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Joined 09-15-02, id: 268340, Profile Updated: 12-05-11
Author has written 12 stories for Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Buffy X-overs, Angel, and West Wing.

December 5, 2011

Dear readers,

I regret to inform you I am retired from fandom writing. It has been a wonderful ride, these last nine years, and I wish you all the best...those who have been with me from the beginning, and those who discover my work after my departure. I was a Spike/Buffy writer through high school, college, and longer than I have held any occupation. This has been such a huge and important part of my life, and I'll always look back with fondness, love, and nostalgia. Spike/Buffy will always be my One True Pairing. Always.

I might, from time to time, return to write a short fiction or update a chapter of something I have left incomplete. However, I have more or less moved on to writing and publishing original fiction.

Thank you, readers, for being with me during the good, bad, and ugly, and giving me the experience I needed to begin writing my own worlds. It has meant more to me than you can possibly imagine.

Many of my fictions have been removed from ff.net, yet remain on my website. All of my work is available at paragon(dot)dark-solace(dot)org.

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The Twelve Doctors by Extremophile reviews
The world is once again at risk when the Eleventh Doctor finds the Meta-Crisis Doctor and Rose Tyler have returned. Along with Jack Harkness, the team pulls together to help bring all of The Doctor's past selves together to face down a threat from the Doctor's past that is his future. Romance is between TenII and Rose.
Doctor Who - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,299 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 3/24/2013 - Published: 3/4/2013 - Rose T., 10th Doctor Duplicate
Taste of Juliet by Peta2 reviews
Complete! Post Harsh Light of Day. Buffy’s evening takes a drastic turn when she discovers an extremely ill Spike, collapsed and half-starved on a stormy Sunnydale night. When she promises to help him, she realizes that her life will never be the same
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 45 - Words: 83,630 - Reviews: 259 - Favs: 222 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 2/15/2013 - Published: 6/20/2004 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
Helga and the Republican by TheRealMcCoy reviews
For anyone who has ever watched the Season 4 episode, Guns Not Butter. There is a line toward the end where Donna tells that Josh has actually made her “dress as an East German cocktail waitress.” I know this fic is silly, but the line that inspired it do
West Wing - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,806 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/23/2005
A Toast to Pandora by TheRealMcCoy reviews
Complete! After a fateful night, Josh and Donna are forced to face their past, present and future. At the same time, both are consigned down a path of serious self-reflection, all aiming to finally decide what it is they want and whether the time is right
West Wing - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 96,576 - Reviews: 233 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/21/2005 - Published: 1/21/2004 - Complete
Genesis As Written By Dan Brown by Axiomatic reviews
What would Genesis, the first chapter of the Bible, look like if it were written by Renowned Writer Dan Brown?
Robert Langdon series - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/6/2005 - Complete
Fly Me To The Moon by Peta2 reviews
Complete! Set during Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 5. AU After Crush. Spike decides to return to LA with Drusilla after Buffy rejects him, leaving the Slayer bereft and sending Spike down a spiral of self-discovery that he's not the vampire he once was
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 50,466 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 1/3/2005 - Published: 11/11/2004 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
Slightly Scary, and Way Wiggy by Lillyala reviews
What happens when Buffy can’t handle it and invokes the essence of ‘Tough Buffy’ from “The Wish?” How will Spike react? And will this new Buffy accept the Scoobies and Spike?
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,668 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Published: 6/23/2004 - Buffy S., Spike
Siren's Song by Seredipity reviews
Fantasy: Buffy is an exotic dancer, Spike, a wealthy lawyer. He wants her, but does she want him?
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 40 - Words: 82,371 - Reviews: 369 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 2/18/2004 - Published: 3/18/2003 - Buffy S., Spike
Black Satin Voices by Eurydice11 reviews
When Willow is kidnapped by strangers with a mysterious agenda, Buffy is forced to chase after them to New Orleans, with a reluctant Spike along for the ride. Set S4-5, BS. COMPLETE - Epilogue 1 added.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 42 - Words: 212,021 - Reviews: 283 - Favs: 155 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 1/21/2004 - Published: 5/28/2003 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
By Rook or By Crook by Eurydice11 reviews
Human AU. 1940, and the streets of NYC are the last place ex-hitman William Rook expected to find himself again, but one last job has demanded he return, one that pushes him into the path of a blonde singer named Buffy Summers. BS COMPLETE
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 45 - Words: 221,851 - Reviews: 212 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/18/2004 - Published: 7/30/2003 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
Smashed, Wrecked, Gone by etaknosnhoj reviews
Colonial America: A young woman is washed up on the shore with no recollection of who she is. Saving young friends Willow and Xander from the infamous highwayman William the Bloody, she finds people who are willing to help her discover who she is... as w
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 15 - Words: 58,963 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/10/2004 - Published: 10/20/2003 - Buffy S., Spike
Sweet Surrender by Sophie6 reviews
COMPLETED ! Spike's mom, Joyce, married Buffy's dad, Giles, twelve years ago. They were raised like brother and sister. Buffy always had a crush on him, but thought he would never love her back. Unless...
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 45,907 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/9/2004 - Published: 9/26/2003 - Buffy S., Spike - Complete
Journeys: Awakenings by Mary6 reviews
Part Two of 'Journeys'. Follows 'Journeys: Promise to a Lady'. Alternate Season 6 and beyond, this is my version of Spike's journey. Winner: Shadows & Dust Awards: Judge's Choice & Outstanding Author. B/S with S/Dawn & S/Giles friendships.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 124,933 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 8/3/2003 - Published: 1/16/2003 - Buffy S., Spike
Home by Sophie6 reviews
AU S7 and crossover with Angel. Spike comes back. Dawn and Connor meet on the bus to Seattle...Won Best Crossover fic at the Vampire's Kiss Awards.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 79,049 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/12/2003 - Published: 1/11/2003 - Buffy S., Spike
Charms of the Clarion by Eurydice11 reviews
When the Council approaches Buffy with an offer she can't refuse, she finds herself in another world, with Spike as her necessary partner. Set early season 5, B/S. *COMPLETE*
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 52 - Words: 231,443 - Reviews: 489 - Favs: 280 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 5/10/2003 - Published: 1/23/2003 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
Spike's Not Quite Evil Night by mahaliem reviews
Spike spends a night being not quite evil. Post-"Storyteller"
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,899 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/11/2003 - Spike, Buffy S.
Rhapsody in Oil by Eurydice11 reviews
When a bored Slayer finds a mysterious painting, she finds herself sucked into an adventure that gives her more than she bargained for. Set S4 between Something Blue and Hush. B/S, **NOW COMPLETE**
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 157,500 - Reviews: 308 - Favs: 221 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 1/15/2003 - Published: 11/15/2002 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
Journeys: Promise to a Lady by Mary6 reviews
Part One of 'Journeys'. Alternate Season 6 and beyond. Picking up shortly after the events of ‘The Gift’, this is my version of Spike’s journey. Winner: Fancy Me Yours 'Best Romance Fic'; Shadows & Dust Awards: Judge's Choice. Part One now COMPLETE
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 56,216 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 12/29/2002 - Published: 9/29/2002 - Buffy S., Spike - Complete
Reprisal by Imzadi reviews
Begins just after Reprise. Darla's final revenge on Angel brings Lindsey back to LA. But is he a changed man? **Updated**
Angel - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,694 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/9/2002 - Published: 9/7/2002
The Wizard of Flaws by Nyx Fixx reviews
What if "Hannibal" met "The Wizard of Oz"? Think it would be strange? Weird? Bizarre? Read on to find out. And please keep arms and legs inside the vehicle at all times.(Novella length crossover, originally posted to the Loving Lecter Fiction Forum, comp
Silence of the Lambs/Hannibal - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56,939 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 23 - Published: 8/19/2002
A Simple Walk by Supergirl 55 reviews
B/S, set in season 2. It’s Valentines Day, and Spike is frustrated about his love life. He goes for a walk and runs into his favorite slayer. Not your typical fluffy holiday fic.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,225 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/7/2002 - Spike, Buffy S.
A Meeting of Malice by Nyx Fixx reviews
Should Dr. Lecter remain an icon of evil? He did get THE GIRL! (More testing, pls skip if you've seen this story)
Silence of the Lambs/Hannibal - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,836 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 34 - Published: 1/23/2002
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The Writing on the Wall reviews
Spike embarks on a journey through the Gates of Hell to rescue the one he loves, but in order to save her, he must risk losing himself.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 36 - Words: 143,342 - Reviews: 425 - Favs: 296 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 6/6/2010 - Published: 10/5/2008 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
Wet Porcelain reviews
A wounded, healing Josh finds himself needing unexpected assistance.
West Wing - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,749 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Published: 8/16/2008 - Josh L., Donna M. - Complete
Healing Crystals reviews
She missed the mornings most of all.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,380 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Published: 7/11/2008 - Willow R. - Complete
Home for the Holidays reviews
BtVSThe West Wing. A part of The Garden Club series, but not related to any existing plotlines. Sam travels to Sunnydale to spend the holidays with Willow and her family.
Buffy X-overs - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,668 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/2/2008 - Complete
Elements reviews
The further Wesley drifts from redemption, the closer he comes to the one person with the power to save him.
Angel - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,691 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 7/26/2007 - Published: 7/24/2007 - Wesley W.P., Faith
The Agony of an Instant reviews
Upon witnessing a tearful reunion of lovers, Illyria reflects upon Wesley's last minutes. And in reevaluating her emotions, she at last realizes how it feels to have loved...and grieved.
Angel - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,666 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/3/2007 - Complete
Blood and Roses reviews
S.2: Reprise Angel loses faith in humanity, and in despair, hopes to lose his soul in Darla. Follows canon.
Angel - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,198 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/17/2005 - Angel, Darla - Complete
In Excelsis Deo reviews
Post Chosen. Breaks from AtS S5 Canon. Upon answering a desperate call a late autumn night, Wesley invokes the help of Fred in nursing a broken warrior back to health. A warrior that does not want to live but to see the face of a woman that has moved an
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,278 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/25/2004 - Published: 12/17/2004 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
Hallelujah reviews
Complete! Immediately following the closing credits on Not Fade Away. - ‘Some knowledge and some song and some beauty must be kept for those days before the world again plunges into darkness.’ – Marion Zimmer Bradley.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,431 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 32 - Updated: 6/7/2004 - Published: 5/29/2004 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
The Interview reviews
BtVS&SotL. Notorious Dr. Hannibal is approached by a rather unconventional interviewee
Buffy X-overs - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,269 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/30/2004 - Published: 11/8/2003 - Complete
Harbingers of Beatrice reviews
Complete! Wolfram and Hart attempts to restructure the Order of Aurelius, one vampire at a time. A soul hampers one, a chip harbors another, and a Slayer stands between them. The pawns are in place; it is simply a matter of who will move first.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 52 - Words: 281,456 - Reviews: 219 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 5/9/2004 - Published: 1/6/2004 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete
Sang et Ivoire reviews
Complete! Post Season 6. Spike is offered redemption from a very surprising source. However, when signs of an uprising evil begin to appear, he must face his fear and guilt and return to the place it all began for him—Sunnydale.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 47 - Words: 252,458 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/1/2003 - Published: 12/30/2002 - Spike, Buffy S. - Complete