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Joined 07-11-11, id: 3062684, Profile Updated: 06-14-15
Author has written 19 stories for Big Time Rush, and My Mad Fat Diary.

I love Big Time Rush and just created an account so I could tell people how much I love their stories, because I can't write.

EDIT: So I guess I started writing. Whoops. Give me one shot requests if you like, If I have time and enough inspiration, I will do them.

I will forever be a Carlos girl deep down, even if I hate him 87% of the time. My Mad Fat Diary and Nico Mirallegro have also slowly started to take over my life. The Frae and Kenlos are who I write about.

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SLATE'S ACRES by CrumpetCapers reviews
The boys are always in trouble, but a local farmer promises he can fix that. The Problem is, Farmer Slate has a dark past and rules the farm with an iron fist. AU. Takes place in the 1930's era, so there is bound to be plenty of whump. Logan, Kendall, James, Carlos
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 68 - Words: 204,469 - Reviews: 400 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 1/12/2014 - Published: 8/28/2011
Normal Adolescent Behavior by wintershine reviews
AU Welcome to the Palm Woods, a center for adolescent behavior adjustment. What happens when you put a bunch of teenagers into group therapy and try to make them talk about their feelings? Friendships and relationships will be made and tested as seven kids try to navigate life in the midst of overcoming their addictions.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 149,742 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 10/29/2013 - Published: 1/3/2012
Ever Ever After by nic98ole reviews
Everything always seemed to rush by Carlos too soon and too fast. But as long as Kendall was by his side, life was always a fairy tale come true. Sequel to 'Not the Normal Fairy Tale'.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 34,523 - Reviews: 144 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 9/16/2013 - Published: 8/29/2012 - Carlos, Kendall
Fic Prompts by DissertationCanWait reviews
I asked the MMFD fandom to send me some fic prompts. Here are the results! (I asked for prompts for one night only. You can send me more if you want (dissertationcanwaitDOTtumblr DOTcomSLASHask) but there's a chance I won't write them. I may dip into them every now and then, but it's not guaranteed. Thanks for the brilliant feedback!
My Mad Fat Diary - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 138,368 - Reviews: 92 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 7/8/2013 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Rae E., Finn - Complete
Zoo Boy by WindowsDown22 reviews
He doesn't speak. He's full of fear. He's considered a hopeless case; a lost cause. It would take a miracle to cure him. Can Logan Mitchell provide that miracle?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 72,834 - Reviews: 370 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 2/7/2013 - Published: 7/28/2012 - Kendall, Logan
When You Wake Up by Fangfan1 reviews
Whe Carlos get's scared on their anniversary, Kendall tell's Carlos it's okay to be afraid sometimes. Because he would always be right by his side when he got scared. No matter what. Fluff. Kenlos slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,643 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/20/2013 - Carlos, Kendall - Complete
Part III: Dead Man's Hand by xxxkia reviews
Sequel to Part I: Knight of Diamonds and Part II: Ace of Spades - Everyone, who gets the Dead Man's Hand while playing cards is immediately afraid because these cards are deathly cursed. But not James Diamond. He's not everyone. He's the one, who rules the game. The one, who owns the game's joker. Kames/Cargan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,286 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 1/12/2013 - Published: 6/1/2012 - James, Kendall
Beneath Crystal Chandeliers by xxxkia reviews
California, 1812: Carlos fell in love with the worker Logan when he visited his father's vineyard for the first time… and 200 years later did Kendall discover Logan's hidden diaries and reanimated the story of forbidden love all over again. Cargan/Kames
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 8 - Words: 44,820 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 1/12/2013 - Published: 3/26/2012 - Carlos, Logan
Let Me Love You by SophieSchmidt reviews
Kendall and Carlos have both been in love with their College professors for three years - Mr James Diamond and Dr Logan Mitchell. However to their professors they are just another face in a crowded classroom; until one fateful night. But sometimes getting the one thing your heart desired most, makes you realise what you wanted has been there all along. Starts Kames/Cargan.. Ends..?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 69,925 - Reviews: 553 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 138 - Updated: 11/19/2012 - Published: 6/18/2012 - Kendall - Complete
Lost Souls by TheLovelyRusher reviews
"I sought my soul, but my soul I could not see. I sought my God, but my God eluded me. I sought my brother and I found all three."-Unknown. AU fic in which the boys are all orphans, lost and alone with only each other to escape the abuse of a strict orphanage, survive the rough streets of 1920's Harlem, and battle personal demons of the past.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,417 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 11/6/2012 - Published: 9/7/2012 - Kendall
Cause We've Ended As Lovers by carousel333 reviews
"Maybe we should just tell them we're together." Logan looked up, panicked, "We cannot do that. Because Kendall will kill you." James and Logan are dating, but Kendall and Carlos have no idea.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,432 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 10/7/2012 - Published: 9/9/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Part II: Ace of Spades by xxxkia reviews
RE-UPLOAD! - Sequel to Part I: Knight of Diamonds - Someone should have told James' kidnapper that no one should try to mess with James Diamond. Ever. - Kames/Cargan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,834 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
We can take the tears away by TheLovelyRusher reviews
Carlos is injured and ill, and his buddies are there for him through it all, even if it means getting sick themselves.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 25 - Words: 57,909 - Reviews: 312 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 4/23/2012 - Published: 8/12/2011 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Big Time Sick by Fish Stick Friday reviews
James is suffering from an illness that is unlike anything anybody has ever seen before. Logan takes it upon himself to research similar illnesses in the hopes of being able to nurse James back to health. What's wrong with James, and can Logan save him?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 50 - Words: 128,447 - Reviews: 859 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 2/9/2012 - Published: 6/1/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Through The Smile by emmyloser reviews
Just because he's smiling doesn't mean he's happy. James struggles with a life he's hidden from his friends for years. But even the best actors have to break sometime. Soon enough the perfect lie he's been living will come crashing down around him.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,671 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 1/4/2012 - Published: 6/28/2011 - James
Part I: Knight of Diamonds by xxxkia reviews
As much as James liked it to be a hooker, it bored him out from time to time. Then he played his favorite game. It's called Call-the-two-baddest-gang-leaders-in-whole-Minnesota-and-let-them-fight-over-your-pretty-ass. Kames. Cargan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,304 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 12/17/2011 - Published: 12/16/2011 - James, Kendall - Complete
Big Time Sickness, Part II by 96.tyler reviews
Carlos is sick? How will the guys and Mama Knight handle the ball of endless energy sick! Second part to Big Time Sickness. It's back.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 26,235 - Reviews: 145 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 10/15/2011 - Published: 6/25/2011 - Carlos, Logan
Miracle Of The Moment by Miss Fenway reviews
Big Time Rush 100 Themes Challenge. NO SLASH! ON HIATUS
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 16 - Words: 56,991 - Reviews: 222 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 10/4/2011 - Published: 9/6/2010
Mystery Of You by TheLovelyRusher reviews
Kendall is suffering. And of course, being Kendall, he hides it from everyone.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 44,887 - Reviews: 349 - Favs: 139 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 10/4/2011 - Published: 7/8/2011 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Big Time Virus by emmyloser reviews
James gets sick. Normally being a healthy person, James is extra miserable, especially when the illness starts to affect his complextion. Good thing he has his best friends to take care of him and cheer him up! No slash, just friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,904 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 8/9/2011 - Published: 5/6/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Big Time Changes by Baxxie reviews
After some terrible news, one of the boys seems to go through some unexpected changes. The other guys are in shock and have a difficult time dealing with this new side of their best friend. Can they pull him out again?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,462 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/5/2011 - Published: 5/30/2011 - Carlos - Complete
Stand By Me by 120shadowlev27 reviews
Take off of the movie, or of The Body by Stephen King. The boys go searching for a body and have to deal with all sorts of issues along the way. Warnings: Lots of swearing, mentions of child abuse, original character deaths, minor boy love: Kames and OT4
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,837 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/27/2011 - Kendall, James - Complete
The Breakfast Club by SecretLifeOfAChemNerd reviews
Saturday morning detention has never been so life-changing.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,189 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 12/5/2010 - Published: 10/24/2010 - Complete
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Boxing Scene Redux reviews
What I wished happened in the boxing scene
My Mad Fat Diary - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,518 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/27/2014 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Rae E., Finn - Complete
The List reviews
Finn likes to keep lists, one day Rae finds a particularly interesting one
My Mad Fat Diary - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,826 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Rae E., Finn
Daddy Finn reviews
A series of snippets into the life of Finn and his son Harry
My Mad Fat Diary - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,882 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Finn - Complete
Uncle Archie
Archie reacts to Finn bringing Oliva to the pub
My Mad Fat Diary - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,340 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Finn, Archie - Complete
Imma Rip His Dick Off reviews
Finn finds out about Saul. Warning: Some coarse language, may be triggering I dunno.
My Mad Fat Diary - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,232 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Rae E., Finn - Complete
Talk Dirty To Me reviews
Request. Carlos has a thing for a bad boy, dirty talking Kendall. SMUT WARNING
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,951 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/9/2014 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Completely and Utterly Mad reviews
James Diamond has just been released from a four month stay at a mental hospital after attempting suicide and a bout of depression. He leaves the hospital with the hope of finally making some real friends and becoming normal. He gets a little more than he bargained for. WARNING: strong themes and some minor course language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 19,924 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/3/2014 - Published: 1/23/2014 - James
Special Two reviews
"I remember someone old once said to me That lies will lock you up with truth the only key." - Missy Higgins 'Special two' Cargan songfic.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,088 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/4/2013 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Now and Then I'll Stand By You reviews
A meshing together of the movies "Now and Then" and "Stand By Me" with my own little BTR twist. Logan, Carlos and James reminisce on their last summer together, the summer that changed their lives.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,428 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 10/7/2013 - Published: 8/19/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
BTR one-shots reviews
I am going to attempt as many one shots as I can based on 'thebesthufflepuff' one hundred tales of love and everything in between themes. Please give them a go. If you want me to do any in particular, let me know and I'll try my best to.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,617 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/22/2013 - Published: 6/25/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
The Fear of Comparison reviews
"Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity." – Robert. A. Heinlein. He belongs to Kendall, not anyone else.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,248 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/8/2013 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Bully reviews
Carlos is being picked on by a bully and one day it goes too far. James is there to protect him.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,823 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/23/2013 - Carlos, James - Complete
Carlos Is Stupid reviews
Logan would say it time and time again, and it was starting to really bother him. Cargan bromance. NO SLASH.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,694 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/19/2013 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Cheat It! reviews
Mrs Diamond gives James an ultimatum. Do well on his history midterm or come back home to Minnesota. James faces a moral dilemma.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,084 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/10/2013 - James - Complete
We Complement Each Other reviews
Carlos gets frustrated when he has to keep cleaning up after Kendall. KENLOS (Please note this was written because I was over studying for my exam)
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 929 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Everybody's Scared of Something reviews
Everyone always assumed that Kendall Knight was afraid of nothing. But even the so called fearless leader got scared sometimes. Luckily he has awesome friends to help get him through it.* Written for BigTimeRush-BTR. * *It's a wee bit KENLOS*
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,662 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/28/2013 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Cuddles Make the Pain Go Away reviews
Carlos isn't feeling well and as a result has a nightmare, Kendall is there to comfort him. KENLOS fluff.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,316 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/26/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Mrs. Knight - Complete
It Doesn't Make Sense reviews
Carlos is having trouble understanding his school work and well almost everything he reads. All the boys try to help him, but only one of them makes it all make sense. (I need to get better at summaries)
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,894 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 3/19/2013 - Carlos - Complete
He Should be Mine reviews
Kendall hated that Carlos and Alexa shoved their relationship down everyone's throats. Especially because he wanted Carlos all for himself. Carlexa and Kenlos. (God summaries are hard)
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,491 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/18/2013 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete