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Joined 01-18-11, id: 2709244, Profile Updated: 01-06-12
Author has written 3 stories for Fallout.

Name: FelicityJay

Gender: Female

Age: 19

Fandom: Fallout

Other info: I suck at profiles. I try hard not to be self-indulgent and pretentious, but the real me is probably a little bit (or a lot) of both, which is probably why I try not to write about myself so much. So. Yeah.

I write fanfiction. Of course I do, that's why I'm here. Other than that, I'm not entirely sure of what to say about myself because ... well, I'm not the most interesting person in the world. I'm nearly 20 and still unemployed, I came dangerously close to failing college this time last year (I didn't fail. I came away with two A's and a C grade which, considering I only attended on average one class per week, if that, doesn't seem so bad) and more of my life plays out in fantasy worlds than in the real world. So sue me. I'm an 'aspiring writer', which is to say, I write, but I doubt I'll ever get published. It's worth a shot though. I enjoy writing, and that, to me, is what really counts.

Stuff I'm into right now:

Games: Fallout: New Vegas, Fallout 3, Skyrim, God of War III, Devil May Cry 4, Bayonetta.

Music: Avenged Sevenfold, Pixies, The Doors, Disturbed, System of a Down, Serj Tankian, Korn, The Distillers, Misfits, Pantera, NOFX, Papa Roach, Iron Maiden, Pinkly Smooth.

Authors: Hunter S. Thompson, Bret Easton Ellis, Chuck Palahniuk, Jay McInerney, Tama Janowitz.

Books: Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Rum Diary, American Psycho, Haunted, Fight Club, Glamorama, The Rules of Attraction, Survivor, Fear and Loathing on the Campaign Trail '72, Choke, Snuff, The Informers, Invisible Monsters, Lunar Park, Less Than Zero, Slaves of New York, The Good Life, Imperial Bedrooms, Lullaby, Bright Lights Big City, Model Behavior.

Films: The Rum Diary, American Psycho, Kill Bill: Vol. 1, Kill Bill: Vol. 2, Sin City, The Rules of Attraction, Less Than Zero, Choke, Fight Club, Donnie Darko, Shame (okay, so it hasn't been released here yet, but I'm pretty sure I'll love it), Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Grindhouse, Inglorious Basterds, Se7en, Zodiac.

OC's/Fan Characters:

Full Name: Lola Adams (real name unknown)
Nicknames: Lola, Queen of Hearts (unofficial), Pussycat
Age: 26/27
Strengths: Allure/attractiveness, cunning, persuasiveness.
Weakness: Mental instability/potential alcoholism.
Description: Pale skin with mid length bleached blonde hair. Well-defined features - a smallish, rounded nose, piercing dark brown eyes and most notably, full bow-shaped lips. She stands at 5'6'' with an hourglass body type - a larger chest area and hips with a smaller waist. She maintains her weight and takes an inordinate amount of pride in her appearance. She has several notable scars - two bullet-holes on the left side of her forehead, a large gash on her left thigh resultant of a near miss with a Deathclaw, two more bullet holes in her abdomen and teeth marks on the inside of her right thigh, the result of her Legion slavery.
As seen in: 'It's A Sin To Tell A Lie' and 'Of Outlaws and Empires'.
- Lola is unable to get pregnant due to going through premature menopause in her early adolescence, which resulted in her being exiled from the 'tribe' that raised her.
- She was given up at birth and does not know the identity of her parents.
- She was briefly addicted to chems such as Med-X and Psycho for a time when she was 19.
- Since the events of It's A Sin To Tell A Lie, Lola has become somewhat enamored with 'Old Hollywood' actresses.
- Many of her actions have selfish reasons behind them, or are motivated by the prospect of her own gain.

Bios/Story: Lola was born to anonymous wanderers in the far north east and was subsequently adopted into a tribe, whose undertook cult-like practices. For the first sixteen years of her life, Lola grew up in seclusion, having been 'partnered off' two years prior for the sole purpose of giving birth. However, a premature menopause rendered her unable to get pregnant and she was subsequently exiled from the tribe. She was taken in by a band of mercenaries, if only because she witnessed one of their kills, and spent some time traveling south with them into what had once been Texas (and had been known, before the War, as the Gulf Commonwealth). It was here that she turned nineteen and the mercenaries were mostly all slaughtered, leaving Lola to fend for herself. Instead, she was cornered by a group of six raiders, led by a man named Rook, who savagely beat and raped her. She killed three of the raiders in what she could only call self defence, but was left shaken, and eventually began to move west where she settled into a small town and worked for a family known as the Scodaros, stripping and performing other such services for patrons of their bar. This went on for some years, until Lola turned twenty-one, and was coaxed into abandoning her life by a man who eventually became her lover. Together, they traveled west into the Divide and began to settle into life in a small town there (that would later become known as The Courier's Mile). Lola took up a job as a courier in order to earn money, and to keep her identity a secret for the most part - her deliveries, combined with the resources she would gain on them, helped bring the town to prosperity. Her profile began to grow. Lola was known for getting the job done quickly, and well, and this caused a number of organizations with shady agendas take notice of her : the one she would eventually give in to (not knowing what the package would do) was a man who handed her a package bearing the sign of the Old World. Once the deed was done, Lola witnessed the destruction from a distance and was then driven further into the Mojave by guilt. She vowed never to take on another assignment, until she was approached with the offer of carrying the Platinum Chip. She took the assignment on not for the caps she would earn, but sensing the danger she would be getting into if she took it - hoping that it might bring upon her punishment for what she had done.

Pairings I like:

F!Courier x Benny: there needs to be more of this pairing. There, I said it. In part because I started out playing with the slightest crush on Matthew Perry (slight - lots of re-runs of Friends makes it happen), but also because he seemed to be the perfect opposite to the characters I usually tend to write and play. New Vegas needed more Benny. There, I said it. Anyways, there's something about his character that just makes him seem to fit so well with the courier. I've yet to see a Courier/Benny story done badly.

Upcoming Stories:

Fear and Loathing in New Vegas (possibly; I have yet to decide whether it would work out, or whether I'd mess up so monumentally it'd be offensive to the memory of Hunter S. Thompson.

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One Second Chance by sylphstarwind reviews
The Mojave's a fascinating place, filled with wonderful and wacky people such as: The savage fox. The self-hating sniper. The motherly mutant. And the courier who finds that there are consequences for every single choice. Eventual Courier x Boone with possible Courier x Vulpes Inculta. Rating mostly for f-bombs.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 22,548 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 11/30/2015 - Published: 12/13/2010 - Courier, C. Boone, ED-E
Viva New Vegas by Cressida Isolde reviews
Running a city is a lot harder than it seems, especially one like New Vegas. The Courier contends with assassination attempts, power grabs, and the past catching back up with her. Postgame. A story about love, loss, and living with your decisions. F!Courier/Boone. Third in 'If I Didn't Care' series. Completed.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 85 - Words: 211,871 - Reviews: 593 - Favs: 188 - Follows: 160 - Updated: 12/16/2013 - Published: 3/8/2011 - [Courier, C. Boone] Benny, Veronica S. - Complete
Ring A Ding Ding by Rainfox88 reviews
Chloe's first delivery as a courier in the Mojave Wasteland gets her a bullet to the brain, and a battle for answers. She seeks out the man who shot her, only to get caught up in something much bigger than she ever expected. F-CourierxBenny, CassxBoone
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Western/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 135,720 - Reviews: 186 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 4/2/2013 - Published: 11/7/2010 - Courier, Benny
Vigilante Criminality: The Burning Sands of Time by LostCompass reviews
There are those who would have the world rise anew from the ashes, unscarred by its past mistakes. Much more commonly, there are those who would leave the world in its grave and stomp out the embers. Blood, gunsmoke, and ash make one hell of a cocktail.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,161 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 1/17/2012 - Published: 1/8/2011
It's A Sin To Tell A Lie by FelicityJay reviews
Weeks of drinking, gambling, and screwing those in power have left the Courier detached from the Wastes. But her sordid dealings mean that soon, not only will she have to face the Mojave, but her dark past as well. Sex/Violence/Trauma, F!CourierXBenny.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 46,020 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/4/2012 - Published: 1/21/2011 - Courier, Benny - Complete
Under My Skin by Woman of Rohan reviews
Chapters 8 and 9 up! Epilogue coming soon. Sometimes love is like a bullet, or two, to the head... quite literally if you're the Courier. A F!Courier/Benny series, taking place during the events of New Vegas. Arcade friendship on the side.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 26,494 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 9/20/2011 - Published: 2/9/2011 - Courier, Benny, Arcade G. - Complete
Behind Blue Eyes by Sevroy reviews
He was cold. He was calculating. But was he heartless? Arcade, Boone, Raul...Companions, or pawns? A series of unordered flashbacks from those who have interacted with the mysterious Courier, all leading up to a decision that must be made in the present.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,609 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/23/2011 - Published: 2/27/2011 - Courier
Rendezvous by SailorStrut reviews
She won't let Benny get away. Not this time. F!Courier/Benny.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Western/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 10,567 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 6/12/2011 - Published: 10/26/2010 - Courier, Benny - Complete
The Fox and The Hound by TheEnigmaticStranger reviews
A whirlwind of ferocity, impulsiveness and strength collides with a tidal wave of cunning, cold brutality. One is guided by instinct, the other guided by a faulty moral compass - together, intensity gains new meaning.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,982 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 6/8/2011 - Published: 3/4/2011 - Courier, Vulpes Inculta
Playing the Board by Pookie2 reviews
The Courier receives an invitation to attend the opening of the Sierra Madre Casino. Part 3 of the "All the Things You Are" storyline. Rated for Language, Violence and Sexual Innuendo.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Horror - Chapters: 14 - Words: 28,149 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 3/21/2011 - Published: 2/1/2011 - Courier - Complete
deuces are wild by Lizzy Rebel reviews
you know that awkward moment when you realize the girl you shot in the head didn't actually die? Benny sure does. f!Courier/Benny
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,633 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 3/18/2011 - Published: 2/27/2011 - Courier, Benny
When You Come To The End Of The Day by Cressida Isolde reviews
The Courier tries to take her mind off her problems in New Vegas by taking a holiday - to the Sierra Madre. Boone and Veronica come along to keep her out of trouble. Sequel to 'If I Didn't Care'. ONE GIANT SPOILER for Dead Money. Postgame, technically.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 24,284 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 3/2/2011 - Published: 1/6/2011 - [Courier, C. Boone] Father Elijah, Veronica S. - Complete
A Vengeful Tale by Violent-Medic reviews
Years after the defeat of the NCR at the hands of the Legion at Hoover Dam, legends of a courier who rose from the dead and slaughtered many legionnaires are still told by the Legion. But it's all just garbage, right?
Fallout - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,210 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/16/2011 - Courier - Complete
Flying High Again by J. P. Tuesday reviews
After his fatal confrontation with Benny, the Courier turns to Jet to take the pain away. Oneshot fill for the Fallout kinkmeme.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 930 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/14/2011 - Courier, Cass - Complete
Forcing the Hand by Desnai reviews
F!Courier takes Benny over the knee and gives him the punishment he deserves. Courtesy of a fallout kinkmeme prompt. Rated M for sexual content.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,088 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/30/2011 - Courier, Benny - Complete
Companions by Pookie2 reviews
Vignettes featuring The Courier's traveling party. Part 1 of the "All the Things You Are" storyline. Rated for language, violence and mild sexual innuendo.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 25 - Words: 25,648 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 12/25/2010 - Published: 12/1/2010 - Complete
Fix It! by Arctic Banana reviews
When ED-E gets smashed in an...um...tragic "accident", the others have to hurry to fix him again before the Courier returns and finds out.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,078 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/15/2010 - Complete
Know When To Hold 'Em by SailorStrut reviews
Benny and the Courier decide who gets to rule Vegas. How? Strip poker, of course.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Western - Chapters: 1 - Words: 552 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/28/2010 - Courier, Benny
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Of Outlaws and Empires reviews
Three months after the Second Battle of Hoover Dam, Lola is placed back in charge of her own empire: New Vegas. But some Mojave outlaws, as well as those much closer to her, have other ideas. Sequel to It's A Sin. F!CourierXBenny. Dark & sexual themes.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,266 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 1/31/2012 - Published: 1/6/2012 - Courier, Benny
It's A Sin To Tell A Lie reviews
Weeks of drinking, gambling, and screwing those in power have left the Courier detached from the Wastes. But her sordid dealings mean that soon, not only will she have to face the Mojave, but her dark past as well. Sex/Violence/Trauma, F!CourierXBenny.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 46,020 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/4/2012 - Published: 1/21/2011 - Courier, Benny - Complete
Innocent reviews
They told her that The Strip was a slice of Heaven in the Wasteland, but they forgot to mention that it could just as easily be Hell. Rated for some disturbing content, minor spoilers, please R&R.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,661 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/16/2011 - Complete