Hai Guys!!! My name is Tamara but you can call me Havoc and I am a anime and manga junkie! I have an obsession with reading also. I'm real down to earth and spend alot of time creating my own twisted, deranged fantasy! I love this site and all the amazingly epic talented writers here. I hope to become a writer one day, it is a dream of mine. I also want to put my own stories own here but I am not confident with them yet to do so. They need a bit more fixing up and tweaking before I am satisfied. I'm thinking about doing a Saiyuki fic with some of my OC's involved. Now on to a little bit more about me.
I consider myself kind of unusual. I don't follow what everyone else does. My mind roams in hella different places and doesn't stop at any destination for too long. I get tired of people stereotyping me. Just because I was quiet in school doesn't mean I'm a freaking genius. I don't know the answer to the question anymore than you do so please stop asking me. I actually can be super crazy and wild when I feel like it. Just because I'm African American doesn't mean I shouldn't like anime or that I should listen to only Lil Wayne. I listen to all sorts of music whether it's rock, pop, rap, J-Rock, J-Pop, or anything else for that matter. My favorite band is Within Temptation. Many people I know are like who the hell is that? It figures I guess. I like being a little different and I am proud of it. Oh yea I forgot to say that I also have mad love for Linkin Park. Yea they may have changed their style a little bit but who doesn't? Eventually if there is no evolution, change or growth it will get boring. In my opinion I think they are very versatile. I still love them and think they are badass.
I'm not really girly and somewhat of a tomboy. I don't like wearing bright clothes and dresses for that matter. I hate when my Mom and sis try to have me be all girly, It just isn't me. (Prom was one of the worst nights of my life) I'm comfortable in my gray sweats, black tank, and black flip flops. The way I dress drives my sister crazy and I love it lol. I also have a soft spot for combat boots and weird necklaces.
I have a problem with constantly dreaming up fantasies if I am bored lol. I get to stuck in my own thoughts sometimes lol. My main dream is to be a writer so I guess I'm always am thinking of a story in my head. I have also thought about trying to go into animation as well. I also have a tendency to say pretty random crap too lol. I love anything weird and completely bizzare. Well long story short I'm just a girl living a pretty normal life with too much weird shit in her head but I love it.
I jacked this from Bijuui9 who jacked it from Fire Redhead. I dunno why but I enjoy answering these lol (like people actually read these long ass profiles anyway lol)
Your real name: Tamara
Age: 18, Update: now 19! (thats a real ugly boring number... sigh)
Height: 4'11, yes, I am hella short! I mean could I at least hit 5 feet!
Eye color: Brown
Skin color: Light Brown
Glasses/contacts?: Glasses, I nearly died trying contacts, those damn things just don't mesh with me. That was one of my worst days ever! I told that damn doctor that I didn't want to try them and was fine with my glasses!!
Piercings: No, but I am hoping to get my right eyebrow pierced soon
Tattoos: Not at the moment but I really want one. I actually want about four I just need to conquer my fear of pain.
Braces: Not at the moment but I had them from March "02" to May "04". I also had a whole bunch of other stupid teeth related shit like an expander, retainer, and even a freakin head gear. At least I only had to wear the head gear at home. Boy, that was miserable but my teeth were fucked up. Lets just say that from when I was 9 to 11 that was my awkward period. (lol)
Other distinctive markings: None, unless you count the tiny mole on my right foot or my spider bite mark from May "09" (That is still on my right thigh!! Damn, I'm glad it didn't poison me or anything.)
Color: Black, Purple and Green
Band: Within Temptation, Linkin Park, Evanescence, L'ArcEnCiel, Do As Infinity, Nightwish, Daughtry, 30 Seconds to Mars and The Script. I like many more solo artists, for example I am in love and obsessed with Adam Lambert. (I am listening to him right now!)
Video game: The Legend of Zelda (my favorites are Ocarina, Twilight Princess), Kingdom Hearts, Super Smash Bros Brawl, The Sims (1 and 2), Mario games and the Jak games
Movie: Too Many
Book: Harry Potter, Chronicles of Faerie, The Saga of Darren Shan (Cirque Du Freak), The Saga of Larten Crepsley, A Song of Fire and Ice, Hunger Games, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr Hyde and tons of Manga
Game on a cell phone: Chuzzle, Hotel Dash and Fruit Ninja
CD: Does my whole iPod count XD
Flower: Tiger Lily
Scent: Not sure
Animal: Wolves, Polar Bears, Dragons, Owls, Pandas, oh and phoenixes!
Comic book: Saiyuki, hey, it doesn't say that it has to be an American comic book
Cereal: Honey Nut Cheerios and Fruity Pebbles
Website: FanFiction, Youtube, MangaReader, MangaFox, Various Wiki's, The Sims 2( I chill/lurk at the BBS), and Garden of Shadows
Cartoon: Avatar the Last Airbender, SpongeBob Squarepants, Ben 10: Ultimate Alien and Alien Force, Codename: Kids Next Door. and a whole bunch of old school classic cartoons (A lot of cartoons these days have dropped down in quality. A lot of them are all shitty and crappy. What happened to all the epic cartoons that they used to have in the 90's/ early 2000's and even older than that.)
Have a job?: No, but I have to get one soon
Have a cell phone?: Yes, I have an iPhone 3
Like to play sports?: Naw, I was horrible in P.E
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Nope, I live in the U.S
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: No, we have 4 though
Have any special talents/skills?: People say that I draw good
Exercise daily?: Not at the moment since I don't have dance anymore but I plan to start again soon. I don't want to turn into an out of shape pig.
Like school?: What the fuck kind of question is this. Hell to tha naw. I freaking despise school! I had dreams of burning that place to the ground. I would never do it though. I may be a little weird but I am not that weird to actually do it.
DO YOU PREFER?
Lights on/lights off: Lights on, I just have to make sure that I turn them off if I am not in the room or else i get yelled at
TV/movie: Movie, a lot of TV is shit nowadays
Body spray/lotion: Neither
Cash/check: Umm cash I guess
Headache/stomach ache: Can there be a neither option
Chinese food/Mexican food: Chinese
Summer/winter: I love Summer so much!! Its so warm, beautiful and peaceful. Summer just has a special vibe thats different from the other seasons.
Snow/rain: Rain, It doesn't snow where I live.
Fog/misty: Misty, since fog scares the shit out of me.
Chocolate/vanilla: Vanilla baby!!!!!
Cake/pie: Cake, pie is fucking nasty!! I don't eat that shit!
Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries, lots and lots of strawberries!
Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean since I can't swim. I really want and need to learn how though.
Cookies/muffins: I am obsessed with Cookies. It's an addiction! Seriously, I have it bad lol.
Wallet/pocket: Pocket, the funny thing is that I don't even own a wallet at the moment.
Window/door: Windows since I love a lot of light in the room. I also love looking out of them.
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: Charles Chaplin
Pink/purple: Purple, I don't like Pink
Cat/dog: I have a thing for Huskies so I am going to have to say Dogs even though I love cats too.
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Long sleeves
Winter break/spring break: Winter break, besides Summer It's my favorite time of the year!! I love Christmas!
Clouds/clear sky: Clear Sky
Questions/Answers: Questions I guess
War/Peace: I'm all for Peace. I understand that we need war but it always saddens me with all the bloodshed and war torn families it creates.
What is your favourite genre of music?: All kinds really just look at my iPod. I don't listen to really shitty crap though.
What time is it now?: 1:31 AM
Are you hungry right now?: Nope
What are you doing right now?: Answering these questions while listening to Adam Lambert's "Better Than I Know Myself"
Do you like parades?: Sometimes, It just depends on my mood. I rather watch it than be in it though.
Do you like the moon?: Yes of course!
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: Don't know
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: Hmmm don't know I will come back to this
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: A little bit, I get told that I am funny a lot
Cool?: Ughh probably not I am a weirdo XD
Pretty?: Yea, I guess. (in a non conceited way) I mean I don't look like a monkey's ass if that is what you are asking.
Sarcastic?: At times, I can also be somewhat direct and very blunt.
Lazy?: Only when It comes doing yard work or dishes. I also like to sleep a lot, is that considered lazy? When it comes down to school though I am incredibly lazy XD
Hyper?: OH SHIT YES!! I AM HYPER MOST OF THE TIME UNLESS I AM REALLY SLEEPY. CAN'T YOU TELL JUST HOW HYPER I AM BY MY ANNOYING USE OF ALL CAPS!!
Friendly?: Yea, maybe a bit too much sometimes. I do have a tendency to be very blunt though about what I am feeling. XP
Evil?: I admit that I do have a kind of evil, morbid imagination!! (muahahahahahahahahhahahaha)
Unforgettable?: I don't think so, I am kind of an odd ball and I am hella spacey and random lol
Strong?: Not really physically but I am mentally strong! (huzzah!!)
Talented?: Maybe a little
My Favorite Animes/Manga (Not in any particular order but Saiyuki is #1)
Saiyuki Words can not express how much I love Saiyuki!!
Darker than Black
Full Metal Alchemist
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle
Vampire Doll: Guilt Na Zan( Damn I really want more than 6 volumes!!!! =( This was too funny and epic! I was constantly LMAO. Oh and Vincent= LOVE!
Devil & Devil
Yu Yu Hakusho
Card Captor Sakura
Know any good anime or manga?? Recommend me please if you do! I already have Hellsing, Gintama, and Ouran High School Host Club on my to read list. Ouran didn't really look like my type of read but I keep hearing it's good so I am going to give it a try. I just don't know when I'm going to get to them because between still reading Kuroshitsuji and my favorite fics my time isn't racking up like I want it to be. Oh yea I forgot that I'm still reading that damn Book of Dreams by O.R Melling. It's good and the last of the series but the part I'm on is really dragging and I don't really care for Dana. Oh man, too much to read with too little time.
Favorite Books ( No order)
Harry Potter Series by J.K Rowling
The Hunger Games Series by Suzanne Collins
The Demonata, Cirque Du Freak and The Saga of Larten Crepsley series by Darren Shan
The Chronicles of Faerie series by O.R Melling ( My favorite one was the Summer King and what can I say I love having twists that make me say WTF!!! I wasn't expecting that!!)
The Host by Stephanie Meyer (Way better than the dreaded Twilight in my opinion ;-)
Life As We Knew It by Susan Beth Pfeffer
The Giver by Lois Lowry
A Song of Ice and Fire series by George R.R Martin
Anything Related to Greek Mythology
Sula by Toni Morrison
The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison
Do you know any good books that aren't manga??? If so recommend me please!!
To be continued...
The Legend of Zelda- I love all of them but my faves are Ocarina of Time and Twilight Princess. I am currently in the process of playing Majora's Mask for the first time though it's a very slow process. I'm also very excited about Skyward Sword.
The Jak and Daxter Series- I freaking love everything about this series well except for the the last game that came after Jak 3 (I'm not talking about the racing one, I'm talking about the flying one). This series was extremely epic, action packed, filled with wonderful characters, had a beautiful and interesting world and a deep intriguing storyline to back all of it up. I loved this series I dunno about the last game though I just couldn't get into it. It didn't really fit in my opinion.
Kingdom Hearts Series- Who doesn't like Kingdom Hearts? I'm still in the process of playing this too but I love everthing so far.
The Super Mario Brothers series- Again, how can you not like the Mario games, they are extremely fun. I love Luigi.
Super Smash Brothers Brawl- What can I say I love Ike and Marth kicking eveyone's ass. Those two are the characters I play the most. Brawl is so much fun and a good way to get rid of stress. I love having so many of my favorite characters in one game. Also the Subspace Emissary was pretty badass. I still haven't unlocked Wolf yet, I really need to do that!!
Star Fox Series- The Star Fox games are pretty good. My favorite was Star Fox Adventures, that game was beyond beautiful. The world of Dinosaur Planet/Sauria was really mesmerizing. Everything was so intriguing plus it gave you a WTF twist at the end. I loved Tricky too even though he was a tad annoying. He was almost as annoying as Navi. I still loved him though =)
The Sims series (Once a Sims junkie always a Sims junkie. I favor the Sims 2 over 3 and Sims 1 is pure classic.)
Plants vs. Zombies (DIE you brain crazy Zombies!!! Feel the wrath of my badass plant army!! I literally could play this for hours and I have done so before.)
Diner Dash Games (So what they are the same concept every single game!! They are just too damn addicting!!!)
My Favorite Shippings and Pairings (Anime/manga, Books and cartoons are all in one list since I don't feel like separating them lolz.)
Link x Midna (L.O.Z Twilight Princess)
Link x Ghirahim (L.O.Z Skyward Sword)
Ghirahim x Fi (L.O.Z Skyward Sword, this one is "sometimes" for me since I don't really like Fi too much but I'll put it here anyway. Ughh, I hate her "roboticness", lol. I'm sorry but none of Link's "sidekicks" will ever live up to the badassery that is Midna. I'm sorry Navi, Tatl, Fi, and anyone else who I am leaving out. No..just no. If I find a good enough interesting fic then this ship has a little chance with me.)
Yubel x Judai/Jaden/Haou (Y.G.O GX, yea... Asuka and Johan...GTFO. This is a relationship that should never be broken. This is truly one of my absolute favorite ships. Don't steal Yubel's man haha lol)
Judai x Haou (Y.G.O GX, another "sometimes" pairing. Hmmm I don't know sometimes I like it, sometimes I don't. Selfshipping is kind of odd to me sometimes. It boggles me little mind lol. This one is just like Link x Dark Link. I really dunno. I think it really depends on the ficlet when it comes down to selfshipping. They do have some really nice fanart though. So lovely, little lovelies.
Kenshin x Tomoe (Rurouni K.)
Sanosuke x Megumi (Rurouni K.)
Lily x Snape (Harry Potter )
Harry x Luna (Harry Potter)
Harry x Draco (Harry Potter)
Ron x Hermione (Harry Potter)
Naruto x Hinata (Naruto)
Shikamaru x Temari (Naruto)
Ryoko x Tenchi (Tenchi Muyo)
Shittenou x Senshi (Sailor Moon)
Haruka x Michiru (Sailor Moon)
Hei x Misaki (D.T.B)
Saya x Haji (Blood Plus)
Saya x Solomon (Blood Plus, WARNING SLIGHT SPOILER. Oh why, oh why did you die, Solomon. I love you and Saya together even more than her and Haji. If only you could have been together. Le sigh... I always have my overactive imagination. Imagination, I demand you create a headcanon for these two!! )
Seto x Kisara (Y.G.O, *sniffle, sniffle* Get me some tissues! One of the best ships ever.
Marik x Bakura (Y.G.O, now all of you can blame Little Kuriboh for having me fall in love with this pairing lol. Before I watched the Abridged series I didn't even ship them but now after watching so much of Yu-Gi-Oh! Abridged, they are just too adorable and I just have to ship them XD)
Sword x Ios (Devil & Devil)
Inuyasha x Kikyo (Inuyasha)
Miroku x Sango (Inuyasha)
Kouga x Kagome (Inuyasha)
Izayoi x Inutaisho (Inuyasha)
Dark x Riku (D.N Angel)
Daisuke x Riku (D.N Angel)
Renji x Rukia (Bleach)
Ulquiorra x Orihime (Bleach, yes laugh if you want but you can put me in the category of those people who want Ulquiorra back! )
Chase x Master Monk Guan (Xiaolin Showdown)
Zuko x Katara (A.T.L.A even now I still adore Zutara, sorry Maiko!!!)
Toph x Aang (A.T.L.A)
Toph x Zuko (A.T.L.A, why am I just now realizing how adorable Toko is! It's so cute.)
Toph x Sokka (A.T.L.A)
Sokka x Suki (A.T.L.A)
Gwen x Kevin (Ben 10)
Spike x Buffy (B.T.V.S, Damn, I need them to end up together eventually in the comics! Grrr I mean REALLY! DX It's killing me! I freakin love Spuffy! I love all my ships but this one is really one of my faves.)
Dean x Castiel (Supernatural)
Sookie x Eric (True Blood, Bill I'm sorry but you need the true death! haha)
Sam x Tara (True Blood)
Who is Havoc Zayre???????
Havoc, If that is even really his name is a character I created. He is a triplet along with his brothers Azrael and Zero. He is quite something. He is moody, sarcastic, antagonistic, mental, cruel and takes pleasure in others misery. He couldn't care less for anyone except his brothers and his childhood friend Creosote. He wouldn't hesitate to kill anyone in his way. His personality and his actions are all unstable but is there a reason for this?? Deep down though he has a good heart that is weeping in more ways than one. His own worst enemy is indeed himself. Azrael knows he needs help but Havoc doesn't want to be saved especially not from himself.
I told you I hate stereotypes (Grrrr)
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
FANFICTION- UNITED NATIONS!! Has anyone else noticed how a lot of us get along and make friends on here and we can be from completely different countries? WTF!? We're here making world peace on the INTERNET and we have all those ambassadors and senators and whatever struggling with it!! If you realize this (or read this and agreed) copy and paste this and add your name and country (country is optional) to the list. SPREAD THE PEACE!!: Naruto-fan-Okami-chan (USA), NaraTemari011 (Puerto Rico), Lala girl in Lalaland (USA), Kakashi Forever (England) Anime895(USA), Starwatcher-shadow (Belgium), mewmewgodess (Canada), AUehara (Brasil), Alurax (USA), Havoc's-Tears (USA)
Will add more later. If anyone even cares lol.
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