oh wow, this has been a while. So, uh, hey, its me. Its been years since Ive been active on here, so much has happened and so much fell to the wayside.
So for that I'm sorry.
I'm discontining my storys, clearing my bio, and am writing this to anybody who wants to know why.
I started this account in the year 2011, aged 14 according to the site. I was deep in the Invader Zim fandom amongst others, and I found out fanfiction was a thing. The reason I made the account in the first place was to put my OC into someones fanfiction, I had no intention of writing at all. The author put me in, I was ecstatic! I started writing after a while, I got hooked. Hell, I even had a folder of story notes and chapters that i carried around with me. People seemed interested in my stuff and that was what drove me, fuelled my passion for writing. I made friends, which I miss dearly, one in particular helped me right when I needed it.
I didnt know the moment of my life was about to happen.
For privacys sake Im not going into it, but its changed my life even to this day. Everything changed, my life along with others was thrown upside down forever. I dont wish it didnt happen, however, for my life would be drastically worse today if it hadnt. Sadly, to this day I havent written at all, which kind of makes me feel like a piece of me is missing. My point is, people change due to life, and boy am I glad I changed.
Sassy, I want to apologise for what I wrote about you. Reading it back know I realise what I wanted to convey and what I actually said are like night and day. What I meant to be a heartfelt speech ended up sounding like cyberbullying and Im truly sorry if my words hurt you. Now that Im older I have the vocabulary to clarify - You where the one whose story made me join this site, I felt so happy when you allowed my Mary Sueish character into the story. And i thank you for that. I dont know where you are in life, but I have nothing but warm wishes for you my friend.
EWC, you I've missed the most. I want to thank you for being there for me, for putting up with my paranoia and idiocy. Im honestly really sad we stopped talking, but the blame for thats on me. Once again, I hope youre having a happy full life and I apologise if my absense hurt you at all. You were the calm before the storm, I felt like you were the older sibling I never had. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being in my life.
Well, I guess that about wraps it up. Im leaving the storys alone, they arent getting continued or taken down. I'm not sure if Ill ever be on here again, thats for the universe to decide, not me. Im now a 20 year old woman, looking for her place in the world around her. Lifes still hard but thats life, nobody said it would be easy. My fanfictions may be over, but my life storys just begun.
For possibly the last time, iHtHm signing out
ps. Dad, if youre reading this, then youre a sick fuck who needs to stop trying to stalk his daughter. I dont want you in my life, deal with it. Im an adult, as are you. So act like one and stop playing games to manipulate those around you. I wish you no ill wishes, I just dont want you in my life. Please respect that