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Well hey peoples names Trista but you can call me Hazey, Shar, Shiver, Demelza, or Thelza if you want. I love roleplaying and writing. If you have any ideas on what I should write in my story next feel free to pm me. I also love poetry which I will post.
To Uncle Robert,
I miss you dearly.
I'm left wondering why I'm fading.
I'm wondering why I snuggle without you.
You were my favorite Uncle.
You've always been there for me.
I remember when you sang me a lullaby.
It was when I was 1 years old.
It was a soft and sooting melody.
So soft that it would put me to sleep.
Why do I feel different?
Why can't I be the same I used to be?
I just want to be in your arms.
I just want to be with you one last time.
I want to remember the memories.
The memories of the good times we shared.
You were like a friend than an Uncle.
I'll never be the same without you.
You made me stronger everyday.
You always made me smile and laugh.
Why do I feel I've been so far away?
Why are we all fading away so quickly?
Are we really gone?
I remember when you said it will be alright.
Why am I seeing flames everywhere?
Why do I feel guilt?
Why do I feel sorrow?
Why do I hear angels sing?
Are we really far away?
You always told me you would be up in the sky.
I know one day I'll be up in the stars with you.
Everyday I smile but I cry inside.
Everyday I fall apart but put myself together.
Why do I hear you sing to me again?
I just want to cuddle up with you one last time.
Why does everything seem to fall apart?
Why can't I breathe?
Why can't I fly?
Why do I cry?
Why does it feel this way?
Will I ever be the same person I always was?
Will I ever be the same true person you knew?
I'll never be the same I was before.
I'll never be who I am anymore.
I'm not who I should be.
I'm not the same I always wanted to be.
Why do I never tell anyone?
Why do I never tell the true feelings?
You were always the one who've been there.
You were always the one who I told how I felt.
You were always the one I told you about my true feelings.
You were always someone I could hold on to.
You were always the one I watched the stars with.
I always said I have no fears but I do.
I always have fears of losing someone very close to me.
Someone who was always there for me.
Someone I hold on to.
Someone I watch stars with.
Someone I can cry with.
Someone who can make me smile and laugh.
Someone who is very special to me.
I'm always hiding my true feelings, my true self people want to see.
Why do we lie in pieces?
Why do we cry everyday deep inside?
Why do we hide our true feelings?
I've felt like this for years since I was 13.
Whenever someone tell me it will be alright I feel not myself.
I feel like I'm losing my breath.
Why are the angels still here watching me?
Why can't I stay with you one last time?
Why can't I hold onto you one last time?
How many chances do we get? One chance?
Why do I hear the angels sing to me?
Why do I hear you calling me?
Why are we so far away?
When will we ever be together again?\
I'll never be the same I once was.
Would you ever light up the fire?
Would you ever light up the lights?
Why does it feel so dark but bright?
Are the stars still shining bright?
Is the sun still shining like the stars and the moon?
You turned me around.
Things seem to be changing when I didn't want that.
I just want everything to stay the same forever.
I don't ever want anything or anyone to change.
My wish is to always be the same I've always been.
To alway be myself but it will never be the same.
I'll never be the same I used to be.
Nothing stays the same without you.