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Author has written 11 stories for Big Time Rush.

Name: Alyssa

Age: 18

State: Pennsylvania

Addicted to Frozen and Big Time Rush what

I've seen Big Time Rush 3 times and met them once on 7/19/13 and saw Heffron Drive 1 time and met them 9/12/14!

How I got to meet Heffron Drive!

Big Time Rush followed me on twitter on 9/27/13 :D

YouTube channel!: TheSleepingBeautiful

KENDALL FUCKING SCHMIDT HELD MY HAND DURING MY 2013 HERSHEY CONCERT ASDFGHJKL

I TOUCHED JAMES AND CARLOS AND HUGGED LOGAN

Logan also made fun of my laugh and James laughed at Logan when I told him to stop (jokingly I told him lol)

Kendall and Dustin called me their late arrival, hehe :')

I KISSED KENDALL'S CHEEK OMG

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It sounds like a million colors by HannahGraceRusher reviews
The piano keys are black and white but they sound like a million colors in my mind. AU - Kames.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 64,168 - Reviews: 165 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 1/5 - Published: 10/27/2014 - [Kendall, James] - Complete
End of the world by StrongInTheRealWay reviews
The best day ever for James ends up being the worst seeing that it was the day of mass destruction. See how Lucy and James along with Kendall, Logan, Carlos and Jo make it through this destruction.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 14,922 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 7/6/2015 - Published: 7/18/2012 - James, Lucy S.
Iniquity by Evix reviews
Right before a concert, Kendall, James, Carlos and Logan get kidnapped by Hawk again but this time Hawk's intentions are not only to prevent them from performing and then letting them go again. This time Hawk wants to truly break Gustavo's dogs.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 103,376 - Reviews: 1262 - Favs: 215 - Follows: 257 - Updated: 6/2/2015 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
He's a Pirate by HannahGraceRusher reviews
James thinks that he's found his way to power and gold and that way is kidnapping the young prince. But he never though the blond would be the key to so much more than that. Kames. (Bad summary. Rating might change.)
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 29 - Words: 71,651 - Reviews: 221 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 2/9/2015 - Published: 9/19/2014 - [James, Kendall] - Complete
Paper Skin by Moonbeam-987 reviews
AU: "Living in a world where you have to wear your biggest insecurity tattooed on your forearm, you always feel like everyone is staring at it, thinking of ways to use it against you. No hiding it, no covering it up. It is forever there, reminding you what you hate most about yourself. Only if you are lucky do you find someone who finds beauty in the words engraved on your skin."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,533 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 1/13/2015 - Published: 6/11/2013 - Kendall, James
Behind closed doors by musicart-life reviews
Logan is hinding someting from the people he loves. What happenes when he starts to show signs that he needs help?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 25 - Words: 20,900 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 8/25/2014 - Published: 1/9/2013 - Logan
Thoughts of a Stranger by IHeartLogiebear reviews
James really believed that going to college would be a chance for him and his bandmates to start over, to leave their past behind. He could finally move on from everything that happened back in LA. However, he had no idea that while old problems would be forgotten, new ones would appear. Soon he's not going to be the only one on a downward spiral.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 48,199 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 8/11/2014 - Published: 11/21/2013
13 Reasons Why by Anonymous Skrtle reviews
12 year old Katie Knight's dead body is found washed up on the side of a lake. A suicide note is found inside her pocket. Two weeks later, Kendall Knight finds a box of tapes lying on top of his mailbox. In them lies 13 reasons, 13 different people, to blame for Katie's death. Rating may change. Slight AU.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 25 - Words: 49,436 - Reviews: 516 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 6/10/2014 - Published: 3/25/2013 - Kendall, Katie K. - Complete
When White Ice Gets Red by TalidaMueller reviews
It was supposed to be a good day. The four BTR boys had the day off and are happy to enjoy one day without being yelled at. They decided to go to the hockey rink but get an unwanted surprise which turns in something much more horrible than being yelled at at Roque Records... .
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,791 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 5/29/2014 - Published: 8/1/2013 - Kendall
I Write Sins, Not Tragedies by Science-Fantasy93 reviews
Crashing a wedding has never been part of Katie's plans. However, when James shows up with a deal that could make or break their best friends' happiness, she finds herself giving in. As they work to bring their friends back together again, she begins to realize that there may just be more to him than meets the eye and just maybe teaming up with him isn't as tragic as she thought.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 46,175 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 5/23/2014 - Published: 9/14/2013 - James, Katie K.
The Secrets We Keep by story 4 u reviews
Months after Jo left Kendall finally felt ready to move By chance he meets a girl he has an instance connection However as they grow closer he can not help but feel that she is hiding a secret, a dangerous Will Kendall be able to figure it out and help her?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 33,041 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/4/2013 - Published: 5/26/2013 - [Kendall, OC] - Complete
Goodbye, My Sunshine by SophieSchmidt reviews
" No. This wasn't right. Logan was always warm, sunshine, he was his sunshine. He was warmth and comfort and home. Why wasn't he that anymore? " How do you say goodbye to the one you love, when you thought you had forever... Kendall/Logan. Major character death (flashback). Short and sad.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/21/2013 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
You're Not Invisible To Me by PotatoCake reviews
When the lights go down in the city, you'll be right there shining bright. You're a star and the skies the limit, and ill be right by your side. Not a song fic...Kendall angst! T for abuse and mild language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 18,749 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 10/17/2013 - Published: 3/5/2012 - Kendall, Mrs. Knight
Big Time Confusion by WoNdY Alice reviews
On their six month anniversary, Kendall prepares an amazing date for Logan. But when Logan shows up late and breaks up with him, Kendall is devastated. James, Carlos, and everyone at the Palm Woods are mad at Logan. But while worrying about Kendall, who is worrying about Logan? Why did Logan break up with him? Rape. Abuse. Logan whump. Kogan. T for now.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 40,612 - Reviews: 215 - Favs: 157 - Follows: 149 - Updated: 10/11/2013 - Published: 11/4/2012 - [Kendall, Logan] - Complete
The Unwanted by kissmejasontodd reviews
When trouble winds itself around the BTR boys again, they find themselves in a sick web that they may be stuck to. Can an illness cast upon them bring the boys to their demise? Or will they pull through? STORY BETTER THAN SUMMARY!
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,548 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 6/17/2013 - Published: 3/27/2013
Just a Little Bit of Hope by JMLHCPKSfan reviews
Logan just escaped his father's abusive behavior just to come into a miserable orphanage. He's lost all hope- Just when he's about to even lose hope in God, he's adopted into the Garcia family where he is told it's OKAY to be gay. He doesn't expect to get so close to the youngest son, Carlos, until he's so close it's sinful. It's wrong, but oh so right. ((CARGAN))
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 36,125 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 6/1/2013 - Published: 4/24/2013 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
My Fallen Angel by CarganFan16 reviews
When Logan and Carlos are forced together as lab partners,Logan would rather fall to his death then put up with his elusive answers to his questions,his teasing,and his infuriatingly handsome face and hypnotizing eyes. It seems Carlos was put on earth to drive him crazy.Logan's curiosity starts to heat up about Carlos.V-shaped scars? But has Logan Fallen for one of the Fallen?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,241 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 4/6/2013 - Published: 2/2/2013 - Carlos, Logan
the Proposition by kelsey.deanx3 reviews
"I think I'm going to ask her." James had said. And, despite the skeptical looks on his three best friends faces, it felt entirely right for him to be saying it. He'd thought about this for three years, now. Because, something inside of him - something deep inside an in-it-for-the-sex, nineteen-year-old James - knew he'd end up with Sadie Noelle Grant.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,237 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/3/2013 - James - Complete
Hush little Sister by Insert a Catchy Penname Here reviews
Hush little sister, don't you cry. Big brother's going to sing you your favorite lulluby. Hush little sister, don't your let tears stray. We'll be away from him one day...
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Family - Chapters: 35 - Words: 30,249 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 11/22/2012 - Published: 11/18/2011 - Katie K., Kendall - Complete
The Best Days of Our Lives by BTRfanMegan reviews
Megan Mandel and James Diamond don't know each other... but they commit suicide on the same day; same hour. What happens when they are stuck in the "in-between" and fall in love? What happens when the lives of their friends collide?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 16,148 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 10/31/2012 - Published: 6/3/2011
Can't Remember What I Forgot by burnyoutotheground reviews
Some things are better left in the timeless void of memory... but for James, certain memories were better left forgotten. DISCONTINUED.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 20,003 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 10/11/2012 - Published: 12/1/2011 - James, Kendall - Complete
the Hang Ups by kelsey.deanx3 reviews
One year, six days, eleven hours, ten minutes and ten seconds. The month of June has it out for Sadie Grant and James Diamond. But, when they're finally reunited, there's more than a list of rules keeping them apart. the Benefits sequel. James/OC
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 16 - Words: 57,710 - Reviews: 184 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 9/29/2012 - Published: 1/1/2012 - James - Complete
Vanishing by Anonymous Skrtle reviews
Carlos Garcia felt like he was vanishing. Everyone who used to care for him had changed completely. People he had trusted in started hurting him, betraying him. He didn't know who would care about him anymore. He knew he wasn't worth it anymore.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 33 - Words: 51,636 - Reviews: 457 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 8/29/2012 - Published: 1/10/2012 - Carlos - Complete
Attacked by Sara.14759 reviews
One of the members are attacked during a concert. With the help of his friends, James has hope of surviving. But as any other recovery, it was going to be rough. Especially knowing that there was a man out there still waiting to finish James Diamond off.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 31,583 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 8/9/2012 - Published: 4/19/2012 - James
Brave New World by hedleyfaberdrive101 reviews
Summer Smith is an 18 year old who seeks a better life. She moves to LA, in hopes to fix her depressed, sad, and broken spirit/heart. something happens,and she makes some friends. over the course of her journey there lots of drama. Will love conquer all?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 29,904 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 7/12/2012 - Published: 2/19/2012 - James - Complete
Skyscraper by Lightweight-Skyscraper reviews
Mariah was always one of the boys. Short hair and boyish clothes. But, after the boys left, she changed. She looks like a totally different person. When the boys come back, how will they react to Mariah becoming more womanlike? Pairing undecided. Open to vote! T for bullying, depression and talk of self harm. Used to be One Of The Boys
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,031 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/9/2012 - Published: 6/11/2012 - Kendall, James
Big Time Baby by Occhi Marroni Dorati reviews
All Camille did was tell a small lie, She didn't actually think it would cause all of this. Lomille.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,760 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 6/30/2012 - Published: 1/2/2012 - Camille, Logan
Why Bro,Why? by Kendalls LogieBear reviews
There are just some things in this world Kevin doesn't want to walk in on. One of those things is walking in on Logan fucking his little brother. Why? Why did it always have to be him?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 716 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/14/2012 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
His Pain is Theirs To Share by RosesAreForWriters reviews
Logan is caught harming himself by James, and there's a bit of an argument that follows. Bottom line, Logan needs to tell him the truth, and want to stop, so James can help him.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,030 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/21/2012 - Logan, James - Complete
Carlos by btrsexstories reviews
Just some smut for Carlos!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,007 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/2/2012 - Carlos
Teardrops by Daylight Moondream reviews
A oneshot based on teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift. WARNING MIGHT BRING TEARS. What happens when carlos date the jennifers Well read it and find out.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,347 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/17/2012 - Carlos - Complete
I've Made It This Far by lizzzardgurl reviews
Gustavo has signed a new girl, not band, just a solo artist. She's exactly what everyone wants, but her life before haunts her still. With whom will she find love? Dance, hockey, singing, acting but what else lies in her past?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/17/2012
Unthinkable Alternate End 2 by KatherineMP20 reviews
Ending 1B. Summary, details and notes inside. rated T for mild language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,767 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/8/2012 - Published: 3/7/2012 - Complete
Unthinkable Alternate End 1 by KatherineMP20
Alternate Ending 1A to 'unthinkable'. Summaries, definitions, notes and details inside. Rated T for very mild language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,221 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/6/2012 - Complete
Unthinkable by KatherineMP20 reviews
WARNING: this story contains hints of STRONG adult themes. it is NOT recommended for those under 18 or with weak stomachs. Summary inside.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 39,512 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/5/2012 - Published: 2/9/2012 - Complete
Go the Distance by VeganZombie reviews
"Because," she took a moment to scoot in closer to me, and before pulling me into the most passionate kiss she's ever given, she explained: "I love you, Logan Mitchell, and I only want to see you happy." Sequel to Something Yet to Learn, Logan/OC
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,060 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 3/3/2012 - Published: 5/2/2011 - Logan
Stupid by Katerina The Von reviews
Words hurt, especially to Carlos Garcia. For anti-bullying day :
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 774 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/3/2012 - Carlos - Complete
The Way She Feels by Miss Fenway reviews
With a shaking finger, Camille traced the patterned scars on her arms, thinking of how they were a visual representation of the scars that were on her heart. WARNING: Contains depression, self-harm, attempted suicide. Read with caution.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,716 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/28/2012 - Camille, Logan - Complete
Slushied by Ms. Mimi Elphie-Amy reviews
What happened after Blaine got slushied? - During 'Michael' - SPOILER ALERT -if you haven't seen 'Michael', this fic can get confusing - KLAINENESS! Friendship all around! -
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,848 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 2/28/2012 - Published: 2/1/2012 - Blaine A., Kurt H. - Complete
Cupcake by skeletalschmidt reviews
I wrote this awhile back and I guess I never posted it. Anyway, some nice James smut for you c:
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Published: 12/30/2011 - James - Complete
Big Time Baby by Pugluver64 reviews
Kendall and Lucy are Having a baby, but will it be easy?
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,223 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 12/30/2011 - Published: 12/29/2011 - Kendall, Lucy S.
the Benefits by kelsey.deanx3 reviews
Twelve rules to a two player game. Some call it love, they call it The Benefits. James/OC.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 63,098 - Reviews: 223 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 12/20/2011 - Published: 9/1/2011 - James - Complete
Big Time Animal by Smileyface519 reviews
What happens when Carlos finds a hurt fox like dog on the side of road? This dog is no ordinary dog! Read and find out! This is for Dami who inspired me to write this story!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,974 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 10/29/2011 - Published: 9/19/2011 - Complete
iHang with Big Time Rush by Turkey and Swiss Sandwich reviews
When the iCarly gang head to the Palm Woods, what shall happen? What shan't happen? But most of all, who is that crazy dude that keeps following them around? Rated T!
Crossover - iCarly & Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,287 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 10/23/2011 - Published: 5/1/2011
Anything You Want by wintershine reviews
Logan really liked that spy costume of Camille's. But was it really the costume he was in to, or something more? Lomille smut. Takes place immediately after Big Time Rocker.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,451 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/28/2011 - Camille, Logan - Complete
Head On Collision by Miss Fenway reviews
"A man is not old until his regrets take the place of his dreams." - Proverb. James Diamond was only seventeen years old but his regrets had already taken the place of his dreams. NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 52 - Words: 158,862 - Reviews: 971 - Favs: 164 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 7/30/2011 - Published: 11/26/2010 - Complete
Big Time Caught! Alternative Ending 2A by KatherineMP20
Another alternative ending to the spin off story "Big Time Caught". Rated M for suggested sexual activity.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,652 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/15/2011 - Published: 6/27/2011 - Kendall - Complete
James by btrsexstories reviews
Just some sex stories I make up about James from Big Time Rush. Extremely mature.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,005 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 10 - Published: 6/27/2011 - James
Logan by btrsexstories reviews
Just sex stories I make up with Logan. Extremely mature.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,062 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/17/2011 - Logan
His Hidden Pain by XAShotInTheDarkX reviews
"Logan Mitchell tired to hid the bruises and cuts the best he could. Of course, that was easier said than done." A sad Logan story. Friendship in later chapters.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,930 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 6/8/2011 - Published: 4/3/2011 - Logan
A Knight's Battle by Anonymous Skrtle reviews
"Mom! Remember that time I saved you from choking? Wow, that was close!" What did Kendall Knight mean? What is the whole story behind those simple words? One-shot. Please R&R! :
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,120 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/24/2011 - Kendall, Mrs. Knight - Complete
Honey Vanilla Bean by bLu3-Ph30nIx reviews
Ice cream can provide relief from the heat... depending on what it's used for. A blend of creamy, sensual vanilla bean mixes with seductive, golden honey and only adds to the fire burning in the passion two life-long friends have for each other. Oneshot.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,299 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/26/2010 - James, Kendall - Complete
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Returning Memories reviews
*SEQUEL to "Screams Of Silence"* It's been 5 long years, but James made it. He has a wife, growing his family, he has everything he ever wanted. His dark past is long behind him, and he wants to focus on nothing but his new future.But when old memories resurface, when new pain takes hold of him, will he be able to stay strong?Or will things end the way they almost did 5 years ago?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 27,279 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/14 - Published: 11/6/2015 - James, OC
If You Knew reviews
Everyone has dark secrets they keep hidden from the rest of the world, and Logan Mitchell just might have the biggest one of them all. His dirty little secrets are kept hidden under long sleeves and bandages, but he can't let anyone know. Popstars aren't supposed to be depressed, self harm, or want to die...right? He is slowly falling apart, and may need help before it's too late.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,143 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 5/1 - Published: 1/15 - Logan
The Oak Tree
James' life is spiraling downwards, and the only comfort he seems to have is a large, private oak tree,where he can go and be by himself. That is, until he meets Athena, a cancer patient with a completely different outlook on life. Both of them are broken in their own different ways,and they soon come to realize that neither of them can get better without the other one's help.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,387 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26
The Hunger Games reviews
It's the 74th annual Hunger Games in Panem, and Kendall Knight was chosen to compete...along with his younger sister, Katie. Kendall is forced to fight to the death in a battle to save his own life, but when it comes right down to it, can he save his own life, or will he choose to save his sister's...?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,699 - Reviews: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/6 - Kendall, Katie K.
The Distance That Took You Away
James and Kathrynn swore that they would be together forever, that not even time or distance could keep them apart. For three long, incredible years they managed to stay together through thick and thin, but when a worldwide tour and an unexpected movie role come up, their love is put on the line,and after all that time,it seems as though forever might actually be coming to and end.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,514 - Published: 12/30/2015
Cover Girl reviews
Chloe never thought of herself as beautiful. Her entire life she drowned in self hate and always kept from everyone, fearing her dark past would come up again. But when she moves to California and starts a new life at the Palm Woods, a certain Kendall Knight believes he can turn her life around. But...can he handle the secrets that follow her?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,529 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/29/2015 - Published: 12/26/2015
How To Save A Life reviews
"I would have stayed up with you all night had I known how to save a life."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,070 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 12/23/2015 - Published: 12/16/2015 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Cut reviews
All of us have that one dark secret we keep hidden from the world.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,473 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 2/20/2015 - Published: 11/2/2014 - Logan
Hidden Secrets reviews
Four boys. Four stories. One is bipolar. One has an eating disorder. One is schizophrenic. One cuts himself. Each one has a secret neither one of the others knows about. When their problems get worse and worse, they have no one else in the world to depend on except each other. Can these four boys learn to accept themselves and work together, or will they all end up falling apart?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,265 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/27/2015
Screams of Silence reviews
Nobody noticed his pain, nobody noticed how he was falling apart, how broken he was. He was finally going to end all of his pain and suffering.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 38 - Words: 119,802 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 7/26/2014 - Published: 6/12/2012 - James - Complete
This Song Saved My Life reviews
Big Time Rush never expected the letter they were going to receive that day, they didn't know exactly how much they had changed a young girl's life. Based off Simple Plan's song "This Song Saved My Life"
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,707 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/9/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete