Author has written 2 stories for Pokémon, and Hetalia - Axis Powers.
Sup peeps! DBZGIRL here! I absolutely LOVE Hetalia, Dragonball Z, Pokemon, The Lorax, Yu-Gi-Oh!, and The Avengers!!! Can't wait for the 2nd Avengers to come out!! Enjoy my stories!!
Recently, the best friend I've ever had has started treating me differently. Ever since she moved, she started making new friends and got a boyfriend, which I was happy about for her, but she started ignoring me and didn't even want to hang out with me anymore. It felt like she thought that just because she got a bunch of new friends and a boyfriend, she could just abandon me and just go off on her own like I never even existed. I felt so horrible, that no one could possibly care about me and I got a bit depressed, but not severely.
Then she started getting selfish. We used to roleplay Hetalia together and, just because she was in a bad mood, she decided she didn't want to roleplay anymore. She didn't ask my opinion about it or anything. She just kinda decided for us both, and it left me sobbing for hours. To those of you who don't understand and are thinking, 'it's just roleplaying. Get over it.' It was more than just a roleplay to me. It made me feel like I was loved by more than just my family and what little friends I had. Those roleplays were my escape from reality. They made me more outgoing and happier than I had been in a long time, and she just took them away from me. It left my heart feeling like it was torn to shreds.
I ended up not talking for her for a week until I made the unbelievably stupid decision to start talking to her again, because I thought things would get better. But they only got worse. Whenever she was stressed, she'd take it out on me, like I was some sort of outlet or object that she could abuse as much as she liked. It went that way until the day after Christmas when I finally snapped and told her how I felt. She didn't respond to me when I knew she had seen the message so I decided to give her some space. We started talking for awhile again until she started ignoring me. I found out that she was when she named a group conversation between me, her, and another good friend of mine 'Ignore'. It pissed me off so much that I had just said, 'Screw it. I don't need this drama and stress in my life anymore.' and decided to stop being her friend.
I feel much less stressed and more relaxed now that I've done that. But sometimes I wish that I could just go back in time and try to fix everything that's happened. We had been friends for nearly 10 years and it broke my heart when I let it go. But I needed to. It wasn't a healthy relationship and I'm not sure if it ever was. We only really bonded with the roleplays and even then, we were so focused on them, that we barely knew what was going on in each others' lives. I'm glad I broke it off with her. It's made me so much less stressed and now I con focus on other things than how to fix us.