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Author has written 6 stories for Big Time Rush.

My name is Diana, and I'm a high school junior living in Texas, but born and raised in California.

I like school, hanging out with my friends, writing and playing music in my spare time. I listen to pretty much every type of music and my favorite artists include Alesana, Chris Brown, Mutemath, Big Time Rush, Bring Me The Horizon, The Hush Sound, Death Cab for Cutie, Emarosa, and Rihanna among others. People think I'm strange for liking heavy metal, hip hop, and poppy boy bands at the same time, but I can't help it if my musical tastes are diverse :P I don't know what I want to do when I get older (I change my mind every few months). I like to read and write fanfiction, too, of course! I'm such a sucker for fluffy stories. I gain inspiration from my music, TV shows, music videos, and pretty much every day stuff that happens to me. So, I hope you like my stories! :)

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Go Your Own Way by Zavocado reviews
Kurt Hummel just wants to get through his Junior Year at McKinley in one piece. But when the new guy from Dalton Academy Reform School for Boys takes an alarming interest in him, he's certain he's going to be in for a wild ride. Badboy!Blaine, Klaine, AU
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 201,863 - Reviews: 4077 - Favs: 5,623 - Follows: 3,828 - Updated: 4/24/2015 - Published: 7/26/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
Games of Love by BTR-aholic reviews
Kendall is Duluth West High's biggest heartbreaker. Logan is a quiet nerd who doesn't get any attention. What happens when Kendall marks Logan as his next target. And will Logan give in to the Knight Charm? Kogan. COMPLETE.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 61,723 - Reviews: 173 - Favs: 198 - Follows: 103 - Updated: 2/25/2012 - Published: 3/20/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
No Regrets by angel718 reviews
Blaine stared at him for a split second, and then practically lunged at him, already instinctively wrapping one arm around Kurt's waist to pull him closer.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 144,229 - Reviews: 342 - Favs: 485 - Follows: 573 - Updated: 9/11/2011 - Published: 1/17/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H.
Courage by strawberryfinn reviews
"There's a knock at the door and Kurt opens it to see a drenched Blaine Anderson looking lost and defeated." Blaine tells his parents about his relationship with Kurt with disastrous consequences. Klaine Kurt Blaine slash physical child abuse
Glee - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 28,086 - Reviews: 294 - Favs: 236 - Follows: 235 - Updated: 9/3/2011 - Published: 5/14/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
Comfortable by nicolethegreat reviews
Every time that Blaine tries to take their relationship to the next level, Kurt repels it. Bare skin was completely out of the question. So why was it part of the solution?
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,557 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 8/30/2011 - Published: 8/22/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A.
Internal Warfare by QueenKimo reviews
Kendall's going away for a long time, leaving James devistated. Something horrific occurs and James, not knowing how to cope, finds comfort in the arms of a life long friend. KAMES & JARLOS
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 23 - Words: 34,398 - Reviews: 281 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 7/30/2011 - Published: 4/13/2010 - James, Kendall - Complete
Disabled by OMWG reviews
Impact. That's all it takes for something you had always taken for granted to be suddenly ripped away from you. NO slash! On indefinite hiatus.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 25 - Words: 73,672 - Reviews: 321 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 7/15/2011 - Published: 10/17/2010
Stories of Us by djfkhgdkjfhgjfdkhjdfhdkjfhg reviews
Every moment tells a story. This is the story of us. A series of Kames ficlets, illustrating their relationship through dozens of unconnected moments. Almost every ficlet will involve slash of some level.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 9,489 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 7/6/2011 - Published: 12/26/2010 - Kendall, James
Just a Moment by SecretLifeOfAChemNerd reviews
They are just moments. Moments that grow to define life. Scenes of Kendall and Logan's relationship. KOGAN!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,357 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/19/2011 - Published: 3/4/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Paycheck by Rainnboots reviews
"Dad's gone," said Kendall, "somebody's got to step up and make sure everything stays okay." Sibling!Fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,727 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/10/2011 - Kendall, Katie K. - Complete
The Things That Keep Me Alive by The Brat Prince reviews
James realized right then that what he felt for Kendall wasn't vague, distant, or nameless. It was love; intense, awful, and terrifying. It was something he'd been denying since the first day of preschool, since the moment that they met. James/Kendall
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,767 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/15/2011 - James, Kendall - Complete
Wrong Turn, Right Destination by djfkhgdkjfhgjfdkhjdfhdkjfhg reviews
Kendall Knight thought starting over would be easy but that was before he fell in love. AU, Kendall/James slash with hints of Carlos/Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 58,627 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 4/16/2011 - Published: 10/26/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete
Skate With Me by SecretLifeOfAChemNerd reviews
Kendall and Logan at the skate rink. Includes confessions, laughter, and cuteness. KOGAN FLUFF!
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,525 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/16/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
When Kendall Found Logan by Gabsikle reviews
An AU fic. It took until his senior year of high school for Kendall to notice Logan. The usually confident Kendall is thrown off by Logan, who he quickly falls for. But does Logan feel the same?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 89,133 - Reviews: 257 - Favs: 315 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 4/8/2011 - Published: 1/27/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Up by alysonstrivelli reviews
Don't mind the title. It's cute, I promise.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,621 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/4/2011 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Angels by musicislife93 reviews
Kendall knows for sure he has at least two angels of his own. KOGAN! Kinda sad-you've been warned. REVIEW!
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,065 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/1/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Broken Records by djfkhgdkjfhgjfdkhjdfhdkjfhg reviews
Maybe I'm a masochist. I try to run but I don't want to ever leave. Kames.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,190 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/24/2011 - Kendall, James - Complete
The Aftermath by VanillaSpiders reviews
Kendall was starting to regret that late night skinny dipping excursion about as much as Logan was, but since Logan was the one with a fever in bed, Kendall didn't have much in his favor. Kogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,654 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/15/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Irresistible by don'ttrysohardtosaygoodbye reviews
It was like this—he never backed down from a challenge. Ever. The spark danced in his eyes and everything around him seemed to tense as if he were going to explode with his passion.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,025 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/14/2011 - Kendall
Age Old Affections by Redeeming Red reviews
"Katie Diamond? It had a nice ring to it." WARNING: Contains mentions of child abuse! James/Katie. Five-Shot.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,521 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 3/12/2011 - Published: 11/17/2010 - James, Katie K.
Man of Means by lielabell reviews
In which James is in search of someone with relationship smarts, because it's kind of hard to figure out what to do when you've got a crush on your best friend.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,543 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/7/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Gone tomorrow by PimpedOutGreenEars reviews
Logan knows that Kendall will be back with Jo again tomorrow, but he just can't seem to stay away. KendallxLogan, oneshot.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,863 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/5/2011 - [Kendall, Logan]
Never by EpicInTheLibrary reviews
"James thinks he's in love with Logan Mitchell." M for the Hardcore Jamesangst, one-sided James/Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,846 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/27/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Spiderman by Ercassiel-x reviews
Kendall feels like being Spiderman and drags Logan into it.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/25/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Monsters Do Exist by ShisouEimin reviews
"You know that there are no such things as monsters, right?" Logan finds out just how wrong he really is. WARNING: NONCON
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,608 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 14 - Published: 2/23/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
No Weenies Allowed by 120shadowlev27 reviews
BTR is Spongebob. RPS fic. Logan and James go to the beach, and Logan wants to go to a rad skate park. Only the best skaters can get in, but James gets left outside. Jogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,747 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Published: 2/11/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Big Time Love Triangle by hana-to-mame reviews
One of the boys comes out to the rest of the band in hopes of gaining support. This leads to some drama between all the members. Can BTR survive? Slash. Multiple pairings.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 15,263 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 2/10/2011 - Published: 2/1/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Kissing by BTRlover17 reviews
Kendall and Logan work out each kiss in their relationship. Rated M for later chapters.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 25,728 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 2/7/2011 - Published: 1/3/2011 - Kendall, Logan
Moving On by Fiyero3305 reviews
When Logan withdraws emotionally from the guys Kendall decides to get to the bottom of the situation. What he learns isn't necessarily good news.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,903 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/1/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
A Smile Shouldn't Hurt by CupcakesOnMyConverse reviews
"When you smile like that, it looks like it hurts you. A smile shouldn't hurt. I don't like it when you're hurting." Who knew that Brittany would be the one to make him smile again? Then again, Kurt's life has never really had a semblence of normalcy.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,326 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/30/2011 - Kurt H., Brittany P. - Complete
In The Darkness by Kathrynew30 reviews
"He just knows that the guy who gave him a weird feeling in a lot ways, is the one murdering people." Another AU fic. Adult themes.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,753 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/29/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Of Grilled Cheese And Late Nights by SecretLifeOfAChemNerd reviews
There were few things Logan loved more than complex zeros. There were even fewer things he loved more than grilled cheese sandwiches. But the one thing that was at the top of the list, with absolutely no contest...well, that was Kendall Knight. KOGAN!
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,548 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/9/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
22 Things by 96.tyler reviews
22 things a guy should do for their partner Kogan style. Slash. Very fluffy
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,489 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 1/1/2011 - Published: 12/28/2010 - Kendall, Logan
Only Seven by Miss Fenway reviews
Logan didn't mean to hurt Carlos and he was determined to make it better. NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,885 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/27/2010 - Logan, Carlos - Complete
Drunken Stupor by Tabrina reviews
James wakes up in Kendall's bed, and both of them are only in their underwear... but James is dating Logan! JAGAN
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,349 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/12/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
Feel Alive by OMWG reviews
When violet eyes get brighter, and heavy wings grow lighter, I'll taste the sky and feel alive again. And I'll forget the world that I knew, but I swear I won't forget you. Jagan. Slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,464 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/13/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
Conversation Hearts by TangiblyYours reviews
Kendall and Logan spend Valentine's Day sitting on the couch with a bowl of candy hearts and seemingly unrequited love. Kendall/Logan slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,014 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/27/2010 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
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Perfect reviews
Kendall realizes that the one thing he believed was perfect was anything but. Sometimes you just need to learn how to move on.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,181 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/31/2011 - Kendall, James - Complete
Fighting reviews
When Kendall and James break out into a fierce arguement, Carlos thinks their friendship is doomed. Logan makes him realize otherwise. No slash, just friendship. Rated T for language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,220 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 10 - Published: 7/15/2011 - Logan, Carlos - Complete
Six Months reviews
It's amazing how much could change in six months. Kogan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,702 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Stranger reviews
Logan never imagined he would be at the mercy of his true love. Rated M for violence/language. Includes part two "Forever".
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,365 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 4/13/2011 - Published: 1/16/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Senses reviews
The five senses in Kendall and Logan's relationship. FLUFF.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,942 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 4/11/2011 - Published: 4/4/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Two Can Play At This Game reviews
Based on Panic! At The Disco's video for "But It's Better If You Do". Rated M for mature themes.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,014 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/1/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete