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Joined 12-01-10, id: 2639424, Profile Updated: 09-07-15
Author has written 2 stories for Harry Potter, and South of Nowhere.

Hi I'm commanderheartache or Steph. I live in Australia, I'm 18 and finished year 12 last year (2014) FINALLY. a few years ago for the first time I decided it would be nice to finally write down some of the ideas that where swimming around in my head and eventually those ideas turned into 'Knocking on Heavens Door' and 'The Calm Before the Storm'. I'm obviously Gay. I love music, it's my life, its my savor, it's my everything. I started out playing drums in a band called Stuck in Neutral, but like all good things it eventually ended, so right now I am kinda just fiddling around with my own stuff. There might be a few recordings emerging sooner or later.

I used to swim a heap, like every afternoon 5 days a week and then go to swimming carnivals every second weekend, so you might as well call me a fish. Right now my life is absolutely a mess which is why both of my fics are not being updated very regularly and for that I am truly sorry. My favorite color is blue. I'm a dog person, cats are just way to moody for my liking. My all time favorite bands are, Paramore (Who does not like them?), Daughtry, The Cab and Tonight Alive.

Some of the quotes I live my life by are:

- My senior quote: Don't judge me because I am quite, no one plans a murder out loud.

- Some people believe in God, I believe in music. Some people pray I turn up the radio

- The hardest thing in the world to do in this business is start a band nobody’s heard of

- Intelligence without ambition is like a bird without wings

- People are like music, some speak the truth and others are just noise

- One good thing about music, when it hits, you feel no pain

- A phase is like a low-carb diet, not who you wake up next to.

- 1, 2, 3, 4 open up the closet door 5, 6, 7, 8 don't assume your kids are straight.

Oh you can also find me on Tumblr with the same username :D

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The Poison of Lust by bellamione17 reviews
Bellamione. Some Cissatrix as well. During a chance meeting in Diagon Alley, Bellatrix and Hermione find themselves in an unexpected situation that leads to an unexpected relationship. *contains blackcest* *I do not own Harry Potter*
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 40 - Words: 75,112 - Reviews: 309 - Favs: 448 - Follows: 572 - Updated: 10/1 - Published: 8/20/2012 - Hermione G., Bellatrix L., Narcissa M.
Paint it, Black by N. Blackman reviews
A/u. Dystopia A servant to Lady Lestrange, her most loyal, Hermione is head Servant of Lestrange household. She's proud of her position, has never known anything different. With death breathing down her neck, the whisper of change in the air and her loyalties being tested. Hermione is coming undone. Bellamione. Lunamione.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure - Chapters: 31 - Words: 133,746 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 131 - Updated: 7/26 - Published: 6/3 - [Bellatrix L., Hermione G.] Draco M., Luna L. - Complete
Out of the Dark by LizziF019 reviews
Hermione helps Bellatrix stay out of Azkaban and they develop intensely loving feelings for each other through it.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 49 - Words: 125,205 - Reviews: 147 - Favs: 315 - Follows: 419 - Updated: 3/29 - Published: 11/16/2012 - Hermione G., Bellatrix L.
The Collar by littledragonflyson reviews
When Queen Regina threatened to cast her curse the Charmings sent their baby to safety in another world. But, the curse was never cast. Six years later the Queen seeks to retrieve the child, instead enter Emma Swan age 24, who intrigues Regina enough to make her an offer- become her slave for a year in exchange for a trip home. Strong BDSM themes throughout Ft Red Beauty
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 115 - Words: 401,886 - Reviews: 3494 - Favs: 1,949 - Follows: 2,798 - Updated: 9/19/2021 - Published: 6/9/2013 - Emma S., Regina M./The Evil Queen
Catching Midnight by deepforestspecter reviews
Bellatrix Black always gets what she wants, and right now that's the cute little barista that works at her sister's coffee shop. Hermione Granger turns out to be not at all what she's expecting.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 19,419 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 7/2/2021 - Published: 6/13/2021 - [Bellatrix L., Hermione G.]
Reign Down by DoctorD reviews
Dark AU Occasionally, things do not always go as planned. After the war, the wizarding world is not run by the Light, it's run by power and blood. Hermione's concept of peace and equality has always been relative, even if it's granted under Voldemort's regime. Yet, his carefully crafted utopia cannot be held without sacrifice. It's time for Hermione to prove her worth.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 188,676 - Reviews: 222 - Favs: 435 - Follows: 680 - Updated: 9/30/2020 - Published: 9/20/2016 - [Hermione G., Bellatrix L.] Luna L., Narcissa M.
Curfew by N. Blackman reviews
Minister Riddle is running for re-election, if only he didn't have to deal with the activists seeking equality. Luckily, he has his most faithful Auror to keep the wizarding world under control. He just didn't bet on a certain muggleborn taking a stand. Slow burn Bellamione. Blurb inside.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 52,179 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 238 - Updated: 8/25/2020 - Published: 3/14/2020 - [Bellatrix L., Hermione G.] [Ted T., Andromeda T.]
All According to Plan by LysandraLeigh reviews
Thirteen-year-old Bella Black intended to go back in time to start a war in service to her patron goddess. Ritual magic goes awry and she finds herself in 1993, faced with a failing House of Black, an insane alter ego, and a Dark Lord on the rise. Chaos ensues. Title drop. (A collaboration by LeighaGreene and inwardtransience)
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 34 - Words: 470,119 - Reviews: 366 - Favs: 1,273 - Follows: 1,189 - Updated: 12/7/2019 - Published: 7/14/2018 - Harry P., Hermione G., Bellatrix L., Blaise Z. - Complete
Shadow Haven by Delirious-Comfort reviews
Emma Swan is a PR agent who is sent on a holiday by her boss. Regina Mills is the owner of a private island named Shadow Haven. There is more to Regina than initially meets the eye. This story dips heavily into the BDSM subculture. Swan Queen romance / BDSM story.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 31 - Words: 129,535 - Reviews: 1232 - Favs: 1,571 - Follows: 1,415 - Updated: 6/27/2017 - Published: 5/7/2015 - Emma S., Regina M./The Evil Queen - Complete
A Lesson In Black by CrushedGlass reviews
To become fearless is not to overcome fear, but instead to learn its nature. Or in this case, her nature. Bellamione
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 35,725 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 350 - Follows: 579 - Updated: 6/5/2017 - Published: 11/12/2016 - [Hermione G., Bellatrix L.]
Shameless by BellasTrick reviews
Hermione cannot explain the strong connection she feels towards Bellatrix. Needing the answers, Hermione saves the Death Eater's life during the battle at Hogwarts, forcing both to go on the run together. Now, she must survive Bellatrix's wrath and somehow explain her actions to the world. Contains: Femslash, Torture, Adult Themes, PLOT, etc. Rated M!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 96,440 - Reviews: 415 - Favs: 446 - Follows: 664 - Updated: 12/15/2016 - Published: 5/22/2012 - Bellatrix L., Hermione G.
Cover Girl by dnllmnts reviews
Spencer is a successful photographer, but when rockstar Ashley Davies comes in for a shoot, will she be able to keep her composure? Disclaimer: I do not own any South of Nowhere characters.
South of Nowhere - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,277 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 6/6/2016 - Published: 4/14/2011 - Ashley D., Spencer C.
Turn Time by N. Blackman reviews
The war is won, Voldemort is dead and his followers gone. Yet Hermione cannot find peace until she finds a way to heal her parents memory. Only one person knows, Bellatrix. Problem is, she's dead. Accidentally sent back in time, Hermione has to face her fears. Will she find the answers she seeks? (2nd in the Caught in Time series) Can be read alone.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 140,537 - Reviews: 396 - Favs: 792 - Follows: 600 - Updated: 6/20/2015 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Hermione G., Bellatrix L. - Complete
Rabid Love by miggit91 reviews
Time in the mental ward moves so slowly when you belong there. It gives you lot's of time to think, but then again, when you're crazy, what do thoughts mean? BellaMione M for violence, language and some smut.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 24,112 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 150 - Updated: 5/22/2015 - Published: 4/17/2012 - [Hermione G., Bellatrix L.] Harry P.
Grounding Rumors by alecto8 reviews
People talk, even more when it's about important people. They were looks, sometimes they stood a little too close...just enough to get an intresting Rumor going about the commander and the sky princess.
100 - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,151 - Reviews: 190 - Favs: 491 - Follows: 617 - Updated: 3/15/2015 - Published: 2/3/2015 - [Clarke G., Lexa] Octavia B., Raven R. - Complete
Another Empty Bottle by uhohmaeday reviews
Highschool AU / Clexa Endgame / No dreams came, but peace did. There were no nightmares, and that was the best she could ask for right now.
100 - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 915 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 43 - Published: 3/14/2015 - [Clarke G., Lexa]
The Future Black by Terrorize reviews
A young Bellatrix is sent forward in time by the spirit of her ancestor, Morgan le Fay on a cryptic mission to save the future of the House of Black. Stuck 30 years in the future, Bellatrix's only hope lays with a muggle-born called Hermione Granger. AU Story, Bellatrix/Hermione pairing.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 50,579 - Reviews: 146 - Favs: 301 - Follows: 529 - Updated: 7/14/2014 - Published: 5/8/2013 - Bellatrix L., Hermione G.
Bellatrix and Hermione: Mine, forever by elsannabellamionewhouffle reviews
Bellatrix Lestrange ends up having feelings for Hermione Granger. Rated M.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,149 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 209 - Follows: 226 - Updated: 1/20/2014 - Published: 3/24/2013 - Hermione G., Bellatrix L.
Find a Way by 21h21 reviews
Spashley AU. If you've already started reading it you know what it's about :)
South of Nowhere - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 35 - Words: 78,264 - Reviews: 350 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 180 - Updated: 12/14/2013 - Published: 4/4/2013 - Spencer C., Ashley D.
The Unholy Trinity by ryannoels18 reviews
Ashley, Carmen, and Madison are the best of friends and known as the Unholy Three at King High. They have a charm and a smile that can melt any panties in a ten-mile radius and not to mention a huge friend down there to help them in the sheets, but maybe the Carlin's can change these bad girl ways. G!p Ashley, Carmen, and Madison.
South of Nowhere - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,754 - Reviews: 46 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 118 - Published: 11/25/2013 - [Ashley D., Spencer C.] Madison D., Kyla D.
Win Her Back by MiaAmore reviews
Spencer and Ashley's break up affected their lives in huge ways. Ashley is a famous musician and Spencer is a world class surfer. When a big surf tournament brings them together, are they willing to reconcile? When a freak accident happens, they might not get the chance.
South of Nowhere - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 14,426 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 120 - Updated: 10/28/2013 - Published: 10/22/2011
familiar taste of poison by shegodarling0218 reviews
Hermione's life is about to change forever. Will everything and everyone she knew turn out to be a lie? When the truth is revealed who will be her allies and who will be her enemies? Love is lost, love is gained, and unexpected friendships arise, but will it be enough to save her from her enemies and ultimately herself? review please! Hermione/OC, Hermione/Bella
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,487 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 8/25/2013 - Published: 3/14/2013 - Hermione G., Bellatrix L.
Why Me? by Rose Russo reviews
Bellatrix Lestrange, the most feared and ruthless Death Eater, is dead according to a recent edition of the Daily Prophet. 6th year has already started being incredibly hectic for the Golden Trio and things can only get worse as sinister plans are uncovered, truths are pushed out, and war is on the horizon. Will they make it though with the help of a mysterious auror turned teache
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 21 - Words: 131,047 - Reviews: 380 - Favs: 530 - Follows: 663 - Updated: 8/5/2013 - Published: 7/7/2012 - Bellatrix L., Hermione G.
PLead the fifth by AndWhoAreYou reviews
Falling in love is hard enough.. especial with a convict.
South of Nowhere - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,162 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/10/2013 - Published: 7/7/2013 - Ashley D.
Pull by writersfatigue89 reviews
Many say you can't go searching for love, that instead, it has to find you...That you'll be acting out your everyday life and it will just come right up and blindside you...But what if love wasn't so willing to make itself known? What if love didn't always act the way they said it did?
South of Nowhere - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,621 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 6/14/2013 - Published: 3/22/2013 - Spencer C., Ashley D.
The Snake and the Lion by urdhild09 reviews
Born into a war that neither could control, how could the love of a snake for a lion bring peace to a land destroyed by hate and end a century old war?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,722 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 6/7/2013 - Published: 5/18/2013 - Bellatrix L., Hermione G.
Broken Innocence by ArcticNight26 reviews
Hermione Granger finds herself left behind after the skirmish at Malfoy Manor. What will she do when she is forced to submit to the whims of the deranged Bellatrix Lestrange? How will she cope when pain is the only company she keeps?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 19,032 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 256 - Updated: 5/22/2013 - Published: 4/29/2012 - Hermione G., Bellatrix L.
Learning Experience by cocograeters09 reviews
Ashley is going to be a senior and she starts the year off perfect with her loving boyfriend and loyal friends. After one night out on the town she mets a girl and feels like she has something empty in her life. Little does Ashley know that this void is going to be her teacher.
South of Nowhere - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 47,264 - Reviews: 102 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 5/12/2013 - Published: 7/17/2012 - Ashley D., Spencer C.
The Apocalypse: Race For The Cure by hollymarie4 reviews
Sequel to The Apocalypse: The First Year. The gang heads back to Las Vegas to try to mass produce a cure to save the human population...well what's left of it.
South of Nowhere - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 55,876 - Reviews: 352 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 4/15/2013 - Published: 12/20/2012 - Spencer C., Ashley D. - Complete
My Best Friend and I are in the Closet by 21h21 reviews
What happens when you accidentally discover you have perfect sexual chemistry with your best friend since birth? Spencer and Ashley are about to find out.
South of Nowhere - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 15 - Words: 25,655 - Reviews: 146 - Favs: 161 - Follows: 120 - Updated: 3/27/2013 - Published: 1/26/2013 - Spencer C., Ashley D. - Complete
In the middle of nowhere by Peccator reviews
Expelled from her old school in Los Angeles, Ashley finds herself forced to attend a boarding school in the middle of nowhere, without much of anything around. Feeling angry and sour, will the meeting of a certain blonde girl attending the school be able to make the experience not all that bad after all?
South of Nowhere - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,254 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 3/7/2013 - Published: 2/24/2013 - Ashley D., Spencer C.
Song Of The Broken by Moon Pixie reviews
It is after the final battle and Hermione is sick of being used so she leaves Hogwarts and moves to Lima, Ohio. With her bad ass attitude and stunning beauty she attracts the attention of blond cheerio Quinn Fabray. Will the two girls be able to make it through? And what happens when the trio shows up wanting her back? Will Hermione ever tell Glee about her past? SLASH! R&R Please
Crossover - Harry Potter & Glee - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,464 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 55 - Published: 1/20/2013 - Hermione G., Quinn F.
Breathing In Lightning by WaveGoodbye reviews
Spencer Carlin & Ashley Davies have been inseparable since diapers, so how did life tear them apart? Can they grow up without each other to lean on? They both know you can't hide from someone you've known forever.
South of Nowhere - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 173,007 - Reviews: 675 - Favs: 390 - Follows: 404 - Updated: 12/29/2012 - Published: 9/21/2010 - Spencer C., Ashley D.
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Knocking on Heavens Door reviews
It's been a while since Ashley has been to school. For Spencer it's been a while since she has seen anyone like Ashley. This story was posted a few years ago by me and I decided to make a few changes to make it, in my opinion better. It used to Be called, 6 Months.
South of Nowhere - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,779 - Reviews: 4 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/13/2015
The Calm Before the Storm reviews
With the abduction of Hermione Granger by Bellatrix Lestrange comes a story of how two completely different witches become captivated in each other. What will happen when they both find out.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,172 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 3/13/2015 - Published: 7/5/2014 - Hermione G., Bellatrix L.