Dr.Awesome
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Joined 03-01-11, id: 2772030, Profile Updated: 08-30-11
Author has written 2 stories for Flashpoint, and Chicago Code.

The one thing that I live by religiously is the following quote

Look at you. You’re young. And you’re scared. Why are you so scared?
Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what
other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to
the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as hell and dance to it. Go
out for a drive at midnight and forget you have school the next day.
Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets.
This life is yours. When are you going to realize you can do whatever
you want?

I dont know who wrote it, but it describes my life perfectly. Spontaneous, unplanned and living life to the fullest!
Writing gives the freedom to express emotions and whats on your mind, so most of the time what i come up with is how I'm feeling, or just something I need to get off my chest. The thing I love most about this website is that I dont have to be super creative and actually come up with characters and an entire background, but its like the pieces were laid and I can build on them.

Hope you enjoy what I come up with, and remember that life is fragile, I see it every day and quite often people regret not doing things when they had the chance. Live now, while your heart is still beating and there is still oxygen in your lungs!!

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Stolen Moments by Jessica237 reviews
All of the little moments we didn't get to see in 3x22, Neighborhood Watch. KD
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 88,250 - Reviews: 679 - Favs: 384 - Follows: 640 - Updated: 7/18/2014 - Published: 5/13/2012 - Kensi B., M. Deeks
No Light, No Light by rain1657 reviews
"No light, no light in your bright blue eyes, I never knew daylight could be so violent. A revelation in the light of day, you can't choose what stays and what fades away. And I'll do anything to make you stay." It was something Dawson wished she had said before that call, before it all changed. But that wasn't something she could dwell on when Shay's blood was everywhere.
Chicago Fire - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 29,985 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 201 - Updated: 4/20/2014 - Published: 2/24/2013 - L. Shay, G. Dawson - Complete
Dark Place by ZBBZL reviews
Undercover has always been his thing. But now he's not sure he can do it anymore. What will Deeks do when Kensi and he are forced to go under, assuming deeper and darker identities than ever ?
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 35 - Words: 144,927 - Reviews: 588 - Favs: 175 - Follows: 282 - Updated: 10/8/2013 - Published: 5/1/2012 - M. Deeks, Kensi B. - Complete
The Feather Boa Book Club by Tirsh reviews
Spike and Sadie Braddock chatting each other up. A little Spinnie. A little Jam. A little team. Oodles of fluff and not an ounce of plot to be found anywhere - You've been warned. NEW: Chapter Three updated.
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,516 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 6/9/2013 - Published: 3/2/2013 - Mike S., Winnie C., Sadie B. - Complete
Longing Hearts by Sam Cuddles reviews
He never knew how he missed the longing in her brown eyes whenever her gaze rested on him. When he is faced with the possibility of losing her, will that be enough to be his wake up call? AU. [ON HIATUS]
Chicago Fire - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,600 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 5/29/2013 - Published: 1/20/2013 - M. Casey, G. Dawson
Take Any Road by riveroad reviews
Post-finale fic. Spike finds a way to live with his choices, gets a reminder about what family means and comes to realize that not all change is a bad thing. Spoilers for Season Five, rated for language.
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 16,480 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 5/15/2013 - Published: 2/1/2013 - Mike S., Winnie C.
Not the perfect man but the only man by Wrestlingfan91 reviews
Severide is still shaken by what Shay asks of him however when he returns to their apartment she attempts to convince him that she is sure of her decision. AU, spoilers 1x18 this might become a full story.
Chicago Fire - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,595 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 18 - Published: 3/22/2013 - L. Shay, K. Severide
Nothing On My Tongue by riveroad reviews
"Winnie just wants it to be easy. But as she watches Spike leave, things don't exactly FEEL easy." In which Spike is stealthily persistent and Winnie figures out that where you start off doesn't have to be where you end up. Spoilers for Season 5, rated for language and suggestive situations.
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 97,274 - Reviews: 208 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 2/15/2013 - Published: 10/17/2012 - Winnie C., Mike S. - Complete
First Time For Everything by SunflowersAndHoney reviews
Shay's a lesbian but she asks Severide for a HUGE favor. Starts as a flashback, ends present day. Semi-AU (Shay and Severide in college). One-shot.
Chicago Fire - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/9/2013 - K. Severide, L. Shay - Complete
Guide You Home by riveroad reviews
Two couples get from one moment to another – because all the bad goes hand in hand with all the good. Major spoilers for the Season Five finale. Two-shot, rated for language. Sam&Jules, Spike&Winnie.
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,753 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 12/28/2012 - Published: 12/24/2012 - Jules C., Winnie C. - Complete
In These Arms by She-is-a-weapon reviews
"Holding her to his chest as her arms curl around him, damn near clinging to him, makes him remember."
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/23/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Chain Reaction by MJ Duncan reviews
Set post ep. 1x10. A Shawson first-time fic.
Chicago Fire - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,632 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 116 - Follows: 22 - Published: 12/22/2012 - [L. Shay, G. Dawson] - Complete
Play Me Like a Melody by PokeyDotes reviews
She really has no idea how this happened. This is so much more than harmless flirting. This isn't trying to one-up one another, playful innuendos, or shameless back and forth. This is real. This is her, and this is Deeks. (Pure Densi)
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,570 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 15 - Published: 11/23/2012 - Kensi B., M. Deeks - Complete
with my mouth so full of questions by nelljones reviews
You've had a lot more practice with the whole hiding your feelings thing, and your heart could be threatening to break your ribs but she would still count it at seventy two. / eric&nell.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,094 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 14 - Published: 9/8/2012 - Eric B., Nell J. - Complete
Just World Fallacy by Shiggity Shwa reviews
Dark Fic. After Jules is assaulted, she and the team try to cope. Strong violence and adult content-explained fully in the A/N. Set AU during Season 2 after Lew's death. Jules centric but concerns all main characters.
Flashpoint - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 119,167 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 9/2/2012 - Published: 10/2/2011 - Jules C.
One Shiny Guinea by Shiggity Shwa reviews
Set AU post Season 4 finale. There's a break-in at Jules house. Each chapter is an alternative look at how the break-in could've happened based on who was present. Four-shot. Sam/Jules.
Flashpoint - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 43,089 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 8/22/2012 - Published: 6/13/2012 - Jules C., Sam B.
Illegitimate by Shiggity Shwa reviews
An AU story stemming off of the episode 'Terror'. Deals with the consequences of what happened during the restaurant hot call and how they impact Sam and Jules' lives. Sam's POV.
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 58,828 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 6/2/2012 - Published: 1/30/2012 - Sam B., Jules C.
Take Me Out by imahistorian reviews
Kensi reacts without thinking and Deeks reveals more than intended, leaving them both feeling uncertain. A confrontational encounter with two fellow cops, a softball game, an unexpected fallout. Two chapters from Kensi's POV, two from Deeks'.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 22,565 - Reviews: 109 - Favs: 143 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 5/22/2012 - Published: 4/28/2012 - M. Deeks, Kensi B. - Complete
Storm Chaser by Dingbat142001 reviews
Oneshot. She's the category F5 and he's the little wooden shed in the backyard that never stood a chance.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,189 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/7/2012 - Kensi B., M. Deeks - Complete
Because by My name's AC reviews
Densi, one-shot. Deeks knows he loves Kensi. And he knows it's true because he just can't explain why. Rated M for language and adult content.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,126 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 6 - Published: 5/5/2012 - M. Deeks, Kensi B. - Complete
dance me through the panic by nelljones reviews
It's not that you don't want to justify yourself, it's that you shouldn't need to. / post-patriot acts. eric&nell.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,585 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/30/2012 - Eric B., Nell J. - Complete
you slip into my arms by nelljones reviews
And if you were to just reach out right now, you could touch him, and know that this isn't going to disappear. / tag to rocket man. eric&nell.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,885 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/4/2012 - Eric B., Nell J. - Complete
Fantasy Number 134 by tobinfic reviews
Based around episode 315, Crimeleon. Kensi and Deeks have to revealuate their "thing" after the op at the Edison goes sideways.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,912 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 15 - Published: 2/18/2012 - Kensi B., M. Deeks - Complete
Contact and Connection by lms2457 reviews
A simple touch, a complicated connection. co-authored with CuffedBunnies. SPOILERS for 4.13! Oneshot.
Castle - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,089 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 17 - Published: 1/23/2012 - Kate B., Rick C. - Complete
i never knew daylight could be so violent by nelljones reviews
This is the closest to an R-word that you're ever going to have with anybody, and it's all because you're scared. / eric&nell.
NCIS: Los Angeles - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,959 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/2/2012 - Eric B., Nell J. - Complete
catch me when I fall by How Clever of You reviews
She never even considered that there could be more than they were, because they were everything. / vague Jules/Sam, but mostly just Jules and Spike being best friends forever. Rated for safety.
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,157 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/26/2011 - Jules C., Mike S. - Complete
Domino Theory by Shiggity Shwa reviews
With personal problems preoccupying each member of Team One none of them were ready for what happened that Friday afternoon. Concerns all main characters. Set AU during after 4x05 AU as in Wordy is still around .
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 67,580 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 9/17/2011 - Published: 8/7/2011 - Complete
Partners by Lady Nikka reviews
When Sam needs a favor from his favorite rookie, okay the only one he is willing to call HIS rookie, he pulls the PARTNER card on her because he knows she won't refuse her partner anything.
Rookie Blue - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 18 - Words: 32,156 - Reviews: 215 - Favs: 166 - Follows: 167 - Updated: 8/4/2011 - Published: 9/7/2010 - A. McNally, S. Swarek
The Bat Who Couldn't Fly by heatqueen reviews
Based on 'The Dig' - Thirteen would never be able to spread her wings.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,037 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/13/2011 - Thirteen/R. Hadley - Complete
Five Times by Oneturtledove reviews
The First Time came out of nowhere. The Second Time came under jovial circumstances. The Third Time was late at night. The Fourth Time was the one she would always remember. The Fifth Time was expected.
X-Files - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,544 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 21 - Published: 5/24/2010 - D. Scully, F. Mulder - Complete
Beautiful by r'n'rb reviews
There was a doll like gesture to the way his cupids bow mouth lifted infinitesimally in response to the words from her cherry drop lips. The were both so beautiful. Oneshot.
House, M.D. - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,316 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/15/2008 - R. Chase, Thirteen/R. Hadley - Complete
Reasons by JD11 reviews
And that’s when it happened. Sometime between tickling her and her hands batting mine away, her smile had faltered and she was leaning forward. And that’s how I know now that her lips are much softer than I ever imagined. 10/Rose
Doctor Who - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,363 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 226 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 2/14/2008 - Published: 1/16/2008 - 10th Doctor, Rose T. - Complete
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Her little girl
Teresa is hiding something about Jarek's niece, will he be angry or let it slide?
Chicago Code - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 861 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/15/2011 - Teresa C., Vonda W. - Complete
Decisions reviews
Greg finds out about Sam and Jules and talks to them individually, does he make them break up or will something change his mind?
Flashpoint - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 660 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/5/2011 - Jules C., Greg P.