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Author has written 4 stories for Mortal Instruments, and Blue Bloods.
Well this is strange and pretty foreign to me.
I recently stumbled across my email address linked to this account and saw people still comment on my unfinished stories (also on my finished ones) and felt a strange sense of elation.
Thank you. From the very bottom of my heart thank you.
I know it’s frustrating, investing in a story and it not being finished. I get it. It was never my intention to just vanish without a trace. I had my two unfinished stories all planned out. Everything ready to go and then.
I just couldn’t find the want to do it.
I suffered a horrible stage of mental health issues that I won’t get into here. I eventually spoke to my doctor, got medication and got better. Kind of. I am nowhere near as bad as I was but I know the feeling still lingers there.
Due to this I had no desire to write anything. I lost interest in reading. In anything really.
For years I tried and tried to write, even the smallest of things, but I just couldn’t do it. There was no desire to. I lost all muse for these fics. The characters voices no longer came to me as they once did.
I cannot promise that I will ever finish them, I cannot promise I will ever post again after this.
I’m sorry. I wish logging back into this account and seeing all your messages and reviews made me WANT to do it.
That isn’t to say I don’t want to finish them and give you all an ending, of course I do, but the desire is gone. I haven’t written these characters in so long I don’t even know if it would flow the same.
I’m posting this as a deep apology to you all for leaving and as a thank you for all your support over the years.
If I don’t come back, it was a great ride while it lasted. If I do come back, see you then.