Author has written 14 stories for Bleach, Homestuck, and D.Gray-Man.
Gender: Female (gender fluid)
Birthday: March 27
Sexuality: F*ck titles- LOVE EVERYWHERE!!!
Going to be the death of me: Organization
Current Obsession: Nothing really, been to busy to focus on one thing...
I have a Facebook page open, Dysfunctional Serenity, for everyone that wants to go check it out. I'm going to be putting updates about my stories there, let you guys know what new stories I'm working on or planning because there's quite a few of those, see what you guys what to see more of so I know what I need to be working on first, maybe take some requests, and mostly just to get to know you guys. I've talked to a lot of you and you're all wonderful, amazing people and I would like to have the pleasure of talking to you again.
I know you guys didn't come here to listen to my emotional crap or whatever but I just wanted to let everyone know that my writing is going to take a turn. A lot has happened to me this past year, one of those things being that I met someone great with four kids and I became their mother. Ryan and I have already gone through alot together with him getting legally divorced, fighting for full custody of the kids (got that), and trying to get him to stop drinking. He was doing so well for a long time and lately, he just gets worse. I take care of him while he's drunk and hungover and I tell the kids he's just sick and I take care of them but I just can't do it anymore. He's not exactly a nice person when he's like that and I've been taking his perfectly harsh words on and off this whole time. Some of you may know that I was abused as a kid and the cycle he's putting me through is too similar and I've thought about leaving for a long time now. The only reason I haven't was for the kids. But I just can't force myself be in such a miserable state all the time again. It was even harder to finally decide to leave because I'm currently pregnant with his kid. I'm not a bitch that's going to say 'you can't see him/her' but with the news of a fifth on the way, it would be even harder for me to be with him because I would just be convincing myself to stay for the sake of the baby and I'd be stuck. He'll always be welcome to see the baby and I hope the other kids will still love him/her as much as if they were living in the same house.
Anyway the whole point of this was to say that in hard times like this, writing will either become the only thing I do as it's my only vent or I'll shut down entirely and not do anything for as long as it takes for me to recover. So you'll either see a lot of my work coming out or nothing at all.
I'm sorry and thank you for all the support you've shown me.
Wow okay, been waaay too long and I am sooo sorry about that. Update time! So is short, I didn't leave Ryan. Our son was born with gastroschisis which is a birth defect where the yolk sac doesn't properly go back into the fetus' body so their born with their intestines on the outside of their body. Yeah, pretty scary shit. But no need to fear for Roxle is just fine, with his condition once it's over it's over. Saw him for the first time two hours after after he was born (really scary seeing your newborn's organs hanging above him for days...), held him for the first time when he was four days old and his first surgery to close up his stomach once his organs were back in his body, he had three surgeries by two months old, I had to have lots of training to take him home at three months, he was on a PIC line for a long time, upgraded to an NG tube. He was about nine-ten months when he pulled the NG tube out of his stomach and into his lungs and was drowning one night... I had to do mouth to mouth on him to get the feed out of his lungs and rush him to the hospital. I refused to put it back in after that and luckily he did fine eating on his own after that and didn't need the NG tube back in. After that, there were a bunch of hospital visits and we were threatened with the tube again because whenever he got stressed out, he would stop eating and need an ER visit. But he's turning two on May 23rd which is in a few days and he's totally fine now, happy and healthy though I wish he'd start talking already. Anyway, I could talk about the little shit all day.
Ryan. Yes. Things of course only got worse there and... I don't really have words for it but eventually I finally just could not emotionally or physically take being near him anymore and finally called it quits. It's been about two months since then and though I'm still filled with a lot of depression over losing him and the kids, I think I'm mostly over the first and biggest wave of shock and depression and on my way to recover from it. The break up kinda came with terrible timing because I found out I'm pregnant again (hoping for a girl, we'll find out soon). Just about five months along now, fun... I mean I'm excited about having another child, I never wanted Roxle to be an only child though I never had to worry about that because he's got four other siblings but they live with Ryan so I don't want him to grow up alone but... now I'm doing it by myself and it's scary. But me and Ryan are mostly on good terms and I'm doing much better without him, without him here to belittle everything I like (writing included) I can actually enjoy doing things for myself again and for once in my life I think I can actually do things for myself. After Tabby, I had no self identity. After Grandma, I learned I was a person too and I was worth at least something. And during Ryan, I gained a sense of self worth and realized I deserved better. And now after Ryan, I can finally learn who I am so that's what I'm doing.
So, not much else to say, really. I mean I can go on about all the little things, I'm going back to school, starting a new job, working towards getting my own apartment as I'm currently staying with my aunt and uncle (at least I get to hang out with Cari a lot again, I missed her!), and the terrible state of relation with my dad and sisters but meh maybe another time.
To the real point! I'm going to be writing again! It won't be like before where I was posting all the time but new content will be coming out. I can't promise I'll work on old fics as it's been a long time and I don't exactly remember where I was going with some of them or I simply lost passion for them and I'm real sorry about that but I'll probably start new stories and I'm open for suggestions because I do kinda need a little help getting back into the swing of things. I did miss being a part of this community and I hope you'll all accept me back into it despite the fact that I left you all hanging for so long. I hope to talk to you all soon and see you in new coming chapters.
HOMESTUCK FUCKING RULES!!!
Homestuck SBURB Info!
Title: Seer of Mind
Planet: Land of Logic and Unity
Colors: Red, Pale Blue, Silver
Anime/Manga: Attack on Titan, Parasyte, Assassination Classroom, Yuri on Ice, Trigun, Tokyo Ghoul, Durarara!, Higurashi, Psycho Pass, D.Gray-Man, Death Note, Black Butler, Blue Exorcist, Bleach, Deadman Wonderland, Naruto
TV Shows: Criminal Minds, Miraculous, Supernatural, Sherlock, The Walking Dead, Doctor Who, Torchwood
Video Games: Assassin's Creed, Skyrim, Mass Effect, OFF, Resident Evil, Kingdom Hearts, Dead Space, Mass Effect, Dante's Inferno
Books: ...Where to begin?
Food: Rice and/or pasta
Drink: Rootbeer, Mountain Dew (I'm not allowed to have anymore :'( ), Nos
Red: Dave-John, Stridercest, Dirk-Jake, Dirk-Hal, Dave-Rose, Sollux-Karkat, Dave-Karkat, Kanaya-Rose, Dave-Sollux, Karkat-Terezi, Mituna-Latula, Kurloz-Meulin, Roxy-Jane, Sollux-Aradia, Dave-Jake, Sollux-Mituna
Black: Gamzee-Terezi, Sollux-Dave, Kankri-Karkat, Dave-Karkat, Karkat-Terezi, Dave-Jake, Sollux-Mituna
Pale: Dirk-Roxy, Gamzee-Karkat, Equius-Nepeta, Kurloz-Mituna, Dave-Mayor
Bleach: Grimmjow-Ichigo, Grimmjow-Ulquiorra, Shiro-Ichigo, and sometimes Renji-Ichigo
Naruto: Sasuke-Naruto and Naruto-Gaara
Death Note: L-Light or Light-L (I think it works great both ways), BB-L
D.Gray Man: Lavi-Allen
Assassin's Creed: Altair-Malik, Ezio-Leonardo, Desmond-Shaun
Kingdom Hearts: Riku-Sora, Axel-Roxas, Roxas-Sora, AntiSora-Sora
The 6 truths of life...
1. You can't lick all of your teeth with your tongue.
2. You just tried to do the above.
3. The first truth is a lie.
4. You're smiling now because you're realizing you're an idiot.
5. You'll copy this into your profile for some other sucker to read it.
6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. XD
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