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Author has written 8 stories for High School Musical, and Big Time Rush.

Right, last time I did this it didn't work! I am Teddybear no1, Also known on various other sites as Merlin's Mum, MumOfMerlin or just plain Allie. I am probably a lot older than you and have been writing for a long while!! Huge fan of the amazing Mr Zac Efron, my saviour,(truthfully, I'll explain it to you some time!). I love music,reading films and gardening!! I'm also a pagan, which(HA HA) may show in my writing some times.

And now, as you may have noticed, I have also moved into the Big Time Rush fandom too!! Love me some handsome, talented young men with amazing eyes and long lashes!! So now I lust after Zac and James Maslow!!

New Blog!!

I now have a tumblr where as well as blogging my BTR fic I am adding sound files mentioned in the stories and also pictures of the characters in the stories. So if you wonder who I visualise when I write, say, Byron in Caged Diamond, go look and you'll see!! I will eventually add some other stories too so keep watching :) I have removed the link to my tumblr for personal reasons. If you are interested, please PM me.

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The lines that connect us by Fallenangelqueen reviews
Logan is an enstranged boy with a different personality than most. No friends and a cold shouldered family. But the day he proclaims his love for senior class man James Diamond, his life is flipped around and he meets Kendall, a coke addict with a deadly attitude and a newborn baby on board. How will Logan survive in this new situation? More details inside&warnings inside. Rated M
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 43,249 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 6/11 - Published: 9/12/2013 - Logan, Kendall, James, Carlos
All We Need Is Each Other by Fangfan1 reviews
SEQUEL to All I Want Is You. James, Kendall and Logan start their new lives as a real family, learning to live life. Together James and Kendall vow to help Logan over come his past abuse, and Logan vows to love them both. When a new person enter their lives, everything may just change. But is it for better or for worse for the new family? Warning: SLASH. Mentions of abuse.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 53,099 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 3/16 - Published: 5/27/2013 - Kendall, Logan, James
He's a Pirate by HannahGraceRusher reviews
James thinks that he's found his way to power and gold and that way is kidnapping the young prince. But he never though the blond would be the key to so much more than that. Kames. (Bad summary. Rating might change.)
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 29 - Words: 71,651 - Reviews: 219 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 2/9 - Published: 9/19/2014 - [James, Kendall] - Complete
Kinks of BTR by Fallenangelqueen reviews
What would happen if the boys of BTR had tons of kinks? James/Carlos/Kendall/Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 12 - Words: 28,443 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 11/19/2014 - Published: 3/23/2011
Chasing Visions of Our Future by CharWright5 reviews
Yes, Kendall did believe in soul mates. Yes, Kendall did believe his was out there somewhere. No, Kendall did not believe that he and said soul mate had been together in several past lives, despite his weird dreams about living during other time periods with a guy named James.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 22,117 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/31/2014 - Kendall, James, Lucy S., Mercedes G. - Complete
Boring by CharWright5 reviews
According to Kendall's friends, dating an older man had made him boring. Truth was, they had no idea exactly what Kendall and his older boyfriend got up to when they spent their evenings at home together...and they never would know.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 30,870 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 6/10/2014 - Published: 5/10/2014 - James, Kendall - Complete
Don't Leave Us by JMLHCPKSfan reviews
Logan is a successful doctor with a big family. However, the day has come that he decides to announce that he wants a divorce from his loving wife and three husbands. But when he moves out with his son for the trial separation, he finds that his husbands keep coming back to him, being with Logan even when it is forbidden. Because of them, Logan is now unsure about what he wants.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 46,106 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 1/14/2014 - Published: 12/10/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Kendall's Fantasy Comes True by nipje007 reviews
Kendall has found out that he's gay. He has some huge fantasies when it comes to gay porn with his band mates. In every chapter another fantasy will come true.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,936 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 11/24/2013 - Published: 3/10/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Marked by CharWright5 reviews
He woke up with no clothes, no name, & no memories, just strange tattoos on his body. 6 months later, something is after Kendall for reasons he isn't aware, talking about an item he's never heard of. But when the brunet that's been stalking him tells him to get in the car, he doesn't hesitate, starting an adventure that will bring him answers, life-threatening terror, & even love.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 5 - Words: 96,258 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 14 - Published: 11/1/2013 - Kendall, James - Complete
All I Want Is You by Fangfan1 reviews
Sometimes the best kind of gifts are the ones you least expect to get. And this Christmas Logan Mitchell is about to get the gift of a life time. Family. Kames SLASH, if you do not like do not read.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 82,438 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 6/11/2013 - Published: 12/13/2012 - Kendall, Logan, James - Complete
Behind Closed Doors by Logie Wan Kenobi reviews
What kind of things do the boys like to do in the bedroom? What don't they like to do is a better question.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 844 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/9/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
A Brother's Love by Fangfan1 reviews
"One is good, but four is better."- Someday, Big Time Rush He almost already lost him once, and he sure wasn't about to let that happen a second time. And someday life would get better for both of them.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 65,726 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 3/26/2013 - Published: 8/8/2012 - James, Logan
Ménage à trois by nic98ole reviews
"James, we're family! Family shares! And sharing is caring," Ricky exclaimed with a toothy smile and lick of the lips while James only gulped. He knew that, just didn't think his boyfriend was on that list. Kames smut featuring Ricky Adams. Or in other words, PWP.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,103 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/11/2013 - Kendall, James - Complete
Zoo Boy by WindowsDown22 reviews
He doesn't speak. He's full of fear. He's considered a hopeless case; a lost cause. It would take a miracle to cure him. Can Logan Mitchell provide that miracle?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 72,834 - Reviews: 370 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 2/7/2013 - Published: 7/28/2012 - Kendall, Logan
The Bachelor by Clarry reviews
James Diamond has become the first gay Bachelor, thinking it will be fun to watch 30 guys fight over him and not realizing he will meet three men who will change his life forever. James/Carlos, James/Kendall, James/Logan, and possibly more.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 65,535 - Reviews: 1550 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/29/2013 - Published: 3/11/2012 - James
The End is Better Then The Beginning by Fallenangelqueen reviews
The boys all suffer individually, tradgedies that they never expected to happen to them. Finally, after a few years off suffering, the boys meet at a school for help. RAPE/ BOY ON BOY
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 101,750 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 1/6/2013 - Published: 12/22/2011 - Complete
The Golden Rule by SophieSchmidt reviews
It's not gay when it's in a three way, right? Kendall and James go home with a girl, it's going to be fun, no awkwardness, no homo. Well, that is until the girl makes James do a body shot off Kendall, and then they're screwed. This is obscene, I have no shame or smut filter on my brain. So please, it's M. M M. And a two-shot I guess. Kendall/James/and a girl who likes to watch lol
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,209 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 11/13/2012 - Published: 10/25/2012 - Kendall, James
Dust & Gold by xxxkia reviews
OT4, based on the cover you see on the left! AU - James adjusted his red tie and sat down while Logan finished buttoning up his pink shirt before he hang the bow tie around his neck, sitting down and foot going up to rest on James' desk. Carlos suddenly had a new paper plane in his hands and Kendall looked up at the clock, seeing that detention was over with no teacher showing up.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,279 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 20 - Published: 10/6/2012 - Complete
Running Up That Hill by SophieSchmidt reviews
Kendall Knight is... some say insane. Kendall suffers from dissociative identity disorder; there is him and then there is his other half, Ken. When the insanity reaches the point of attempted suicide he is sent to a live in treatment centre where he meets equally as insane but mesmerizing James Diamond - but who will James love? Sweet Kendall or destructive Ken? Kames/Cargan/Kogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 33,017 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 9/21/2012 - Published: 7/14/2012 - Kendall
Blue by RachelleWroteHere reviews
He had come for his lover and to remind her of the deadly love they once had. Through the interferance of a fallen angel, the Godfather of his lover, and a war between two worlds, she is the only one who can save his head and her own. Rated R.
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 31 - Words: 86,085 - Reviews: 149 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 8/29/2012 - Published: 10/24/2010 - Gabriella M., Troy B. - Complete
Sing Me Anything by CharWright5 reviews
Being dragged to a James Diamond concert isn't Kendall Knight's idea of fun. But all that changed in a heartbeat with one simple look. AU oneshot, BTR never existed and some of the guys aren't friends. Rated for language and a couple references to violence.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,820 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 29 - Published: 7/22/2012 - Kendall, James - Complete
Bend Over by Mrs. KisanceKiss reviews
James wants to make sure that Carlos knows who he belongs to. The pretty boy finds a different but unforgettable way to make Carlos understand this... PWP! Smut. A little bit of romance. Slash. Jarlos. R/R please!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,961 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/19/2012 - James, Carlos - Complete
Logan's 17th by StarkidPotterFan reviews
Logan Alexander Mitchell was a slut. There was no denying it and no getting around it. Logan Mitchell was a man whore in every right. Will be from 2-3 chapter, 0T4 story. Rated M for a reason. BTR IS NOT MINE.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,988 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 2/5/2012 - Published: 1/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
OT4 by BTRlover17 reviews
A series of OT4 one shots and request. :D
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 36,306 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 7/4/2011 - Published: 2/13/2011
Guy Time by emileerocksyoursocks reviews
The boys need a release, and they definitely get it. OT4, orgy, big time train, language, begging, slight bondage. slash, and lots of smut.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,931 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 13 - Published: 6/22/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Big Time Slumber Party by TheHornyVirgin reviews
What happens when you mix four horny teenage boys, a sexy board-game, and a night alone at Rocque Records? SLASH! PLEASE R&R!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,222 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 138 - Follows: 23 - Published: 5/3/2011 - Complete
A Lustful Experience by Elena Ryan reviews
Troy-a lowly kitchen boy- spies on princess Gabriella; never able to control his urges with her in the same room as him, he finds himself under spell and in her clutches and control as they spend one sparkling and glimmering night together. TXG ONESHOT!
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,754 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/4/2011 - Troy B., Gabriella M. - Complete
Big Time Bubble Bath by TheHornyVirgin reviews
What happens when you mix four insanely-hot guys, bubble bath, and a huge tub? SLASH! Foursome! PLEASE R&R!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,756 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 15 - Published: 3/12/2011 - Complete
Rev Troy Bolton by Angkeats reviews
Being a Reverend in Las Vegas brings its fair share of challenges, most of which Troy Bolton takes in his stride. Enter street-walker Gabriella Montez and his orderly life soon goes flying out of the window…
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 14 - Words: 39,183 - Reviews: 263 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 3/2/2011 - Published: 1/22/2011 - Complete
Four is Better by djfkhgdkjfhgjfdkhjdfhdkjfhg reviews
Sure, he loved these guys with all his heart but that didn't constitute totally interrupting his bath. Complete and total OT4 smut.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,266 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/17/2011 - Logan - Complete
Sharing by BTRlover17 reviews
The boys learn sharing is caring
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,699 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/28/2010 - Complete
Adventures in Babysitting by jerseygirl122705 reviews
Teenager, Troy Bolton is a virgin and babysits for hot, young mom Gabriella Montez. What happens when she comes home one night to find him sleeping on the couch having a wet dream...about her. WARNING: RATED EXTREMELY MATURE FOR SEXUAL CONTENT!
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,848 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 136 - Follows: 19 - Published: 8/11/2010 - Troy B., Gabriella M. - Complete
11Inch Surprise by jerseygirl122705 reviews
Gabriella is 33 and in the middle of a divorce. Troy is 35 and single. They have been talking through an online dating site. What happens when Troy goes on a business trip to Gabriella's hometown and they meet for the first time...face to face?
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,095 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 12 - Published: 7/2/2010 - Troy B., Gabriella M. - Complete
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Master and Servant reviews
James' people had been conquered and now he was the property and plaything of the mighty General. But perhaps things were not as bad as they first appeared to be? (I'm rubbish at writing this kind of blurb!) Kames slash and more
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 17 - Words: 32,432 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 6/20 - Published: 7/7/2014
James Collared 2 - The Further Adventures of Mistress Knight & Her Boy reviews
Follow up to the one-shot, 'James Collared' After the boys move out of the Palmwoods, Mrs Knight tells James that she thinks they should stop their secret meetings and he should find someone his own age to cater for his needs. What happens when he decides that he doesn't want a girl, he needs a woman and they start up their relationship again? Cougar-fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 35,470 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/27 - Published: 10/4/2013 - James, Mrs. Knight
Caged Diamond reviews
Kendall has come to LA to pursue his dream of being a rockstar. He takes a job as a barkeep in a gay strip joint where the star attraction is a beautiful, young pole-dancer known as The Diamond. But things behind the scenes are not what they seem and Kendall soon finds himself drawn into a world of pain and horror. Kames with a side order of Cargan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 109,415 - Reviews: 220 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 104 - Updated: 4/5/2014 - Published: 7/15/2012 - Kendall, James - Complete
Troy and Mrs Evans reviews
Troy needs to make money for college, Mrs Evans will pay him well for 'jobs' he does for her over the summer.
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 86,238 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 10/11/2013 - Published: 6/30/2011 - Troy B.
James Collared reviews
Just a little one shot. James has been a bad boy and needs to be punished!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,215 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/17/2012 - James - Complete
Troy OneShots reviews
I decided to have a go at one-shots,to stop me getting bored with 'Gifted' Some will be Troy and some will be Zac with various other characters O/C and HSM.Some will be 'Cougar'. All will most probably be very naughty! Well it is me!
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 20,457 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/11/2011 - Published: 5/15/2011 - Troy B.
Gifted reviews
Troy and his family return to his brethren after 12 years. What is the secret his parents have been keeping from him about his destiny? And who the the girl who haunts his dreams? My first Fan-Fiction please R&R.
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 46,032 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/27/2011 - Published: 4/13/2011 - Troy B.
Gifted SideScenes reviews
Just little stories from the world of 'Gifted' They don't move the actual story along, just little extra's! And... Hey!.. It's me so they will mainly be naughty! Includes Slash/Femslash/ Gabi being evil! You have been warned so don't complain!
High School Musical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,768 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/8/2011 - Published: 6/4/2011 - Troy B.