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Joined 12-07-00, id: 29042, Profile Updated: 07-07-13
Author has written 51 stories for Gundam Wing/AC, Lord of the Rings, Gravitation, Dark is Rising Sequence, Fushigi Yuugi, Harry Potter, and Young Wizards.

update 2013: I'm a PhD student and writer these days, haven't posted anything here in ten years or something, and I'm surprised I even remembered my login. Like most people who look back at things they wrote ten years ago, I'm a bit ambivalent about some of these, since some I still like and some are shockingly bad, but for posterity's sake, they remain. This includes a number of unfinished WIPs, for which I am very sorry! I had the best of intentions when I began them, truly. But if you are here because you used to like these stories, or are just finding them, I'm happy to know someone is still looking at them and hope you enjoy them.

If you want a better copy of Niobe's Violets, I used it for practice formatting once, and there's a PDF version you're welcome to take. I didn't edit anything (that would have been a quick road to madness) but did fix some of the formatting issues and such.

All the best!

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Captain My Captain by Isabeau of Greenlea reviews
Chapter 53. The Promise. The dinner with Faramir continues, and this story finally ends. Now Complete!
Lord of the Rings - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 53 - Words: 307,329 - Reviews: 883 - Favs: 335 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 11/28/2003 - Published: 1/19/2002 - Faramir - Complete
All Torn Down by Obake reviews
Draco's world has been turned upside down, and he is left searching for a ray of light.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 152,074 - Reviews: 550 - Favs: 311 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 11/18/2003 - Published: 11/17/2001 - Harry P., Draco M.
A Scrap of Humanity by aesc36 reviews
Two years after the defeat of Voldemort, Draco is called out of exile by the last person he ever expected to meet again, a person looking for answers even as Draco is looking for his own.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 25,329 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 8/4/2002 - Published: 7/25/2002 - Draco M., Harry P.
A Gardener's Toil. by Maenad1 reviews
The thoughts of Samwise, set some time after the War of the Ring.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,560 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/2/2002 - Samwise G., Meriadoc B.
Handsome by Gunbunny reviews
Bran and Will before the Drews arrive in Silver on the Tree
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 759 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/22/2001
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The Lady or the Tiger reviews
The dark swallows everything in time. A story of choices, sacrifice, and indecision.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,454 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/30/2003 - Ginny W., Voldemort
Hopeless Impossible reviews
Victory should have been sweeter.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,182 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/30/2003 - Harry P., Draco M.
Sunset reviews
A mother mourns, who has never known her son, and her window faces westward.
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/30/2003
The End of the Summer reviews
Every dusk, Bran watches the mountain and thinks it on fire, and thinks that this should mean something.
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,833 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Published: 11/30/2003
Midsummer's Country reviews
AU. At the end of Silver on the Tree, Bran makes the other choice: to sail with Arthur. But an eternity of youth and peace isn't everything it's cracked up to be. Eventual slash. (Ooh, look. New chapter. It only took how long?)
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,595 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/17/2003 - Published: 7/14/2002
The Empty Room reviews
(Slash, Bran/Barney, implied sort of Bran/Will.) There's music drifting down the corridor, spilling in the windows, lilting and tender and melancholy, breezy as the air that lifts the curtains and tickles Barney's hair from his face. He thinks it must be
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,210 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/1/2003
While Shepherds Watched reviews
A Christmas present for Will/Bran devotees. Some secrets are not meant to be kept long, but things have a way of working out anyway.
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,220 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/27/2002
The Chrestomanci Arc reviews
Cleaning up after the Dark Lord is more complicated than re-ordering time out of joint. And years later, time and worlds collide and old friends and enemies find their roles can still change. And students are subjected to bad cake.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,962 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/28/2002 - Published: 6/9/2002
Jump reviews
Should wizards risk a perfectly good partnership by taking things a step further? Het (Kit/Nita) with a little T/C slash on the side. Happy. Fluffy. Utterly pointless and cute.
Young Wizards - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,224 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 21 - Published: 8/14/2002
find you empty reviews
Poem, from Draco to Harry. Angst, slash, sap. What it's like to watch a hero, and the way your role in someone's life can change in an instant.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7/14/2002 - Draco M., Harry P.
Duet, Unfinished reviews
[slash] Sequel to "Dance, Traditional..." What happened after Bran went back to his room.
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,888 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/14/2002
Dance, Traditional, in Two Movements reviews
[slash] A reunion holiday for the Six and their families leads to quiet musings and empty comfort.
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,977 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/14/2002
Defenses Down reviews
Weariness and consequences after the war is finally won.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,370 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/29/2002 - Draco M., Harry P.
Electrolite reviews
Slash, Draco/Harry. The night is for secrets, for dreams that can be hidden away as if they weren't real. The morning scatters illusion, but the grass is still bent, fingermarks remain in bruised skin. Do not acknowledge, and you need not deny.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,538 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/13/2002 - Draco M., Harry P.
Awakening reviews
Slash, Will/Bran. "Loving bonds" he said, and the High Magic--are these why Bran's dreams are so haunted? And if they are a match for the power of the Light, Will won't have to be alone anymore.
Dark is Rising Sequence - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,583 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/3/2002 - Published: 5/29/2002
Who Wants to Live Forever?
Obligatory ep. 33 fic (spoilers). Nuriko. Sad.
Fushigi Yuugi - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 536 - Published: 5/31/2002
Magnificent reviews
Duo wonders about those who first got us into space, who first looked at the sky and thought "we can touch it," whose inspiration took us to the moon. Dedicated to the memory of my grandfather.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/26/2002
Good Surprises reviews
3+4 sap fix. Quatre and Trowa go for ice cream, and discuss the future.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,274 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/25/2002
Relativity reviews
the Bard's Tongue #1. Poor Yuki has no control over his world. But we do....
Gravitation - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,593 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/14/2002
The Stuff of Life to Knit You reviews
"They're /my/ fantasies," she said. "Why shouldn't I indulge them? I'm fifty years old, and by this point if I want to spend my life in a fairy tale, I think I've earned it....but it's been so long, and I do not know if I can still find the way."
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,371 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/3/2002
Whither Goest Thou Arcadia?
Focuses on Relena in the year between the end of the series and the start of EW. A princess does some growing up, and learns to see the world a bit differently. Sorry I can't explain it better yet. Trust me and read anyway?
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,490 - Updated: 2/2/2002 - Published: 1/30/2002
grey dawn (song for samwise) reviews
Just a snippet of poetry for poor Sam. From the end of Return of the King, though too vague to really be spoilers.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/30/2002
Peace reviews
A change of perspective for Dorothy...and at last, someone who understands. (Shoujo ai, if you want to read it that way.)
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,458 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/13/2001
Phone Tag reviews
This is the sequel to 'Stationery.' Duo got Heero's letter and is now trying to return a call. (shounen ai 1+2)
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,141 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/25/2001
Stationery reviews
Heero tries to write a love letter to Duo. Fluffy shounen-ai.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,318 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/11/2001
Toy Soldiers reviews
When Duo is captured and interrogated by Oz, an unwelcome bond with an unexpected saviour sends events spinning out of their control. Warnings on chapter headings--a bit dark.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 32,896 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 11/2/2001 - Published: 4/10/2001
Save Eternity for Me reviews
Sequel to Niobe's Violets: The school is under Treize' control, but are they really safe there...?
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,396 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 11/2/2001 - Published: 7/2/2001
Beltaine reviews
Yaoi (2x1), Lime. "You told me there was magic in the air. You said it so seriously and honestly that I had no choice but to believe you."
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,072 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/25/2001
Wonderland
Pure silliness, bad jokes, Star Wars references, reckless and irreverent abandonment of the laws of physics, and just generally a good time!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 11 - Words: 13,944 - Updated: 9/18/2001 - Published: 4/19/2001
Kiss Me Again reviews
Shounen ai (1+2). That one thing even more wondrous than first-time lemons...a first kiss.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,234 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/16/2001
No Morning reviews
Dreams only last a few moments, even though you speed through years while you're in them. Sap, angst, a teeny bit of citrus, yaoi (3x4).
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,506 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/24/2001
Terpsichore reviews
Why is it that real people never fall in love neatly like in sappy novels? And the one you love invariably love someone else.... (Shoujo/shounen ai, D+R, 1+2, R+1)
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,754 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/16/2001
wholly to be a fool/while spring is in the world reviews
3x4/4x3 Sap Fix!! Quatre takes a night to show Trowa how much he's appreciated.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,740 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2001
Niobe's Violets reviews
AU. Duo discovers he has an unexpected talent--and the only people who can help him control it are the nice folks at St. Gabriel Institute. But once there, he finds himself wrapped in a mystery that encompasses himself and all his new friends...and span
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 61,743 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/15/2001 - Published: 2/11/2001
Angels
The beginning of a rather dark Eva/GW crossover. Dr. J recreates Ayanami, but loses her before he can explain the world to her. In the meantime, the G-boys are taking on the White Fang....
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 21,482 - Updated: 4/19/2001 - Published: 1/13/2001
Hentai Mission Gundam Wing reviews
What can I say about this? Treize wins the war in a poker game, and the boys have a new...interesting mission. Yaoi, silliness, computers with personalities, and a challenge at the end!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,970 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/10/2001
Long Lost reviews
An odd little GW post-war mystery series. AU. Relena uncovers a mystery in Quatre's past. A bit of angst, a bit of fluff, a bit of humour, a little romance, all mixed in with a plotline I really hope you haven't seen before! Give it a try, and tell me
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 17 - Words: 21,497 - Reviews: 65 - Updated: 2/7/2001 - Published: 1/4/2001
Canto Della Terra reviews
Amid the chaos of war, it is the nature of people to search for hope, to seek out another person who understands....
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,398 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2/5/2001
A Whole World Opening
Trowa and Quatre try to come to an understanding in the midst of the chaos of war. (Yaoi, LIME, angst, sap)
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,485 - Published: 2/3/2001
Strange Currencies reviews
Without war, Heero has no purpose-and Duo's purpose is to help Heero find his humanity. Shounen ai is mild in this one, thoughtful, kinda angsty, a little bit of sap. The usual!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,969 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/1/2001
The Gods of Good Luck reviews
A GW new year's eve special--some shounen ai, lots of happy silliness. Happy new year to everyone!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,450 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/31/2000
Coming To Peace
Yaoi, angst mild lemon/lime. (2x1, 1+R) Heero and Duo have a relationship based on the strength of understanding and comeraderie of wartime companions. But what happens when the fighting is over?
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,231 - Published: 12/21/2000
How It's Not Supposed To Be reviews
Yaoi. Duo dreams about a peaceful world, and what could happen in it.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,228 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/21/2000
One Final I Need You reviews
The sequel to 'Huddled Together...' Hilde drags Duo back to face Heero and make peace with the past.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,488 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/14/2000
In Silence reviews
And this is my Christmas present to you all.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,674 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/14/2000
Huddled Together for Warmth reviews
Hilde and Duo have a heart-to-heart. Inferences of shounen ai and non-yaoi citrus.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,465 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/14/2000
The Stars for You reviews
More sappy WAFF-ness, true love conquers all. 3+4
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,663 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/13/2000
Tangled reviews
There are no fairy-tale happy endings...
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 929 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/13/2000
Shinigami's Best Christmas Present Ever reviews
Fluffy, sappy Christmas party with the G-boys and friends
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,664 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/12/2000
To Mohammed the Mountain reviews
(3x4) Trowa sets out to find himself, but what he finds isn't quite what he expected.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,053 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 10 - Published: 12/12/2000
Chains reviews
(2+1,1+R) Absolution and forgiveness, and how do you go on alone when love won't fade?
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,449 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/12/2000
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