Heritage reviews
A traumatic event not only tests the limits of personal resilience and loyalty, but also forces Elliot and Olivia to consider the power and importance of past events and heredity in dealing with the consequences. Rated M for graphic sexual violence
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 95,902 - Reviews: 286 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 1/13/2013 - Published: 9/24/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler
Grievance reviews
It was Elliot's mistake, but Olivia was the one who got hurt. It's weeks later, and she still won't return any of his calls or messages, no matter how hard he tries to make it up to her... As ever, E/O, some quite explicit.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 28,310 - Reviews: 98 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 8/18/2012 - Published: 12/13/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Judgement reviews
While her partner was away on leave, Olivia made a bad call, and a hostage died. 18 months later, it's finally caught up with her, and all Elliot can really do is sit back and watch... Some E/O. Rated M for graphic violence.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,405 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 8/4/2012 - Published: 5/5/2012 - O. Benson, E. Stabler
Blame reviews
Elliot had always been secretly afraid that his temper might get him into serious trouble one day, but no one could ever have thought that it would end up being because of something like this... Set just after 'Smoked'.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,801 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 7/23/2012 - Published: 1/18/2012 - E. Stabler, O. Benson
Paranoia reviews
Elliot's having a bad month. There's an increasingly nasty case, Kathy went back to her mother's, and Olivia's met someone else who doesn't seem quite right to him. As ever: big-time E/O. It gets pretty explicit, so if you don't like that, don't read it.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 54,293 - Reviews: 239 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 5/12/2012 - Published: 8/3/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler
Anew reviews
A sequel to 'Aftermath', set four years or so later. Re-reading 'Aftermath' made me wonder about where they would have gone from there, because I couldn't see it being an entirely easy ride for either of them... LOTS of E/O, some quite explicit.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 28 - Words: 39,238 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 3/10/2012 - Published: 8/20/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler
Nollaig Shona Daoibh reviews
It's the precinct Christmas party and one awkward moment leads to a night of unexpected revelations... Happy Christmas, my wonderful readers, and enjoy - this is easily the smuttiest thing I have ever written. Rated M for VERY explicit E/O throughout.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,890 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 2/25/2012 - Published: 12/23/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler
One Hell Of A Last Laugh reviews
'As I have no surviving close relations, I decided to take an unusual route in dividing my possessions... and to go out having gotten one hell of a last laugh out of it.' It's the reading of Munch's will, and he decided to have a little fun... Some E/O
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,629 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 17 - Published: 1/8/2012 - J. Munch
Afterthought reviews
Oneshot based on Season 13 promos. Olivia hasn't heard from Elliot since he left the unit, and not only is she starting to wonder if it was something she did, but she can't stop thinking about everything that's happened between them since they met...
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,587 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 12/13/2011 - Published: 9/28/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Hysteria reviews
There's a serial rapist and killer targeting affluent young women in New York, and it's not only working the entire city up into a dangerous frenzy, it's also starting to threaten Elliot's relationship with Olivia... E/O, rated M for graphic violence.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,496 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 11/12/2011 - Published: 10/28/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler
Controlled reviews
A twist on 'Fault' I wrote after I got 'revenge/sacrifice' in a challenge. How far would you go if the most important person in your life needed you to? Can get heavy on angst. Rated M for violence in later chapters. Co-Author: Lissa G.G. McArthur.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 7,396 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/25/2011 - Published: 6/21/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Aftermath reviews
An investigation goes wrong and Elliot is targeted by the defence. At the same time he is trying to deal with the lasting consequences of past actions on both his life and his relationship with Olivia, who has had to deal with the aftermath alone.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,509 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 8/20/2011 - Published: 6/8/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
Olivia reviews
A figure from Olivia's childhood catches up with her 24 years later, and forces her to examine both her history and her relationship with Elliot. Some E/O later but it's not the focus of the story - it's more about Olivia herself.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 9,226 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 7/3/2011 - Published: 6/2/2011 - O. Benson, E. Stabler - Complete
An Alternate Ending To Season 12 reviews
This story takes place between the end of Season 12 and the start of Season 13. How I think Elliot and Olivia should have left off... to help ease the pain of Chris Meloni's abrupt departure. *sad*
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,623 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/29/2011 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete