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Author has written 6 stories for Outsiders, Merlin, and Teen Wolf.

Hello everyone and welcome to my page! It's not brilliant, but it's better than nothing!

A Few Facts About Me:

My real name is Destiny (and I frickin' love it!), and I am terribly obsessed with two TV show's called Teen Wolf and Merlin. I am also terribly obsessed with anything having to do with the Middle Ages, the Renaissance, basically anything with stories of Knights and Kings and Queens, oh my! I'm a giant nerd when it comes to the Arthurian legends, especially involving King Arthur and Merlin. I'm a terrible Sims addict!!! When I grow up, I would like to become an English major of some sort. Either that or a home designer, because I watch the Home and Garden channel far too much than should be considered normal! I love colouring and drawing, even though I'm crap at it. I'm a nice girl, but I'm pretty shy at first. And the thing I love doing the most in my free time is fangirling and writing fan fiction!

My Favorite Shipping Couples:

Sterek (Stiles and Derek from Teen Wolf. This is definitely my OTP!)

Sciles (Scott and Stiles from Teen Wolf)

Peter/Stiles (from Teen Wolf. Not all the time, but sometimes it cute)

Merthur (Merlin and Arthur from Merlin.)

Merwaine (Merlin and Gwaine from Merlin. I think they would be adorable!)

Merlin/Percival (from Merlin. I'm probably the only one who enjoys this pairing, but I think they would be sweet together!)

If you EVER need to someone to fangirl with about any of these pairings, contact me! I could talk for hours about any of them! Especially Sterek! *Get's epic nosebleed and faints*

News About My Stories:

*If a story is not mentioned under here, that means it is completed.*

The Best Things in the World must be Felt With the Heart: This is my first Teen Wolf fic that I've ever written! I'll try and update it as much as I can, but I do go to college, so things can get really hectic. However, I will never abandon this story, so have no fear!

What's coming up next?

Well, currently I'm working on a collage of different things. I've got quite a few Merlin fics that I really want to finish, but right now my mind is more focused on Teen Wolf since it just started the new season! However, I like to rotate which fics I work on so I don't get frustrated with them. I may be posting my first ever Teen Wolf story in a little while, but I may hold off. These are my last months before I go off to college so everything is kind of hectic and I don't really want the pressure of posting new chapters added onto my stress, lol.

Sincerely, so lost so broken


Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

"Nothing Gold Can Stay" Robert Frost


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Abercrombie Werewolf by sourw0lf reviews
"What do you mean? What situation?" Stiles laughed nervously and worried the inside of his lip, overgrown hair all messy from squirming around. Damn, if Derek didn't care about the kid so much he'd have wrung his neck by now. Or the time that Stiles finally loses his virginity after the whole 'Sparklers' incident.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,039 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/30/2013 - Stiles, Derek H. - Complete
His Skin by Dark K. Sly reviews
Derek doesn't like killing. But he sure as hell enjoys what killing has brought him so far. /VIOLENCE/TORTURE/ALL THE ANGST
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,043 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/19/2013 - Stiles, Derek H. - Complete
You're Pretty by gloryblastit reviews
The Karate Kid. Daniel and Johnny slash. Just something that's been kicking around my twisted mind.
Karate Kid - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 11,898 - Reviews: 195 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 4/10/2013 - Published: 2/13/2005 - Daniel L., Johnny L.
You Don't See Straight by onecouldn'tsee reviews
AU focusing totally on Stiles and Derek. No other characters will be seen...at least I don't think so. Stiles finds himself in a secret werewolf community to participate in a mating run. Sterek happens. Side OC's. Warnings inside.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 172,696 - Reviews: 670 - Favs: 784 - Follows: 734 - Updated: 4/5/2013 - Published: 3/16/2012 - Stiles, Derek H. - Complete
walk me down your broken line by wincasters reviews
The douchebag manhandling him through the forest, hand clamped tight around Stiles's throat to keep him from screaming, is just a bonus.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19,209 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/12/2013 - Stiles, Derek H. - Complete
A soul fractured to the bone by SweetG reviews
"You have to merge the two sides together, Stiles. Through mating. Sexual magic is second in power only to blood magic." "With each other?" He inquires; and although hello there alone time material for the rest of eternity, the issue still stands that "They kind of can't tolerate each other? Or at least Other!Derek doesn't tolerate regular Derek."
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,073 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 25 - Published: 2/2/2013 - Stiles, Derek H. - Complete
You're Ours by Sick Twisted Mind reviews
SLASH! Karate Kid: Daniel/All the Cobra Kais. The Cobras claim Daniel LaRusso as their sex slave, but Daniel still hates the boys and hates himself for enjoying everything they do to him. Will he ever see that the Cobras secretly care about him?
Karate Kid - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 54,532 - Reviews: 622 - Favs: 219 - Follows: 191 - Updated: 11/30/2012 - Published: 6/27/2009 - Daniel L.
Out Of Milk by 74days reviews
Derek Hale had been invited to stay at Sheriff Stilinski's house after being somewhat of a Hero - much to Stiles distress. Surely living with Derek will never end well... Basically STEREK. All the time.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 31 - Words: 92,786 - Reviews: 1222 - Favs: 1,700 - Follows: 738 - Updated: 11/5/2012 - Published: 9/24/2012 - Stiles, Derek H. - Complete
His Only Defence by LunaCanislupus reviews
Stiles had just accidentally challenged an alpha. Oh God and Scott had just stood by and let him do it. He was the worst best friend ever. Stiles was going to kill him. Except oh right, the alpha was going to kill him first. Like beyond dead, ripped into tiny little pieces dead. So far dead that his dad would not be able to identify him, dead.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 126,550 - Reviews: 482 - Favs: 1,223 - Follows: 611 - Updated: 9/18/2012 - Published: 7/9/2012 - Stiles, Derek H. - Complete
Til Thy Tears Mixed With Mine by rhythm junkie reviews
Somewhere along the line, Stiles skin had become Derek's territory. THIS FIC CONTAINS NON-CON. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. I own nothing. Written for the kink!bingo round 5 - body/body parts.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,589 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 35 - Published: 9/10/2012 - Derek H., Stiles - Complete
Mated by theSilence reviews
Stiles finds out he's Derek's mate. So then why does he feel like Derek's whore? Sterek.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,955 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 625 - Follows: 95 - Published: 8/11/2012 - Derek H., Stiles - Complete
A Sacrifice for a Friend by Because I Can and Will reviews
Merlin takes up a second job to help Gaius pay off a debt, but this job involves serving the desires of other men, especially the knights of Camelot. How will Arthur react when he finds out about this? Slash, Warning: violent sex; Complete
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 20,467 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 94 - Updated: 7/5/2012 - Published: 6/14/2012 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
To The Lonely Sea And The Sky by rhythm junkie reviews
Merlin lives in St Ishmael's and has secret magic. Arthur lives in the sea and has not-so-secret tentacles. MordernAU Warnings for: perceived dub/con, slashy slashiness and tentacles - lots of them.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,502 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 174 - Follows: 24 - Published: 3/11/2012 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
A New Direction by EClairedeLoon reviews
Sam Evans was a rational person. So why was he leaving Dalton, again? Eventual Hevans with Blaine and Co. friendship. AU!
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 32 - Words: 303,728 - Reviews: 314 - Favs: 267 - Follows: 203 - Updated: 2/21/2012 - Published: 3/1/2011 - Kurt H., Sam E. - Complete
Turning Points by StrongatHeart reviews
Sometimes things happen that shouldn't, and change your life forever. What if Justin wasn't so lucky at the party in 214?
Queer as Folk - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 36 - Words: 375,500 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 288 - Follows: 193 - Updated: 1/8/2012 - Published: 9/25/2008 - Brian K., Justin T. - Complete
Your deepest desire by floating fog reviews
Arthur get's enchanted to want his heart's deepest desire, no matter what the consequences might be. Warning:contains violence, a bit of dub-con and malexmale with a happy ending of course :
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,384 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 280 - Follows: 29 - Published: 12/18/2011 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
In the Darkness by Boy On Strings reviews
Stiles is blinded in the final showdown with the Alpha, Derek tries to comfort him after realizing he almost lost something forever.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,817 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 305 - Follows: 49 - Published: 11/6/2011 - Derek H., Stiles - Complete
Six is the lucky number by floating fog reviews
Five times Gwaine interrupted Arthur and the one time he didn't or two . Slash in case you didn't figure that one out.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,627 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 9 - Published: 10/15/2011 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
The Sting by xonthefloor reviews
Without even planning it, Puck and Kurt find out that they actually get along when no one is watching. But after sudden twist of events, they'll realize that getting along may not be enough for the two of them.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 293,844 - Reviews: 1018 - Favs: 1,101 - Follows: 529 - Updated: 7/18/2011 - Published: 1/11/2011 - Puck, Kurt H. - Complete
Emrys: The Love And War Of Men And Their Gods by LadyElaide reviews
Two versions of reality consume Arthur as he struggles to decide what to believe in. A world where he is King and raging war against an enemy as old as time, or a world where everything is normal and where he finds himself falling in love. M/A pairing.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 14 - Words: 30,142 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/10/2011 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
In This Together by hollywar reviews
"We're in this together, buddy."
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,880 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/22/2011 - Steve R., Sodapop C. - Complete
Tremble before the Lightning by Violetvixen17 reviews
When a broken Puck stumbles into Kurt's yard...it sets a chain of events into motion. Puck/Kurt
Glee - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 26 - Words: 71,137 - Reviews: 445 - Favs: 751 - Follows: 401 - Updated: 3/10/2011 - Published: 10/24/2010 - Kurt H., Puck - Complete
Blood Stained Kisses by IceQueenRia reviews
2 young friends declared themselves blood brothers, now teenagers and no longer friends, one of them continues to bleed in silence, suffering all alone, too proud to seek help. Puck/Finn SLASH. Warning-selfharm, abuse, gay-loving
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 41,555 - Reviews: 199 - Favs: 206 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 1/17/2011 - Published: 12/10/2010 - [Puck, Finn H.] - Complete
All Those Who Wander Are Lost by angst cupcake reviews
'Waking up to silence is an odd, eerie feeling. Not the silence of the day that's filled with birds chirping and cars passing by. No, waking up to silence, waking up to nothing.' Sam x Kurt, zombie!gleefic.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 37,121 - Reviews: 156 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 12/20/2010 - Published: 11/28/2010 - Kurt H., Sam E. - Complete
There's No Life After You by SiNginG-SenSaTion reviews
Kurt has moved away to New York City, and Puck is convinced that Kurt's better off without him, but does Puck really want to spend the rest of his life without Kurt?
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39,232 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/25/2010 - Puck, Kurt H. - Complete
Another Straight Guy by IceQueenRia reviews
"You bullied me into loving you," Kurt sobbed. "Tripped me and I fell, but you didn't catch me." Silently, Noah walked away, leaving the other teen to cry in privacy. Kurt/Puck a story of friendship and unrequited love.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 31 - Words: 85,436 - Reviews: 829 - Favs: 589 - Follows: 262 - Updated: 11/6/2010 - Published: 8/23/2010 - [Kurt H., Puck] - Complete
Whatever You Want by The-Jellybaby-Bandit reviews
Obnoxious, bigoted, egotistical, moronic but I can't get him out of my mind. Join Kurt as he goes off the deep end... Complete as of 1 August 2010.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 177,332 - Reviews: 383 - Favs: 297 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 8/2/2010 - Published: 6/29/2010 - Kurt H., Puck - Complete
Best Friends Forever by IceQueenRia reviews
From age 5, Morgana, Merlin and Arthur were best friends. Each had a bracelet, Morgana's said BEST Merlin's said FRIENDS Arthur's said FOREVER and his was the first bracelet to break. It appeared as though FOREVER was not meant to be. Merlin/Arthur SLASH
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 24 - Words: 57,505 - Reviews: 629 - Favs: 517 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 4/4/2010 - Published: 3/2/2010 - [Arthur, Merlin] Morgana - Complete
There For You by rockshocka4223 reviews
He's a radical, an asshole, a bastard...just a real class act jackass. But somehow....I was able to look at him lyin' in bed...wishin' that I could take all his pain away. Two-bit/Dally, Ponyboy/Johnny and Soda/Steve. FINALLY DONE! Final Comments?
Outsiders - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 47 - Words: 69,767 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/8/2009 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Two Bit M., Dallas W. - Complete
Always Together by blackm00n5 reviews
Dallas and Johnny have always been together. They were a package, if you get one you get the other. Rated M for lemon.
Outsiders - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,100 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/10/2009 - Dallas W., Johnny C. - Complete
The King's Relief by RixxiSpooks reviews
Merlin is abused by Uther almost daily and no one else has any idea. Dark. Graphic. Angst. Merlin/Arthur. Rape.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 17,096 - Reviews: 187 - Favs: 342 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 1/28/2009 - Published: 12/11/2008 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Along Came a Spider by Logan Parker reviews
After Sodapop goes missing in action during the Vietnam war, Darry is determined to keep safe the only brother he has left. However his determination is soon turned into an obsession of control. Rated T for violence and language. Now complete
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 19,447 - Reviews: 142 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 12/4/2007 - Published: 11/21/2007 - Ponyboy C., Darry C. - Complete
A new meaning to the term brotherly love by soda'slover reviews
After Darry hits Pony, Darry developes new feelings towards his youngest brother. Warning,slash/incest. If you dont like, dont read! Be kind, first fic! I fixed first chapter, please review! COMPLETE!
Outsiders - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 56,023 - Reviews: 413 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 8/28/2007 - Published: 7/14/2006 - Darry C., Ponyboy C. - Complete
Just Because by Shadows Run reviews
Johnny has always dealt with abuse. Dally is done ignoring it. Why? Just because he's Dallas Winston and he can fix it. Hopefully. Dedicated to Minami Ozaki Wannabe, faithful reader!
Outsiders - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 12 - Words: 13,099 - Reviews: 179 - Favs: 143 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 8/13/2007 - Published: 8/15/2006 - Johnny C., Dallas W. - Complete
So You're Leaving by Scarlett7 reviews
Complete! And now illustrated! Johnny has escaped his life in Tulsa only to find more trouble as a family secret is unveiled. Can Dally protect him as the pieces of his past spiral out of control?
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 53 - Words: 111,977 - Reviews: 530 - Favs: 123 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 3/27/2006 - Published: 3/16/2003 - Dallas W., Johnny C. - Complete
Boys Don't Kiss by WickedSlashAngel reviews
Steve has been struggling with unusual feelings for his best friend Sodapop for some time now. Little does he know that his feelings begin a wave of incredible changes not just for him and Soda, but for the whole gang. FINALLY COMPLETED...
Outsiders - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 53,597 - Reviews: 276 - Favs: 241 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 3/23/2006 - Published: 10/31/2005 - Steve R., Sodapop C. - Complete
Insomnia by ohhsnap reviews
Dally&Johnny. After all, you can't always get what you want.
Outsiders - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 973 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 6 - Published: 6/26/2005 - Dallas W., Johnny C. - Complete
Safety in Numbers by Scarlett7 reviews
COMPLETE! The socs used to be their biggest problem, but now a killer is walking the streets of Tulsa... and only Johnny knows. If the gang finds out, it could cost both Ponyboy and Johnny thier lives.
Outsiders - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 40,675 - Reviews: 424 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 2/10/2004 - Published: 5/26/2003 - Johnny C., Dallas W. - Complete
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The Best Things in the World Must be Felt with the Heart reviews
The Argent family has been kidnapping and illegally selling Omegas for years. When FBI Agent Derek Hale and his team raid their home to find and rescue the tons of Omegas, thats all Derek expects to be doing. What he doesnt expect is to find his own mate chained up with the rest of them. Seeing the Omega severly sick and injured, Derek is determined to nurse him back to health.
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 56,037 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 233 - Updated: 4/21 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Stiles, Derek H.
What the Hell is Sterek? reviews
"Studying, huh?" Scott questioned as his eyes narrowed. He had skimmed over one about them "studying." "...yes, we're studying," Stiles replied. The line was silent for a few tense moments before Stiles' concerned voice sounded once more. "Scott, are you ok? What happened?" Scott swallowed hard. "Sterek happened."
Teen Wolf - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,685 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 41 - Published: 3/2 - [Derek H., Stiles] Scott M., Sheriff Stilinski
Hearts Are Often Broken by Words left Unspoken reviews
"Arthur, m' tired," Merlin mumbled. Arthur closed his eyes as he barely held back a sob, not wanting to tell Merlin what he was about to. "Sleep then, Merlin. I'll wake you when we get back home." For words that were so final, Arthur wondered how his voice had sounded so strong. The two sat in silence for a few moments, both knowing that Arthur would not be able to keep his word.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,109 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/7/2014 - Complete
In Sickness and in Health reviews
After a long day of college classes, Arthur returns to his shared dorm room with his boyfriend, only to find that Merlin has gotten very ill. Arthur, being the kind, loving boyfriend he is, takes care of Merlin until he is once again better.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,813 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 21 - Published: 6/2/2013 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Baby Boy reviews
Arthur has called Merlin his "baby boy" ever since they were toddlers. Merlin never really questioned it. It was simply the way things were. But when a new kid named Gwaine arrives and stirs things up, Merlin finally learns that the name has a deeper meaning than he originally thought...
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,609 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 457 - Follows: 57 - Published: 2/18/2013 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
One More Empty Shell reviews
Everyone knows how much Dally cares for Johnny. How he looks out for him and tries to keep him safe out of harms way. But what would become of Johnny if Dallas Winston was never in the picture at all?
Outsiders - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,181 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/20/2011 - Johnny C., Dallas W. - Complete