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Author has written 16 stories for Glee.

IMPORTANT "TWO YEARS LATER" FIC NOTICE: I've returned. I can't promise regular updates, but I can promise I'm working on it. Life has been difficult, but I'm working on healing from the things I've been subjected to. Previously the idea of writing on this particular topic was too difficult, it's still rough, but I feel like now I can handle it and that it may actually help me work through some of it. Things have actually been improving lately. I hope you're all still along for the ride, it's been a crazy one.

Dear Everyone,

My name is Nicbearosaurus. Okay not really. It's actually Nic or Nicole, but my sister likes to call me Nicbearosaurus for some reason. Apparently I'm somewhere between a bear and a dinosaur and therefore ferocious.

Um, I have two older brothers, an older sister. I love them all, but I'm particularly close with my sister, mainly because she's awesome.

I'm a 27 year old who currently answers phones for doctor's offices and hospitals for a living. I work from home answering their after-hours calls, as well as paging doctors when needed for consults and the like. It's actually a fantastic job that I love doing as I feel like I'm helping make a difference in people's lives and all from the comfort of my own home office!

I live on the lovely island of Newfoundland that I affectionately refer to as 'The Rock'. I'm a Medical Office Administration graduate, but my real goal in life is to one day get a book published and raise a family. I currently live a bayman who is the love of my life, our nine-year-old kitty Patches, and our one-year-old lab/shepherd mix Ares. I also used to have a wonderful beagle/pittie mix named Laney, who sadly passed last year at the age of eight after a sudden illness.

Story Information:

Posted or have started posting:

Two Years Later: A multi-chaptered fic I started from a random train of thought. I did a bit of experimentation with this fic in terms of timeline and plot, but so far I'm really liking how it's turned out. It, like some of my other stories, has some possible trigger themes, but it will be rated 'T' as I've been very careful with my description and use of cursing (as in only light cursing). I have started posting it, however updates will be sporadic due to some personal difficulties that I'm currently working through. I'm doing my best though and I will finish it, no matter how long that takes.

Invisible: Completed and posted.

Fallout: The sequel to 'Invisible'. Completed and posted.

Alter Bridge Trilogy: Completed and posted. Stories in this trilogy are as follows:

1) The Skin on Me is Burning

2) From the Fire He Cries Out

3) The Tide's Only Rising

Pride: Finished and posted. There's also a sequel.

A Good Man: The sequel to 'Pride'. It's also finished and posted and one of my personal favorites.

Now You Know: A little oneshot about Blaine and his Dad. Completed and posted.

People Throw Rocks at Things that Shine: Just a fluffy little Klaine story as a break from all the angst. Completed and posted.

The Blurred Series

1) Blurred:A darkish oneshot featuring Blaine. Completed and posted.

2) Fear and Blame: Basically Blurred has turned into a series of interconnected oneshots, each featuring/focussing on a different character and their reactions. This one features Kurt. Completed and posted.

3) Your Hate is Intoxicating: Another part in the Blurred series. This one will focus on Jeff. Completed and posted.

4) Hello Cold World: Part 4 in the Blurred series. It'll be centered on what Sam sees and feels, but will still focus on the happenings between Blaine and Kurt. Jeff will have a phone cameo. Completed and posted.

5) Careful: Part 5 in the Blurred series. This one is centred on Finn and his from his point of view. Completed and posted.

6) Off the Tracks and Down Again: Part 6 of the Blurred series. This one is centered on Nick. Completed and posted.

7) Held: Part 7 of the Blurred series. Basically written because the reaction of Blaine's parents wouldn't leave me alone. It's centered on Blaine again, and his parents. Completed and Posted and then reuploaded due to site errors!

I had some other story ideas posted up here but since none of them have much content to them yet I've taken them down until I am sure that I will be able to actually post them on the site.

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The Sidhe by Chazzam reviews
Epic romantic fantasy adventure, seriously AU, with angst and fluff in equal measure. I can sense your hesitation, but just give the first chapter a try. It's been winning some folks over and it may surprise you.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 33 - Words: 112,384 - Reviews: 3884 - Favs: 3,587 - Follows: 1,489 - Updated: 8/4/2015 - Published: 5/13/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H. - Complete
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On by bellax-xmuerte reviews
Blaine's father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he's going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself. Angst. Blaine centric. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 122,912 - Reviews: 131 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 2/9/2012 - Published: 9/2/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H.
Lessons Unlearned by BackwardsMuffin reviews
Kurt's mother had always stressed the importance of Stranger Safety. But now, hunched in the darkened room, with his limbs bound roughly behind his back, and a rope gag between his lips. Kurt wished more than ever, that he had really paid attention
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 55,335 - Reviews: 1771 - Favs: 454 - Follows: 434 - Updated: 2/2/2012 - Published: 8/21/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
Dots and Soda Can Tabs by EmmaAndKeyboard reviews
"It's very important to him that Kurt knows he's not a cutter, but maybe Blaine does have a problem." Trigger warning for self harm.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,590 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/27/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H. - Complete
Social Networking by allyouneedis reviews
Yes, yet another glee Facebook fic. Ch 4 Moustache – In which we see finnocence, a bit of relationship drama, and possibly a certain moustached ex-Warbler...
Glee - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,782 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 11/29/2011 - Published: 11/10/2011 - New Directions, Dalton Academy Warblers
Forget You Not by Crawler reviews
Freshman year at McKinley is hard enough for Kurt without his father's sudden amnesia from a traffic accident. As if his dad not remembering him wasn't bad enough, Kurt also has to deal with school bullies... and Finn Hudson. pre-Glee what-if
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 36,619 - Reviews: 177 - Favs: 226 - Follows: 134 - Updated: 7/4/2011 - Published: 3/22/2011 - Kurt H., Finn H. - Complete
Skindeep by Mika-chan reviews
Blaine sometimes wished he had bruises. Maybe then, someone would see.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,668 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 19 - Published: 6/5/2011 - [Blaine A., Kurt H.] - Complete
It's Alright That it's Not OK by jalf1018 reviews
A little drabble about what I think went on at lunch with Kurt and Blaine after the Karofsky incident in "Never Been Kissed." T for one instance of strong language and borderline adult themes
Glee - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,040 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/11/2010 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
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Two Years Later reviews
Two years ago Kurt's boyfriend was kidnapped and supposedly murdered. Two years ago Blaine was ripped away and brainwashed into believing his captor loved him. It's two years later and they've been reunited, but it's not everything they imagined it'd be.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 173,226 - Reviews: 577 - Favs: 243 - Follows: 417 - Updated: 8/6/2018 - Published: 1/26/2012 - Blaine A., Kurt H.
Held reviews
Everyone teaches girls to be careful with their drinks and whom they surround themselves with, but people don't think about it with boys. I knew and I should've told you sooner. I should have taught you how to protect yourself. Part 7 of Blurred series.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,464 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/31/2012 - Blaine A. - Complete
Fallout reviews
Karofsky's pled guilty but the fallout of his conviction sends tidal waves through McKinley High. It's hard enough to deal with the fallout, but it's even harder when no one knows just how far Karofsky's friends will go for revenge. Sequel to Invisible.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 94,715 - Reviews: 205 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 1/6/2012 - Published: 7/15/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
Off the Tracks and Down Again reviews
He knows he's a screw up. He wants to make things right; to fix his mistakes, but it seems like everything he says just makes it all worse. He just wanted- no needed- to change, but part of him wonders if it's just too late. Part 6 of the Blurred series.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,226 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/13/2011 - Nick, Blaine A. - Complete
Careful reviews
You can't be too careful anymore, especially when choosing your friends. But to ignore someone who desperately needs someone to trust; well Finn couldn't forgive himself if he did. Part 5 of Blurred series.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,240 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/10/2011 - Finn H., Blaine A. - Complete
Hello Cold World reviews
It was late, but he couldn't leave them alone. Not when so much had happened and Blaine only had him and Kurt to lean on. Instead he would stay and make the process as easy as he could manage. Part 4 in the Blurred series.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,641 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/8/2011 - Sam E., Blaine A. - Complete
Your Hate is Intoxicating reviews
Just being in the same room as him made his skin crawl with fear and anger, but he couldn't make himself leave. His best friend was oblivious and he had to protect him. He'd already failed one friend, and he couldn't fail another. Part 3 of Blurred series
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,456 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Jeff, Nick - Complete
Fear and Blame reviews
It wasn't true. It couldn't be. Anything was better than what he suspected of the few words Blaine had managed to spit out. He almost wished Blaine had cheated on him. Anything was better than this. Part 2 of Blurred series.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,020 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 13 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
Blurred reviews
He was on the outskirts of the group, pretending to feel accepted, keeping up his dapper, happy-go-lucky persona despite the blurry images that wouldn't leave. If they, or anyone, knew the truth- his one piece of happiness would be lost to him forever.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,982 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 12/6/2011 - Published: 12/5/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H. - Complete
People Throw Rocks at Things that Shine reviews
Blaine's just transferred to McKinley and is having some trouble adjusting. Not to mention his second day is just awful! It's up to Kurt to make things better. Kind of fluffy compared to my usual stuff.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,425 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/28/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H. - Complete
Now You Know reviews
"I'm the same kid I was when you thought I was straight. The only difference is now you know." Blaine comes home late and drunk one night and finds his father up waiting for him. The only problem is Leo Anderson doesn't know how to deal with his gay son.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,701 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/28/2011 - Blaine A. - Complete
Invisible reviews
"Sometimes I wonder whether it was better being invisible and alone, or this." It was supposed to be better this time. McKinley was supposed to be safe now, but it just- wasn't, not when Karofsky was so willing to go back on his word. Warning: non-con.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 56,523 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 250 - Follows: 104 - Updated: 6/26/2011 - Published: 5/29/2011 - Kurt H., Blaine A. - Complete
The Tide's Only Rising reviews
"I'm not ready to forgive you Blaine." "I don't expect you to be." He doesn't expect to be forgiven; he just wants to be in the other boy's life, no matter what the role. Part 3 in the Alter Bridge trilogy, sequel to 'From the Fire He Cries Out'. Oneshot.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,544 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/13/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H. - Complete
A Good Man reviews
A year after Finn learns about his uncle and grandfather, he and Kurt meet Edward Brimmer; a broken old man in denial, clinging to the memory of his son. Somehow, through meeting Edward Brimmer, Finn inadvertently makes Carole proud. Sequel to 'Pride'.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,577 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/13/2011 - Finn H., Kurt H. - Complete
The Skin on Me is Burning reviews
"Why didn't you save me?" "Save you? Save you? I wasn't aware you needed saving." Blaine walks in and misunderstands, breaking Kurt and their relationship. It's hard to take a break when you're broken. Part 1 of the 'Alter Bridge' trilogy. Oneshot.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,534 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/11/2011 - Blaine A., Kurt H. - Complete
Pride reviews
All Finn ever wanted was to make his mother proud. Missing Scene for 'Theatricality'. Finn tells Carole why they can't move in with the Hummel's anymore and finds out something shocking about the namesake his mother never talks about. Sequel is A Good Man
Glee - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,793 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/10/2011 - Finn H., Carole H. - Complete