Meeting you was chance. Becoming your friend was choice. Falling in love with you, I had no control over.

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times, hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

I know some may have it worse than me. But that doesn't mean my pain is any less real.

We have to be prepared to die a thousand deaths before our quest is complete.

We all have scars from loving someone too deeply. They may not sit on our wrists, but they hurt just the same.

Remember, it's not about what the world gave you, but rather about what you'd give the world for.

Six quotes I live by.

So, here are some things you should know about me:

My avatar is me and one of my best friends, Jeff, on The Day of Silence. The Day of Silence is used to draw attention to LGBT hate and discrimination. LGBT equality is something that is extremely important to Jeff and I. On this day, we also wrote little slogans on our arms, my favorite being, Their Silence Isn't Golden.

My name... is Mock. OK, not really, but here, you can call me Mock. Or just call me by my real name, Haleigh Kate.

I'm eighteen years old, in my seventh year at Hogwarts (hehe... already proving my nerdiness).

My birthday is April 22.

I'm a strong and proud Lutheran. My faith is what's kept me going sometimes, and I've seen God work miracles in my life.

I have two younger brothers, Alex and Nathan.

Some of my best friends are Symantha, John, Kelli, Grace, Marta, Maddie, and Gabe.

My two best friends are Lizzie and Kailyn, and I would die for them.

I find no greater pleasure than from singing in the shower.

My favorite books are HUNGER GAMES, HARRY POTTER, A Song of Ice and Fire, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Heroes of Olympus, Maximum Ride, The Inheritance Cycle, House of Night, Delirium, The Mortal Instruments, Infernal Devices, and Sky Chasers. Oh, and Shakespeare. I do love me some Shakespeare. MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING FOR THE WIN! I would totally be Beatrice in that play! OK, moving on.

Well actually, not really moving on. We're still talking about Shakespeare here. I have characters I want to be picked out for all the plays that I've read, and since I have no life, I'll list them for you! The Tempest: Miranda. Two Gentlemen of Verona: Julia. Merry Wives of Windsor: Anne Page. Measure for Measure: Isabella. The Comedy of Errors: Luciana. Much Ado About Nothing: Beatrice. Love's Labour's Lost: Rosaline. A Midsummer Night's Dream: Hermia. The Merchant of Venice: Portia. As You Like It: Celia. The Taming of the Shrew: Katherina. All's Well That Ends Well: Helena. Twelfth Night: Viola. Titus Andronicus: Lavinia. Romeo and Juliet: Juliet. Othello: Desdemona.

On the subject of Twilight... Well, I absolutely ADORE some of the supporting characters in those books. Alice, Jasper, Carlisle, Emmett, and especially Kate and Garrett, I love them all. But Bella and Edward both make want to BLOW MY BRAINS OUT, especially that goddamned whiny bitch Bella. So, I don't absolutely hate Twilight, I just absolutely hate the two main characters. The others I love, and the ones I don't love are bearable. I do read Twilight fanfictions, but only if Dick-Ass Edward and Bitchy Bella aren't the focus. Take Kate and Garrett for example. They're my favorites at the moment, and I'm adoring fanfics based off of them (WRITE MORE PEOPLE!). I love them entirely too much for any good to come out of it. I also enjoy Alice/Jasper stories. So I'm going to go with... I don't mind Twilight as a whole, but I hate Edward and Bella more than life itself, which is why I hate on Twilight so much, because Stephenie Meyer chose to write the book out of Bella's POV. But the supporting characters, I'm totally fine with.

My top five favorite movies are: 1. LORD OF THE RINGS/THE HOBBIT, 2. Van Helsing, 3. The Avengers (LOKI IS MY LOVELY!!!!!!!!), 4. Troy, and 5. Hunger Games/Catching Fire. I also love ANYTHING animated from Disney (especially The Little Mermaid), Star Wars, The Prince of Egypt, The Princess Bride, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Dirty Dancing, Breaking Dawn Part 2 (ONLY for KatexGarrett and Benjamin!), Titanic (which never fails to make me break down in tears), Romeo and Juliet 1968 (which also never fails to make me break down in tears) and LORD OF THE RINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! However, Disney's Frozen, especially Elsa, will always have the most special place in my heart.

A couple TV shows I like are Avatar: The Last Airbender (yes, I am a Maiko fan and I HATE Zutara), The Legend of Korra, Danny Phantom, Once Upon A Time (RUMBELLE!), Charmed, Sherlock, Lost, Fairy Tail, and The Tudors. And I've recently started watching Game of Thrones after reading the books, and I love that show more than life.

My favorite musical artists are Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, Sara Evans, Kenny Chesney, Gretchen Wilson, Miranda Lambert, Love and Theft, Blake Shelton, Brad Paisley, and pretty much anything country. I also love Avril Lavigne, Celtic Woman, Bruno Mars, Evanescence, Adele, and Katy Perry. There's also my guilty pleasure music, but I've never told anyone, and I don't plan to.

Current favorite song: Something Bad by Miranda Lambert and Carrie Underwood.

I suffer from bouts of chronic depression, which is probably even less fun than it sounds. I've gone through stages where I've attempted suicide, considered running away, and feeling like it was impossible to feel happy. My friends are the only ones who can get me out of these stages, and I'm forever grateful. And if you're someone who suffers from depression: I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH. Not completely, because we won't have been put in the same situation, but I can empathize better than those who have not been depressed before. I want to reach out and help you, because no one deserves to go through what I did. If you need somebody to talk to, someone who has been there, I'm just a PM away. I will always help you, no matter what the cost, and we WILL find a way to help you through you're depression. This is my promise to you.

Pairings I ship are: Peeta/Katniss (Hunger Games), Finnick/Annie (Hunger Games), Rory/Prim (Hunger Games), Cato/Clove (Hunger Games), Cinna/Portia (Hunger Games), Percy/Annabeth (Percy Jackson and the Olympians/Heroes of Olympus), Frank/Hazel (Heroes of Olympus), Will/Nico (Heroes of Olympus), Reyna/Thalia (Heroes of Olympus), Carter/Zia (Kane Chronicles), Rephaim/Stevie Rae (House of Night), Stark/Zoey (House of Night), Garrett/Kate (Twilight), Jasper/Alice (Twilight), Carlisle/Esme (Twilight), Emmett/Rosalie (Twilight), Gendry/Arya (Game of Thrones), Tyrion/Shae (Game of Thrones), Jorah/Daenerys (Game of Thrones), Ron/Hermione (Harry Potter), Neville/Luna (Harry Potter), Fang/Max (Maximum Ride), Zuko/Mai (Avatar: The Last Airbender), Mako/Korra (Legend of Korra) Danny/Sam (Danny Phantom), Emmett/Bay (Switched at Birth), Angelo/Regina (Switched at Birth), RUMPLESTILTSKIN/BELLE (Once Upon a Time), Robin Hood/Regina (Once Upon A Time), JACK FROST/ELSA (RotG/Frozen), Jellal/Erza (Fairy Tail), Gajeel/Levy (Fairy Tail), Natsu/Lucy (Fairy Tail), Loke/Lucy (Fairy Tail), Luke/Jocelyn (The Mortal Instruments), Gideon/Sophie (Infernal Devices), Henry/Charlotte (Infernal Devices) and Will/Tessa (Infernal Devices).

Pairings I hate are: MURTAGH/NASUADA (Inheritance Cycle) GALE/KATNISS (Hunger Games), Draco/Hermione (Harry Potter), Percy/Rachel (Percy Jackson and the Olympians/Heroes of Olympus), Nico/Thalia (Percy Jackson and the Olympians/Heroes of Olympus), Leo/Piper (Heroes of Olympus), Erik/Zoey (House of Night), Loren/Zoey (House of Night), Dallas/Stevie Rae (House of Night), Zuko/Katara (Avatar: The Last Airbender), Mako/Asami (Legend of Korra), Bolin/Korra (Legend of Korra), Danny/Valerie (Danny Phantom), Emmett/Daphne (Switched at Birth), GRAY/JUVIA (Fairy Tail), and Jem/Tessa (Infernal Devices).

My all time favorite OTP is Rumplestiltskin and Belle from Once Upon A Time! I love them so freaking much!

Let's get something straight, PJO fans. I don't get all the hate for Rachel Elizabeth Dare! I think that she's a great character actually. Do I like her with Percy? No, Percy and Annabeth are made for each other! But that doesn't mean that Rachel's not a good character. Honestly, if you hate her just because she "interferes" with Percabeth, just remember, Riordan put Percy and Annabeth together didn't he? Rachel decided that Percy wasn't for her, and that's all well and good. Just... RACHEL ELIZABETH DARE IS AN AMAZING CHARACTER!

Tom Hiddleston is my life. I am a proud member of Loki's Army, I've seen all his movies that I can get my hands on, and pretty much know everything there is to know about him (from what you can find on the Internet, of course). If you value your life, don't insult him in front of me. Just accept my obsession if you can't understand it and move on. And if you're a fellow member, we can have fun fangirling together! Everyone wins!

If there's one thing I love, it's quotes. QUOTES QUOTES QUOTES! Here are a few of my favorite quotes from songs, and then a few from from books. These will probably tell you more about my life than I ever could, so if you want to know me, here's your best shot. Enjoy!

It's not goodbye, it's hello-Sugarland, Hello

I could walk away and leave behind my family, or get buried alive in this legacy-Sugarland, Fly Away

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible-Bella Swan, New Moon (Yes, I hate Bella with a burning passion, but the quote's good)

Life sucks, then you die-Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn

You never did give a damn thing honey, but I cried, cried for you-Taylor Swift, Cold As You

If my body was on fire, you'd watch me burn down in flames-Bruno Mars, Grenade

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you-Taylor Swift, You Belong With Me

I just wanna show you, she don't even know you, she's never gonna love you like I want to-Taylor Swift, Invisible

You're a trainwreck but I wouldn't love you if you changed-Demi Lovato, Trainwreck

It's just wrong enough to make it feel right-Taylor Swift, Sparks Fly

I've never heard silence quite this loud-Taylor Swift, Story of Us

I'm on my guard for the rest of the world but with you, I know it's no good-Taylor Swift, Sparks Fly

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you-Taylor Swift, Enchanted

Horrified looks from everyone in the room but I'm only looking at you-Taylor Swift, Speak Now

The girl in the sweats cried the whole way home... I should've known-Taylor Swift, Dear John

Pointing out my flaws again, as if I don't already see them-Taylor Swift, Mean

And no one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred, and even though you want to, just try to never grow up-Taylor Swift, Never Grow Up

A broken heart that the world forgot-Martina McBride, Concrete Angel

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me so right-Taylor Swift, Back to December

The first time you ever heard me cry-Taylor Swift, Back to December

Come please, I'm falling-Nickelback, Savin' Me

I'll move on baby just like you, when the desert floods and the grass turns blue-Carrie Underwood, Someday When I Stop Loving You

I swore I'd never find someone to heal the damage you had done, my poor heart would never mend, wrong again-Martina McBride, Wrong Again

Whatcha gonna do when you're watching TV and an ad comes on, yeah you know the kind. Flashing up pictures of a child in need for a dime a day you could save a life-Carrie Underwood, Change

I'm not afraid because I know this is my temporary home-Carrie Underwood, Temporary Home

My mind forgets to remind me you're a bad idea-Taylor Swift, Sparks Fly

You can't knock me off my feet when I'm already on my knees-Carrie Underwood, Flat On The Floor

I closed my eyes and kissed that frog, each time finding, the more boys I meet the more I love my dog-Carrie Underwood, The More Boys I Meet

It's like I'm looking from a distance, standing in the background... this can't be happening to me-Carrie Underwood, Just A Dream

Truth of the matter is I'm complicated, you're as straight as they come-Bruno Mars, The Other Side

It's like trying to spin the world the other way-Carrie Underwood feat. Sons of Sylvia, What Can I Say

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears, talk to the man who put you here, don't wait for the sky to clear-Taylor Swift, Come In With The Rain

I know I could say we're through, and tell myself I'm over you, but even if I made a vow, I promise not to miss you now-Carrie Underwood, I Just Can't Live A Lie

You PMS like a bitch, I would know-Katy Perry, Hot N Cold

There's gotta be somebody for me out there-Nickelback, Gotta Be Somebody

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams, your voice it chased away all the sanity in me-Evanescence, My Immortal

Don't go wasting your emotion, lay all your love on me-ABBA, Lay All Your Love On Me

The winner takes it all, the loser has to fall-ABBA, The Winner Takes It All

I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, and let go of some things I love to get to the other side-Carrie Underwood, Starts With Goodbye

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone-Evanescence, My Immortal

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase-Evanescence, My Immortal

I guess it's gonna break me down, like falling when you try to fly, it's sad that sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye-Carrie Underwood, Starts With Goodbye

And with a broken wing she carries her dreams, man you ought to see her fly-Martina McBride, A Broken Wing

When minutes turn to days and years, when mountains fall I'll still be here, holding you until the day I die-Carrie Underwood, Inside Your Heaven

You need to learn to see what you're looking at-Glaedr, Inheritance by Christopher Paolini

Seems like there's always gonna be someone who disapproves, they'll judge it like they know about me and you... The jury's out, but my choice is you-Taylor Swift, Ours

I watched Superman fly away, but I swear I'll be with you someday-Taylor Swift, Superman

Hold on to this lullaby, even when the music's gone-Taylor Swift, Safe and Sound

But rumour has it I'm the one you're leaving her for-Adele, Rumour Has It

Now I will tell you what I've done for you, 50,000 tears I've cried-Evanescence, Going Under

Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken-Evanescence, Hello

I have to be with you, to live, to breathe-Evanescence, Taking Over Me

Save me from the nothing I've become-Evanescence, Bring Me To Life

Frozen inside without your touch, without your love-Evanescence, Bring Me To Life

You broke down every part of me that ever thought I'd never need you-Carrie Underwood, Twisted

You're not real and you can't save me-Evanescence, Everybody's Fool

And somehow you've got everybody fooled-Evanescence, Everybody's Fool

Still can't find what keeps me here-Evanescence, Haunted

Am I too lost to be saved, am I too lost-Evanescence, Tourniquet

You are the best thing that's never been mine-Taylor Swift, Mine

I tell myself I'm in too deep, then I fall a little farther every time you look at me-Carrie Underwood, Look At Me

I'm gonna love you even if it's wrong-Carrie Underwood, Twisted

Everybody's waiting to see you break down, everybody's watching to see the fallout-Taylor Swift, Eyes Open

Every lesson forms a new scar-Taylor Swift, Eyes Open

You chewed me up and spit me out, like I was poison in your mouth-Katy Perry, Part Of Me

Throw your sticks and your stones, throw your bombs and your blows, but you're not gonna break my soul-Katy Perry, Part Of Me

You will never put me out again, I'm glowing-Katy Perry, Part Of Me

The world's greatest lovers have turned into strangers-Martina McBride, Strangers

I'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town-Taylor Swift, Dear John

For whether we are white or copper-skinned, we need to sing with all the voices of the mountains, we need to paint with all the colors of the wind-Pocahontas, Colors of the Wind

I say, I hate you, we break up, you call me, I love you-Taylor Swift, We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

You are safe in my heart and my heart will go on and on-Celine Dion, My Heart Will Go On

Went from do anything for you babe, to you don't even miss me-Carrie Underwood, Wine After Whiskey

When the one you love's in love with someone else, don't you know it's torture, I mean it's a living hell, no matter how I try to convince myself this time I won't lose control, one look in your brown eyes and suddenly, my heart can't tell you no-Sara Evans, My Heart Can't Tell You No

I wanna grow old with you, I wanna have your babies too-Sara Evans, Desperately

Let me get a big HELL YEAH from the redneck girls like me-Gretchen Wilson, Redneck Woman

Once you've tasted a love that's strong, you can't go back and you can't settle on anything less-Carrie Underwood, Wine After Whiskey

As bad as it was and as bad as it hurt, I thank God I didn't get what I thought that I deserved, sometimes life leads you down a different road, when you're holding on to someone that you gotta let go, someday you'll see the reason why, sometimes there's good in goodbye-Carrie Underwood, Good In Goodbye

Don't you remember the reason you loved me before-Adele, Don't You Remember

We had time against us, miles between us, the heavens cried, I know I left you speechless-Adele, I'll Be Waiting

Don't look back at this crumbling fool-Adele, Take It All

I'm not giving you an hour or a second or another minute longer, I'm busy getting stronger-Sara Evans, A Little Bit Stronger

Slapped my face and he shook me like a rag doll, don't that sound like a real man, I'm gonna show him what a little girl's made of-Miranda Lambert, Gunpowder and Lead

You stole my happy, you made me cry, took the lonely and he took me for a ride, and I wanna undo it, you have my heart now I want it back, I'm starting to see everything you lack-Carrie Underwood, Undo It

He's no good girl, why can't you see, he'll take your heart and break it, listen to me-Carrie Underwood, Good Girl

Love is a ruthless game-Taylor Swift, State of Grace

Can't get revenge and keep a spotless reputation, sometimes revenge is the choice you gotta make-Miranda Lambert, Mama's Broken Heart

Losing him was blue like I'd never known, missing him was dark gray all alone, forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met, but loving him was red-Taylor Swift, Red

No apologies, he'll never see you cry, pretends he doesn't know that he's the reason why-Taylor Swift, I Knew You Were Trouble

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall-Christina Perri, A Thousand Years

I have died every day waiting for you-Christina Perri, A Thousand Years

I'm not sorry that it's over, but for the way we let it end-Carrie Underwood feat. The Sons of Sylvia, What Can I Say

I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can't say hello to you and risk another goodbye-Taylor Swift, I Almost Do

You taught me about your past thinking your future was me-Taylor Swift, All Too Well

Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it-Taylor Swift, All Too Well

I'd like to be my old self again but I'm still trying to find it-Taylor Swift, All Too Well

I'm loving you because you have given me no choice but to-Taylor Swift, Stay Stay Stay

This is the last time I'm asking you why you break my heart in the blink of an eye-Taylor Swift, The Last Time

Time is taking it's sweet time erasing you-Taylor Swift, Sad Beautiful Tragic

My flag's still a flyin' there ain't no denyin' I'm American born and bred-Gretchen Wilson, Blue Collar Done Turned Red

You know people just can't understand how I'm the first to clock in but the last to pass out-Gretchen Wilson, Work Hard Play Harder

Should it hurt to love you, should I feel like I do, should I lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me-Evanescence, All That I'm Living For

And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win-Adele, Set Fire to the Rain

I've been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end-Taylor Swift, Begin Again

I think it's strange you think I'm funny 'cause he never did-Taylor Swift, Begin Again

Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer-Taylor Swift, Red

This hope is treacherous, this daydream is dangerous, this hope is treacherous, I I I like it-Taylor Swift, Treachrous

And I'll do anything you say, if you say it with your hands, and I'd be smart to walk away, but you're quicksand-Taylor Swift, Treacherous

It feels like the perfect night, to dress up like hipsters, and make fun of our exes-Taylor Swift, 22

Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much, but baby this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up-Taylor Swift, All Too Well

I should have held on to my pride, I should have never let you lie, I guess you got what you deserved, I guess I should have been more like her-Miranda Lambert, More Like Her

Forgiving you, she's stronger than I am, you don't look much like a man from where I'm at-Miranda Lambert, More Like Her

But you make me what to act like a girl, paint my nails and wear perfume-Demi Lovato, Heart Attack

We could get married, have ten kids and teach them how to dream-Taylor Swift, Starlight

The battle was long, it's the fight of our lives but we'll stand up champions tonight-Taylor Swift, Change

These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down-Taylor Swift, Change

I cannot wake in the morning without you on my mind-A Fine Frenzy, Almost Lover

So now you're gone and I'm haunted, and I bet you're just fine, did I really make it that easy for you to walk in and out of my life-A Fine Frenzy, Almost Lover

So long my luckless romance, my back has turned on you, should've known you'd bring me heartache, almost lovers always do-A Fine Frenzy, Almost Lover

I'm still desperate for you-Miranda Lambert, Desperation

If we hadn't been so happy baby it wouldn't hurt this bad-Gretchen Wilson, What Happened

What am I supposed to do without my very best friend-Gretchen Wilson, What Happened

Do all the things you should've done, when you were my man-Bruno Mars, When I Was Your Man

We had a beautiful magic love there, what a sad beautiful tragic love affair-Taylor Swift, Sad Beautiful Tragic

You can break everything I am, like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper, go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground-Demi Lovato, Skyscraper

Funny when you're dead how people start listening-The Band Perry, If I Die Young

As far as you know I've gotten over you-Gretchen Wilson, As Far As You Know

But then I get to thinking about what you did and I come on swinging-Gretchen Wilson, As Far As You Know

If I had a star for every scar you tattooed on my heart I could fill up the Oklahoma sky-Blake Shelton, I'll Just Hold On

You only want me 'cause it's over-Evanescence, Call Me When You're Sober

And now you're on your knees, begging for forgiveness, begging for me, just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry-Taylor Swift, White Horse

I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale, I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well-Taylor Swift, White Horse

I swear I hate you but I can't let go-Miranda Lambert, Maintain the Pain

Mid-February shouldn't be so scary, it was only December, I still remember-Miranda Lambert, Over You

If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy, if our love's insanity why are you my clarity-Zedd feat. Foxes, Clarity

But you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need-Zedd feat. Foxes, Clarity

I'll never forget how he used to be, but I'm better off living with memories-Miranda Lambert, Love Letters

You've broken my heart for the last time-Miranda Lambert, Love Letters

I left a note on the door with a joke we made, and that was the first day-Taylor Swift, Holy Ground

I never saw you coming, and I'll never be the same-Taylor Swift, State of Grace

So you were never a saint and I loved in shades of wrong-Taylor Swift, State of Grace

If you never jump you'll never know if you can fly-Miranda Lambert, New Strings

You said I wouldn't get too far on a tank of gas and an empty heart but I've got everything I'll ever need-Miranda Lambert, New Strings

You can't appreciate the time it takes to kick a love I always knew was kind of wrong-Miranda Lambert, Bring Me Down

If you would only stay gone, maybe I could move on-Miranda Lambert, Bring Me Down

A broken heart just full of things to say-Miranda Lambert, Mama I'm Alright

I don't wanna see you, or feel you, I don't wanna look into your eyes, I don't wanna touch you, or miss you, I just wanna love your memory tonight-Miranda Lambert, Love Your Memory

I told you on the day we wed, I was gonna love you 'til I's dead-The Band Perry, Better Dig Two

It won't be whiskey it won't be meth, it'll be your name on my last breath-The Band Perry, Better Dig Two

If the ties that bind ever do come loose, if forever ever ends for you, if that ring gets a little too tight, you might as well read me my last rites-The Band Perry, Better Dig Two

Mama always told me that I should play nice, but she didn't know you when she gave me that advice-The Band Perry, Done

You're one bridge I'd like to burn-The Band Perry, Done

Don't wanna be your just for fun, don't wanna be under your thumb, all I wanna be is done-The Band Perry, Done

No right, no wrong, no rules for me, I'm free-Idina Menzel, Let it Go

I'm never going back, the past is in the past-Idina Menzel, Let it Go

Let it go, let it go, and I'll rise like the break of dawn, let it go, let it go, that perfect girl is gone, here I stand in the light of day, let the storm rage on, the cold never bothered me anyway-Idina Menzel, Let it Go

I don't want it, no, I can't want it, anymore-Idina Menzel, Defying Gravity

As someone told me lately, everyone deserves a chance to fly-Idina Menzel, Defying Gravity

And if I'm flying solo, at least I'm flying free-Idina Menzel-Defying Gravity

And nobody, in all of Oz, no wizard that there is or was, is ever gonna bring me down-Idina Menzel, Defying Gravity

We were moving mountains long before we knew we could-Celtic Woman, When You Believe

All I ask is that you want me as a friend-Celtic Woman, Follow On

Love's a game, wanna play-Taylor Swift, Blank Space

So it's gonna be forever, or it gonna go down in flames-Taylor Swift, Blank Space

'Cause darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream-Taylor Swift, Blank Space

Just think while you've been getting down and out about the liars and the dirty, dirty cheats of the world, you could have been getting down to this sick beat-Taylor Swift, Shake It Off

And when we go crashing down, we come back every time-Taylor Swift, Style

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe-Taylor Swift, Clean

And that morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I'm finally clean-Taylor Swift, Clean

10 months sober, I must admit, just because you're clean doesn't mean you don't miss it-Taylor Swift, Clean

Band-aids don't fix bullet holes-Taylor Swift, Bad Blood

I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen-Avril Lavigne, The Best Damn Thing

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you-Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry-Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone

All I ever wanted was for you to know, everything I do I give my heart and soul, I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me-Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone

I'm hell on heels, baby I'm coming for you-Pistol Annies, Hell on Heels

My wounds cry for the grave, my soul cries for deliverance, will I be denied, Christ, tourniquet, my suicide-Evanescence, Tourniquet

I'm now going to take this test just to make my already long profile even LONGER!

What's the last book you read? Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince... for the 25th time. Still as brilliant as ever.

Who's the last person you talked to and what did you say? I have no clue whatsoever...

Where are you? In the middle of my bed.

What was the last thing you ate? A breakfast shake, even though it's the middle of the night.

What's your personality like? So quiet most people think I don't talk AT ALL, but then if you bring up something like Tom Hiddleston, I tend to go on frightening fangirl rants. When I'm with my best friends, it's hard to get me to shut up. Most people are too busy wrapped up in their own lives to even notice me.

What was the last thing you thought? F-ing Maka feels...

What was the last thing you dreamed and when? It was last night and I don't feel like going into details, because it terrified the living daylights out of me.

You now have a million dollars. What do you do? I'd get a Chevy pickup truck, a house down in Oklahoma and bring Kailyn and Lizzie with me, save up for my kids college funds, and donate the rest to medical research.

Reach out and grab the closest thing to you. What is it? My comfy blanket.

What are you eating/drinking right now? ...Water. What an exciting answer.

What are you writing RIGHT NOW? Nothing besides this answer. Oh, you mean actually writing, as in story wise? Too many to name.

Grab the nearest book to you, turn to page 19 and find the second paragraph. What is it? "I-I simply do not know!" The literature professor sounded shaken, staring over her shoulder at the burning stables. "I went to her quarters myself when I saw the fire, but there was no sign of her." -Hidden, by P.C. Cast and Kristin Cast.

What's it like being you? Horribly depressing, yet funny as hell.

What are your thoughts on writing? The only way I can truly be me. It's the only thing I can do remotely well, and the only thing I've found in life that actually makes me happy. If writing suddenly disappeared, I'd probably have to kill myself.

How tall are you? Only five feet even. Yes, I am aware that I am hopelessly short.

What book are you currently reading? Brisingr by Christopher Paolini, The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K. Rowling, A Dance With Dragons by George R. R. Martin, Into The Fae by Quinn Loftis, Insurgent by Veronica Roth, Crossed by Ally Condie, Requiem by Lauren Oliver, Spark by Amy Kathleen Ryan, Hearts In Atlantis by Stephen King, Tempted by P.C. Cast and Kristin Cast, Darkwoods by Marta Stahlfeld, The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis, and sadly, Lord of the Flies.

Well, what do you like reading? Anything and everything there is to read. The Hunger Games, Harry Potter, A Song of Ice and Fire, Percy Jackson, Maximum Ride, Inheritance Cycle, House of Night, Mortal Instruments, and Infernal Devices are just a few of the things I love to read.

What music are you listening to? Something Bad by Miranda Lambert and Carrie Underwood over and over on repeat.

What was the last website you visited before fan fiction? Tumblr.

What was the last thing you cooked? Mac and Cheese for dinner

What color are the walls of the room you are in? I don't know if I should tell you. It might be too much for some people. OK fine... White. Hope I didn't just give y'all heart attacks.

Do you know who the governor of your state is? Jay Inslee, end of story.

Ketchup or Mustard? Ketchup all the way.

How many different programs are on your computer right now? Um... I can't count that high...

What is the weather like? Oh dark. And rainy. And gray. And overall depressing. Any guesses as to where I live?

Are you going on vacation this summer and where? All I know is that I'm going on a road trip to the Midwest for college, but before that, I am definitely going to go down and see my Lizzie in Texas.

Anything else? Oh let's see. Kailyn and Lizzie are my best friends in the whole wide world and I love them more than anything. I tend to put them, as well as myself, into stories I work on, which take up way too much of my time, and I should be working on my book... but I digress. I absolutely love reading Lizzie's stories, because she writes me into them, and I get to be with Tom Hiddleston. In return, I give her Chris Hemsworth and Kailyn, Jeremy Renner. We heart us some Avengers!

What's your favourite article of clothing? Sweats and an old t-shirt. I care nothing about clothes save that they're comfortable. Next question.

Who is the most special person to you? Five people. My father, my grandmother, my sister, my other sister, and the one I love and hate the most.

What's your favourite childhood memory? Well, for one thing, I'm still a child and for another, there's a lot of memories, but one that I can remember off the top of my head is me and Kailyn running down the halls of our old middle school singing "My Girl" at the top of our lungs and in the middle of the night. Also when I finally got Kailyn to read Hunger Games and she started squeeing almost as much as I did. Lately, it's been the amazing memories I've made with Lizzie while writing Caliggy.

Scariest moment of your life? Some nightmares I've had that I won't describe because a) I'm too freaked out to (my sisters are the only ones who knows about them, mostly because I talk, well, scream in my sleep and we share a room) and b) none of you would understand why I'm so scared of the dream.

One word that would best describe you? Obsessive. That's easy. Just ask my sisters. They've heard me go on rants about Hunger Games, one rant just about Peeta Mellark, and Kailyn was there when I finished Mockingjay for the first time. When Finnick died, I started crying so bad she thought I got stabbed. I don't recommend being within 100 miles of me when I read Mockingjay. And then look at the way I fangirl over Tom Hiddleston... It's so terrifying, even my sisters can't put up with it. Well, Lizzie tolerates it now, because she's almost as bad with Chris Hemsworth.

What is your favorite month in the summer? July. It's mostly the hottest. I would say a month where we would get the most snow, but it doesn't snow here. It just rains. So if I can't have snow, I go with heat (yes, I'm strange like that).

What's your favorite number? 272 of course.

What does your name mean? I read somewhere that it meant "ocean" in Ancient Greek. Fascinating.

What does your user name mean: Well Mockingjay because I love Hunger Games and people tell me I look like the Mockingjay (Katniss, not the bird), and then 272 for my favorite number.

What is your favorite Disney movie? Oh God... Well you asked for it! The Little Mermaid, Frozen, Tangled, Hercules, The Lion King II, Toy Story 1-3, Mulan, Aladdin, Beauty and the Beast, Pocahontas, and more.

What made you smile today? Playing Fire Emblem Awakening with my brother.

Last rainbow you saw? Last night, when I watched the Gamzee Double Rainbow video! I'm going to watch again now!

Do you want a hair cut? I just chopped all my hair off. It's in a bob now.

Are you musically inclined? Music is the other thing I can't live without. I sing along with every song on the radio and I play violin, piano, drums, and would love to learn guitar. Me, my sister, and my friend Qwynn are talking about starting a band right now.

Have you ever been in a fight? Yup. I beat up my cousin who's two years older than me and on the wrestling team at school, and much bigger and taller than me. He was asking for a good ass-kicking. I also had a fake fight in drama hehehe... I was a mugger who mugged an old lady, and she won >;]

Anything else interesting happen to you in your life? Way too much to write in my little corner of the Internet.

What is your favorite outfit? I thought I already said this. Overlarge sweats and an old t-shirt. And don't tell anyone, but I actually love wearing my white Roman style dress that makes my Kim Kardashian butt look absolutely AMAZING! And I'm serious, Kim Kardashian would be jealous of my butt.

If you could choose the dumbest thing you've ever said, what would it be? Way too many to choose from.

A big secret you'd like to share with the world? Of course I have big secrets. Just ask, and I'll tell you.

Hey this seemed like fun, so why not, right? Let's see what the damage is...

Opening Credits: The Night Before (Life Goes On) by Carrie Underwood (I can see this)

Waking Up: Jesus, Take the Wheel by Carrie Underwood (the song title, but the content... not so much)

First day at school: Holy Ground by Taylor Swift (apparently I had a epic romance with some guy on the first day of school)

Making new best friend: Addicted by Kelly Clarkson (this is the kind of behavior that makes people NOT want to be friends with you...)

Falling in love: Leave the Pieces by The Wreckers (this sounds like such a healthy relationship *note sarcasm*)

Breaking up: Walk on Water by Gretchen Wilson (apparently, breaking up turned me into an empowered drunk)

Driving: Like We Used To by A Rocket to the Moon (hey, I thought I was empowered! Not still pining for the dude!)

Prom: Haunted by Taylor Swift (still pining for the guy...)

Graduation: Set Fire to the Rain by Adele (can I get one part of my life where I'm not thinking of the guy?)

Life's okay: I'm Only Human by Gretchen Wilson (in answer to my previous question, apparently not)

Flashback: Holy Water by Big and Rich (eh, I guess)

Mental Breakdown: Down by Miranda Lambert (guy finally broke my mental stability... pathetic)

Getting back together: What I Wouldn't Give by Blake Shelton (this song is about how he'll never get the girl back...)

Wedding scene: Lay All Your Love On Me by ABBA (this is perfect!)

Birth of a Child: We Danced by Brad Paisley (this is more about the baby-making process if you get my meaning)

Car accident: Some Hearts by Carrie Underwood (I don't think so)

Death of a Close Friend: Young by Kenny Chesney (well, we probably aren't celebrating how young we are right now... just a hunch)

Final Battle: Funhouse by P!nk (maybe, if the final battle was about me fighting my inner demons)

Death scene: Should've Said No by Taylor Swift (did I die because someone cheated on me?)

Funeral Song: He Won't Go by Adele (so a guy is following me even in death? Creepy)

End Credits: Marry You by Bruno Mars (so... I had a drunk wedding in the credits? With who? That guy that stalked me even in death?)

Deleted Scenes: Change by Taylor Swift (why they be deleting all my empowering moments?)

I'm skinny, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm emo, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a Negro, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm blonde, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm Jamaican, so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm Haitian, so I MUST eat cat.
I'm Asian, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm Jewish, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm gay, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a lesbian, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm Arab, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I speak my mind, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a gay rights supporter, so I MUST be going to hell.
I'm a Christian, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm religious, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm atheist, so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a religion, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm Republican, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm Democrat, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am Liberal, so I MUST be gay.
I'm Southern, so I MUST be white trash.
I take (or used to take) anti-depressants, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a guy, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm Irish, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm Indian, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm Native American, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a cheerleader, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a dancer, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a punk, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm rich, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I wear black, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a white girl, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm Cuban, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm not a virgin, so I MUST be easy.
I fell in love with a married man, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a teenage mom, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm Polish, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm Italian, so I MUST have a "big one".
I'm Egyptian, so I MUST be a terrosist.
I have straight A's, so I MUST have no social life.
I dye my hair, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I dress in unusual ways, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm into theater and art, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a vegetarian, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I have a bunch of guy friends, so I MUST be screwing them all.
I'm Columbian, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I wear what I want, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm Russian, so I MUST be cool and that's how Russians roll.
I'm German, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with gay people, so I MUST be gay too.
I'm Brazilian, so I MUST have a big butt.
I'm Puerto Rican, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm Salvadorian, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm Polish, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm Hawaiian so I MUST be lazy.
I'm Peruvian, so I MUST like llamas.
I'm a stoner, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a virgin, so I MUST be prude.
I'm straight edge, so I MUST be violent.
I'm a female gamer, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm black, so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a girl who actually eats lunch, so I MUST be fat.
I'm single, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a skater, so I MUST do weed and steal stuff.
I'm a punk, so I MUST only wear black and date only other punks.
I'm Asian, so I MUST be a nerd that does homework 24/7.
I'm Christian, so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm mixed descent, so I MUST be screwed up.
I'm Muslim, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in a band, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm black, so I MUST believe Jesus waz a brotha.
I'm Morman, so I MUST be perfect.
I'm white and have black friends, so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm goth, so I MUST worship the devil.
I'm Hispanic, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm not like everyone else, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm overweight, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm preppy, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a dance team, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm young, so I MUST be naive.
I'm Mexican, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I got a car for my birthday, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm black, so I MUST love watermelon.
I'm bisexual/bi-curious, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm a guy cheerleader, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a prep, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the sun, so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of friends, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight pants and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I'm pretty, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I have a boyfriend/girlfriend, so I MUST be a slut.
I support gay rights, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have artistic talent, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a big group, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a different sense of humor, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people off, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets greasy a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm defensive, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a nudist, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a former prostitute, so I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm Texan, so I MUST ride a horse.
I’m a goth, so I MUST be a Satanist.
I’m a crossdresser, so I MUST be homosexual.
I draw anime, so I MUST be a freak.
I am a fangirl so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I'm an only child, so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm intelligent, so I MUST be weak.
I am American, so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm Welsh, so I MUST love sheep
I’m a young writer, so I MUST be emo.
I’m Canadian, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a guy, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm Canadian, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm disabled, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a feminist, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a teenager, so I MUST have a stereotype.
I wear a bug sunhat when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like blood, so I MUST be a vampire.
I'm an albino, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is a murdurer.
I'm English, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m white, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like yaoi or yuri, so I MUST be a homophobe.
I’m not the most popular person in school, so I MUST be a loser.
I care about the environment, so I MUST be a tree hugging hippy.
I have a fan character, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I chat, so I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm Pagan, so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins.
I'm Pagan, so I MUST worship Satan.
I'm conservative, so I MUST be against abortion.
I'm Swedish, so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a lesbian, so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like cartoons, so I MUST be irresponsible.
I like reading, so I MUST be a loner.
I have my own spiritual ideology, so I MUST be wrong or misguided.
I am Wiccan, so I MUST be a Satanist.
I disagree with my government, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I love yaoi and yuri, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a person, so I MUST be labeled.
I don't curse, so I MUST be an outcast.
I curse, so I MUST be hateful and rude.
I'm Swedish, so I MUST be white.
I spot grammatical errors, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm gothic, so I MUST be mean
I’m strong, so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian, so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I’m gay, so I MUST be after every straight guy around.
I don’t want a boyfriend so I MUST be lesbian.
I'm not Christian, so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I drink and smoke, so I MUST have no life.
I'm straight, so I MUST be a homophobe.
I am friends with a cutter, so I MUST be a cutter too.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist.
I'm a perfectioist so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake.
I don't like to talk about my personal life, so I MUST be having problems.
I have asthma, so I MUST be a loser.
I am an adrenaline junkie, so I MUST be suicidal.
I have tattoos, so I MUST be a troublemaker.
I have curves, so I MUST be fat.
I wear make up, so I MUST be fake.
I say what I want, so I MUST be a bitch.
I cry sometimes, so I MUST be a drama queen.
I have guy friends, so I MUST be a slut.
I stand up for myself, so I MUST be mouthy.
I love milk, so I MUST be childish.
I love country music, so I MUST be a stupid Southern bumpkin.
I act Southern, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm a writer, so I MUST end up homeless, without a job and broke.
I'm bi-curious, so I MUST be a poser and just want attention.
I'm a redneck, so I MUST not graduate high school.
I have OCD, so I MUST have Tourette's.
I'm deaf, so I MUST not be able to speak English.

Some artists I listen to while writing:

Taylor Swift. Her music has been my rock for a very long time now, and it's like she looks at my life and writes songs about it. I'm the kind of person who channels emotions through music, and music is also very healing for me. Taylor's music has helped me heal so much in my life and has helped me express my feelings for someone when I didn't know how to express them in any other way. Whatever emotions I had towards that person at any given time, I could release them just by listening to a Taylor Swift song. Favorite song by Taylor Swift (at the moment): Clean.

Carrie Underwood. If I ever need a guy-hating song, I just grab one of her CD's! And if I ever need a song to make me feel like I'm worth something and might actually find love one day, I just grab one of her CD's! Whatever mood I'm in, I can always find a Carrie Underwood song that just matches by emotions perfectly and just helps me through the day. I have a Song of the Day every day that I'll type out, and I think she's had more songs for my Song of the Day than any other artist. Favorite song by Carrie Underwood (at the moment): What Can I Say.

Sara Evans. She can really channel emotions just beautifully into her songs. The first one I ever heard by her was A Little Bit Stronger, which helped me during a very difficult point in my life, and I've been hooked to her music ever since. Like Taylor, it's like Sara looks at my life and writes songs that she knows will help me, and it's just been so healing. Favorite song by Sara Evans (at the moment): A Little Bit Stronger.

Blake Shelton. Talk about some good old down to earth country! I love Blake's music just because it makes me feel like a badass! When Blake Shelton talks about a woman in his songs, he just has so much respect for his girl and wants them to have everything, and I feel like I shouldn't set my standards any lower than that, because maybe I'm worth it. Favorite song by Blake Shelton (at the moment): Honey Bee.

Evanescence: Whenever I'm feeling depressed, which is often because I suffer from chronic depression, I turn to Evanescence. Many people like my sister argue that depressing music just makes a person more depressed, but it actually helps me. I channel emotions into music, and if I'm feeling upset about something, I need to channel my emotions in depressing ways sometimes to heal, and Evanescence is perfect for that. Favorite song by Evanescence (at the moment): Whisper.

Gretchen Wilson. She makes me proud to be a woman! And a redneck woman at that. There are some days where maybe I feel upset that I'm not that picture perfect model with the right makeup and clothes. Yeah... Gretchen's music slaps me in the face and reminds me that life would be boring as hell if I was the same as everyone else. And her songs also express feelings for people that just get under my skin and I want to slap, which I just need sometimes. Favorite song by Gretchen Wilson (at the moment): Redneck Woman.

Bruno Mars. His songs, especially his ballads, are just full of emotions that are so raw and pure. If I need to cry, I play his ballads, and if I just need to laugh and feel awesome, I play his lovin' life songs. His music captures just about every emotion there is, which is perfect for an emotional rollercoaster (well, emotional mess, but rollercoaster is a nicer term) like me. Favorite song by Bruno Mars (at the moment): Uptown Funk.

Adele. She has the purest voice, and just the most haunting melodies. Her music helped me through a very difficult time where I just couldn't see what was so wrong with me that would make someone run away after all we had been through together, and her songs were just the emotional outlet that I needed. Sometimes, I just need to cry, or I need to ask why that person would leave my side after so long, and her songs, without fail, help me every single time. Favorite song by Adele (at the moment): Set Fire to the Rain.

Kenny Chesney. He's so down to earth country that I can't help but love him! Country music is my rock and my muse, and whatever emotion I'm feeling, Kenny Chesney has something for that. Even when half of my brain is saying one thing, and the other half is saying something else, Kenny has songs that incorporate both of those feelings at one time, and even answers to why I'm feeling what I'm feeling. Favorite song by Kenny Chesney (at the moment): You Win, I Win, We Lose.

Miranda Lambert. What can I say about my all time favorite singer? She's just an amazing singer, and I love that she writes all her own music. You can feel the passion behind her words, which is hard to get sometimes from other artists. Her music describes perfectly my situation, where I just want to hate someone that I love. There are songs for when I really hate this person, and for when I acknowledge that I will always love him. Her music has helped me through so much, and I would be so honored if I got the privilege to meet her. Favorite song by Miranda Lambert (at the moment): More Like Her.

Kate's engagement ring from SoL:

Kate's wedding dress from SoL:

So, that's all for now. PM me for chocolatey good time!

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