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Joined 07-21-11, id: 3091885, Profile Updated: 03-18-13
Author has written 4 stories for D.Gray-Man.

Hi, I'm o-Just-an-Illusion-o! You can just call me "Jai " for short. I'm gonna be writing D. Gray-Man and No. 6 fanfictions, mainly. I might do other fandoms, but I highly doubt. Maybe some Fullmetal Alchemist, maybe some Soul Eater, maybe some Pandora Hearts... Yeah... I will probably do a bunch of AUs and ATs, and maybe... if I can build up the courage... Maybe I'll do something lemony... Maybe...

I support Yullen and Nezushi, and one one can stop me. If you tell me these pairing aren't canon, I will ship them even harder and I will SHOW you analytic PROOF that they're canon! (no need for Nezushi, there's literally Shonen-ai and kissing on every other page asdfghjkl)
If you can give me a good prompt, I can write something to it. Like a song. I like music, so...

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Guilty of Being Innocent by Penguins-in-America-Oh-My reviews
Summary: Allen is sent to Black Order Mental Asylum as his final psychology project. He is assigned patient Kanda, Yuu, the most dangerous patient not held in the R.E.D. Really Extraordinarily Dangerous Wing. The one who supposedly killed..
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 13,420 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 162 - Updated: 5/12 - Published: 7/19/2010 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker
Persecution by DewdropLotus reviews
After they're discovered by Howard Link, Kanda faces public persecution for his relationship with Allen Walker. Branded and humiliated, he still refuses to cave to the hypocrisies of the Black Order and the Church itself.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Drama/Crime - Chapters: 36 - Words: 27,668 - Reviews: 356 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 157 - Updated: 2/10 - Published: 1/28/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Unbroken by DewdropLotus reviews
The road to recovery is a long and tumultuous one. But I will drag him along—kicking and screaming—until he learns to care for the body that he sells to others for the price of dignity he doesn't have. AllenKandaAllen.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 11,432 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 2/6 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
The Man in the Mirror by BluesNavi reviews
"If this happens again, if tomorrow is still 'today,' I want you to sit down in front of a mirror. I want you to look at your reflection and tell it everything that's bothering you." She gave a crooked grin. "Then we'll see how crazy you are."
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 15 - Words: 171,145 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 12/13/2014 - Published: 4/10/2012 - Miranda L., Allen Walker
Something InfallibleLike Eternity by KillingKathy reviews
"Run away with me." Eren turned to look at his Corporal's face, which was half shadowed against the night sky. "Pardon me sir, I don't think-?" Rivaille's gaze snapped up to meet his. "Let's run away together." he repeated. "This is an order."
Shingeki no Kyojin/進撃の巨人 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 36 - Words: 91,194 - Reviews: 694 - Favs: 577 - Follows: 684 - Updated: 6/23/2014 - Published: 6/5/2013 - Eren Y., Levi
Recon Incorporated by freshia reviews
He was just looking for a way to pay the bills — a job that was easy, fun, and something he was into. Where could he possibly go wrong with a travel agency? Assistant!Eren Boss!Rivaille; Office AU.
Shingeki no Kyojin/進撃の巨人 - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 38,379 - Reviews: 400 - Favs: 1,145 - Follows: 943 - Updated: 1/2/2014 - Published: 7/16/2013 - Eren Y., Levi - Complete
Stibarsen by Rin0rourke reviews
Although it is very white, and almost more shining then silver, it is more brittle then glass. -Discontinued. My Apologies.-
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Crime/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 72,565 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 12/25/2013 - Published: 2/3/2012 - [Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu, Alma K.]
Model by DarkPhoenix168 reviews
Allen and Kanda have known each other for years, yet when Allen poses for him, true thoughts erupt. Yullen
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,113 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 148 - Follows: 30 - Published: 11/20/2013 - [Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker] - Complete
Umbrella Mayhem by ashureechan
Coming back from a mission and not in the best attitude they make their way back to the Order. It starts raining and their only option is to try and share a small umbrella but unfortunately this just ends to yelling and punching. (Not a pairing fanfiction)
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,285 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Circus of Night by TheAngelIsrafel reviews
Allen is sent off on an asignment, however the place he's sent to isn't normal. It's the Circus of Night, a place that caters to everyones desires, whether they know what they are or not... This is not Pure Yullen, stop bitching about the lack of it, this is a STORY, with a PLOT, that contains other pairings WITH Allen in them.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 78,626 - Reviews: 778 - Favs: 480 - Follows: 611 - Updated: 5/30/2013 - Published: 6/29/2008 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Kanda's Sick by ashureechan reviews
Waking up one morning Kanda finds himself experiencing something he's never felt before; an aching body, cold sweat, and heat all over. Turns out, with the help of Lavi, he discovers the cause of all this. He's sick. (Rated T for Kanda's excessive cursing)
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,396 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/12/2013 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi - Complete
Pouring Rain by Hinata's Shadow1 reviews
When Allen and Kanda were young they knew nothing about the truth of society. Now that they are grown, the truth can be a harsh reality. When they are forcefully separated, they must find their own ways to continue living. Contains: yaoi, nekos, mpreg
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 123,135 - Reviews: 210 - Favs: 151 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 4/15/2013 - Published: 5/20/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Property by Afael Ishtar reviews
Allen Walker has gone through a lot during his life, and when he gets bought by millionare, he is more than happy to leave his former owner behind. But everything isn't right. Why would Kanda Yuu buy him? Yullen/AU.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 87,393 - Reviews: 844 - Favs: 700 - Follows: 583 - Updated: 4/12/2013 - Published: 7/29/2009 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Radioactive by withoutwingsx reviews
The sounds of the war crashing around him, Allen has to make a choice. Escape from where the survivors huddle underground to try to see his lover before it all ends, or stay and watch as man after man is carried in, injured or dead. A Yullen one-shot, that may just change the way you see what "helpless" really is.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,402 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/15/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Family Reunion by LazyFucktard reviews
When Pein notices that he has fewer members than planned, he realizes that most of the Akatsuki members have little sisters... who are just as sick and twisted as they are... recruiting them and having them suck people's souls shouldn't be a problem, right? (Crack-fic, and a disturbing one at that.)
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,681 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 2/6/2013 - Published: 1/31/2013 - Akatsuki
This is Reality by quantum1342 reviews
Nezumi was dead. He was definitely dead. Right? TW: death
No. 6 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,187 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/28/2013 - Shion, Nezumi/Rat
Follow by quantum1342 reviews
Shion has been going somewhere and Nezumi is going to find out where. (Please excuse the crappy title i figured that it was better than "a random no.6 fic" XD)
No. 6 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,669 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/28/2013 - Shion, Nezumi/Rat - Complete
Buisness Trip by quantum1342 reviews
Shion is going away on a business trip. It will be the first time he's been away form Nezumi since they reunited.
No. 6 - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,292 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/28/2013 - Shion, Nezumi/Rat - Complete
Dear Kanda by withoutwingsx reviews
His love had gone off to war, to protect his beansprout as he had so gallantly put it. It was funny actually, Allen had never expected the man he loved would be so far from home. The only thing that mattered was Kanda making it home in one piece. Only problem was, you can't always have that happy ending.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,638 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/10/2013 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker - Complete
Hot by KissMeDeadlyT-T reviews
After hearing a street woman say something rather dirty to Krory, Allen wonders what it would be like to have Kanda say something hot to him. It seems he's going to find out. Rated for language, extremely perverted Lavi and Lenalee, Kanda in general, and Allen's hormonal teenage self. NOT a lemon. Yullen.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,461 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 23 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
An Exercise in Futility by BluesNavi reviews
It's stupid of him, but it's just too hard to watch.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/30/2012 - Neah, Allen Walker - Complete
Crying Alone by ExplicitlySilent reviews
Rated M for death, a little bit of angst
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/24/2012 - Tyki Mikk, Allen Walker - Complete
Impulse by Becca2793 reviews
Allen hates Kanda, and has a very good idea that Kanda hates him back just as much, if not more. So why is his body betraying him like this? Yullen, prequel to Veracity.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,958 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 9 - Published: 10/14/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Withering Primrose by Painted Dreamscape reviews
The ground was cold and Allen couldn't remember where he was for a moment. His vision was blurry and memories swam before him. Strong arms. The calloused hands that were rough but gentle with me. A strong build. That fit mine like a glove. Long tresses. Darker than the nights we shared. Glares sent everywhere. Those deep cobalt orbs would drag me further into you.But...who are you?
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,528 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 9/19/2012 - Published: 8/28/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Shikigami by Erendyce reviews
Though being an Exorcist, Allen can't bring himself to summon a shikigami to serve him, because of his deep hatred towards any kind of demons and spirits. Until he accidentally summons a powerful demon by the name of Kanda. Yullen.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 29 - Words: 163,459 - Reviews: 1449 - Favs: 1,264 - Follows: 622 - Updated: 8/31/2012 - Published: 5/21/2009 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Brain Damage by DewdropLotus reviews
A run-in with a hoard of Akuma ends in an unfortunate meeting with a familiar purple butterfly; leaving Kanda with severe brain damage. Allen now has to figure out how to bring Kanda back into his mind, while trying not to fall himself. AllenKanda
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 114,812 - Reviews: 572 - Favs: 231 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 2/21/2012 - Published: 11/17/2011 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Veracity by Becca2793 reviews
Figuring things out isn't exactly Allen's strong suit, but he's willing to try. For Yullen Weeks 2011's theme of 'Shadow.'
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,847 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/21/2011 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Mess With the Bull by Becca2793 reviews
Dangerously high stakes are the sophisticated Allen Walker's game. And Kanda Yu can't decide if it's that danger that's making his blood pump or something else entirely.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,186 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 11/27/2011 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Something old, Something new by whereSilencebegins reviews
seriously AU. No matter how many years they had been separated, their bond of friendship hasn't been severed. Instead, it has the potential to bloom into something even stronger...some shota AllenxKanda
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 61,305 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 200 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 8/27/2010 - Published: 8/15/2010 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Wilting Blossoms by Erendyce reviews
As each petal falls, Kanda realizes that he doesn't have time anymore. As days pass, Allen understands he doesn't have much time left. Still, they dare not reveal their feelings to each other. And time doesn't wait for them. Yullen one-shot.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,192 - Reviews: 88 - Favs: 180 - Follows: 18 - Published: 8/13/2010 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Promises to Keep by phoenixtears07 reviews
AU. There was something suspicious about the white haired teen that Kanda couldn't quite put his finger on. Yullen oneshot
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,264 - Reviews: 90 - Favs: 368 - Follows: 51 - Published: 11/29/2008 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker - Complete
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Cold reviews
Why does loving you hurt? Why do I make you hurt? Is there any salvation for us, two people with frozen hearts? / Laven oneshot written by o-Blade-o and ExplicitlySilent
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,449 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/25/2013 - Allen Walker, Lavi
Memories reviews
Something terrible has fallen on the Black Order's cat-and-dog couple, all because someone was too hasty. Now, there's one with no memories, and the other with nothing but memories. -There's no other way... I pray to the gods, let him stay...- Yullen, kind of -ish songfic.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,630 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 19 - Published: 2/12/2013 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker
Yullen Week 2012 reviews
A collection of drabbles written for YW'12.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,266 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/31/2012 - Published: 12/20/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Losing reviews
Kanda wonders what he could've done wrong, why -he's- like this. One-sided Yullen. Hurt/comfort, without comfort. Rated for language.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 968 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/5/2012 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker - Complete
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